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"I didn't expect that Aaron turned out to be an undercover agent of the Beidou Alliance in the Federation. This is really surprising..."

After the key person left the scene, Cyril turned off the video casually.

It was such an undercover agent who haunted the former first-in-line heir to the Marshal's Mansion, and he was also the one who contributed to the tragedy of the original body J.Now, seeing Aaron's mask being taken off, Cyril couldn't tell how she felt.

happy?Happy?Nothing seemed to exist. He rubbed his temples, only to feel an indescribable sense of sadness and desolation in his heart, as if something that was once valuable to him had completely disappeared... …

"When did I become so emotional?" He groaned self-deprecatingly.

J seems to have a greater influence on him than anyone else in the past.

Because they are all artificial humans?

If, at the beginning, he thought so, as time went by, his thinking had already changed unconsciously.

Especially when he set foot on this strange and familiar land again, some things that had been dusty for a long time seemed to break away from some kind of shackles and came to him. Aroused in his heart, he felt more and more that he had completely integrated into this world, into J's life, and what's more - he had completely become J, instead of just being just like in the previous worlds. To experience life, accept the personality of the deity, and then continue to live according to your own will.

Many times, he felt that he and J's emotions resonated. J's emotions seem to be part of his emotions.

But in fact, this is very absurd. How could he and J be the same person?Although they have the same origin and similar background, their fate and even their personalities can be said to be completely different.In fact, this is normal. Different growth environments will create different people. J was instilled in the concept of "obeying all orders from the master" from the beginning of his birth, and followed Albert by his side.Under such brainwashing teachings, even if he finally inspired the "Id" through his encounter with Brian, this pitifully small part of the "Id" is still not as good as the name "Albert" in his life. A special weight in the heart.

Therefore, the "self" lost, J died, and only then did Cyril come.

At the beginning of birth, Cyril was no different from J, they both acted on instinct.The difference with J is that almost all his actions can be said to be free, and no one whispers to him in his ear, asking him what he must do-oh, the brain is half, but Even the intelligent brain, when communicating with Cyril, is mostly based on suggestions, and has never forced Cyril to do anything.

Cyril is rewarded for doing well - after these few worlds, more and more permissions can be opened by the brain. Correspondingly, Cyril can also obtain more resources, but he has never used this function .Cyril did not do well, but there was no punishment - although Zhinao often verbally threatened this and that, but when it came to actually punishing Cyril, it never once.

Cyril, who grew up in this environment, is naturally more humane and more individual than J.

But for some reason, Cyril still thinks of J from time to time—if he himself is in J's position and has the same experience as J, what will happen?Will he become an artificial human like J?

...In fact, his heart has already given the answer.

"Why, I always think of you?" Because the fragments deep in the memory were forcibly excavated, Cyril's mind throbbed with pain.

Does this J, who was given the name "Cyril" by Brian, have any obsession and unwillingness?

For some time after first coming here, Cyril's connection with the deity is still poor.

Since when did the memories and emotions between him and the deity become more and more intertwined?

It seems that everything started when he met Brian... In other words, Brian was like a key. When he broke into his life, he also unlocked some shackles that had been sealed deep in his heart.

So, can he understand that all the obsessions of the deity are related to Brian?

Xi Ruier held her head, leaned against the wall, and slid down slowly.

He could feel that he was hovering on the edge of a certain answer, and even, he was very close to that answer, but he couldn't get in after all.Thinking of the specious things that Brian had said to him earlier, he sometimes wondered whether he was hallucinating or Brian was hallucinating.

'Hey, Zhinao - don't pretend to be dead, I know you are here.You asked me to start from J's background, so as long as I find out these, I will be able to know all the answers, right?Including his identity, including the real purpose of this mission I received! '

Speaking of the last sentence, Cyril's eyes became sharper.

Although he was a little behind-the-scenes, he would not have experienced so many worlds, and he would not be able to detect something wrong with this mission.

If it's really an important task that "must be done", why isn't there a completion indicator?It seems that even the person who issued the task himself does not fully understand the specific content of the task.

And no matter whether he completed it well or not, he has never been punished. On the contrary, he has been rewarded more-more and more resources are available in the brain, just like the brain used to have a lot of resources. The reason was frozen, and through this customs clearance game, it was like mastering these resources again.

In the later stage, Cyril seldom uses his brain, and his brain rarely shows up on his own initiative. Therefore, Cyril has not verified this conjecture.

