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The wind on the mountainside is not strong, and there are faint sounds of excited children playing not far away. It seems that some guests are taking their children to play around.

Xi Shizi didn't speak, she just turned her head to glance occasionally, and kept silently looking at Su Fengqin in the distance.

The person standing side by side with her has a delicate and beautiful face, just like the perfect work carved out by a skilled sculptor.The eyebrows are slightly raised, soft and heroic, and those eyes are as clear as a cold spring in winter, under the tenderness of the eyes, there is a touch of indifference.

It may seem that Xi Shizi's appearance is more condensed and indifferent, but in comparison, Su Fengqin's gentleness that always smiles politely is really cold.

Xi Shizi felt as if she was waiting for Su Fengqin to say something to her, but it didn't seem to be the case.

"The lion still remembers Zhen Lusheng, you have seen her a few times, that woman who always wears a cheongsam." Su Fengqin's voice drifted into his ears faintly following the wind.

Su Fengqin seemed to be about to say something to herself, Xi Shizi pursed her lips, but felt a little dull, an indescribable feeling, neither sad nor happy, she bowed her head and said, "I remember."

How could Xi Shizi not remember that beautiful and noble but aggressive woman.Although she only met a few times and didn't say a few words, Xi Shizi was very impressed with her. She always felt that Zhen Lusheng was like a lazy and cunning fox, always teasing people secretly.Although young and beautiful, rich and powerful, Xi Shizi didn't like her, she was too gloomy, Su Fengqin didn't like her very much the first time he saw her.

"I used to like her very much...I liked her very much." Su Fengqin's voice was flat, as if he was talking about something that had nothing to do with him.

Xi Shizi's heart skipped a beat, and there was a sour feeling being held in her chest, making her uncomfortable.She vaguely felt that this feeling should be jealous, because this was the first time she had heard Su Fengqin say that she liked him, but that person was Zhen Lusheng.

"I probably met her when I was a freshman, and it has been about eight years now. If I hadn't met her back then, maybe I would have stayed with the lion by the teacher's side. I don't know if that was the case. , what will happen." Su Fengqin said this, when Zhen Lusheng was mentioned, the mocking smile on the corner of his mouth suddenly became a little soft.

Xi Shizi pondered for a while before opening her mouth: "At that time, even if we met in school, I guess I would still like Senior Sister."

"Why?" Su Fengqin asked.

"Because Senior Sister is beautiful." Xi Shizi replied honestly.

"There are many girls who are prettier than me and younger than me in school." Su Fengqin frowned slightly, and taking advantage of the high heels, looked at Xi Shizi with a half-smile.

"The school chooses the school flower every year, and those who are selected will be complained that you are not as beautiful as senior sister. At that time of the year, many freshmen who have never seen the senior sister will be very curious about the senior sister. Although the senior sister has left the school, there are still many people. Remember senior sister." Xi Shizi said, this was the campus gossip she had paid attention to when she was in school.

Su Fengqin was stunned, lowered her head and said nothing, she only knew that her reputation at her alma mater was very bad, and probably no one liked her.After all, a person who has been rumored to be someone else's mistress and climbed up step by step, how can anyone respect him?

Xi Shizi looked at Su Fengqin's face of bowing his head and smiling helplessly in silence, and bit his lower lip hesitantly. Since Su Fengqin took the initiative to mention Zhen Lusheng, she followed the conversation and asked seriously: "Senior sister and Miss Zhen?" How did you know each other?"

"How did I know her?" Su Fengqin was taken aback, then repeated it softly with his head down, with a somewhat complicated expression on his face.

Su Fengqin bowed his head and remained silent for a long time. His thin body stood upright in the breeze, and the hair on his forehead was blown up by the wind.

Xi Shizi just looked at her seriously, waiting for her answer.But after waiting for a long time, Su Fengqin didn't say a word. A trace of disappointment flashed in Xi Shizi's eyes, but her face was expressionless. She said flatly, "If senior sister doesn't want to say it, then forget it."

