Slag suffers as [main attack]

As soon as he arrived on the private aircraft, the crown prince pushed Cyril against the wall, imprisoning him between himself and the wall.He also didn't care if doing so would scare Cyril, as if only doing so could calm his heart down.

"...I almost lost you forever." His voice was very hoarse, his eyes were red and filled with sadness.Although he said "nearly", his expression almost made Xi Ruier think that what he was worried about had already happened.

Since he still had doubts about the identity of the crown prince of the Satyr Empire, Cyril hesitated to speak: "You..."

"You can ask me anything, except to go back to that person." Before Xi Ruier could speak, the crown prince interrupted him, and rubbed his shoulder affectionately, his voice seemed to follow suit. Watching his movements softened a lot: "...It was so hard to get you back to my side, I will not let go. No one can take you away from my side again! That's right, that's how I am Selfish, if you want to resent, just resent me!"

When he said the last sentence, his voice became cold and decisive again.

If it wasn't for the despair on the other side's expression, perhaps even Cyril would have been tricked by him.

What happened between the original body and the imperial crown prince?Cyril frowned and carefully recalled the blurry episodes when J got along with the crown prince.Undoubtedly, the crown prince was quite interested in J during his studies at the Free Starbang Star Academy.

Because of J's man-made status, many students looked down on him and deliberately tripped him up.As a vassal of human beings, the status of an artificial human depends entirely on its master's attitude towards it. Although J has a noble master, he doesn't seem to care about him at all.

This made J's position in the academy very awkward. Not only the upright noble young masters looked down on him, but even the followers of those noble young masters also looked down on J. In the class, J often stumbled.

The crown prince of the Satyr Empire was the first to show kindness to J.After another fight with the artificial man who provoked him, J stubbornly tried to get up with a wounded face. At that time, the crown prince who happened to pass by stretched out his hand towards him.

J squinted, the crown prince in front of him looked noble and elegant, and the light golden light shone on him, coating him with a layer of warmth.

Unexpectedly, J stretched out his hand, wanting to hold the person in front of him who made him feel warm.Just before holding it, J's hand suddenly stopped. He noticed that the Crown Prince was wearing a pair of pure white gloves that looked very expensive at first glance, and his hands were full of stains at the moment...

Gradually regaining his senses, J suddenly realized that he and the person in front of him are people from two worlds.No matter how warm the person in front of him feels, that warmth does not belong to him after all.

At the moment he hesitated, the crown prince suddenly frowned, tore off his beautiful white gloves, and threw them on the ground casually, then, without hesitation, he took J's hand and pulled him up .

He had the look of saying that if those gloves were what kept him from being close to J, then he wouldn't hesitate to throw them away.

Such an attitude, even J, who is emotionally insensitive, has to be moved by it.

For a long time, Albert has regarded J's emotional flaws as his biggest failure, because of this, no matter how good he is, Albert still feels that J is not a healthy person.However, he didn't know that J also had feelings, but unlike ordinary people, he was born knowing how to feel those delicate emotions and express them

However, at this moment, the crown prince really touched J's emotional line.Even if he was as slow as him, he still reacted to this, but the crown prince reacted intelligently at this time, and he retreated to his original position before completely crossing the cordon in J's heart.After meeting J, he seemed to have had too many exceptions, obviously cooperating with J's actions condescendingly, but he never let J have the slightest sense of distance.If J is covered in dust, then he will not keep clean and elegant when walking with J, but will only get close to J infinitely, so that J will not have any psychological burden...

The crown prince, who has always kept strangers close, did not know why, but was unexpectedly kind to J, and soon took J under his wing.The crown prince of the Sartre Empire, even among the nobles of the Liberty Starbang Interstellar Academy, has the highest status and power. Naturally, no one dares to bully the people he values.Without the endless finding faults of those around him, and with the company of someone who really cared about him, J's mood gradually became better and better.Although he didn't know how to smile yet, his expression was much softer than usual, fully expressing his good mood.

