The heroine's best friend is not easy to be

My name is Xie Zhirou. My parents died in a car accident when I was very young. Since then, my grandfather took me to hold the funeral. My grandfather looked much older, but he never shed a single tear.

"Son, the Xie family will depend on you."

Grandpa said this lightly, and at that time I understood that I became the pillar of the Xie family, and I needed to carry the burden on the shoulders of my parents.

Since then, I am no longer in kindergarten, but stay at home and receive tutoring from different teachers. My grandpa will always supervise me. Even if I am tired, I dare not shout out. I often watch cartoons secretly , I really hope that there are children who are crying and laughing around me.

After being discovered by grandpa, the TV was smashed.

So I can only learn from the teacher in a boring way, and occasionally learn to deal with company documents. Once I make a mistake, I will be severely abused by my grandpa. Watching him smash the glass, it is not difficult to suspect that he is furious. He wants to beat him to death. I'm a piece of shit.

Year after year of boring study, I gradually grow up, no matter what I do, I will keep my composure. I will always observe the expression of my grandfather, and when I see him smiling, the stone in my heart will fall, and I know that I have made progress again.

It’s just that I always yearn for the free sky outside. The blue sky and white clouds are exceptionally clean. When spring comes, birds will always fly by my window. For some reason, I secretly bought bird food and put it in front of the window. When my son came to peck for food, I grabbed it without hesitation and raised it secretly.

I am very happy, because my life is not so boring anymore. After studying every day, I just go back to the room to play with the birds. In order not to let my grandpa find out, I don’t show any expression every day, and I dare not let my aunt clean the room.

Half a year later, that is, when I was ten years old, because the rival company gave me a trap, I didn't realize it, which caused the company to lose tens of millions. When I got home, I saw the death of the bird, the anger in grandpa's eyes, and the first Beaten again and again.

I didn't cry, but looking at the dead bird, I realized that I was very selfish. Originally, the bird was free, but I wanted to catch and raise it. I was bound, and the bird was bound by me. It became me, and I Maybe it will be like this in the future.

On that day, I was very calm, and expressed to my grandfather that I didn't want the family property and gave up the right of inheritance. As long as I was unrestrained like a bird, I would be happy even if I didn't have enough food to eat.

Grandpa stopped beating and scolding, but calmly told me why my parents spent their entire lives in career. Died so quickly.

Grandpa took me to the laboratory and told about the family history of Xie Jiafa, about meteorites, mutations, abilities, and the fact that human beings are constantly re-infected.

At this moment, my grandpa knelt down to me. For the first time, I realized that the vigorous grandpa was already full of gray hair. His eyes hid the pain of losing the child, but he still wanted to support the Xie family as if nothing had happened. In fact, he was afraid of the end of the world. I will not have the strength to defend myself.

My parents are not saviors. They just want to create a safe space for me to grow up. At that moment, I understood my grandfather’s intentions, and I no longer mentioned freedom. From then on, these two words will be sealed in my heart.

Ten years later, Ivy's experiment was not very smooth, and more people were needed to participate in the experiment. Fortunately, Mrs. Xie was rich, so I issued an experiment contract, explaining all the possible dangers of the experiment, and there were still many People who had difficulty living because of lack of money participated in the experiment.

To show my determination, I also participated.

Watching the people in the experiment leave one by one, I actually blamed myself and was very desperate. I seemed to see no future. I was afraid that after my accident, the Xie family would really have no successors, so I conceived and gave birth. A girl got off.

I don't know where I got the courage to do this, but I just did it. When I held the baby for the first time, I thought of the dead bird, as soft and helpless as her.

I was afraid, so I didn't take her with me. Inadvertently, Ivy found that my daughter was different from ordinary people, probably because I had undergone a drug test first. She was in good physical fitness, unlike what a normal child should have.

I didn't even think about it, so I threw the child to Ivy. The medicine had little effect on the child, but strengthened the child's physical fitness. I would visit her occasionally, and every time she wanted to hug me, I didn't dare, so Often leave in a hurry.

Later, another group of volunteers came, and one of them was a girl named Zhou Sisi. I could see ambition in her eyes. I admire such people because they are unwilling to be content with the status quo, unwilling to be ordinary, and dare to challenge.

Especially the potion had an effect on her. I paid more attention to this person, only to realize that she is also hiding very deeply, but I need her ability to guide me, so I can naturally ignore her shortcomings.

"I want to try transplanting the seed into her." Ivy held the child, her eyes hesitating.

But I nodded and agreed without hesitation. I also know that I am not a qualified mother, but Ivy's experiment can help me get out of this dead end.

I often think about what will happen to me if the experiment fails. After thinking about it for a long time, I haven't thought of the answer. Fortunately, the experiment was successful, but because the energy of the seeds is too strong, the child's supposedly strong body becomes very weak .

This child is very sensible. Gradually, she no longer needs me. When I saw Ivy holding her and teasing her to call her mother, I took the child home without hesitation, but the child still had to continue to accept the experiment. Way, I can only let the driver be responsible for the pick-up.

