After Transmigrating into Cannon Fodder White Moonlight [Transmigration Book]

Zhou Yuancen leaned slowly on the bed, the room was so quiet that only the breathing of the two of them could be heard, Ruan Miao looked up at the air conditioner, which was as low as 24 degrees, and got up silently to cover her quilt, he had a feeling in his heart I wanted to say a lot, but I didn't know how to speak, so I just sat quietly like this.

After a while, Zhou Yuancen coughed. Ruan Miao immediately handed her hot water and patted her on the back. Baotu, Ruan Miao hadn't seen her for almost a month since returning from the last visit to the grave, and only then did she realize that she had lost so much weight again.

He is really guilty.

"Why is this expression?" Zhou Yuancen put down the water glass, turned his head to see Ruan Miao's distraught look, and suddenly laughed: "So, even you know that I don't live long?"

Ruan Miao's bitterness lingered in her throat and she couldn't swallow it. She nodded and shook her head while enduring her sadness.

"sorry."

Zhou Yuancen still smiled very gently, "What did you say, kid? What does it have to do with you? I came to this point by myself, and now this result is my own fault, and I deserve it."

"It's just hateful, that bastard Liang Rui is still alive."

Ruan Miao couldn't hear her belittle herself like this: "It's not like that, you didn't blame yourself, you just..."

He really wanted to ask, why didn't she justify herself these years, why didn't she tell everyone the truth of the matter, and let those people abuse and humiliate them for no reason... But it's too late to say anything now.

"Just what?" Zhou Yuancen coughed again, and the violent cough made her face look rosy again, much better than the pale and sickly look just now.

"Many people say that I am greedy for glory and wealth, and that I come from a humble background but dream of becoming a rich wife overnight. "Zhou Yuancen sneered self-deprecatingly. She couldn't see any strong emotional fluctuations on her face, but her hands tightly squeezed the quilt tightly.

Those old things that she didn't want to remember resurfaced in her mind again at this moment, as if it happened not long ago.

Few people know that Zhou Yuancen came to the He family because of He Shangye.

At that time, she was just a junior English student, born in a poor family but beautiful, she was praised as a school belle in school, her grades were excellent, she was hard-working, and she also had a boyfriend who was a physicist. The relationship is harmonious and like-minded, and they have made an appointment with each other to take the postgraduate entrance examination together, and the future looks very bright.

In order not to ask his elderly mother for tuition fees, the young Zhou Yuancen chose a work-study program and planned to work part-time as a supplementary teacher outside school.At that time, Ms. He was looking for an English teacher for her child. After being recommended by others, she was excellent in all aspects and successfully got this high-paying and relatively easy job. You can find such a good job.

He Shangye was only eight years old at the time, and had just entered the second grade of elementary school.When Zhou Yuancen saw him for the first time, he felt that this child was too old. He kept a stern face all day long without saying a word or smiling at such a young age. people feel distressed.

The relationship between husband and wife in the He family is very indifferent. The two of them are almost never at home at the same time. Even if they are in the same room occasionally, they can hear Miss He's dissatisfaction and cynicism towards Liang Rui. At that time, Miss He was already three months pregnant. twin.He Shangye, who grew up in such an environment, has hardly ever received normal parental care, so it is understandable that his personality is different from ordinary children.

And Zhou Yuancen is a kind and gentle girl. She is full of sympathy for He Shangye in such a family, and she can't help caring for him. He chats, and occasionally cooks some delicious food for him, trying to make him a happier child.

After coming and going, He Shangye developed a good impression of this beautiful and gentle English teacher, and gradually became close to her like a sister, willing to talk to her about any troubles, and the two got along happily like friends.Zhou Yuancen originally thought that his part-time job life would go on like this, and he would always be able to live a good life in the future.

That day, she received a call from He Shangye, saying that she would go out with her mother at night without making up lessons, so she planned to go on a date with her boyfriend, but she didn't expect to receive a call from Liang Rui suddenly, saying that she had something to ask her and asked her to Go back and have a look.

Zhou Yuancen wondered if there was anything the owner could ask her, but she was still too young and lacked a lot of social experience and vigilance, and Liang Rui usually gave her a good impression of gentleness and politeness, so she had no problem. Those who were on guard arrived at He's house on time, but what awaited her was a nightmare that she would never want to look back on.

She still regrets her decision that night.

It is impossible for a young and weak girl to fight against a man who is calculating.

Afterwards, Zhou Yuancen hid under the quilt and cried in despair, but Liang Rui told her viciously that if she dared to tell others about it, he would print out her nude photos and post them all over the school, so that her reputation would be ruined.

At that time, Zhou Yuancen was still innocent, and all his courage and anger were frightened to death by this sentence. In that era that was not yet open, anyone who was unmarried and pregnant would have his spine broken, let alone the streets full of nude|photographs , that is more painful than killing her.

The timid and cowardly Zhou Yuancen walked into Liang Ruide's trap step by step. She was tormented mentally for this, and there was no tenderness in her eyes anymore.He Shangye was the first person who noticed that she was abnormal. He tried to ask, but how could Zhou Yuancen tell such things to an eight-year-old child?

