Li Manzi looked at her condescendingly, "Why, now you know how to worry and care about her? Where did you go before?"

Song Xutang smiled, pursed her lips warmly, her dark eyes were as bright as stars, "Don't get me wrong, that's not what I meant."

"what?"

"Last time I left her there and let her take care of Jiang Xiu by herself. It's not something I should know how she treats Jiang Xiu. If she has a mental illness, the last thing you should do is ask me, but the attending doctor."

After Li Manzi heard this, she suddenly became angry from embarrassment, "You, you actually said such sarcastic remarks."

Song Xutang suddenly lowered her cheeks, impatient for a moment.

She shook her head. The food on the table would be cold if she didn't eat it. She picked up a piece of lotus root with her chopsticks and put it in her mouth. "It tastes good. Would you like to sit down?"

She likes this kind of life.

Wouldn't it be nice to go back to where we were when we first met?

It was painful at first, but after a long time, she will gradually forget her.

Completely uprooted from the bottom of my heart.

Chu Nian glanced at her in embarrassment, then winked at Li Manzi in the blink of an eye and said, "Miss Li, it's true which pot is not open and which pot to lift."

"We are all adults. If you like someone, there is nothing you dare not say. Only cowards dare not fight for it in the end. It will hurt you."

Song Xutang paid no attention to what was going on outside the window, ate the food, and said, "That's the path she chose. If you have the ability, you should persuade her. Why do you keep pestering me?"

"Do you know that she risked everything for you?"

"I do not know."

"What a cold-blooded and ruthless woman, I don't understand why Ah Yu insists on hanging on this elm tree like you!",

Chu Nian listened to the gunpowder in the words, and was anxious, she didn't want the two to quarrel.

Li Manzi felt that it was useless to talk too much. Before leaving, she said: "She is hospitalized and her body has collapsed. If you want to see her die, then continue to close your eyes and it's nothing to do with you. But in your heart, Yue Baiyun seems to be Like an immortal devil."

Song Xutang pinched the clothes on her chest with trembling fingers, her eyes were dark, and a feeling of suffocation filled her whole body.

Her face is cold and clear, and her heart is already full of holes. Not all the ways of loving are on the table, especially this kind of woman is not worthy of her love.

Chu Nian comforted softly: "Don't think too much, some things have no results in the first place, and it won't help if you think too much."

Song Xutang nodded.

She didn't think too much about it, but today's Li Manzi is really weird, which is quite different from last time.

Did something really happen to that woman?

Song Xutang returned to the Song residence and turned on the light in the house. Grandma went back to her hometown for a while and was invited back by her.

The old man stayed in Song's house for a long time, and had no one to rely on, so he could still be with her if he stayed here.

Sitting in front of the low rose-colored vanity mirror, Song Xutang found povidone iodine from the spare medicine box, soaked the cotton and wiped the accidentally broken skin on his hands to disinfect it.

Although she is calm on the face, every time she hears Yue Baiyun, she will unconsciously feel heartache.

There will be ripples in the heart.

Did she miss it?

I don't know, I thought I was bewitched.

The phone vibrated a few times to break the silence, causing her hands to tremble.

Click on the phone screen, it is a text message.

Chu Nian: "Don't let things go to despair, I can see that you are living in the hatred of the past. Many times, there is always one person going to another."

Song Xutang leaned weakly on the back of the chair, the moonlight outside the window came in through the cracks in the curtains, and a bluish-white light could be vaguely seen.

Her eyelashes drooped and she rubbed her forehead in frustration.As if great courage was brewing, he tapped a few words on the screen with his fingers: I will.

[But the step that you really have the courage to take has been blocked. 】

The corners of Song Xutang's eyes were a little wet. She tried her best to restrain her trembling hands, covered her face, and closed her eyes sadly.

What she hated was that Yue Baiyun who once ruined herself, even if time went back, she couldn't make her forget the wound on her body.

She thought that things should come to an end.

Instead of going on in such pain, it is better to make a quick decision and do what you have always wanted to do.

Once the debt is paid off, you can start a new life.

He took out a dagger from the bag, it was Chen Ai's birthday gift to her when he took her in, the sharp dagger can let her seek self-protection.

She didn't think too much, as if mustering up a lot of courage, she put it in her sleeve.

There was a bit of unbearable lingering between her brows, lowered her eyes, and sighed in vain.

Yue Baiyun didn't like the smell of the hospital, so he was discharged early.

Her body was injured, she had just finished taking a shower, she was sitting on the bed reading a magazine, when she heard a knock on the door, her eyes flicked away.

"Who?"

"Miss, Miss Song is here." The nanny said softly outside the door.

Yue Baiyu's heart trembled, and his expression was slightly disturbed, "Let her in."

The moment Song Xutang opened the door, he saw Yue Baiyun in thin pajamas, as beautiful as a beautiful butterfly, slightly overshadowed, as if he was ill.

She just spoke.