'The host will know the answer, the answer cannot be told to the host by the brain, and the host is asked to find it by himself. The tone of Zhinao sounded quite businesslike: "This Zhinao is determined not to encourage the host's bad habit of liking leisure and loathing work. '

Cyril: "Hehe, the one who is really paddling is actually you, right?"From a long time ago, he only gave me some crooked ideas, and later he couldn't even think of crooked ideas, and when he saw me, he would automatically shut down...'

Zhinao couldn't help retorting: "I was advancing, advancing!" '

"↑_↑ What about you, ghost, how long does it take to advance to a level?"

'Of course it's more than that...Hey, host, don't try to get me to talk, I won't say anything.If you want to know anything, you can only find the answer yourself. '

Cyril suddenly realized: "So, after the promotion, you are still a pile of scrap copper and rotten iron?" '

Then, he heard a strange, tooth-grinding noise—if the brain had such a thing as teeth.

Zhinao was silent for a while: "Host, do you want to get back your memory before being formatted?" '

'Say it as if you knew me back then. ’ He remembered the guy saying that it was sent to him after that, and he didn’t know any more about that than he does now.

'What if I said, I really knew you back then? 'Today's intellectual brain seems to like to use rhetorical questions.

'are you serious? '

'Of course, I'm a smart brain who never tells a lie. '

'You're right, I shouldn't have come to ask you, I'd better find the answer myself. '

'Hey, what do you mean, don't believe me? '

'Do you have anything I can trust? '

'...' This time, when it wasn't Xi Ruier's turn to do something, Zhinao automatically shut down and sulked.

It was like this every time, and it would never fail him.

However, the 'he' it knows is really coming back?

Its not so good mood can't help but improve a little bit.

……

The research institute is also one of the more secret institutions of the Federation, and the road is not easy, but Cyril seems to be here before, familiar with the road, avoiding many traps without any obstacles, avoiding the defense line, entering beyond the jurisdiction of the Institute.The moment Cyril closed the gate of the institute, Brian, who had rushed here, couldn't help feeling tense.

The fear and uneasiness of losing Cyril once again enveloped him. In the last life, Cyril walked in here and never came out again.

Although one of the culprits who drove Cyril to a dead end at this moment is dead and the other is not here, Brian still dare not relax his vigilance.In the last life, under the persecution of Aaron and Albert, it was Cyril who regarded him as his father who personally destroyed him.

Whether he was coerced or lured, since the doctor finally chose to attack Cyril, then he must have little affection for Cyril.Now, if Cyril was going to such a person's territory and asked him for advice, Brian was naturally not at ease.

Brian wants to follow up secretly, but he is not like Cyril after all, he has an instinctive familiarity and perception of the surrounding environment.The research institute is surrounded by advanced equipment, some of which are very hidden, and even the detection system on Brian's mech has not detected it in advance.

Not knowing which step he took was wrong, Brian triggered the alarm system of the institute.

Hearing the loud sirens around him, Brian knew it was over. His plan to sneak in was probably going to fail.

He looked around calmly, clenched the space button where the mecha was placed, and would take out the mecha at any time if something went wrong with his preparations.

However, to his surprise, the doctor who was talking to Cyril suddenly glanced in his direction and said, "Come in. I think you must be very concerned about the topic we are discussing."

He looked calm, and he had no intention of going to war with Cyril or Bryan at all.

Seeing this, Brian had no choice but to suppress the doubts in his heart, and walked towards Cyril and the doctor.

He felt that he couldn't understand the person who created Cyril by himself.No, this man, maybe he never understood it.

When Cyril's eyes touched Brian's, he frowned, but in the end, he didn't say anything.

"Let's continue."

After Brian came in, the doctor acted as if he didn't exist, and slowly talked about things related to J.He even took out a coloring book of J's birth.

Except for the toddler androids, the rest of the androids have the appearance of adults as soon as they are born, and are instilled with various knowledge.But for artificial people, they still have their own childhood.

Possess knowledge, but cannot understand it well; the understanding of the outside world is limited to the knowledge that has been instilled.The artificial humans at this time are no different from young children in the eyes of researchers.

When the colored pictures flashed before her eyes, Cyril's eyes widened in surprise.

In his impression, the deity has always been an aggressive existence with few expressions. He did not expect that the deity would be so harmless to humans and animals.

J in the picture has just woken up, his eyes are wide open, and he looks at the camera in a daze, as if he doesn't understand what happened.There is also a doctor's autograph on the photo: In 4359 of the federal calendar, my child had his first expression.

Then, there is the scene when J is assigned to babysit.He seems to be expressionless, but in fact he is holding the hand of the young child carefully, that kind of treasure and awe can be revealed even through the photos.In the picture, the toddler smiles innocently and brilliantly. The two cheeks, one big and one small, come together, and there is an indescribable sense of harmony. Instinctively feel all the good things in the world, and one is trying to learn the things around through observation.