Then one day He Shangye got up to drink water in the middle of the night, and when he passed by the guest room, he noticed some movement in the room. He was curious about what was going on, so he boldly walked over and opened the door. The nightmare of his life.

He saw his father beating his teacher, and Zhou Yuancen was so frightened that he was so frightened that he didn't know what to do.Liang Rui looked up and found him, his gloomy eyes showed a cold and vicious light.

Zhou Yuancen instinctively stretched out his hand to him for help, He Shangye tried to grab her with one foot, but Liang Rui stepped forward and pushed him out of the room fiercely, telling him not to meddle in his own business, and then Close the door in his face.

Through the last gap, He Shangye saw Zhou Yuancen crying in despair and looking at him for help. After standing for a while, he turned his head and ran to his mother's room, trying to wake her up for help.But when he opened the door, he saw his mother sleeping on the bed with a tired face, and his younger siblings who were just born in the cradle next to him, so he hesitated.

The mother has just been diagnosed with postpartum depression and mental weakness, and is very weak due to premature caesarean section. Tell her these things at this time, what if she can't hold it?

After all, He Shangye didn't dare to tell her, so he had to close the door again and go back to his room crying. He cried that he was too weak and could not help the only sister who had given him tenderness, so he could only watch her struggle in despair.

Because of breaking through this scandal, Liang Rui sent He Shangye abroad the next day. Miss He was still in confinement at the time, and she was so disgusted with the world that she had no time to care about him. He Shangye didn't even have time to see him face to face. He was tied up and brought onto the plane once, and he was gone for more than ten years.

Ruan Miao didn't dare to imagine how much pain she had suffered all these years, she grabbed her hand with tears in her eyes, and gently opened her fist into mine, unable to say anything.

"I hate He Shangye. He obviously could save me but he didn't. He ignored me for so many years." Zhou Yuancen coughed twice, "But I also know that he doesn't owe me anything. I was the one who believed Liang Rui foolishly. He was only a child at that time, what could he do? Liang Rui has already controlled the He family, so he can't do anything. "

"But I just hate." Zhou Yuancen gritted his teeth, not wanting to show his ugly side.

Her life was too bitter, too bitter to be sweet at all.Liang Rui threatened her for two years, and she was also tortured for two years. Because she was pregnant, she lost her chance to graduate school, and she also parted ways with her boyfriend, and her classmates also knew about her being a mistress outside. Everyone avoided her and called her a shameless bitch.

Zhou Yuancen didn't dare to tell his mother, who was almost seventy, the truth, for fear that she would get angry when she got old, so she would rather be scolded by her mother for being immoral and shameful for the whole family, and be scolded by her for daring to come out, and swallowed it silently by herself. All bitter fruit.However, under the humiliation of the villagers and the cold eyes of her classmates, she suffered a lot from mental problems.

In her pain, she began to hallucinate that she loved Liang Rui, because she loved him so much that she was willing to bear the infamy, and the child in her belly was not a villain, but was unpopular because the world didn't recognize it.

After all, it's better to admit that your child is the result of an affair than to admit that he is a rapist.Zhou Yuancen fell into madness during that time. She regarded the child in her womb as her only salvation, and she needed a brand new little life as a consolation for living.So when Liang Rui was afraid of Miss He's discovery and wanted to kill her and the child, Zhou Yuancen went completely insane.

She vowed to take revenge, neither Liang Rui nor the He family would be spared.

Ruan Miao took her hand to comfort her gently, and said with a choked voice, "You're not wrong, it's not your fault."

Zhou Yuancen trembled slightly, feeling intense emotions from recalling these things. Ruan Miao had no choice but to bear the pain for her, and could only do her best to give her some warmth.

"Actually, brother, he has had a hard time these years. He said he always had nightmares, dreaming that you asked him for help through a door that night." Ruan Miao said softly, "Maybe you are not alone living in hatred .”

"Brother said, in fact, the beast you hate has long since died."

"He made it himself." Ruan Miao sat up, wiping her tears, and told her what He Shangye said to herself in the study that day: "He was imprisoned abroad by Liang Rui all these years. The He family was controlled, and his situation was even more difficult, so he kept a low profile for many years and secretly contacted Ms. He's previous connections before he had the chance to return to China."

"Liang Rui was killed by him a long time ago. The eldest brother said that he hates him as much as you. He has never forgotten the torture and pain you have suffered in all these years. It's just that he was too weak to save you back then, so he always thinks that you can Forgive him."

"He said that he has always regarded you as the most respected teacher. He was afraid that if he told you the news of Liang Rui's death, you would lose all mental support and be unable to live, so he intentionally waited for you to come back for revenge."

Zhou Yuancen didn't expect to hear such words. Her eyes filled with tears, and she clutched the quilt and muttered in disbelief: "He's dead? You lied to me..."

How could the beast that ruined most of her life die?

Then who is the person she hates until now?