I don’t know why, this child is naturally popular, and the driver seems to like her very much. I can see that the child also likes to play with him. The research institute is too boring. He even bought a puppy to accompany her. Ivy also So on a whim, let the puppy experiment with the child.

Every day, I am used to having a little thing waiting to be fed at home. There is hope in her eyes, but I never respond, and some are just harsh to her.

It wasn't until the child was taken away by the driver and I was the only one in the house that I realized that I was no longer used to being alone. I should have picked up the child and severely punished the driver, but I looked at the deep and dreary living room, and I didn't want to be alone. The child is like me, the outside world is free, maybe she will be happier if she leaves me.

But if I let the child ignore him, I don't feel at ease. I searched more, and Liu Yufei, a slightly stupid boy, came into my eyes. After many times of probing and inducing, I decided to let him be responsible for monitoring the child's growth.

The experiment entered a bottleneck and the progress was slow, and I returned to the boring days before, always dreaming that the child stretched out his hand to me, begging me to hug.

Maybe I was really afraid of being alone. In the end, I went to an orphanage to adopt two children. In case people outside criticized me, I kept raising these two children in secret.

The boy did not let me down, he worked very hard, as if he could see my shadow, but the more he was like this, the more scared I was, and I dared not tell him that all his efforts were just to pave the way for my child.

I also didn't want to see the disappointment in his eyes, so I basically wouldn't be too strict, and treated him more in silence, until he called me mom, and I subconsciously slapped him, not allowing him to call me the word.

Since then, I have gradually alienated him, and let another girl be in charge of monitoring. Only children and children are the easiest to let go of my guard, so Bina has become my eyes.

A few years later, grandpa's health deteriorated day by day, and he was finally sent away. Liu Yufei occasionally sent news that the driver passed away and the child was squeezed by relatives. I was naturally angry, but I didn't want to disturb her life. , as long as it is not life-threatening, I will not appear. In the past few years, she has not changed much. She is still weak and weak like all ordinary girls. I was relieved at the time, so maybe, when I die Will never see her!

Unfortunately, the end of the world is still here.

I should have taken her back immediately, but the child's abilities were revealed, I hesitated, I struggled, and in the end I chose to continue to observe her abilities.

After waiting anxiously for a long time, at first her ability did not reach my overdue, on the contrary, the seed did not play its due role, I thought it over and over again, and finally decided to slowly guide her to my side, I hope she can Grow slowly.

But later, the disadvantages of the ability began to appear. Just like the experiment, the human body cannot withstand the long-term use of the ability, and it will definitely suffer backlash under overload. The experiment is imminent. Unknown outer space.

Unexpectedly, Xie Feiyu came into contact with her, and I was flustered, but I still had to wait patiently and wait for her to grow up according to the original plan, because I had no choice, but in the end, I waited for her to lose contact. I frantically contacted Liu Yufei, but there was no After getting a response, I realized that I had made a mistake in judgment again. I had thought about what would happen to me if I made a mistake. I couldn’t understand it at the time, but now I understand it.

Without this child, the future of this world is not important to me. Fortunately, there is no definite news. I still have a little thought. I asked Bina to investigate with Xie Feiyu. When there was no memory, I almost fainted.

I know that I have done something irreparable, regret is like a knife cutting my heart, there is no way I can make it up, the child I raised killed my daughter with my own hands, nothing can punish me more than this.

I didn't eat or drink for several days, and I couldn't get rid of the thought of dying together in my mind. Xie Feiyu still wanted to start the ark. He succeeded, and I was happy for him. Ark is the direction Xie has been working hard for. will forgive him.

When the Ark was launched, I did not hesitate to kill him, because I knew that the future Ark would not need him. I had completed my mission, and now I want to be myself.

Xie Feiyu and I are both psychics. We fought each other for a long time. In the end, I had the upper hand. I managed to control him, but I hesitated. Although I will not forgive him, he is also my child after all these years. , not without a little emotion.

Just when I was hesitating, the loosening of my mental strength allowed him to find a breakthrough. I was injured by him, but he didn't kill me, but forcibly took me onto the ark.

How could I get on this ark that was stained with my daughter's blood? I pretended to be unconscious and waited for him not to pay attention. I opened the hatch and jumped down without hesitation in mid-air, only to see Bina's panicked and desperate eyes. .

I don't understand that kind of look, and I don't want to understand.

My body was seriously injured, but I managed to find Zhou Sisi and asked her to reverse time and space. Only in this way, I can have a chance to make up for it.

But Zhou Sisi refused without hesitation, I was disappointed, but I expected it, because Zhou Sisi is an ambitious person, not to mention that Gu Qingli is still by her side, it is impossible for her to agree to this request just for a little kindness.

The author has something to say: I originally wanted to write about the main character’s side story, but my mind was blank, so I didn’t force myself. As for the interaction, the author can only slowly explore by himself, hoping that there will be progress. well……

The next book will be "Your Choice" and renamed "Battle Royale and You Have to Be Forced to Learn". This book is temporarily customized for unlimited streaming, and it doesn't feel like unlimited streaming. Hey, it's similar to Battle Royale anyway, only one world

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