Peaceful year after year

"What are you doing, crazy." The winter water is as cold as ice.

I was already depressed, but now it exploded completely.Wang Zihan's chin is upturned, his nostrils are looking at people, his trembling body, dripping hair, arrogant and pitiful.

Wang Xiaonian turned off the water, threw the faucet aside casually, and kicked him lightly, "Who the hell is insane, hiding in this kind of place to get drunk, making your family worry, who are you showing pity to?" Said She was rude, but couldn't hide her worry.

At this time, Gu Ning handed over a bathrobe, "Change it, you'll catch a cold." After speaking, he pulled Wang Xiaonian out of the bathroom, and closed the door intimately.

"Who is Lu Mingsheng?" Wang Xiaonian asked.

"A senior, he was in the same high school as me before. He is quite famous, and now he is also a high-achieving student, studying in a key local university." Gu Ning answered dutifully.

Bang Dang, the bathroom door opened, Wang Zihan was wrapped in a new bathrobe, like a bloated carrot, only a hairy head was exposed.He walked to the sofa and sat down, lit a cigarette, took a breath, and asked slowly, "My mother called you."

Wang Xiaonian walked to him, sat down, and took out a cigarette, but did not light it, "Well, your mother called me. What happened? You said your father saw it, what did he see?"

Wang Zihan glanced at him in surprise, then at Gu Ning, "He doesn't know?"

"I don't know." Gu Ning glanced at him and shook his head.

"If you know something, tell me quickly." Wang Xiaonian frowned.

Falling down on the sofa, Wang Zihan took another deep puff of the cigarette, but was choked, and coughed violently. After finally getting his breath together, he said slowly, "My dad saw me kissing Lu Mingsheng. Take the broom and drive me out of the house." After speaking, he laughed at himself, that smile was like a facelift, it was ugly.

Wang Xiaonian looked at him in bewilderment as if he had been struck by lightning, and it took him a while to recover, "You, you, what are you talking about, you and Lu Mingsheng..."

"You are not the same as Gu Ning, there is nothing to be surprised about." Wang Zihan gave him a white look.A cigarette was half-lit and half-extinguished in his hand, and suddenly there was only a short period left.

Wang Xiaonian stopped talking, his face was unpredictable, and his eyes kept switching back and forth between Gu Ning and Wang Zihan.

"It's not an option to hide like this, you should go back and face this matter." Gu Ning said.

"Why do I hear your tone of gloating?" Wang Zihan flicked the cigarette ash, put his foot on the coffee table, and glanced at Gu Ning.

"That's your illusion." Gu Ning raised his eyebrows slightly.

Although he was really happy.

Wang Xiaonian finally accepted this fact, and said a little awkwardly, "Then what are you going to do, break up with that Lu Mingsheng? Or fight to the end?"

Speaking of the pain, Wang Zihan's expression suddenly sank, he got up and walked to the window with three steps.The weather outside has begun to clear up, it is almost evening, and there is no sun, the sun is shining obliquely on the ground, and the wet ground reflects a little bit of light.

"Who knows, I haven't seen him for three days."

Wang Xiaonian was silent.There was a moment of silence in the room, which made people panic.

"He didn't see you." Unexpectedly, Gu Ning broke the silence.

"I don't know, I haven't seen him since that day." Wang Zihan couldn't help but smile bitterly, his eyes were extremely sour.The strength of the body seems to be unable to support the simple action of standing, so he can only lean against the wall to maintain it with difficulty.

"So, he left you alone." Wang Xiaonian was a little confused, still a little dazed.

"It's probably like this, maybe it's coming to an end." When he said this, Wang Zihan had no expression, and his eyes were dead.

But he could clearly feel the struggle in his heart, every inch of unwillingness.It's hard to be together, but it seems so easy to separate, it's like begging for the determination to be together before laughing at him.

"So you give up so easily, maybe he is waiting for you to find him somewhere." Gu Ning looked at him and said slowly.

Wang Zihan clenched his hands tightly, and the corners of his mouth moved slightly, but he still didn't say anything in the end.

"Go ahead, I'll be home in a few days."

Gu Ning got up at once, walked to Wang Xiaonian, and pulled him up, "Let's go, you can't help him."

"I," Wang Xiaonian glanced at Wang Zihan, then at Gu Ning, and sighed, "I can't just leave him here alone, Zihan, why don't you live with me first, don't worry, I won't be with you Mother said."

"No need, I'll be back in two days, don't worry." Wang Zihan glanced out the window and said softly.

However, Gu Ning insisted on pulling his hand and walked outside, "He didn't have the courage to bear it, so naturally he didn't have the courage to face it." Wang Xiaonian was pulled by him, looked back worriedly, and just wanted to shake his hand to break away from Gu Ning.

Wang Zihan heard his body tremble slightly.

"I've already called Lu Mingsheng, he will come."

"Really, they won't fight, after all, they are two men."

"You think Lu Mingsheng is you."

"You..." Wang Xiaonian stared.

He has already gone out, but he is still a little worried, but honestly he doesn't know how to help him.He couldn't solve it by himself, and he didn't have any good advice for him.He insisted on staying in the lobby, and only left when he saw Lu Mingsheng coming.

Wang Zihan lay on the sofa full of beer bottles and clothes, drowsy, and when he closed his eyes, his mind was full of memories of what happened that day, and he couldn't fall asleep at all.

