Peaceful year after year

"How about it, how much is it in total?" Wang Xiaonian asked while sitting on a chair.Looking at his mother's gray hair, old face, and red eyes, I feel unspeakably uncomfortable.

Mama Wang sighed softly and said with force, "Including what you took and what others borrowed, the total is only more than 7 yuan. Including this house, it is less than 38 yuan, which is not enough." It flowed down the cheeks, and finally covered her face and wept.

Wang Xiaonian took out a cigarette, lit it, but didn't smoke it.

After a while, he said, "Don't worry, there will be a solution." He cut off the cigarette, walked up to his mother, and forced a smile, "Mom, mom, don't cry, it won't hurt your eyes if you cry now."

However, Ms. Wang suppressed her sobs a bit, seeing her son's tired face, her heart ached.Wiping away tears, she twitched her mouth, "Well, I know, you have to take good care of yourself too! Mom is left with you now."

Wang Xiaonian nodded and said a few words of comfort.

After leaving the bedroom, there was no one in the living room. His sister, brother, and grandma were all under the care of the hospital.Gu Ning sat in the living room and didn't know what he was looking at when he saw him come out.

"Brother, come here." Gu Ning looked at him.

Wang Xiaonian's heart was heavy, irritable and depressed, but he couldn't show half of it in front of his family, but when facing Gu Ning, he felt that his emotions seemed to be released, and his face was extremely ugly.

"What's the matter?" His tone was harsh, with a hint of impatience.

Gu Ning pretended not to hear this tone, and still said with a good temper, "This is all my money, she gave me, plus I earned it, a total of 3. I borrowed 9 from Uncle Yi, A friend borrowed 5, a total of 1. Here it is."

Wang Xiaonian was stunned, "You..."

"There is only so much I can do now, this is my greatest ability. I hope you don't dislike it." Gu Ning smiled slightly, and looked at him softly.

"You don't...don't..."

Wang Xiaonian's hands began to tremble slightly, and he couldn't tell what it was like.

He never thought that such a big accident would happen around him, and he always just thought that it happened in someone else's house and would not happen to him, so he didn't keep much money from working to earn money.After a year, most of it was spent on the living expenses of his sister and his brother, and the rest was used for food and drink for him and Gu Ning.He thought that he would have time to start saving money slowly after his sister graduated. Anyway, he was not in a hurry to get married or buy a house.

The days are free and unrestrained.

But when one bill after another was handed to him, he realized how stupid his previous thoughts were.He's just an ordinary person, an extremely ordinary person who can be picked up casually on the street.Only now did he experience the deep sense of powerlessness, the hateful sense of helplessness of having to bow to reality.

"Brother, if I grow up a little longer, I can share your pressure, but now that's all I can do." Gu Ning stepped forward, looked at him and said. "Don't worry, uncle will be fine. Before that, you can ask me to discard the negative emotions you don't want for no reason."

Hearing this, Wang Xiaonian suddenly couldn't stand, squatted down suddenly, covered his face and said in a choked voice, "Don't be so nice to me, don't be so nice to me. I'm greedy, if you..."

If I really like you, what should I do if you don't want me that day.Gu Ning, I am greedy, if you are mine, I want to get all of you, your good and your bad, everything about you, no matter now or in the future.

He has been unwilling to admit it, all the possessiveness buried deep in his heart.

Seeing Wang Xiaonian who was on the verge of collapse, Gu Ning frowned slightly and sighed softly. After all, he couldn't bear it in his heart, so he should not push him too hard.

Wang Xiaonian broke out completely, but his remaining rationality still reminded him to stay away from his mother, and not let his mother see such a useless son.

On the rooftop, Wang Xiaonian burst into tears, completely venting the pressure accumulated in these days.The thought of his father in pain, pale face, and unconsciousness on the hospital bed makes him afraid. He is not ready to face the world alone. His father can't just leave like this, and he hasn't been filial to him.

But when he thought of the sky-high medical expenses, he was at a loss again, what to do, and how to do it.There are still a bunch of messy things waiting for him to solve, and he is exhausted both physically and mentally.

Gu Jing stood beside him quietly, looked at him calmly, and let him vent.He didn't step forward until the time was almost right.

"Brother, well, when you've cried enough, you should think about what to do next." Gu Ning raised his hand and gently wiped away his tears.

Wang Xiaonian looked at him with tears in his eyes, his eyes were red and swollen, and the tip of his nose was also red, looking pitiful.Gu Ning has never seen Wang Xiaonian like this before, he was slightly surprised in his heart, his eyes were uncertain.

Taking out a piece of paper, in the cold wind, wiped away the snot and tears, the face was cleaner and more comfortable.

Wang Xiaonian took out a cigarette, put it in his mouth but didn't light it, sat on the ground with confused eyes, ignoring the tired look on his face, but he looked a bit urban and ruffian.

Gu Ning took the cigarette out of his mouth and folded it in half, "Take good care of your body, this is a chronic disease." He hates smoking, that woman always smokes when she takes him, either she smokes or those men smoke.

"Why do you like me?" Wang Xiaonian looked at him and asked softly.

Gu Ning looked at him, "I don't know, if I knew, maybe I wouldn't like it."