One time, after class, J and the crown prince walked down a corridor covered with falling flowers, holding the textbooks in their hands.

J looked curiously at the birds that landed on the vines, as if he hadn't thought that there would be such strange birds in this garden.

"This is a bird unique to Liberty Star State. It is said that it was created using the genes of a certain bird in the ancient earth era. Whenever the weather will change, it can be keenly aware of it and fall down. On the branches, tell the people."

"Name?" J seemed to be interested in some kind of creature.

"It's called Sky Elephant Bird—the name is very similar to its function. Everyone's name has its own unique meaning, but you...Little J, you don't seem to have a name of your own?"

There was an imperceptible trace of sadness and bewilderment in J's empty pupils.For him, the treatment of normal people has never seemed to be within reach.

For other humans, their names contained the expectations of their parents, but he was different.He was originally born just to act as a substitute for someone, so he didn't need his own name.Whether it is for the person who made him, or for the master Albert, he is just a code name.

From birth, he knew that he was different from other people who looked like him in appearance.

"I can't keep calling you little J, little J." Seeing J's sadness, the crown prince pulled him in front of him: "Let me give you a name."

He closed his eyes, showing a serious look.The wind blew the leaves past his eyes, but his expression was always so calm and serene.

"Think about it, your name is Cyril, how about it?" The corner of the crown prince's mouth revealed a soft arc: "In the language of our Satyr Empire, this word represents light and hope. I think it suits you very well. "

His voice was as cold as ever, but his tone and expression when he said this infinitely narrowed the distance between J and him.

As soon as J raised his eyes, he looked into his dark and deep pupils like the night sky. Those mysterious pupils seemed to contain a black hole, constantly attracting and devouring J...J has always been calm, In the black eyes that were as dead and silent as a cold pool, there were finally layers of waves.

"why?"

J honestly asked his own doubts.No one valued his name, not even himself. Why did this person give him a name just for convenience?

As if seeing the doubts in J's heart, the crown prince said: "Because, to me, little J is a very important person...but many times, you don't even realize the existence of 'self'. Little J, No, Cyril, you should never be just a code name, and you should never be just a vassal of Albert. I just... hope you can understand this. Otherwise, even if I have your present, you still is incomplete."

As if searching, he dropped a feather-like kiss on J's eyelid.

This kind of behavior was undoubtedly beyond J's expectation, and he had never been in contact with it before, but for some reason, at this moment, he didn't want to refuse, so he just closed his eyes and let the crown prince finish. his movements.

At that moment, he felt a very strange feeling growing in his heart, which was different from the pure affection when he first met the crown prince, it was a more complex and passionate emotion.

On the one hand, he felt that another "self" continued to spread following the words of the crown prince, from being only in a corner at first, to the point where it could almost affect his thinking and judgment; on the other hand, he felt that for the crown prince, His feelings seemed to be different.

In the past, he was just happy that someone was willing to get close to him and released kindness to him without asking for anything in return, but now he wanted to get closer to this person in front of him, and wanted to hug him with his own arms.This kind of action, which usually seemed meaningless to him, aroused his strong desire now.

He didn't know what the exact reason was, he just—suddenly wanted to do this.

"I want to hug you..."

"is it okay?"

He raised his head expressionlessly, and there was no expression on that blank face.If it were someone else in this place, maybe he would feel good about such an emotionless artificial man, and he wouldn't show anything—he didn't know what was good or bad at all.

However, the crown prince would never think so.Besides, the cautious question at the end of the J sentence already explains the problem very well.

He couldn't help showing a smile.Although it seems that the effect is still very small, at least, J has already started to try to get closer to him, hasn't he?

"Of course, I'm honored..." At this point, the crown prince was not lying.Not long after he met J, he was attracted to the boy.He knows that as a cyborg, J has flaws in emotion, and he is also mentally prepared to give for a long time but not get a response.He didn't expect that the boy he cherished would be able to respond to him today—although it was only a tiny bit of response, and even the response might not be quite what he wanted, but he just couldn't help it. And cheered, flattered.

