Peaceful year after year

After returning home and washing up quickly, Wang Xiaonian asked Gu Ning to serve him a bowl of noodles, ready to test Gu Ning's tone while eating.There is no way, he is too hungry, and he doesn't want to be hungry.

He was almost finished washing, and Gu Ning also prepared something to eat.

Braised elbow noodles in red, the soup is bright red, delicious and spicy.

He has always preferred heavy oil and spicy food, Gu Ning doesn't like it, but he still tries to cook according to his taste, but the amount is far less heavy than his own.

He ate the noodles in a huff, and the matter that he planned to talk about before was also forgotten.

Over the years, Wang Xiaonian has been raised by Gu Ning. He always feels that there is something wrong with eating outside food. He has conflicts with eating outside food these days. Although he can do it, he is too lazy to do it, so he is not used to it, so he is forced to ignore it.

Gu Ning sat opposite Wang Xiaonian, leaning on the cushion, retreated and bent his knees, resting his chin on his knees with one hand and staring at him intently.

Since when did my feelings for this person start to change, and even he can't tell when I think about it carefully.When he came back to his senses, he found that he couldn't do without this person, and in his eyes and heart, he couldn't tolerate other people at all.

But this person who was cherished by him did not treat him with the same heart and affection as he did.

She also asked him to give advice on how to catch up with that woman with a silly face, and she didn't understand why he was angry, why he was nice to him, and even less why he had been hinting and expressing all these years why this idiot didn't understand, it was simply hateful.

At that moment, Gu Ning really wanted to fuck/fuck him directly, and then said it out loud with his ear, so that this idiot will remember it for the rest of his life.But when I saw his appearance, I couldn't bear it anymore. If I really did this, it would be a trivial matter to turn my face. I'm afraid that I might alienate him directly because of his character, and then I won't have any contact with him for the rest of my life.

This is the most unacceptable result for him.

I don't want to force him, don't want to hurt him, don't want him to suffer, but I can't just watch him fall into the arms of others.He was tortured, but he was at ease.Really, the more I think about it, the more angry and dissatisfied I become.

After eating the noodles, Wang Xiaonian saw that Gu Ning was still silent, and asked,

"You're still angry."

I don't know what I'm angry about, as expected, it's really difficult for adolescents to understand.

"Yeah, very angry."

Gu Ning stared at him with a calm face.

Hearing this, Wang Xiaonian put down his chopsticks, sat upright, with a serious expression, "Don't be angry, I'm asking you something. Well, Xiao Ning, I'm not gossiping, I just want to care about you. Do you have a girlfriend?"

Gu Ning's eyes were slightly startled, and then he returned to calm and deep, and said coldly, "No."

"Ah, then...never." Wang Xiaonian's expression was a little subtle.

No, it stands to reason that this child Gu Ning should be very popular. How could he not have a girlfriend? Could it be that his previous thoughts were true? Could it be that this child really hates women.

"never."

"Then... do you have a girl you like?"

"What exactly do you want to say?" Gu Ning stood up straight, and suddenly approached Wang Xiaonian, his eyes full of inquiry.

Slap, slapped Gu Ning's face that was suddenly approaching, and pushed him away, "Don't get so close, my eyes will become cross-eyed." He blinked a few times, "There is no girl I like, I don't have a girlfriend either. I said, Gu Ning, you don't hate girls, do you?"

No matter what, just ask directly, this kind of testing is not suitable for him.

Feeling the slightest pain on his face, Gu Ning thought that he was really merciless.He pulled his hand down and put it in his hand to play with. Although he had been doing physical work all the time, his hands were still slender and beautiful, even better than his master's face.

"Wrong, I don't hate girls." Gu Ning said calmly.

When Wang Xiaonian was excited when he heard this, he grabbed Gu Ning's hand, looked at him with gratified eyes, and said movedly, "That's great, it's not just that you hate girls. I almost fucking thought you didn't like those soft, beautiful and soft girls." Cute girl, I'm so worried." After speaking, she let out a long sigh.