There are some things that should be waited until the senior is willing to tell her. Even if she gets the answer after questioning and satisfies her curiosity, it will not make her feel naturally relaxed.

"It's not that I don't want to." Su Fengqin raised her head and looked at Xi Shizi fiercely, with a blurred expression on her fair face and a little daze in her eyes, she said hesitantly, "I just don't know what to say."

"Then let's not talk about it." Looking at Su Fengqin's dazed look, Xi Shizi secretly sighed.

The scenery on the mountain is really beautiful, especially the clean air, which seems to make the body relaxed, which is completely different from the feeling in the city.

Although there are tall buildings in the city, they are more like a huge cage made of reinforced concrete. Everyone lives in that cage. Sometimes the sky when they look up is blocked by the building. Feel.

Xi Shizi looked at the large forest sea in the distance, and took a deep breath. Maybe people are so greedy. In the bustling city, they envy the leisure in the mountains and forests.But when I got to the mountains and forests, I felt dull and began to miss the noisy neon lights in the city.

It's like she said that she doesn't need to know about Su Fengqin, she just likes her, but now, she wants to know everything about her, isn't it a kind of greed.

While Xi Shizi was looking into the distance and was silent, Su Fengqin's indifferent voice came from beside him.

"When I was in college, I had no one to support me. Although there was a scholarship, the tuition fee was waived, but the later tuition and living expenses had to be earned by myself. So at that time, almost all the free time was spent on part-time jobs, going to several places a day At that time, it was normal to sleep only three hours a day."

Xi Shizi turned her head to look at Su Fengqin. Although Su Fengqin said it lightly, she could hear the helplessness and sadness in it. Although she had a part-time job when she was in college, it was just to experience life. She never worked for food and life. Work hard.

Xi Shizi opened her lips slightly, but she still suppressed the question mark in her heart when she saw Su Fengqin fell into the indifferent and somewhat numb look in her memory.

"I know what you want to ask, where is my family?" Su Fengqin didn't look at Xi Shizi, but looked down at a small grass with twisted roots trying to grow beside a small stone at his feet.

Xi Shizi had heard many versions about Su Fengqin's family background.Some people said that Su Fengqin was born in a very poor mountain village and finally got out of the mountain village with excellent grades. Others said that Su Fengqin's family background was good, but she broke with her family because of rebellion, so she never mentioned her family.

Xi Shizi didn't know whether those rumors were true or not, but she knew that Su Fengqin's family must not be happy, because she had never heard Su Fengqin mention her family.

"I'm an orphan, an orphan who was lucky enough to be adopted when I was four years old." Su Fengqin said this, with the same expression on his face, and even the slightest emotion in his voice.

Xi Shizi's pupils dilated slightly, senior sister...is she an orphan?

"Probably because my memory is too good. Although I was only four years old, I still remembered the appearance of the orphanage I stayed in. It was a small, dilapidated house filled with many, many children, many of whom were disabled, and most of them were thin. I'm an introvert, and I'm one of them."

"The children in the house are very thin, because sometimes they don't have enough to eat, and not many people come to see them. They can only roll in the dirt, envious of the children outside the house." Su Fengqin said coldly, while using His fingers drew a few strokes in the air, as if they were drawing the outline of the house.

"When I was five years old, I met a couple who adopted me, an ordinary rural teacher and a peasant woman who took care of me at home. Because they had no children, I was probably the cleanest child in the house at that time, so I was lucky to be adopted They adopted."

Xi Shizi's gaze slowly fell on Su Fengqin's raised hand in mid-air, watching her fingertips flick across the air.In her mind, there seemed to be a picture of a girl in a clean old skirt curled up in a dark corner of a dilapidated orphanage.

The girl was thin and quiet. She hugged herself quietly in a corner, her small head buried in her arms.Then she raised her head slowly. At that time, Xiao Su Fengqin looked beautiful and sad, but her eyes were full of maturity and stubbornness that did not match her age, as if tears were shining all the time.