Perhaps, outsiders will think that in the relationship between the two, he is the dominant one. After all, so far, he has always been the relatively strong side.Only he knew that if J occasionally showed a little reaction to his efforts-even if it was inadvertent, it would make him ecstatic.

No matter how strong he is in front of outsiders, when facing J, he will carefully put away all his sharp edges.He will be secretly happy because of J's satisfaction, and he will overturn the decision that has been made long ago because of J's dislike.Although J does not always express much, it is not difficult for those who care about him to read the information they want from his body language.

In other words, Albert will think that J lacks emotion and believe in it, which can only show that Albert lacks understanding of J.He doesn't have enough patience with J, so he can neither see the real J nor induce another side of J.

The crown prince has always felt that J is a very special artificial human, and he will not give him the feeling of "this is a machine without emotions" at all.J was even more real to him than many of the people he came into contact with.

like this hug...

The crown prince closed his eyes, he knew that J's hug did not contain any lustful color, but he just wanted to prove something, or to draw strength from himself.But he just couldn't help fantasizing, did J find that he liked him a little bit?Or at least, he has already sensed his feelings for him, so he will make such an intimate move?

Obviously looking forward to this very much, but the crown prince didn't even dare to take any action during the whole process, because he was afraid that he couldn't help but do something to J and ruin the current good situation...

"What's wrong? You seem nervous?" J leaned into the crown prince's ear and said in a low voice: "Your muscles are all tensed, there is nothing wrong with it. But I clearly feel that you will be happy if you do this ah……"

"Why do you think I'll be happy?" The crown prince opened his eyes suddenly, his eyes locked firmly on J, with a bit of eagerness in his voice.

J tilted his head, and there was a thin layer of mist in the starry eyes, which made the crown prince somewhat unable to see his expression clearly.

He shook his head: "I don't know, it's just a feeling. If you don't like it—" He let go of his hand: "I'm sorry."

"What if I say, I like it very much?" An unknown storm began to brew in the crown prince's eyes.

"Huh?" J obviously didn't quite understand what he meant.

The crown prince exhaled suddenly, feeling that he was a little too hasty after all.Although I have made up my mind to give J enough time to understand and learn all of this, but in front of J, he often loses control...

"No, it's nothing." Just as J was relieved to get rid of a question he couldn't understand, in a blink of an eye, the crown prince threw another question: "So, what about you? To you, do you like it all?"

"Me? Of course I like it, but I can see that your mood seems to be...contradictory."

"In this case, you shouldn't let go of me." The crown prince said in a low voice.

"Why? It's going to bother you."

"When your mind conflicts with mine, you should choose a way that makes you happier instead of caring too much about me." The crown prince showed an encouraging smile: "As long as you are happy, you will be happy." good."

As long as he's happy... isn't it?

J thought that, from beginning to end, his opinion was unimportant.He didn't expect that one day, someone would take his feelings so seriously, and even say that as long as he was happy, even if his choice made him unhappy, he would be happy with it.

……

Cyril took a deep breath.Those tumbling images in my mind seemed to have happened only yesterday.

Although he did not read the original complete memory, so far, he has roughly understood what happened between J and the crown prince in front of him.

From what he saw, the Crown Prince undoubtedly had a deep-rooted love for J.He cared so much about J that he didn't even dare to express his feelings directly, because it would be a great burden for J who didn't understand feelings.However, he himself is blank in terms of emotion, and he can only approach J carefully and clumsily in his own way.Every step closer, he will be very happy.J might not be able to understand this kind of emotion, but Cyril would not fail to understand it.

In this relationship, the dominant one has always been J.

After understanding this point, for some reason, Cyril felt a sense of loss.It was as if something important had been forgotten by him.

If the crown prince of the Satyr Empire is his lover, and the crown prince has a deep affection for J himself, Cyril should feel sad.Now, Cyril does feel a little sad, but his sadness is definitely not because of this...

