you are my little world

The ibo training took longer than the self-recruitment interview. After the interview, Nomi Yao returned early with the rest of the team. After all, he still had the last three months to fight.It's just that in the first week after returning to school, he used to look in the door every time he passed by the door of class 3. Now he can only see an empty seat and can't contact Xia Yihang. He just feels panicked.

When Xia Yihang was gone, Nuomi Yao finally noticed the beautiful repeat student sitting next to him.I don't know if it's because she has studied undergraduate for a while, but this girl looks more mature than other girls, with big wavy hair and light makeup on her face.

Just when he accidentally stared blankly between classes, he was slapped on the back suddenly, and when he turned his head, Li Cangyuan was looking him up and down, and asked, "You don't like Lu Yaxu too, do you?"

Nuomi Yao imitated Xia Yihang's calm face and replied: "No, I only found out her name today."

Li Cangyuan glanced at the door reluctantly, and sighed, "We'd better get ready and go back to class."

After doing the job of renovating the light tube together, Nuomiyao has a pretty good relationship with this technical nerd. This person usually doesn't talk much. Compared with studying, he seems to be interested in tinkering with household appliances and studying ancient and modern Chinese and foreign Philosophy was more of an interest, which made him a rather special but somewhat out-of-the-ordinary figure in the class.

However, Nuo Miyao liked to ask him about Plato, Aristotle and Cicero. The more he knew, the more he felt that this man knew a lot.But I don't know if Li Cangyuan is too involved in his personal world. Every time Nuomiyao sees him, he feels that his eyes are weird, as if he has emptied himself into another dimension.

Since knowing that he likes Lu Yaxu's model, Nuomi Yao started to notice Xia Yihang's eyes frequently in the gate of class 22, and his degree of husband-watching stone is even worse than her own.It's a pity that King Xiang has a dream and a goddess, but Lu Yaxu didn't realize it at all.

On the day when Xia Yihang returned to school, Nuomi escaped the radio gymnastics between classes and kissed him ** in a remote stairwell, suddenly thought of this question, and asked him: "Do you know Lu Yaxu?" How much, does she have a boyfriend?"

Xia Yihang was dissatisfied, "It's been so long since we met, and you just said this to me? You haven't praised me this time."

Nomi laughed.At the end of the training camp yesterday, Xia Yihang told him that he had been selected as a 7-man list to go to Singapore to participate in the 23rd ibo in July, which was really not easy.Nuomiyao praised him severely on the phone at that time, but he didn't expect this person to be so childish and demanded to praise him face to face.

Nuomiyao naturally satisfied him with everything: "Then let me praise you again, our Xia Yihang is the smartest, and he will definitely win the international gold medal!"

To say that Xia Yihang is not the same as ordinary academic masters, generally speaking, those who have studied well will feel a lot of pressure when they hear others praise themselves without restraint, and they have to rush to humble themselves.But Xia Yihang didn't agree, when others praised him, he would politely say thank you; when Nuomi praised him, he would show a faint smile, and then kiss his forehead as a reward.

"I will always be this good."

At that time, Nuomiyao hadn't seen Xia Yihang's inner fragility behind such words, so he just giggled a few times, hooked his shoulders, and said, "I'm telling you the truth, I think Li Cangyuan's state is a bit wrong , His grades have recently dropped to the point where he even has problems on the main line. The teachers are very anxious. He likes Lu Yaxu, and anyone with a discerning eye can see it. I was thinking that there is no way for him to hold back like this. He has to find someone The only way to relieve it is."

Xia Yihang stared at him: "I also want a way to relieve myself."

Nomi is speechless, return me to Xia Xueba, who is pure, innocent and ignorant of world affairs.He only now knows how important it is to be exposed to dirty culture since he was a child. A simple child like Xia Yihang who had no brothers to discuss jokes before and only read "News Network", geographical magazines, and game magazines. One can't help himself.