"Senior sister, stop talking, let's go back." Xi Shizi suddenly reached out and grabbed Xi Shizi's finger that was lightly sketching in mid-air, her chest heaved.

She didn't want to hear it anymore, she could guess why Su Fengqin refused to mention his past.Perhaps Su Fengqin shouldn't be allowed to recall that past again.

The cold hand in the wind slowly held Xi Shizi's warm palm, Su Fengqin looked into the distance, his eyes were calm and indifferent, but it seemed that he didn't hear Xi Shizi's words, and continued to recall.

"That couple was very nice to me at the beginning, and it was probably the happiest time of my life, but a year after they adopted me, they suddenly had a child of their own, and everything changed from then on." Su Fengqin laughed at himself.

"After all, I am not their own child. They adopted me only because they had no children. When they had their own children, they even looked at me slowly. There is no love, only impatience and Annoyed, no matter how obedient and sensible I am, to them, I am an unrelated burden, and they want to get rid of it, but because of face, they can only reluctantly keep it."

"Sister." Xi Shizi held Su Fengqin's cold hand tightly, she knew that Su Fengqin would not stop, she knew that Su Fengqin would tell herself everything, but now she didn't want to listen at all.

"I can accept the obvious disgust, but they are not. When outsiders are around, they pretend to love me. But as soon as the people leave, they will take back the toys that were given to me before and give them back. This is what makes me never want to forgive. If I don’t like it, I don’t like it. Why should I do this? It keeps me hopeful that they will really love me again.” In Su Fengqin’s indifferent eyes, finally A trace of injury was revealed, but there was no loathing or hatred, and the hazy mist in those bright eyes slowly rose.

The laughter of the children in the distance still came clearly, happy and happy.

"Although they don't love me, they still support me. But after my college entrance examination, something happened, which completely exposed such a hypocritical illusion."

Xi Shizi's heart suddenly jumped wildly, and she faintly felt a little uneasy and panicked.

Su Fengqin's eyes suddenly became sharp, full of cold disgust, her breathing became a little messy, and her body began to tremble slightly, as if recalling something that made her extremely disgusted: "After returning from the college entrance examination, I suddenly found that their The naughty baby son actually sneaked by the door to peep while I was taking a shower. I knew that even if I told them about such a thing, they would not believe me, so I had to be careful. But I didn't expect, He would pry open my door in the middle of the night."

Su Fengqin took two breaths and her body trembled even more. She bit her lips tightly and closed her eyes in pain.Holding Xi Shizi's hand, it was as if he wanted to crush Xi Shizi's hand, the strength was astonishing.

The pain in her hand didn't even make Xi Shizi frown. All her energy and attention were on Su Fengqin at this moment. Her pain, her anger and unwillingness all made her feel distressed and powerless, her chest seemed to be pressed A huge stone, the pain is severe, but more, it is the heartache for Su Fengqin.

"Although nothing happened in the end, they were alarmed. They really didn't believe me. They looked at me angrily and disgustedly, accused me of shamelessly seducing their son, and scolded me with the most vicious words. That's right, their precious son is only 12 years old, how could he want to molest others, of course he would only do it if I seduced him." Su Fengqin closed his eyes wearily, the tears in her eyes were almost unable to hold.

"Senior sister." Xi Shizi shook off Su Fengqin's hand, and hugged Su Fengqin forcefully into her arms. She hugged Su Fengqin tightly, and whispered in her ear gently and helplessly: "Senior sister, everyone It's their fault, you didn't do anything, it's all their fault, they're all bastards, you'll never see them again. It's over, now we're all fine, no one loves you , I love you, I love you very much, more than all the people who love you in this world combined."

"Fool, I know." A cold hand slowly climbed up Xi Shizi's back, tightly grasping her collar.With a smile on Su Fengqin's face, he responded to Xi Shizi's hug, and the tears kept shining in his eyes, but they never fell.