The right way to pretend to be inscrutable

Lost in interest by Bai Duan's big truth, Chu Yao sighed in frustration, sat up straight, and rubbed his hair.

Feeling that the alarm was lifted, Bai Duan was no longer afraid, he sat up following Chu Yao's movements, tilted his head to look at him, and licked his red lips.

Chu Yao glanced at him with fishy eyes, and felt no wavering in his heart towards this kind of provocative little gesture.

Chu Yao knew that Bai Duan didn't understand anything, and he couldn't expect this little animal who didn't understand the style to cooperate with his pace.Bai Duan likes him, this kind of love is too pure, without any interests and desires, which is what Chu Yao values, but it also makes him a headache.

No desire means no further desire, whether physically or mentally, Bai Duan will not desire to be closer to Chu Yao, more intimate.

And the most difficult thing to control in the world is such a person who has no desires or desires.

Chu Yao hopes to make Bai Duan have desire for him, and hopes to transform Bai Duan's pure childlike liking into a deeper desire and even love, but he also knows that this cannot be forced.

Even Chu Yao himself is not sure whether his desire for Bai Duan is "love" or "want".

Chu Yao is an adult man. He knows that for human beings, spiritual love and physical lust are not unified.Although love can promote lust, but the production of lust does not mean love, and it can also be just to vent excess energy.

Chu Yao has a physical desire for Bai Duan, but this desire is not high, it is completely within the scope of his control, even, in Chu Yao's eyes, this physical desire is not an important thing On the contrary, what he valued more was Bai Duan's spiritual companionship with him.

Chu Yao is not a Platonist, but for his part, the proportion of spiritual fit in emotional life far exceeds physical desire.

Chu Yao can't be sure that he "loves" Bai Duan, maybe he just "needs" Bai Duan.He has been alone for too long, and he is bored and numb to life and even his own existence.

He no longer has passion in his life, he is as comfortable as a pool of stagnant water, muddling along, too lazy to pay attention to anything other than his own goals—no matter how young he looks, even if he shows a character that is free and easy, but It is also difficult to get rid of the old age from the bones.

At this time, Bai Duan appeared.

This little animal that broke into a strange world by mistake was ignorant and messy. With Chu Yao's rare kindness, it entered his life recklessly and brought him seemingly endless troubles, so he had to follow behind. Clean up the mess, always pay attention to each other's every move.

And this kind of attention and attention made Chu Yao get used to the existence of Bai Duan and the waves brought about by him.

If it goes on like this, Chu Yao may just regard Bai Duan as a junior who needs to be taken care of, and will not worry too much after teaching him how to stand on his own-but that night, everything was messed up.

Realizing that he had a desire for Bai Duan, Chu Yao's thinking suddenly began to go astray. He tried to restrain this deviant thought, but he felt a faint desire for it.

——Yes, he longed to have someone to accompany him all the time, and Bai Duan happened to be the most suitable person to appear in front of him at the most suitable time, when Chu Yao was about to become numb but not completely numb. object.

Simple, persistent, single-minded, enthusiastic, easy to cause some harmless little troubles, and cute and beautiful, with all the qualities that can attract Chu Yao, and this little thing is just as carefree and unencumbered as him , solitary between heaven and earth, appear suddenly, and can leave at any time.

Chu Yao didn't want to miss this person, even if he might regret it in the future, he didn't want to let go, and he didn't want to miss Bai Duan, and then returned to the boring, lonely and numb life.

Chu Yao doesn't think he loves Bai Duan deeply, and Bai Duan doesn't know anything about "love", but it doesn't matter.

Once the person who will accompany him is determined, Chu Yao will try his best and dedicate all his feelings to accompany and take care of the other person. Similarly, he will teach Bai Duan step by step what "love" is, and then Let the love of this little thing be yours alone.

——The flower of love has not yet bloomed, but as long as the suitable seeds are planted in the fertile land, and they are constantly cared for to grow, then it will only be a matter of time before they bloom and bear fruit.

Chu Yao has enough patience and energy to work hard with Bai Duan.

——And the love of most people, even if it appears suddenly, will only continue and achieve a positive result after the joint maintenance of both parties.

Raising his hand, holding Bai Duan in his arms, Chu Yao kissed his clean and clear eyes, his brows were gentle: "Do you hate me kissing you?"

Bai Duan subconsciously shook her head, tightened her fingers, and grabbed Chu Yao's shirt.As if she felt that just shaking her head could not express her true feelings, Bai Duan pursed her lips and tried to emphasize: "I don't hate it, I... like it very much, it feels very comfortable, hot, warm, sweet .”

Chu Yao lowered his head again like a reward, bit his lips, and coaxed softly: "Then you will be my lover in the future, and I will just kiss you like this, okay?"

Bai Duan had a hesitant expression.