"Whoever says you don't hate it just likes it."

The light and fluffy words successfully suffocated Wang Xiaonian's unfinished breath in his stomach.

What does this mean? If you don't hate it, you like it. If you don't hate it, why don't you like it? You don't like women.Then, like, what, don't you... can't you...

Wang Xiaonian's eyes were blue and his face was pale, he looked like he had seen a ghost, vividly showing what it means to be unbelievable.

"I like men." Gu Ning let go of his hand, sat cross-legged, straightened up, his eyes were calm and dark, but his hands gradually tightened.

"No, no way. Don't be joking, I must have slept too late and was confused. Alright, go to sleep." Wang Xiaonian smiled stiffly, got up mechanically, and was about to pick up the bowl and walk to the kitchen.

"I'm not kidding, I like men."

Wang Xiaonian's hand holding the bowl began to tremble slightly, his face was terribly stiff.How should I express his current mood? Distraught, overwhelmed, and angry, these words are not enough to express his confusion, surprise, disappointment, and anger at the moment.

With a bang, the bowl was thrown to the corner of the wall, the set of porcelain bowls they had chosen together, and Wang Xiaonian's favorite bowl was shattered to pieces.

The thick red sauce oil was sprinkled all over the ground, and the air still smelled a little spicy.

"Tell me again, what do you like?" Wang Xiaonian asked in a rough voice with trembling hands.

Gu Ning got up from the tatami and looked at him, "It's the same again, I like men."

Hearing this, Wang Xiaonian felt as if he had exploded. He kicked the small table away viciously, grabbed Gu Ning's collar with one hand, and was about to punch his handsome and delicate face, but it was about to leave black and blue India, but the hand stopped.

He watched the child abandoned by his mother, watched the child shed tears on his chest, silently and alone bearing the burden of pressure from the outside world.So he felt distressed, wanted to treat him well, and wanted to at least give him some comfort in life.Over the years, he has paid more to Gu Ning than his own brother, and he is happy for his change and happy for his success.

This is the younger brother whom he puts in his heart to love, bit by bit, everything is true, it seems that he grew up protecting him, how could he be willing to really do it.

Putting down his hand dejectedly, Wang Xiaonian lowered his head and remained silent.

Gu Ning's eyes trembled slightly, and his heart felt sore, but there was a sense of relief.Walking in and hugging him, feeling his resistance, but getting harder.

Do not escape, think seriously, and accept seriously.

"I don't like women, she... makes it impossible for me to like women anymore." There was a slight tremor in her voice.His eyes are as calm as water, but the water is choppy.

Wang Xiaonian moved, blinked, and opened his mouth wide.The shock he received tonight was too great, and he no longer knew how to be surprised.

After a while, Wang Xiaonian raised his hand stiffly, patted him on the back, and said, "Give me... time, let me take a good look at it." He said with a long sigh, "Go to sleep. Time is not enough. It's early." After speaking, she pushed him away, and walked towards the bathroom a little tiredly.

Gu Ning stood behind and watched Wang Xiaonian enter the bathroom before turning back to the bedroom.

This is the beginning, Brother Xiaonian, can your affection for me outweigh your disgust for me?Even if it's disgusting, I won't let it go, don't let me let it go for the rest of my life.

The moon, which had been hazy for most of the night, was finally willing to show her shy side, and the bright and silvery moonlight spilled all over the floor through the window.

Separate a wall, separate people's hearts, two expressions, two moods.

Tonight is bound to be a sleepless night.

That night, Wang Xiaonian's head was in a mess all the time, thinking about a lot of miscellaneous things, and finally fell asleep with some unknown dream. When he got up the next day, he successfully put dark circles on his face and kept yawning to go to work.

After that, he deliberately avoided Gu Ning, because he didn't know how to face him yet.Gu Ning took the opportunity to look at him with pitiful and helpless eyes, and from time to time staged a scene where no one loves and no one loves.