Over the past few days, it has repeatedly appeared, just like that, it has been entangled, entangled.He considers himself not a courageous person, and never thought about what to do if he was found out, he only thought about the happiness he got after being together.

I feel that as long as I hide it well, I can think of a way or have the strength to have a showdown with my family before being discovered, but that is all done with preparation.It was too sudden now, whizzing by like a train, not giving him a chance to breathe.

The room was so quiet that it made people panic, only the shallow breathing of one person was left, the door was not closed, a person walked in, the light from the corridor slanted in, elongating the person's figure.

"You're going to stay here and get drunk forever."

Wang Zihan stood up abruptly and squinted his eyes to look at the man. Even if he couldn't see the man's face clearly, his breath was so familiar that he knew who he was without looking.

"Didn't you disappear? Why, come out again now."

Lu Mingsheng stepped forward and stood in front of him, "Why do you think I just appeared now?"

"Isn't it because I was scared, so I ran away immediately?" Wang Zihan looked at him in a daze, and smiled indifferently.

No, no, he was the one who was afraid, and he was the one who ran away, because he couldn't face the angry and disappointed expressions of his parents.Now, she blamed him and blamed him for all the problems as if she were avoiding them.

Lu Mingsheng squatted down, looked at him at the same level, and looked at him deeply with his dark eyes, "It's you who want to be with me, it's you who want to enter my world, it's you who jump in front of my eyes like a clown." Said His hand slowly slid down his face and slowly slid down to his neck. "I've been waiting for you these days, wondering if you'll come to me, I'm waiting for you."

His tone was calm, but there was an inexplicable chill.

"Then why don't you come to me, I'm always chasing you, so why can't you come to me this time, I'm human and I'm tired, so can't you allow me to take a break?" Wang Zihan opened it Hand, couldn't help roaring.

Perhaps it is particularly ugly to be pierced through, and the only way to cover up the shame and indignation in your heart is to get angry.

"Well, I'm here now, what are you going to do."

Wang Zihan was stunned for a moment, what to do, what he could do, the last thing he knew was how to do it.

"I...I don't know." His lips moved slightly, but the words he said were useless.

Lu Mingsheng looked at him with unprecedented seriousness, "I'll give you one more chance, do you want to stay with me?"

"Of course...Of course I want to." Wang Zihan said anxiously.

"In that case, let me go to your house tomorrow." Lu Mingsheng took his hand and said softly.

Wang Zihan froze for a moment, not knowing how to answer, if Lu Mingsheng didn't go to his house, he could explain that all this was a fake joke, and then he could go back to live his leisurely life, even if it was fake calm, it was calm.Lu Mingsheng went, which means that all this is true, not only to face the furious father and sad mother, but also all kinds of doubts and discrimination.

At this moment, he flinched.

"You don't want to, it's because you're afraid." Lu Mingsheng's face was calm, but every time he said a word, the strength in his hands increased.

"I," Wang Zihan felt the strength in his hand, frowned, and took a deep breath, "give me a few days, I'll go back first, go back first, in short, give me a few days first."

"A few days, please explain."

"No... I don't know, but, don't worry, it won't be a few days." Wang Zihan was serious, showing his determination by assuring.

Lu Mingsheng looked at him, and slowly let go of his hand, bit by bit, slowly, "Okay, I'll wait for your call. Remember, this is the last chance." After speaking, he got up and left slowly. Don't miss it.

Wang Zihan just watched him leave like this, he didn't know what expression to face, he should be happy at this time, but why did he feel that this person was slowly leaving him, and he didn't dare to do anything.

Back in the rental house, Wang Xiaonian was still a little dazed.He couldn't figure out why the brother who had played with him since he was a child suddenly fell in love with men one day, and his family members knew about it. He remembered that some time ago, this kid used to go to bars every day to hunt for sex. He was caught off guard by this sudden change.

"Don't think about it." Gu Ning raised his hand and waved it in front of his eyes.

Wang Xiaonian leaned on the cushion, waved his hand away, and said doubtfully, "Did you already know, you didn't tell me what he said today."

"Yes, I also knew it by accident." Gu Ning said indifferently. "Don't talk about them, you can't help much anyway."

Hearing this, Wang Xiaonian sighed, "That's right, I haven't solved it myself yet."

"What to solve, just accept it." After speaking, he walked into the kitchen and brought out a box of egg tarts, "I saw a good store before, so I went to buy it."

The egg tart has a strong smell, which is obviously freshly baked.

Wang Xiaonian took a piece, slightly stunned.

Mingming came back with him, turned a corner, and went to buy this.Know what he likes to eat, what he doesn't like to eat, what he hates, and he knows everything about him.This kind of caring and caring with heart and deliberate flattery feel like honey, slowly eroding my heart like that.

He suddenly felt a little flustered, as if something terrible was about to happen,

"What if I keep refusing to accept it, what if I insist on being with women." He didn't know the reason for asking this, he just felt like he wanted to ask.

The corners of Gu Ning's raised mouth were slightly stiff, his eyes darkened, and he said calmly, "What do you think I will do."

Wang Xiaonian actually thought about it seriously, then put down the egg tart, stared at the tatami, with a stiff smile on the corner of his mouth, "I'm not you, how do I know what you will do." He was crazy to answer so seriously.

"I don't think you want to know." Gu Ning picked up a piece and handed it to his mouth, saying softly.

Facing those eyes, there was an inexplicable chill, and when I looked carefully, I didn't feel anything.Wang Xiaonian shook his head, probably an illusion, a mistake.