Life is like a play, all depends on kissing skills

The private and quiet space is in the air, undisturbed, and seems to have an ambiguous atmosphere, which is indeed very suitable for discussing feelings.Gu Zheng smiled, some thoughts flashed in his eyes quickly, and he said slowly: "I asked you, so you can ask me too? Who told you that the relationship between us is so fair?" He paused, meaning The corners of her lips curled up deeply, "Why are you asking about someone I like?"

Xia Lan was bored, so she had no choice but to say: "Just ask casually, if you don't want to talk, forget it..."

"Then there's nothing you can't say, and it's not shameful," Gu Zheng smiled, "but you have to give me a reason other than fairness." He was full of bad words, but on the surface he smiled sanctimoniously, and added another condition, "And if I say something, you have to say it too. I say one thing, and you say three things."

Xia Lan was shocked immediately: "How can I have so much to say? This is too bullying!"

Not so much?Gu Zheng thought, couldn't help being very happy, and wanted to tease him even more, and said: "Then I will say one thing, you say two things, or if I don't say it, you say it all, you choose."

"No!" Xia Lan protested, "Besides, I finished talking with only a few items. You must have too many. If you exchange two for one, I'm at a loss!"

"You don't have many?" Gu Zheng bent his eyes and teased him, "Why don't I believe it, you must have been at the school grass level since you were a child, and the little girl chasing you must have several companies."

"No way, girls don't like chasing people!" Xia Lan said, but the reality is that they don't.The main reason is that he has been secretly in love with someone for many, many years, and he didn't chase after him. Naturally, he didn't catch up. When he was in college, he had a girlfriend, and she wasn't particularly speculative, and they broke up within a few days.He squinted his eyes to look at Gu Zheng, and tested him: "I think you have a lot of talents. There are as many actresses as you can throw yourself into. And if I am a school grass, you have to be a city grass, saving grass? I will exchange you two for one." It's about the same!"

"That's not true. I'm very cautious emotionally. I really don't have much to say." Gu Zheng smiled, "Well, it's fair and just, you come first."

"Guaranteed to be true?"

"Guaranteed to be true."

It is still possible to exchange one for another, but Xia Lan can exchange only one in total. He plans to see the situation, whether to make up a few more to reach the level of holding hands, so that he can exchange for more Gu Zheng's relationship history, but also not As for appearing to be too rich in the past.

Xia Lan adhered to the principle of telling the truth first, and first told her college girlfriend: "The girl who studies vocal music in the next door, I met in the piano room, she likes me very much, and I also think she is good, so I try to date her. She kicked me out within a month, thinking that I wasn't cool enough, so she found someone who sang rock and roll, and during the four months between summer vacation and November, we probably only had a few meals..."

Gu Zheng raised his eyebrows, but the emphasis was off: "You really like girls who can sing."

Xia Lan didn't understand, and said, "It's okay, it's your turn."

Gu Zheng thought for a while and said: "When I was young, my family was very strict. Things I like, such as writing stories, drawing pictures, and taking pictures, were not allowed. I was rebellious. If I was rebellious, I had to have a girlfriend. The first girlfriend That's how it came about. In fact, we just went out to play and eat together. After a while, this girl was transferred to another school by my father. Fortunately, it was a good school, otherwise I would be really sorry for her."

Xia Lan looked at Gu Zheng in shock: "Your father is so powerful, is he from the Education Bureau?"

"I'm an official," Gu Zheng smiled, "I wanted to take an acting test, but he didn't allow it, so I ran away from home and made money to support myself. He said that if I didn't have this son, I was also very ruthless. Research has not contacted him."

"What happened next?" Xia Lan asked with concern.

"Later, when my father got old, he watched my first film and said that what I did was meaningful." Gu Zheng sighed, his eyes were a little red, he looked at the ground and smiled, "It is meaningful to say."

Xia Lan's heart twitched, she quickly stood up, sat on Gu Zheng's side, moved towards him, tentatively stretched out her arms to wrap around Gu Zheng's shoulders, Gu Zheng fell down on his side in a cooperative manner, and leaned in his body.The two heads pressed against each other, Xia Lan turned her head and kissed Gu Zheng's hair very lightly, basically just rubbing it, which was quite natural, and Gu Zheng didn't notice it.

In the midst of her heartache, Xia Lan felt that secret happiness again.

"The relationship with my father is better now. He is in his hometown and still in power. I go back to see him during the holidays. He said that he watches every drama I have. He also took notes and told me to promote positive values ​​and pursue revolutionary ideals. "Gu Zheng smiled, wiped his face, stretched out his hand to hug Xia Lan's waist, in a position that was a bit ambiguous, but it couldn't be said that there was a problem, "Well, my so-called first love is like this. It's up to you, too. For first love."

First love.Xia Lan thought, a little hesitant, but she still said: "The first love is more innocent, and we have never been together, because they don't like me, and I dare not chase after them."

"Just... when I was in middle school," Xia Lan didn't dare to say about her secret love that lasted ten years, and planned to simplify it to two or three years. "I always sat at the same table with a girl, and we got along very well. I just liked it. Later when she went abroad, we..." We didn't dare to say that we would still be in touch, so we had to say, "Well, it's broken."