Thousands of clues were woven into a dense spider web in Cyril's mind, and it seemed impossible for Cyril to trace the source.

He felt that his brain was throbbing, and the pain was severe.

The next moment, his head was held by a pair of slightly cool hands, and a slightly anxious voice rang in his ears: "What's the matter, are you uncomfortable?"

While speaking, he massaged Cyril's temples with movements that he was not yet familiar with, trying to relieve his discomfort.

This feeling of being regarded as a treasure is no stranger to J or to Cyril.

The pain that seemed to be exploding in the head gradually faded away, Xi Ruier opened his eyes, and looked at the man in front of him seriously, as if he wanted to find something he was familiar with from his handsome cheeks, from between his handsome brows .

In the end, he had to admit that the feeling this man gave him...was damn familiar.He didn't know how to describe this feeling. In every world in the past, he had successfully found his lover, and they all had certain things in common.Even so, many times, Cyril still couldn't recognize them and confirm their identities when they met for the first time.

But the crown prince is very different.The crown prince gave him the feeling... He was so similar to his lover in the past world, he was not even very similar to any of them, to be more precise, he was like a mixture of them.In him, many kinds of characters have been manifested—he seems to have intercepted some of their characters into himself.

This made Xi Ruier a little... At a loss, he didn't know what kind of attitude he should use to face the crown prince.He can be sure that the crown prince is his lover, but at the same time, he is not just his lover...

Following the slight change in Xi Ruier's expression, the crown prince's movements stopped, and a trace of sadness flashed in his eyes: "You still miss him, don't you? Little J, no, Xiao Xi? To you, he is Is it that important?"

Soon, he realized that he had asked something stupid. J was born because of Albert's wish. Before knowing the world, J went to Albert's side. In J's heart, Albert is naturally special.He doesn't know if J likes Albert, but there is no doubt that J must have a fledgling feeling for Albert.

Only that man is special.The crown prince knew, he always knew.If he didn't know this clearly, how could he have given up on J and watched that man embrace his most beloved person in his arms?

It's not impossible for him to use his power to snatch his beloved back.Although Albert is the son of the marshal, in the circle of the top second generation, his talent is not outstanding.When he already dominated a part of the power of the Sartre Empire, and directly bypassed his father to make his own judgments on certain matters that were not very important, Albert was still just a domineering man relying on his father's power. For the second generation, the power they can control is very limited.

At that time, if he wanted to, he didn't even need to take any strong measures to make Albert automatically submit him obediently.

He didn't do that, because it went against J's will, and at the same time, it was a kind of disrespect to J. J shouldn't be a bargaining chip that is clearly priced by the "big shots" in exchange for benefits.

As long as J can be happy, even if from now on, he can only suffer from longing and be burned by the pain of not getting what he wants, so what?

After endless torment in his heart, the crown prince chose to let go.But what did Albert do after he got his most cherished treasure?

The crown prince's eyes darkened little by little, as if rice paper was soaked in thick ink, and the original color could hardly be seen. His eyes were filled with cold killing intent.

Maybe it was because he realized that he had competitors and it was not so easy to get J, or maybe he was moved by J's heart to protect him even if he didn't care about his own safety. In short, for a while, Albert changed Instead of indifference to J, he began to pursue J enthusiastically.

During that time, Albert was not bad to J.It's a pity that all of this ended with the return of his suspended lover...

Thinking of Albert and Aaron, the crown prince couldn't restrain his anger.

Aaron Vincent!No matter what his purpose was to attack J, it was obvious that his behavior exceeded the bottom line of the crown prince.

The most ridiculous thing is that Albert, who claims to be a lover, has been obsessed with Aaron Vincent for so long, but failed to discover the true face of his beloved...

When he came back to his senses, the crown prince put his hands on Cyril's eyes: "Whether you want it or not, I will not let you go back to Albert's side."

Stupid thing, just do it once, it's enough!

He has made a mistake once, and he will never make a second mistake!