The imperial concubine bows down to me

In the past two years, Liu Shuyan and Shen Zhi have not only talked about this question twice, but even other people have said this question to her no less than ten times.But no matter when someone said that to her, Shen Zhi's response was almost always the same sentence: "I'm still young, I haven't thought about it yet."

In the past, when Shen Zhi said this, Liu Shuyan just listened to it.But now that Shen Zhi knew her identity, and the two of them could be regarded as acquainted, she no longer concealed it, and sincerely told Shen Zhi what she thought about it.

She pulled back her sleeves, sat her body forward a little, so that Shen Zhi could hear clearly with her smallest voice, and then said: "Your Highness, you know that when a concubine is at your age, she is very concerned about love. The matter, is also avoided all day long, unwilling to mention it? But now, the concubine regretted it."

Shen Zhi was a little confused by Liu Shuyan's sudden words.Because of Liu Shuyan's approach just now, Shen Zhi's nose kept rushing into the peach blossom fragrance of Liu Shuyan's body again.She was afraid that Liu Shuyan would see something, so she didn't dare to step back, and could only stare at Liu Shuyan in a daze, with her face full of ignorance.

Liu Shuyan was not surprised by Shen Zhi's reaction, but she was not in a hurry to explain the question she asked, but instead asked: "Your Highness wants to know why the concubine chose to agree to the emperor and stay in this deep palace, and why did she choose to stay in this deep palace?" Is it a six-year stay?"

This question has indeed been on Shen Zhi's mind ever since she and Shen Zhi confessed their identities.Later, Shen Zhi also tried to find out the reason by herself, or asked Liu Shuyan this question from around the corner when she had the opportunity, but every time she got an answer that was not clear.Even in the last outing, the closest answer she got was just because Wei Qian'er treated Liu Shuyan as if she was her own child, and she also took Wei Qian'er as an example, that's all.

Now that this opportunity to learn the truth is in front of Shen Zhi, no matter how embarrassed she is, she still nods.

"On the one hand, it's because the senior brother invites you, and it's hard for the concubine to refuse. Second... actually, the concubine has no feelings for men, prefers girls, and is afraid of being urged to marry by her elder brother. Hiding in the palace solves the concubine's own problems. It is indeed a way to get the best of both worlds by being a favor and helping a group of emperors." Liu Shuyan didn't seem nervous at all when he said such a big thing to Shen Zhi, as if he was talking about something that doesn't matter after dinner.

The information in the words was huge, and Shen Zhi finally digested Liu Shuyan's words after a long, long time.

The imperial concubine...likes...women?No wonder Miss Xue didn't seem nervous at all when she said she liked her.Also before, the noble concubine misunderstood that Qin Ning fell in love with me, and I also had feelings for Qin Ning, probably because of this, right?

She blinked her eyes, and her cheeks began to turn red and white uncontrollably.Fortunately, those were all under the mask, and Liu Shuyan couldn't see them.After being stunned for a while, seeing that Liu Shuyan had no more words to say, and Shen Zhi didn't know what to say, he could only ask in a foolish way, "What the imperial concubine said...is it true?"

"When did the concubine ever deceive His Highness?" Liu Shuyan asked back.

Since the frank confrontation with Shen Zhi that night, apart from hiding some political affairs from Shen Zhi that she thought Shen Zhi was not suitable to understand for the time being, besides this, Liu Shuyan did not confront her about any other unnecessary matters. Shen knew he had lied.But when Shen Zhi just misunderstood that Liu Shuyan had a lover and went to visit the Penglai Palace at night, Liu Shuyan really deceived Shen Zhi a lot.

But even if he thought so in his heart, Shen Zhi couldn't really say that.She squeezed her sweaty fingers, pursed her lips and shook her head slightly.