Gu Zheng listened and checked with the things he had just checked. When he was in school, he always sat at the same table and sang well, and then he went abroad...

Xia Lan said, "It's your turn."

Gu Zheng was silent for a moment, and said without beginning or end: "It's amazing, it's still your first love."

Xia Lan: "?"

Gu Zheng: "Do you have a particularly deep memory? Have you liked it for five years? Ten years?"

Xia Lan was a little flustered: "No, no," but she didn't know how to explain it, Gu Zheng suddenly became a little annoyed: "Okay, I'll tell you later, but don't be scared." Gu Zheng frowned, looking a little impatient , the line of the side face suddenly became sharp, "I like a guy, I'm so stupid, and I keep thinking about his first love, so I don't bother to care about it, we broke up, it's over."

"What?" Xia Lan was very confused, and finally only grasped one important point, "Do you like... a man?"

The cable car gradually came to a stop, both of them jolted, the door opened, Gu Zheng stood up, as if he wanted to go out, and then, as if giving up on himself, he stopped and turned around, condescendingly, and gave Xia Lan a cold look, The corners of her lips curled up: "Yes, I like men, can't I accept it?"

Xia Lan looked at him in surprise, unable to react, mixed with surprise and surprise, and even a little inexplicable fear.

Gu Zheng said quickly and in a low voice: "I can also like men, no, I wrote "Long Light and Dust" probably because of this. I didn't understand it before, but now I finally understand why this subject matter attracts me so much, because I That's the kind of guy."

"I used to be indifferent to feelings, I always felt that something was wrong with people, and I also had that feeling of depression. I often doubted myself, couldn't understand myself, and didn't think others could understand my state. Now I finally understand. gone."

Gu Zheng grabbed the door, leaned down towards Xia Lan, faced him, and looked at him intently and oppressively: "Because I am indeed different from others, at least I like men more than women."

Xia Lan still looked shocked, Gu Zheng looked at him for a while, raised his mouth, straightened up and jumped off the cable car, Xia Lan hurriedly jumped off.Gu Zheng stood next to the exit where there was no one, and he couldn't see his expression clearly against the light: "Are you scared? You have to play a gay drama with me. Maybe I will really get excited when I kiss, are you afraid?" After finishing speaking Smiling, turned around and walked towards the exit, "I'm afraid it's useless, the contract is signed, you can't escape."

Xia Lan chased him behind him, and the two of them walked in the mountains. In the distance were the Sanqing Temple and the Taoist temple standing facing the wind.Gu Zheng walked very fast, and the road was not so easy, Xia Lan chased hard, always wanted to say something, but didn't know what to say.I want to tell him "I don't think it's weird at all, I like men too", I want to tell him "I thought I liked girls before, but now I'm confused, maybe I don't like men, I just like you", I want to tell him "I What are you afraid of, you will be excited, I will be excited to death, if you want, kiss me more, kiss me every day", I want to say "You like men, then do you like me? Will you like me?"

But nothing was said.It's not that he doesn't want to say it, but Gu Zheng's state seems to be that he has lived for more than 30 years and suddenly finds that he likes the same sex. In fact, he is suffering in his heart. If Xia Lan is in a hurry to express her thoughts, it will appear selfish.And Xia Lan also understands this feeling quite well, he also struggled with falling in love with Gu Zheng.I thought about whether it would be hard work, whether my family would accept it, and whether I would be discriminated against, but because it was Gu Zheng, I felt that if I didn't pursue him, I would regret it for the rest of my life, so I gritted my teeth and crossed this psychological barrier.But until now, he felt that he might just like Gu Zheng, not really like men.

If Gu Zheng really found out that he actually likes men until now, he must be uneasy and terrified, and he must be at a loss.Xia Lan thought so.

Gu Zheng sat down on a stone stool in a place with a nice view but rare no one there. He still seemed to be in a bad mood. Xia Lan carefully leaned over to the place where Xia Lan was not sitting, and squatted beside him. Angry, he pulled him up: "What's wrong with someone bullying you? Sit here! I'm standing!"

"No, no, no," Xia Lan said quickly, and finally the two stood together.

Silent, at a loss, full of words, nothing to say.

After a long time, Xia Lan finally couldn't take it anymore, she boldly approached Gu Zheng, stretched out her arms, pulled him into her arms, and hugged Gu Zheng tightly.Xia Lan was very nervous, Gu Zheng was a little taken aback, and wanted to push him: "What are you doing..."

"I'm not afraid, I don't hate it," Xia Lan said.Gu Zheng paused, Xia Lan pushed him away, looked into Gu Zheng's eyes seriously, trying to convey her firmness, "I don't want to escape at all, it's not enough for me to cling to you. You kiss me If I get excited, I'm going to die with honor."

Xia Lan blushed more and more as she talked, but she still insisted: "Mr. Gu, you are the best person I have ever met, you are not wrong at all, you... don't be afraid. It's okay, you are very strong, don't Be afraid, don't be afraid."

Gu Zheng looked at Xia Lan in surprise, Xia Lan's eyes had been very serious, the two of them looked at each other for a while, Xia Lan was embarrassed at first, and took a step back: "That's what I mean, Mr. Gu, I will always stand by you On this side, I really..."

Suddenly, Gu Zheng grabbed his hand, brought him in front of him, and kissed Xia Lan's lips.