"Just kiss, hug, and do what you like." Chu Yao knew what Bai Duan was worried about, "As long as you don't want to do the things you are afraid of, I won't do them."

"...Really?" Bai Duan blinked.

"Really." Chu Yao nodded.

After getting along for a period of time, Bai Duan was basically able to distinguish which words were Chu Yao's perfunctory words, and which words were his sincere promises.

At this moment, seeing Chu Yao's serious expression, Bai Duan subconsciously believed it.

"...However, I heard many people say that the attacker likes to do that kind of thing. They always press the receiver to do it, and they don't listen to it. They make the opponent so miserable that they can't even get out of bed!" Bai Duan With a concerned look on his face, he shivered subconsciously—it has to be said that he was really quite conscious, and he put himself in the lower position without any struggle.

Chu Yao twitched the corner of his mouth, with a subtly speechless expression: "Who taught you these messy things?"

"I read it online." Bai Duan didn't hide it, "Online forums, there are a lot of novel websites!"

Chu Yao was silent for a moment, and explained with some difficulty: "These are all novels, made up by nonsense, with a lot of exaggeration, and they can't be counted."

——To be honest, Chu Yao really felt that he should set up a "green firewall" for Bai Duan, lest this little thing believe everything he saw and "harm others and himself".

Although Chu Yao tried his best to convince Bai Duan that "making love" is not a terrible thing, but Bai Duan is extraordinarily shrewd when it comes to matters related to his own interests.

He looked at Chu Yao with distrust on his face, as if he was facing the strange man who was abducting Zhengtai: "Although I don't study much, you can't fool me! Even if you feel comfortable in the end, you will definitely feel comfortable at the beginning." It hurts! It hurts so much! It even bleeds!" In order to emphasize his tone, Bai Duan nodded heavily, "Even if you don't have to try, you will understand after thinking about it! Your place is so big and hard, you will definitely give it to me. I broke it!"

Bai Duan didn't have any special meaning, both his tone and expression were extraordinarily serious, but in Chu Yao's ears, it made him... politely hardened.

Although being praised by the other party as "big" and "very hard", which fully satisfied the man's self-esteem, Chu Yao still tried to save Bai Duan's fear of "making love": "If you do a good foreplay, you won't bleed, and you won't lose blood. It’s just that I didn’t get used to it at first, and it would be a little uncomfortable.”

"That's uncomfortable too!" Bai Duan's response was decisive—in a word, for the squeamish spirit-eating martens, all behaviors that make them feel uncomfortable are scourges and must be put an end to!

Chu Yao silently wiped his face, and temporarily gave up on taking advantage of Bai Duan's curiosity, and persuaded the other party to "come and have a shot" to give it a try.

Although he didn't get too many benefits for himself, Chu Yao didn't really care too much. Anyway, as long as Bai Duan didn't reject his closeness, it was fine to stay by his side all the time.As for the matter on the bed, Chu Yao is not in a hurry, he has enough time for Bai Duan to gradually feel the beauty of lust, and to get in touch with him slowly, no matter how bad it is, pure Plato is not unacceptable to Chu Yao matter.

Pinching Bai Duan's nose, Chu Yao announced a compromise: "Well, if you really don't like it, then I won't force you, just follow the pace you like." After a pause, he brought up the old matter again , "So, are we lovers now?"

Bai Duan still hesitated: "Just kiss and hug, don't insert it?"

"Well, don't get in." Chu Yao nodded, "I won't do anything you don't like."

This time, Bai Duan was finally satisfied, and once he was satisfied, he was quite talkative and didn't care about the "lover" status that Chu Yao repeatedly emphasized.

For Bai Duan, "lovers" are nothing more than an advanced version of "friends", they are more intimate than friends, they can kiss and hug anytime and anywhere, and they can act coquettishly and invite pets more freely.

——Simply awesome!

So, the next morning, when Mama Li finished her breakfast and brought it out of the kitchen, she saw Chu Yao and Bai Duan going downstairs hand in hand, and it was obvious that the relationship between the two had changed dramatically.

Chu Yao helped Bai Duan pull away the chair, sat down on his shoulders, then raised Bai Duan's chin, kissed his lips, even opened his teeth, found Bai Duan's tongue, and played around with it.

Bai Duan raised his chin, not rejecting Chu Yao's actions at all, and even blushed, trying to respond jerkyly, which made Chu Yao more emotional and satisfied.

Li Ma who saw such a blind scene early in the morning: "..."

——Although my young master successfully embraced a beautiful woman and got rid of the 30-year single life, it is indeed a happy thing, but as a relatively conservative old man, he is eager to take care of the next generation of young masters with his own hands , Mama Li is still in a complicated mood.

——Clearly she hasn't had breakfast yet, but she feels that she is already full of this bowl of cold dog food.