In the last photo of this group, J pulls the corners of his mouth and reveals an unskilled, even a little stiff smile.It is recorded in the photo: In the year 4360 of the federal calendar, my child learned the second expression.

……

Every growth process of J has been recorded by the doctor. The cherished and cherished attitude really seems to be treating his beloved child, not just a work entrusted and produced by others.

Brian looked at J whom he had never seen before, and found it very novel.He didn't expect that J at the beginning of his birth would have such a rich expression.Although his expression was just a poor imitation, it was because of his clumsiness and earnestness that he looked extremely cute, like a child who had stolen an adult's clothes.Brian didn't expect that J would be so defenseless.

He always thought that J was sent to Albert's side when he was just born, but it didn't seem to be the case.In the institute, J spent a brief happy time.

Seeing J like this, he couldn't help feeling a little doubtful.

Since at the beginning of his birth, J had already begun to work hard to learn the expressions that belonged to normal people, so why did J become the same as ordinary artificial humans when they met later, with no expression, no emotion, and no vitality?

In fact, the answer is not difficult to guess.The research institute is a place where J can relax, carrying his few happy memories, but in the Marshal's Mansion, he was not treated very well... No one has the patience to guide him and let him feel this The happiness in the world allowed him to learn more expressions, and they would only ask him to do this and that, so he even lost the few expressions he had learned before, and became a man-made person without emotion in what they said...

Thinking of this, Brian's heart ached.The people in the Marshal's Mansion will probably never know what they are killing.In such a harsh environment, J's short childhood ended like this.

Brian couldn't help but stepped forward and hugged Cyril tightly, as if he wanted to pass his strength to him through this movement.Cyril patted his hand, and it seemed that, of the two, the one who really needed to be comforted was Brian.

In fact, these pictures are not untouched by Xi Ruier.Xi Ruier lowered his eyes, feeling the emotions hidden in the depths of his heart were constantly churning, and a feeling of joy and sadness rose in his heart. At this moment, J and him seemed to overlap completely, and he couldn't tell whether the emotion belonged to him or J.

At this moment, some of his conjectures seemed to be confirmed.There is an unbreakable connection between him and J. Their memories and emotions are so harmonious.Even, following the doctor's narration, a feeling emerged in Cyril's heart that he is J, and J is him.

But how is this possible?

Cyril shook her head.He would rather believe that his and J's backgrounds were too similar to produce such an illusion.

Today, his impression of his father has been very weak.But he believed that his father would treat him the same way the doctor in front of him treated J.

The doctor looked at Cyril gently and tolerantly: "Haven't you remembered?"

Xi Ruier stared at him for a while, and suddenly felt that his body was full of the shadow of his father.The thoughts that had just been suppressed by him immediately grew wildly like weeds, and Cyril's heart became more and more at a loss.

Brian didn't know what charades they were playing, but seeing Cyril's confused expression, he felt more and more distressed.

In the past that he couldn't see, how much suffering and suffering did his sweetheart suffer?

Obviously, he deserves the best treatment, why are there always people who don't cherish him?

While feeling sorry for J, his doubts about the doctor are also growing.

Is the doctor who cherishes every expression and every bit of progress of J, and the doctor who personally destroyed J in his previous life memory in order not to offend the Marshal's Palace, really the same person?

After seeing these photos, Brian has no doubts about the doctor's intentions for J.In this case, why didn't he protect J at the beginning?You know, although the Marshal's Mansion is powerful, the research institute also has a very special status in the federation.If he wants to keep J, although it is more troublesome, it is not impossible.

Of course, going against the will of the Marshal's Mansion will definitely bring some danger to the doctor himself.But would a father who really loves his child push his child to eliminate disasters because he is afraid of these dangers?

The doctor's wise eyes slid across his body, seeming to see through all his thoughts.

"A father who loves his children will certainly not choose to sacrifice his beloved children to protect himself."

Brian was startled, why would the doctor know what he was thinking, and most importantly, why would the doctor know these things?Could it be that the doctor is also...

After dropping this sentence, the doctor did not continue this topic.

He looked thoughtfully at the news that just came out today, and said something full of deep meaning: "The Marshal's Mansion was destroyed, the Marshal's heirs all died in internal strife, and the Marshal himself fled to the border like a bereaved dog... It turns out So, is this what you expected?"

What is "Is this what you expected"?

Of course, Brian wished that everyone in the Marshal's Mansion would die well, but the doctor said so, why did it seem that as long as he "hoped", those people in the Marshal's Mansion would be unlucky?