A gust of cold wind blew past, chilling people's bones, but Gu Ning seemed to feel like spring was coming, his whole body was warm, and even his bones felt crisp.

He said, let's be together.

Wang Xiaonian was furiously stared at by him, scratched his hair a little uncomfortably, turned his face away slightly, and said, "Can you stop being so revealing in your eyes, kid?"

Gu Ning came back to his senses, a big smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, the corners of his eyes and brows seemed to be smiling, and he said softly, "I...I just," said as he hugged Wang Xiaonian and rubbed against him vigorously, "I am too I'm happy, really, Brother Xiaonian, I didn't expect you to agree to me so quickly."

Wang Xiaonian let him rub against him like a dog, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, he thought, happy now, if you regret it in the future, I will beat you to death.

"Okay, get up." Wang Xiaonian patted him on the back, reminding him that it's time to get up.

Gu Ning stepped back and looked at him with sparkling eyes, "You can't go back on your promise, if you go back on it, the consequences will be very serious." He said seriously.

The corner of Wang Xiaonian's mouth twitched, thinking of something together.

"Tch, just don't regret it yourself." Wang Xiaonian half laughed, half serious.He was really worried that this kid would admit his feelings wrong, regret it later, and then say sorry that we are not suitable, damn it, don't beat him to death.

Gu Ning chuckled, "You don't need to worry about that." Then he smiled again.

The two looked at each other, and both couldn't help but laugh.

Wang Xiaonian shook his head, laughed and cursed, "Get up, I'm dead again."

Gu Ning hugged and rubbed again, and teased, "Really, should I lose weight." After speaking, he held his face and kissed him.

Wang Xiaonian was taken aback for a moment, but he didn't resist, his eyes were soft, and he let him move.

At the entrance to the rooftop, Ms. Wang looked at the two hugged together in surprise. Seeing the two kissing together, she was even more surprised and almost screamed out. Fortunately, she came back in time and covered her mouth. Weeping, and then hurriedly left before the two of them found out.

The typhoon was very windy, and it was even more terrifyingly cold in the cold winter, but Wang Xiaonian felt the warmth slowly flowing from the bottom of his heart to his whole body.

Gu Ning kissed softly and warmly, with a feeling of cherishing, cautious and excited.

Suddenly, Wang Xiaonian pushed him away, "Your boy is in heat at this time, get out of here." After speaking, he secretly pushed back slightly uncomfortably, the thing was not very obvious, and it directly pressed against him.

Gu Ning's eyes were reddish, his eyes were hot, and he said hoarsely, "If it wasn't for the wrong timing, I really want to..." The voice gradually dissipated in the wind, and Wang Xiaonian couldn't hear it clearly, so he got up and turned his back.

Wang Xiaonian stood up, rubbed his face, moved his body, and said, "Your wish has been fulfilled now, I still have a lot of crap to solve."

"I will help you." Gu Ning turned around, looked at him seriously and said.

Wang Xiaonian sighed, and wanted to take out a cigarette again, twisted his fingers, but still didn't take it, "It's almost there, your money, mine, plus the house money should be enough for the surgery."

Having said that, what Wang Xiaonian is most worried about is that he won't be able to get the money for the house immediately, and he may face the possibility of being lowered in price, as well as follow-up treatment costs. Slowly, this may be a sky-high figure.But these are not as good as his father's life. If the money is gone, he can make more money, but if his life is gone, he is really gone.

"It will get better." Gu Ning approached him, held his hand, and comforted him.

Wang Xiaonian looked at him with a smile on his lips, "Yes, yes."

Wang Jianguo has an intracranial tumor that compresses the nerves, and there are more than one tumor, but fortunately, they are all benign. First, as long as the two most urgent tumors are removed, it will not be life-threatening. After these two tumors are removed, follow-up treatment will be carried out slowly. .But the doctor also said that in order to restore the original appearance, the chance of success of the operation is only half.

This is the risk. Maybe the operation is not very successful and the life is saved, but maybe I have to sit in a wheelchair.A large amount of follow-up treatment expenses will continue to be used for surgery, treatment and maintenance. It will cost at least one or two million until the end. This is a fatal blow to an ordinary family, and they may have many years to live in Indebted and impoverished.

However, it is impossible for him to be a pair and just watch his father die like this, there is always hope for people.

After getting off the rooftop, as soon as I entered the living room, I saw his mother sitting on the sofa in a daze, her face covered with tears.Wang Xiaonian was taken aback for a moment, and the smile that was still on the corner of his mouth completely disappeared.Sighing, he approached her.

"Mom, don't be sad, the operation fee will be collected soon, and Dad will be fine." Wang Xiaonian knelt down, looked at her quietly, and comforted her softly.

"Auntie, uncle will be fine, you have to take good care of yourself before you can take care of him." Gu Ning stood beside him and comforted him.

Mother Wang clenched her hands tightly when she heard Gu Ning's voice, and looked up at him with doubts and a hint of resentment.She really wanted to question why she did this, why she did such a disgusting thing.Wang Xiaonian is her son, whether he is eccentric or stubborn, she just doesn't want to believe that her son is gay, so she would rather be the person in front of her who abducts her son and makes her son become that kind of person.

Gu Ning was slightly stunned, what did he mean by looking at him this way, could it be that the woman told her, it was impossible, how could she say it at this time.

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