The other party narrowed his eyes, and pulled her into the bedroom in silence.

Before Song Xutang could speak, she was pressed against the wall by the other party. The cold wall stimulated her back. The woman was taller than her, and leaned over to occupy her red lips uncontrollably.

This time she didn't struggle, nor did she show a look of fear, but her body was still trembling uncontrollably, as tender as a delicate flower, allowing her to pick it.

Yue Bai kissed her passionately for a while, wishing he could eat her.

The two were panting for breath, their lips were moist.

Yue Baihan raised his fingertips to caress her wet lips, his eyes were affectionate: "Why are you so obedient, do you know that I miss you, and send it to the door by myself."

"Wait..." Song Xutang murmured, raising his face and exhaling, pressing the dagger in his outstretched hand.

"Can't wait."

The clothes were pulled apart by fingers, revealing a shiny and slender neck and round shoulders.

Yuebai lingered on her neck, kissing each other inch by inch, and each other's breathing became heavier.

Kiss her round shoulder bones, and the little canine teeth grind gently.

She really, really misses her so much.

Dreaming about going crazy.

Song Xutang smiled helplessly.

This is going to kill her, and she has to be robbed, what on earth is she here for?

But the body is uncontrollable like a blazing fire, the soles of the feet are weak, and the head is dizzy.

Such an annoying madman, she really wanted to kill her as soon as she entered the door.

When she was kissing in a daze.

A muffled groan pierced through the dark and quiet night.

Yue Baiyu's body trembled suddenly, he let out a muffled snort, lowered his thick eyelashes tremblingly, and frowned.

The clothes on his chest were soaked in blood, and a hollow feeling spread from the bottom of his heart.

Body and mind suddenly cold.

A look of astonishment appeared on her pale face, she stared at her in disbelief, looked down at the blood stains on her white pajamas, and said in disbelief, "You..."

Repeat the scene, different people.

However, this knife was much lighter than Jiang Xiu's, and it only slightly tore her flesh.

Song Xutang struggled inwardly, remembering the vague past, tears directly blurred his vision, bit his lips stubbornly, "Don't come near me again, or you will die."

There was a dead silence in the bedroom, time seemed to stand still, and the temperature dropped to freezing point.

Yue Baihan stared at her steadfastly, crushing her rationality in that instant.

Her eyelashes were wet, the blood on her face faded, and she smiled wryly: "Do you really want me to die?"

Song Xutang held his breath, his body and mind felt cool, "It was you who made me like this, it was you who filled my heart with hatred."

Yue Bai had a pale face, as if he would fall to the ground in the next second.

She stretched out her hand to caress the face in front of her. Regardless of her resistance, she held her face and sucked her soft lips close to her, blocking all her blurted words.

Song Xutang struggled to break free, "Are you crazy?"

"Since you want me to die, then pierce my heart. I can't live without you anyway."

"..."

Yue Baiyun tilted his head, his long hair spread like flowing water, and his dark eyes were full of starlight, "If this knife can bring us back to the past, I am willing to accept such a punishment."

"……Do not."

"Since you came here today prepared, you should do everything, otherwise this opportunity will be wasted."

Song Xutang burst into tears, "Madman."

"Honey, you should really want my life, may I give it to you? It should belong to you, and no longer belongs to anyone."

"Crazy, you are crazy."

Yue Baiyun closed his eyes, unable to hold back the tears, listening to her crying, his heart was pierced.

With a sweetness in her throat, she opened her eyelids, gently held her bare hand, and pressed the dagger into her chest without any hesitation.

Song Xutang wanted to withdraw her hand, but she couldn't make it in time, so she cried out in pain, "No..."

Yue Baiyun is not afraid of pain, no pain is more unbearable than her leaving.

This is probably the way she should go, to pay everything off.

She firmly grasped her hand, resting the tip of her chin on Song Xutang's shoulder, feeling the fear of her trembling body.

Turning her face to her ear, before she closed her eyes, she whispered, "Honey, I really want to go back to the past with you. Let's go back together, shall we..."

Song Xutang was sobbing, tears drenched his cheeks, "Why did you force me! Why!"

The silence in the hospital was eerie.

The lights in the emergency room were always on, and Song Xutang sat on the bench, staring at the ground blankly.

When Li Manzi rushed over, she caught a glimpse of the woman in the corner, stepped forward, raised her hand in a panic and slapped her across the face.

with a snap.

Song Xutang's face was thrown to one side, her cheeks flushed suddenly, she didn't feel the pain, she raised her eyes to look at her.

Li Manzi's eyes were red, "Do you know...she is still a wounded person, do you know that the child in her womb is dead, and you continue to stab her in the heart? Never give up."

That knife, she didn't want her life.

However, the child in Li Manzi's mouth made her in a trance for a moment.

"Child? What child?"

Li Manzi took a breath and said, "The last time she went to see Jiang Xiu, she was stabbed in the abdomen by the other party, and the child could not be saved. Now you stab her again and kill her. When will she pay off what she owes you?"

