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It's already autumn, the weather is a bit cool, the wind on the street is strong and there are not many pedestrians on the road, Xi Shizi leans against the street lamp, the dim light shines on her face, adding a bit of warmth inexplicably.

"Tell me honestly, what is your relationship with Su Fengqin?" Xu Qingxi stood opposite Xi Shizi, because she was half a head shorter than Xi Shizi, in order to see Xi Shizi's eyes clearly, she raised her head and frowned. Mei looked at Xi Shizi seriously, as if she would not give up until she got an answer.

"Didn't you say it, friend." Xi Shizi looked at Xu Qingxi expressionlessly, with a calm tone.

"Friends? I don't believe that you are just friends. The way Su Fengqin looks at you, and the way you look at her, is very strange." Xu Qingxi frowned deeper, with memories and worries on his face.She tried hard to think back to Su Fengqin's gentle and excessive eyes on Xi Shizi during dinner, it was definitely not the eyes of an ordinary friend.

"Don't think about it, she is a friend and a senior." Xi Shizi was a little disapproving, she thought her relationship with Su Fengqin was normal.

"You don't come here, my intuition is very accurate, don't you think that you pay too much attention to Su Fengqin? And you even served her food, you said I have known you for so long, how many times have I eaten with you, you I've never brought food to me." Xu Qingxi wrinkled her nose, and her tone was a little jealous.

Xi Shizi sighed softly, pursed her lips, and said with a bit of helplessness: "She has a very serious stomach problem, sometimes she often skips meals, or eats very little, and she can eat the dishes I picked up. "

"So, why did she eat all the food you picked up? Can you be more sensitive? Isn't it obvious?" Xu Qingxi seemed anxious, annoyed at Xi Shizi's stupidity, and stamped her feet anxiously while talking.

"Because Senior Sister is very polite." Xi Shizi stretched out her fingertips and picked a few strands of hair that were hanging down to her collarbone, still looking as if she didn't want to get in.

"You..." Xu Qingxi bit her lip and glared at Xi Shizi: "In short, you'd better stay away from Su Fengqin in the future, don't get so close, just care appropriately, don't be too much."

"I don't." Xi Shizi pursed her lips, her dark and shiny eyes showed a bit of stubbornness under the light yellow light.

Xu Qingxi raised her hand angrily and wanted to poke Xi Shizi's head, but when she saw her move away slightly, she put down her hand helplessly, let out a light breath, and said in a somewhat heavy tone: "Lion, if you think she is Ordinary friends are the best, but if you notice that you have any strange feelings for her, it is best to leave her. The relationship between women and women is too complicated and too difficult. If you can get away, it is best to take advantage of it. Get out when the relationship is not deep."

Xi Shizi looked at Xu Qingxi suspiciously, a little puzzled: "Why do you say that, don't you have a girlfriend? Do you think the relationship between you and her should be avoided, should you get away?"

Xu Qingxi was stunned, and after a long silence, he lowered his head, and said in a dull tone, "She and I are just taking what we need, we can't talk about any relationship."

"Really." Xi Shizi glanced at Xu Qingxi lightly.

"Anyway, you believe what I said, there are certain roads that cannot be walked. Once you leave, you will never be able to recover, and you will never turn back. Some are just endless pain." Xu Qingxi's eyes widened and threatened Xi Shizi, and his heart was secretly a little anxious.

"This is wrong." Xi Shizi frowned suddenly and spit out a few words softly, which made Xu Qingxi a little confused.

"What's wrong." Xu Qingxi frowned and asked in confusion.

"You are wrong. Since you have no feelings, why do you want to be with your girlfriend, just to satisfy desire and fill the loneliness? You don't love her, but you are with her, this is wrong. If it is because of love Together, this kind of relationship should be respected, even women and women, men and men, should be respected as well." Xi Shizi pursed her lips tightly, and looked at Xu Qingxi with some dissatisfaction.

Xi Shizi never liked Xu Qingxi's attitude towards feelings.

"But how many people would be willing to respect such a relationship, Lion, you are thinking too naively. If, I mean, if you really fell in love with Su Fengqin, do you think your parents and brother will agree to you being together? What kind of eyes do you think others will look at you. You can't hold hands and kiss on the street openly, you can't get married in church, how much public opinion you have to bear." Xu Qingxi's voice trembled, she clenched her fists tightly, There is pain and struggle hidden in the eyes.

"So you have to suppress your feelings? For the sake of others' eyes, the human soul and nature are free, and human happiness never needs the approval of others." Xi Shizi's tone was indifferent, but his eyes radiated a determined light.

Xu Qingxi clenched her lips, turned her head in embarrassment, and said in a hoarse voice after a while: "Lion, you are too simple and too confident."

"Actually, you're not that kind of person, right? You're not a person who plays with feelings and doesn't believe in feelings. I can see it in your eyes, but why did you become like this?" Xi Shizi's eyes were clear and deep, with He looked at Xu Qingxi inquiringly.

