Peaceful year after year

The tall boy was frightened by Wang Xiaonian's sudden ferocity, and stood there a little at a loss. After all, he was only a third-grade elementary school student in how to pretend to be a gangster.

But in order not to make a fool of himself in front of his little brother, the tall boy still said in a fierce tone, "Wang Xiaonian, you fucking remember it, I will definitely settle accounts with you next time. Bah, be careful." After speaking, he led a group of young teenagers to hula-la-la-la and flashed quickly.

Wang Xiaonian frowned fiercely from behind, and said to Wang Zihan, "Damn... No, Zihan, are all the lower graders so arrogant now? Is it because we didn't visit them often, so that they forgot my village primary school?" The status of a bully." He said while touching his chin, his eyes were full of serious confusion, he really thought so.

Wang Zihan stood beside him and said, "I don't know, maybe, it's not that the lower graders are more arrogant recently. Why don't you find a time to teach them a lesson." He also looked serious, whether their activities have decreased recently, It was the story of their loss to Wang Huanhuan that got out.

Wang Xiaonian clapped his hands and said, "Forget it, don't worry about it. I'll go find Gu Ning, and you can play by yourself."

Waving to Wang Zihan, he didn't care about the feelings of his first minions and friends at all.

The sun was slanting to the west, and in the backlight, he seemed to see Gu Ning smiling at him, but when Wang Xiaonian walked in, he found that he was still the same, without any expression.

"What, I thought you were laughing." Wang Xiaonian was a little disappointed.Taking Gu Ning forward slowly, he didn't even notice that there was a Wang Zihan behind him.

Wang Zihan who was standing behind had a dazed expression on his face, he just abandoned me like this, there is no humanity left.

Helpless, I had no choice but to find a place to sleep by myself.Looking at them while walking, he thought to himself, Wang Xiaonian really treats that child differently, and he doesn't know what makes him treat that child differently.Wang Zihan shook his head with a puzzled look on his face.

Gu Ning looked up at him, his watery eyes were full of calm, and seemed a little innocent, and said, "What are you laughing at?"

"Ah, no, I seemed to see you smiling just now, but it turned out not to be." Wang Xiaonian put his hands behind his head and walked slowly. "Speaking of which, Xiao Ning, where's your father? Why haven't you heard about your father?"

When Gu Ning heard this, his smooth movements froze for a moment, a gloomy look flashed in his eyes, and his originally expressionless face became cold.

Wang Xiaonian didn't hear Gu Ning's words, turned his head and looked at him puzzled, "What's wrong with you, why is your face so suddenly, uh, so bad." Wang Xiaonian stopped to look at him, and said worriedly.That expression made him feel very uncomfortable, a very dark feeling.

"Brother Xiaonian, do you think I can trust you?" The gloom in Gu Ning's eyes disappeared when he met Wang Xiaonian, and his expression became a little calmer, not so cold.

When Wang Xiaonian heard this, his eyes lit up, he was about to treat him as a confidant, and he immediately patted his chest and said, "Of course, you can trust me, don't worry, if you have any questions, you can just ask brother."

Gu Ning took the initiative to hold Wang Xiaonian's hand, and walked slowly.Unknowingly, the two wandered into the back garden of the school.In fact, it is not a serious flower garden, but there is a piece of land that was not developed when it was built. Later, a teacher who loves flowers brought some seeds to plant.Slowly, it became what it is now. It is really spring now. When the flowers are blooming, there are many butterflies flying softly and gracefully in the flowers, which looks very pleasing to the eye.

Walking into the path of the flower garden, I didn’t know that the roses brought by the teacher were pink, pink white, and bright red, and the clusters were beautiful and delicate.

The two walked to a corner in the path and sat down, during which Gu Ning never let go of Wang Xiaonian's hand.

Gu Ning casually sat cross-legged on the ground, pulled Wang Xiaonian down, and let him sit down next to him.

"Brother Xiaonian, do you know what an illegitimate child is?" Gu Ning said casually, looking at Yuanfang leisurely, without the childishness unique to teenagers.

If you only look at his eyes, you will never think that they are the eyes of a 6-year-old child.Because the eyes were indifferent, gloomy and terrifying.

From Gu Ning's memory, the woman who became her mother did not let him feel the slightest maternal love.No, there are still some, only in front of the person he should call father, that woman will show a little tender, extravagant, and pitiful maternal love.

The man who was his father didn't care about his existence at all, didn't have the slightest concern, let alone love.

Born precocious, he lost the cuteness of a child early on.That kind of innocent, naive, and cute.This made him even more unlikable. A smart and gloomy child, without any childish performance, would make people think he was a different kind.

Children are often the cutest and the cruelest.In the era when the atmosphere was relatively strict, Gu Ning was the target of everyone's attacks. His intelligence and precociousness made people jealous, and his identity was his weakness.Whether it is an ordinary school or a privileged class school.

Teacher, he is an illegitimate child, and his mother is a mistress who is someone else's mistress.

