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"Lion, sometimes I really envy you."

Xi Shilan leaned tiredly on the sofa, his eyes were red and he looked at Xi Shizi with a wry smile, his eyes were so complicated that it was impossible to guess what he was thinking.

"Brother." Xi Shizi called softly, but didn't know what to say.

Xi Shizi pursed her lips and frowned, she realized that she shouldn't say anything.

You can't ask Xi Shilan why he is sad and decadent, you can't comfort him, you can't do anything.

Xi Shizi was not used to such a sense of powerlessness.

Xi Shilan was obviously used to Xi Shizi's silence, and he didn't care that Xi Shizi wasn't listening anymore.

He closed his eyes and shook his head wryly.

"You know, before you were born, when you were still in your mother's womb. My mother often told me that you are going to have a younger sister soon. When your younger sister is born, you must protect her and do A knight who protects a princess."

"Later you were born, such a small ball of pink meat, beautiful and cute. At that time, I watched you by the cradle every day, and brought you a little crown. I wanted to wait for you to grow up soon. Big, you can rely on me, you can follow me and call me brother."

"You have grown up, beautiful and precious, just like a real little princess. But you are a little different from what I imagined, you don't like to talk, you don't like to follow me, you are obviously a cute meatball, but you always like to board You put on a face and don't talk to me. Even so, I still love you, because you are the little princess I grew up with, my own sister."

Xi Shilan lit another cigarette while talking, he took a deep breath, then slowly exhaled the smoke, leaned on the pillow, looked up at the ceiling, looked at the smoke floating in front of him, and continued talking.

"Yes, I obviously love you, but I don't know when I started to envy you slowly. My parents will always regard you as the most precious person in the world, and they love you infinitely no matter what. Whatever you do, they support you."

"Unlike me, even if I do the best, it's just a few compliments and some small gifts. Dad never looked at me with such doting eyes, and mom never spoke to me so softly. .I have felt since I was a child that my parents seem to prefer you so much that they have forgotten me."

Speaking of this, Xi Shilan's expression was a little helpless and helpless, and his deep voice seemed to be trembling a little.

He grinned stiffly and smiled at the corner of his lips: "Isn't it ridiculous to think so, it's very narrow."

Xi Shizi still didn't say a word, she stood by the sofa, and looked at Xi Shilan who was leaning on the sofa and talking seriously with deep and dark eyes, she didn't interrupt, didn't comfort, just listened seriously.

"Sometimes I feel ashamed that I'm actually jealous of my own sister. I despise myself, love you, and hate you at the same time. It's so contradictory and shameless."

The light in the living room flickered and then dimmed a lot to match Xi Shilan's state of mind.

The smoke lingering on the ceiling became more hazy, making people feel a little dizzy.

Xi Shilan's facial features are actually very similar to Xi Shizi's, but the outline is more defined and more heroic.

"Later, as I grew up, I understood more and more. In fact, my parents also love me, but they have different expectations for us as brothers and sisters, so they treat us differently."

"Lion, in fact, even if my parents prefer you, I won't care, really. But why, why even she loves you." Xi Shilan looked at the ceiling with empty eyes, expressionless Muttered, as if feeling the coldness, curled up his body.

Xi Shizi shuddered, and finally changed her expression. She bit her lips hard and turned her eyes away.She suddenly felt a little scared, and turned her toes towards the door.

It's a physical act of resistance and wanting to leave.

Xi Shilan gasped twice, as if he was controlling his tone, he clenched his fists tightly, and his facial expression became a little distorted due to the enduring pain.

"I know I can't blame you, but I just can't control myself. I love her and hate that she doesn't love me. I love you and hate that you let her fall in love with you. I try my best to be considerate, and I spend more time with her. But every time she looks at me, I always feel that she is actually thinking about you. Every time she talks about you, I feel so jealous that I am going crazy. This is wrong, I know, but I can't control myself How can I be jealous of you, how can I hate you, you are my sister, you are my favorite sister."

Xi Shizi felt that this was probably the first time she felt guilty, even though she had done nothing wrong.

That feeling of sadness and shame made her feel very disgusted.

Xi Shilan lowered his head slowly, and he looked at Xi Shizi standing in front of him.

On the face of his younger sister who had always been indifferent, he saw a look of pain, and even those cold eyes seemed to glisten under the dim light.

Is she going to cry?

Xi Shilan froze for a moment, as if he had suddenly woken up, he stood up a little helplessly.

This tall man was still in pain and decadence just now, but now the expression on his face has become a little panic and astonishment.

The wide and somewhat rough palm stroked Xi Shizi's face hesitantly and tremblingly.

This is probably the first time Xi Shilan has been so close to Xi Shizi since she grew up.