It caused him a headache, so it's not good to comfort him, but it hurts to look at him.

The music in the bar was deafening, and the men and women on the dance floor were twirling crazily. The dancing was so hot that it was like a live / spring / palace, vowing to dance out the attitude of being drunk now.

The bar is the only place that is relatively quiet, Wang Xiaonian is quietly cleaning his glass, in front of him is the fashionable Wang Zihan, chatting with Wang Xiaonian casually, looking for tonight's heroine.

"Let's see what happened to you these days." Wang Zihan leaned sideways on the bar and said loudly.This kind of posture is both pretentious and flirtatious. His good face and famous brand all over his body have won him many glances from women.

After wiping one cup, put it down, and continue to change another cup, Wang Xiaonian raised his eyelids and said weakly, "It's not my fault, but it's none of my business."

Wang Zihan saw his friend's lips move a few times, but he couldn't understand what he said.He took a sip of the wine and put down the glass.

Leaning closer to him, he said loudly, "Oh, forget it, I'll give up my wonderful night life today. Let's go, get off work early, and go out to have some skewers."

Wang Xiaonian glanced at him, thought for a while, and nodded.Put down the glass and go to the manager to ask for leave.The manager was also generous and let him go without saying a word.After all, he is diligent and serious in his work, and the most important thing is that many girls come to him, which can be regarded as generating income.

When he went out, he got into a second-hand Ford car given to him by Wang Zihan's father, and the speed was almost as fast as that of a racing car. Fortunately, the traffic policeman uncle guarded him at night.

At the place where they often go, there is an open-air skewers, the business is very good in summer, and there are many fewer people in winter, and the boss knows him more often.

Put the beer skewers away one by one, Wang Zihan came up and opened a bottle without saying anything, and said proudly, "Drink first, lest you look like a bored duck."

Picking up the beer, he took a big gulp, shuddered, and let out a sigh of relief. Then Wang Xiaonian said quietly, "None of the two boys in the family can make me worry, and they keep making trouble for me."

"What trouble are you looking for? Gu Ning is not very good. He is well-behaved and motivated. He treats you just like your son. Listen to what you say." She looked at Wang Xiaonian with puzzled eyes.

Wang Xiaonian took another sip, met Wang Zihan's gaze, and said with a little pain and a hint of puzzlement, "I thought so too, she looks so good-looking, her brain is so good, and the future is bright, don't you think?" At that time, it would be great to find a girlfriend and give birth to a baby, but you are not a winner in life."

Speaking of depression, I couldn't help but took another sip, and after a few gurgles, the bottle of beer was gone.

Wang Zihan conveniently opened another bottle for him and handed it to him.

"According to what you said, Gu Ning doesn't want to find a girlfriend, but shouldn't he be studying at this time. Why let him find a girlfriend? He's a bit young and has children. You really treat yourself as a professional baby-raising household What?" Wang Zihan shook his head and didn't understand.

"If he doesn't want to find a girlfriend, I won't be so worried. This kid doesn't like... likes, in short, he just doesn't like it." Wang Xiaonian held his forehead, unable to figure it out.

When Wang Zihan heard this, his expression changed, and he said with a slightly strange look in his eyes, "Don't tell me that kid doesn't like women, he likes... men."

Wang Xiaonian almost spat out the wine he just drank, and said in a little surprise, "How did you guess that."

Wang Zihan shrugged his shoulders and twitched his lips, "What's the problem, that kid really likes men, right?"

"I can still joke about this." Wang Xiaonian said with a sideways glance at Wang Zihan.

The author has something to say:

Don't doubt, it's still the manuscript box gentleman: these are all posted on the same day after the update.The arrogant computer gentleman is really hard to serve.

Come on, guys, bookmark and click, every small step of you is a big step for me, don't pity me because I am an eggplant, because I have been upgraded to a carrot. (⊙v⊙) Hmm.