Teacher, he is the child his mother gave birth to with someone else behind his back, and let her benefactor raise the child with a cuckold.

Teacher, he is sick, he is crazy, he beats people, he is terrible.

No matter how vicious or ugly, no one shy away from it.

But in the face of these, the woman who was his mother did not give him the slightest comfort or encouragement, and the woman who only cared about herself didn't even have a single bit of maintenance.Just let a child of a few years old face these abruptly alone, facing harsh insults, contempt and discrimination from adults or children.

Obviously, he didn't do anything, he didn't say anything, and he didn't want to come into this world as that woman's child at all.

"Brother Xiaonian, I'm an illegitimate child, an illegitimate child who can't see the light, so I can't have a father." His long hair covered his face, making Wang Xiaonian unable to see his expression at the moment.

But the imperceptible sadness, pain, loneliness, and loneliness in those words made Wang Xiaonian's heart tremble.Immediately distressed, he took Gu Ning's hand and held it tightly as if giving him strength.

"It's okay, I have a father, or I can lend you half of my father, so that you also have a father." Wang Xiaonian took his hand, looked at him and said seriously.Anyway, he now has an older sister and a younger brother, and it doesn't matter if he has another younger brother.

Seeing that serious expression, Gu Ning couldn't feel much in his heart. He really wanted to say, fool, father can't borrow it.

But that serious expression seems to say that you can borrow it. In the future, you will also have a father who loves you, loves you, protects you, and helps you, and there will be many warm and beautiful family members.

It made his eye sockets slightly moist, and his heart was sore.

"Xiao Ning, Xiao Ning, I mean seriously, if you come to our house, forget it. If you don't have food, I will share half of it with you. If you don't have a bed to sleep, we can sleep together. You can wear my clothes , sleep in my bed, you will also have a father." Wang Xiaonian said very seriously, his mind was already conceiving the scene of living with Gu Ning.

To be honest, he actually really wanted a younger brother who was about the same age as him. Although he already had a younger brother, the little fat man was too young to play with him at all, and Wang Chuyue didn't like playing with him. Interest, Wang Zihan, who is the best at playing, his mother is too strict, only school can play together for a long time.

Although Gu Ning is 5 years younger, Gu Ning feels too mature, which makes Wang Xiaonian feel that Gu Ning is about the same age as him, or even older than him.

"Brother Xiaonian, why are you so kind to me? You are so kind to me, what should I do if I don't want to let you go one day, what if I don't want you to leave me." Gu Ning closed his eyes, blocking the greed in his eyes.Calm yourself down and don't be so restless.

Wang Xiaonian's head froze, he couldn't understand the meaning of these words at all, what did he mean by not being willing to let go, why did he let go, did he hold on to something.But at this moment, in order not to spoil the atmosphere, the most important thing is that it is embarrassing for a child younger than him not to understand what others are saying.

In order not to be ashamed, he said, "If you can't bear it, then don't let it go. If you leave, just find it again."

Gu Ning suddenly opened his eyes and looked at Wang Xiaonian, his eyes were dim.

If Wang Xiaonian had been smarter at that time, he would have understood what was flashing in those eyes. He thought maybe he would have a chance to correct the dark side of this child's character, at least it would not be so scary.

"What are you doing? It's scary to look at people like this." Wang Xiaonian rubbed his arms, feeling a little cold. "By the way, I'll take you to cut your hair sometime. It looks weird. It's disgusting for a boy to have such long hair."

Gu Ning brushed his hair with his hand, and replied softly, "Yes."

The two chatted again and again in the flowers, and finally Wang Xiaonian couldn't bear it anymore and fell asleep.In the flowers, Wang Xiaonian put on his school uniform and fell asleep straight. The dirt floor was uneven, and he was really uncomfortable to sleep on.Seeing this, Gu Ning straightened his legs and gently moved Wang Xiaonian's head to his lap, and carefully adjusted his posture so that he could sleep more comfortably.

This sleep, I slept for nearly two hours, until Wang Xiaonian woke up, the sun was almost setting, and various chirping sounds began to come from the surrounding area.He got up, stretched himself, yawned, and looked at the sky sleepily.He has a problem, that is, he can't wake up quickly after waking up, and his brain always reacts a little slower.

His mother said that this must be a fault in the mother's womb, because she always felt confused when she was pregnant with Wang Xiaonian.

Seeing that he was a little dizzy from sleep, Gu Ning stretched out his hand and gently pressed his head to make him feel more comfortable.As expected, Wang Xiaonian narrowed his eyes in comfort, and then slowly woke up.

"Oh, it's too bad, today I asked that witch Wang Huanhuan to fight again." Wang Xiaonian slapped his head and became anxious. If he didn't go, the witch would hate him again. It's time, Xiao Ning, hurry up and follow me." After speaking, without letting Gu Ning speak, he ran away in a hurry.

Gu Ning rubbed his legs by himself, and the corners of his lips curved slightly.It's my first time as a mat, so let me say thank you anyway.

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