Xi Shilan looked at Xi Shizi with tears in his eyes in a panic. He bent down clumsily and gently stroked Xi Shizi's face, comforting him softly.

"Lion, don't cry. I don't blame you, I really don't blame you, I just...I just can't control my emotions, you...don't cry, brother apologizes to you, don't cry .”

"Brother, I didn't cry."

Xi Shizi, who hated being touched by others, didn't dodge Xi Shilan's hand, she said calmly that she didn't cry.

The chin lifted slightly, but the corners of the mouth curled down in aggrieved way.

The bewildered Xi Shilan was stunned again, then her body trembled, and with a cheerful poof, she laughed heartily.

The handsome face was still tired, but it was different from the sadness just now.This usually gentle and refined man brightened up again, and he looked at Xi Shizi dotingly and helplessly.

"You, you didn't have many expressions when you were young, but every time you feel wronged and sad, it's this expression. Don't I know you yet? We came out of the same belly."

With such a smile, it seemed that all the embarrassment and pain just now disintegrated in an instant.

It was so magical and dramatic that even the overhead lights were turned on again.

"Hmph, don't think you understand me." Xi Shizi pointed her chin at Xi Shilan, her face was expressionless, but the corners of her lips were raised happily.

There were no fierce quarrels, no brother-sister enmity, so the embarrassing and entangled things seemed to dissipate just like that.

So inexplicable, so warm and beautiful.

"Brother, what should we do now?"

"What can we do? Let's figure it out." Xi Shilan let out a heavy sigh of relief, and spread his hands helplessly.

That warm breath with a strong smell of smoke just sprayed on Xi Shizi's face.

Xi Shizi held her breath and quickly took two steps back, frowning expressionlessly.

"Brother, go and brush your teeth first."

Xi Shizi's complaints did not embarrass Xi Shilan, he straightened his back and his eyes lit up.

He said confidently, "I'm going to try again."

"Try what?" Xi Shizi asked.

"Try to make her fall in love with me again, and then forget about you completely. No matter what I say, he is also a young, rich, handsome and gentle man, and he is also the father of the child in her womb."

"What if it doesn't work." Xi Shizi raised the corners of her lips.

"Huh?" Xi Shilan folded his hands behind his back and narrowed his eyes dangerously.

"You don't like your brother that much."

"Appropriate questioning can make you progress and grow." Xi Shizi blinked.

Xi Shilan snorted coldly, stretched out his hand and patted Xi Shizi's shoulder like a threat: "You don't want to go home from now on, go play with your girlfriend. Don't waver in front of us, once you come back Let me give up all my previous efforts, before the revolution succeeds, if you dare to come back, I will not forgive you like today, and then don’t blame me for being cruel and brother and sister.”

"Brother, do you know?" Xi Shizi was not surprised, but she still expressed her surprise symbolically.

"I said it all, we came out of the same stomach, I don't know you yet." Xi Shilan raised her brows confidently, and her appearance was exactly the same as that of Xi Shizi when she was proud.

"Brother, thank you." Xi Shizi looked at Xi Shilan seriously, then took a step forward, opened her arms and hugged Xi Shilan actively for the first time.

Xi Shilan hugged Xi Shizi back, stretched out his hand to gently stroke Xi Shizi's hair, and whispered in Xi Shizi's ear.

"Lion, I just want you to be happy. I have always felt that you are different since I was a child. You are always so special and brave. My brother doesn't care if you are with a man or a woman. You just have to believe, as before, If someone dares to bully and laugh at you, I will definitely make them regret it."

"Brother" Xi Shizi called softly in Xi Shilan's arms, and the ending sound had a little bit of a little girl's coquettishness.

Xi Shilan shook her body, quickly pushed Xi Shizi away, and looked at Xi Shizi with disgust and complicated eyes.

"Don't be like this, lion, I feel goose bumps when you are like this."

"Very good." Xi Shizi's expression froze, and she returned to her cool look. She glanced at Xi Shilan, turned around and was about to leave.

Xi Shilan stood behind Xi Shizi, watching Xi Shizi go upstairs.

He exhaled and looked around, smelling the strong smell of smoke in the living room.

Really, why is it immature like a child, who would drink and smoke to relieve his sorrow when he was injured.

Smiling helplessly, Xi Shilan walked to the balcony, opened the door, let fresh air pour in, and dispel the smell of cigarettes in the living room.

As soon as Xi Shizi walked into the stairs, she was suddenly grabbed by a hand, and then hugged into a soft and fragrant embrace.

Without any hesitation or astonishment, Xi Shizi reached out and hugged her back.

She had been familiar with the smell of this person for a long time and couldn't be more familiar with it.