"You are mistaken, I am a person who likes to play with emotions." Xu Qingxi's voice was tired and cold, and she kept looking at the ground.

It was the first time Xi Shizi saw Xu Qingxi like this, he was indifferent and stubborn.

"You are not." Xi Shizi said softly.

"I am." Xu Qingxi retorted loudly, with tears in his eyes when he raised his head.

Xi Shizi's eyes dimmed a little, and she looked at Xu Qingxi fixedly.There are some things that Xu Qingxi doesn't want to tell her, it doesn't mean she didn't realize it, she is not sad about Xu Qingxi's tone and attitude towards her now, she is just a little disappointed, because there are some things, Xu Qingxi will never tell her, no matter how she treats Xi Shizi how nice.

"I'm not qualified to teach you feelings, Lion, but I'm doing it for your own good. You believe me. Anyway, think about it carefully. I'm tired. I'm going back to rest first." After falling, Xu Qingxi took a deep breath, raised his head, and forced back the tears in his eyes.

Xu Qingxi staggered a little, Xi Shizi wanted to step forward to support her, but she avoided it, stopped a taxi by the side of the road, and left quickly.

Xi Shizi leaned against the street lamp, closed her eyes, why Xu Qingxi was so sensitive to her and Su Fengqin, and why Xu Qingxi was always so careless about her relationship, she didn't understand.

This was probably the first time Xi Shizi became curious about Xu Qingxi's past.

The smell of cigarettes in the corridor was very strong, Xu Qingxi walked out of the elevator exhausted, and the first thing she saw was Shi Baihe leaning against the door of her house, holding a cigarette between her hands and smoking with her head down.

Shi Baihe didn't have any makeup on, her face was unexpectedly delicate and gentle.Gently exhaling a puff of smoke, Shi Baihe squinted his eyes, raised the cigarette in his hand, and said in a casual tone, "Yo, I'm finally back."

"What are you doing here?" Xu Qingxi frowned, his face was stiff, and his tone was cold.

Shi Baihe was stunned, looking at the suddenly alienated and indifferent person in front of her, she lowered her head and snuffed out the cigarette in her hand, and smiled softly with a bit of complaint: "Wait for you, who told you not to give me the key."

"Don't come to me in the future." Xu Qingxi walked past Shi Baihe with her bag in her hand, lowered her head without looking at her, and took out her key to open the door.

"What do you mean?" Shi Baihe crushed the remaining half of the cigarette in her hand.

"Literally." Xu Qingxi opened the door and walked in, without the slightest intention of letting Shi Baihe in, and was just about to close the door.

"Why." Shi Baihe supported the door that was about to close, fixed her eyes on Xu Qingxi, her tone trembling.

Xu Qingxi closed his eyes wearily, and said indifferently: "There is no reason, I am tired."

Shi Baihe was stunned, opened her lips slightly, then lowered her head and smiled softly, repeating Xu Qingxi's words: "You are tired."

"Yes, I'm tired, don't come to me anymore, just leave it like this." Xu Qingxi pushed Shi Baihe's hand holding the door away, unexpectedly without much effort.

The door in front of him was slammed shut, blocking the cold and chilling face of the man.

Shi Baihe didn't leave, just smiled, then leaned weakly to the side, shaking her head while taking out a pack of cigarettes that was about to run out from her pocket.

The hand holding the lighter was shaking all the time, but I couldn't light the cigarette no matter what.Shi Baihe patted her trembling right hand amusedly, and said with a low laugh, "No prospect."

In the dark room with no lights turned on, the bag and high-heeled shoes were casually thrown aside, and two door keys fell out of the bag. It can be seen that one of them is brand new, as if it has just been matched.

Xu Qingxi sat on the cold floor with messy hair, and buried her head between her knees.

Why are you so stubborn? Is the lesson not enough?Xu Qingxi moved, stretched out his hand to hold the new key that fell on the ground, and held it firmly.

It's extremely cold today.

Xi Shizi's faint questioning voice seemed to be still ringing in her ears: "But why did you become like this?"

why.

Xu Qingxi sat on the cold floor, hugged herself tightly, and seemed to have fallen asleep in a daze.

The woman's moans and the man's low gasps kept ringing in my ears over and over again, lingering and devoted.

"Did you hear that? Only men's things can make her happy. A pervert like you should get away." The man's contemptuous and vicious voice sounded like an echo in the empty room.

"Qingxi, did you hear that? I'm getting married soon, don't pester me anymore, it's disgusting." The woman's voice was still laziness after joy, and her tone was gentle and disdainful.

"A pervert like you, get away." The man's voice and the woman's voice were intertwined, resounding in my ears repeatedly, as if it was a hell that could never escape.

"Don't say it, please, don't say it, don't say it." With a trembling cry, Xu Qingxi sobbed and shook his head in his dream, tears from the corners of his eyes slowly falling down without stopping.