"When I was 14 years old, my mother and my brothers and sisters all joked with my concubine, saying that after another year of concubine and concubine, I would start thinking about getting married. After that, my concubine The concubine really began to think about what kind of person could attract the concubine, and who did the concubine want to spend the rest of her life with. But after thinking about it for a long time, the concubine couldn't figure out why, until the concubine When I was traveling with my master, I accidentally discovered that a woman can also fall in love with a woman, and then I gradually got a little understanding of my own thoughts. But at that time, I felt that this was a very abnormal thing. The concubine can't accept this fact, and naturally she has never told anyone else about it." At this point, Liu Shuyan paused, "But when I think of having children with a man, I raise my eyebrows, no matter what Persuading and comforting myself... the concubines are still unacceptable."

Although Shen Zhi was shocked when he first found out about this matter, but after hearing Liu Shu's words all the way, Shen Zhi felt that it was not a big deal.After all, Liu Shuyan is not the only woman she has met who likes women these days.Maybe... This is a very normal thing, it's just that people don't like to mention it in normal times.

"So later... Driven by these reasons, the imperial concubine chose to enter the palace to perform a play with her father. And this performance, until now, has been six years." Shen Zhiwei frowned, eyes It was full of melancholy, and I couldn't tell what it was like in my heart.

"Yes," Liu Shuyan didn't evade, but responded simply and neatly, and then added, "But later, the concubine met Ruoyu when she was leaving the palace, and at that time, the concubine knew Even if the person you love is also a woman, as a woman, you can still be so 'open and aboveboard'. It turns out that those are ordinary, but the concubine was too sensitive and unconfident at the time, so I missed the best age , imprisoned himself in this deep palace."

Liu Shuyan also rolled his eyes in a rare way, and the deep meaning in his eyes made Shen Zhi feel inexplicably distressed: "Actually, none of us can compare to Ruoyu. She can face her heart honestly, but we say It sounds easy, but in reality, it is very difficult to do.”

Unexpectedly, the imperial concubine, who looks so powerful and seems to be omnipotent, once had something embarrassing or even unwilling to face in her heart.No wonder the concubine is still so tolerant to her even though Miss Xue has a stubborn nature and doesn't know much about etiquette.It turned out that it was Miss Xue who seemed to be innocent and innocent, but she had the sincerity and persistence in love that a noble concubine wanted but could not achieve.

It's just a pity that not only did she not get the return she deserved for her passionate love, but it was also severely shattered by Liu Shuyan.But it's no wonder Liu Shuyan, after all, in love, it always needs the gratification of two people to be sweet.If it's just wishful thinking, the only one who gets hurt is the one you love deeply.

A few days ago, when Shen Zhi learned from Du Qinning what Liu Shuyan did that night when she was in a coma, she understood Liu Shuyan and was grateful to Liu Shuyan, but she also felt heartbroken for Xue Ruoyu for a long time.But now, she felt that Liu Shuyan was equally distressing.The moment Liu Shuyan made up her mind, she decided to abandon all possibilities between herself and Xue Ruoyu in order to save Shen Zhi, even if it was only a glimmer of hope in Xue Ruoyu's eyes.

"Has the imperial concubine ever thought about leaving the palace as soon as possible, and then go on a tour? The world is so big, maybe on the way, the imperial concubine can meet the person she likes and spend the rest of her life with her." Although Liu Shuyan just said that She just wanted to spend her whole life leisurely somewhere alone, but Shen Zhi still asked.

A bud somewhere in her heart was gradually growing, and she couldn't tell what it felt like, but she always felt a strange sense of gratitude in her heart, and an urge to hear Liu Shuyan say "no" with her own mouth.It seemed that she would feel more at ease in her heart.

When Shen Zhi said these words, she couldn't help but tremble in her heart.Since these are normal, then she often dreams of Liu Shuyan in her dreams, and it is often associated with doing that kind of thing, can it also explain...?

Thinking of this, the heart in Shen Zhi's chest began to beat gradually and violently again, and the roots of his ears became more and more red.While rejecting this idea, she couldn't stop thinking about it.Coupled with the surrounding heat, it is really annoying.