The hospital seemed to have no light coming in all year round, and it was cold.

Song Xutang froze, as if he had lost all courage.

There was a buzzing in her ears.

Recalling the time they were together in her mind, she was not pregnant that night, but Yue Baiyun was pregnant with her child?

Why is this, why she lost again and again.

Yue Baiyu had an operation, and it was very long, due to excessive blood loss, the moment he was pushed out by the doctor, his face was pale and lifeless.

The doctor wiped his sweat and said, "I'm out of danger. When she wakes up, don't stay here. Let's go out and talk."

Li Manzi said to her: "Don't go anywhere, just stay here and watch over her. If it weren't for you, a villain, she wouldn't be lying here."

With a pale face, Song Xutang didn't want to pay attention to it, pulled back her arm indifferently, sat back on the side of the hospital bed, and said in a low and hoarse voice, "I will guard her, you don't need to tell me."

The world has finally returned to its former tranquility, the sun covering the horizon of the sky and shining light in, leaving a looming gloom.

Song Xutang was sitting beside the hospital bed, with a gentle face, like a criminal child with his head down, clenching his fingers blankly.

She took a deep breath and stared at the woman with stunning silhouette for a long time.Fingers stretched over to fiddle with her soft black hair, tears were condensed in the corners of her eyes, and a slight smile curled up at the corners of her mouth.

"It's not bad to fall asleep like this, at least I can talk to you as I like.

"

She was breathing evenly, a shadow was cast under her eyelids, and her thin lips were pale white.

"Yue Baiyun, I don't want to kill you, I never thought of killing anyone." She looked at the morning sun outside the window, her eyes gradually became confused, her eyelashes lightly raised, and her voice was clear and clear: "You and I have been entangled for so many years, but I don't know what to do." Only then can you let go of your hatred. I am influencing you every day, hoping to warm you with love, but all you give me is a heart full of scars. When I am desperate and sad, I turn around and leave, just to find a place of peace There is a kind of hatred that cannot be forgotten, but it cannot be replaced, but there is a kind of love that grows in the dark, like a weed that slowly grows, and will be revived when the spring breeze blows."

"When I love you, I hope you can have the same heart as mine and tolerate each other. I am not you, and I will never be you. My life is very simple, do you understand?"

The wind blew gently into the house, and the curtains billowed and fluttered.

The woman on the bed trembled her eyelashes, and slowly opened her dark eyes, a pair of desolate eyes full of sadness.

Song Xutang stared at the woman who opened her eyes on the bed in shock, feeling a little joyful.

"You...are you awake?"

She didn't speak, but narrowed her eyes.

She swallowed her saliva, her heart beating wildly, "Do you feel uncomfortable anywhere?"

With whiter and thin lips, he opened his mouth slightly: "I'm fine."

"I'll call you a doctor."

Song Xutang's heart was beating wildly, and she was about to leave when the other party grabbed her hand.

She was stunned.

Yue Baiyun shook his head, "Don't go, stay here with me."

Song Xutang's eyes fell on the wrist she was holding, and she said softly, "Then let me go first."

She shook her head stubbornly, and said silently, "I'm afraid, if you let go, you will disappear."

"Don't look at me with such eyes, I almost killed you, even if it is a dying person, I will have a little compassion."

"Actually, I know."

Song Xutang was puzzled: "Know what?"

"You are... thinking of me."

These words exploded in her heart like a thunderbolt.

A look of embarrassment flashed across Song Xutang's face, and he casually smiled and said, "Don't be kidding, if I was thinking of you, why would I give you a knife."

"I don't blame you. You didn't want my life at first, but I didn't let myself go." Her eyes gradually dimmed, and she closed her eyes slightly, "If our child is still here, we will Become a happy lover, right?"

Song Xutang did not speak, but lowered his eyelids.

Without saying a word, my heart felt as if a hole had been pierced, and the pain went deep into my soul.

Yue Baiyun opened his lacquer eyes, his voice was a little weak, and he said calmly: "Tang'er."

"Ok?"

"Could you just kiss me once."

"?"

"It seems that you haven't taken the initiative to kiss me yet." There was sadness in her eyes, which made people feel very sad.

Song Xutang pursed her lips, thinking of the final judgment in her heart.

Time seemed to stand still.

She brushed her fingers through her hair, wrapped her slender arms around her, lowered her head and tilted her head, and kissed her lips.

Yuebai's eyelashes flickered, beautifully like a row of tree shadows.

Song Xutang didn't react when he saw her.

He hooked a slightly upturned arc and kissed again.

All in silence.

With the dazzling light in her eyes, she licked her moist lips, "Do you still want to kiss?"

Yue Baiyu hugged her neck, although her chest was painful, but it was sweet pain.

"it is good."

作者有话要说:感谢在2020-05-0522:17:22~2020-05-0622:33:19期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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