"Brother, the scull is gone. Anyway, please help me pay attention, I must know how his love life is now, so that Li Cang won't be troubled in vain."

Nuomiyao thought, Li Cangyuan hasn't had anything with Lu Yaxu at all, if he has someone he likes, let him die early, it can be regarded as a timely stop loss, and there are more than 100 days left for the college entrance examination, why? Say you have to fight one last time, right?

But he didn't expect that before Xia Yihang, who said righteously, "I'm not interested in other people's affairs", heard about Lu Yaxu, something happened to Li Cangyuan.

He didn't come to class for three consecutive days. When Nuomi Yao couldn't help asking the teacher for his address and went to visit his home, Li Cangyuan finally came to the school with a sleepy look, with terrible strangle marks on his neck.

Nuomi Yao was terrified and pulled him out to talk while get out of class was over.

"Brother, don't be too hard on yourself. The college entrance examination is about to take place in less than three months. Anyway, let's pass this matter first, and then talk about emotional matters, okay?"

"It's not about feelings." Li Cangyuan waved his hands, leaned against the jasmine flower table in the corridor, and said melancholy: "I really like her, but it's just like looking at flowers in the fog, separated from a distance. Like is It's one thing, but it doesn't seem to have anything to do with her, and it doesn't even have anything to do with myself... I just think it's boring to live."

Nomi was shocked.He knew about depression, and it was the first time he saw people around him really showing such symptoms.He felt an indescribable discomfort, "Hey, you say that... I don't know how to help you. If only there was something I could do."

Li Cangyuan suddenly laughed, "I said Nuomi, you may not have noticed, but you are actually the person who helped me the most. If you didn't come to chat with me from time to time, I'm afraid I would have lost my mind."

"Really?" Nuomi Yao was both surprised and delighted, "It seems that I will still have to talk to you about philosophical issues often in the future. Oh no, it's better not to mention philosophy, lest you get into a dead end."

Li Cangyuan was originally laughing, but when he saw the person behind Nuo Miyao, his laughter suddenly stopped.

"Xia Yihang."

Nomi turned her head guiltily.It's strange to say that he used to play football with his friends and never felt anything wrong, but since Xia Yihang confessed, he has an inexplicable sense of responsibility, whenever he gets a little closer to his friends, he always thinks whether he is sorry Xia Yihang.This is definitely not normal!

"I heard about you." Xia Yihang said to Li Cangyuan calmly.The strangle marks on his neck were so horrific that, although the teachers didn't publicize them, a rumor gradually spread that a student in the top liberal arts class had hanged himself because of too much stress.

"How old are you, and you feel that life is meaningless? If it were me, I would save my life to discover things that interest me in this world. Even if there is only one thing, it is better than dying uselessly."

Xia Yihang's words were loud and loud, and Nuomiyao was afraid that Li Cangyuan would become overly emotional after hearing this, but the educated people were very calm.

"Xia Yihang, I don't know if you have ever thought about it, if a person who finds life meaningless meets the only thing that interests him, what will happen to him after losing it? Of course, I have never gained anything How about losing it?" Li Cangyuan shrugged, pointed in the direction of the classroom, and said, "I think we should go back to class."

Xia Yihang's expression turned cold again, and he left.

This conversation sounded nonsensical to Nuo Miyao. He heard that some lively and cheerful people would become depressed in a short period of time due to some stimulation. He wondered if Li Cangyuan belonged to this type.After all, although he was a bit introverted before, he didn't show any suicidal tendencies.

This matter was simmering in his heart, which made him depressed all the time.Liang Xiaocheng sat behind him and saw that he was not in the right state for the past two days, so he took advantage of the time when there were few people in the classroom and asked him jokingly: "Why, you are not happy when Xia Yihang is back?"

Nuomi shook her head, "No, I was thinking about Li Cangyuan."

Liang Xiaocheng hesitated to speak, "I said Nuomi, you just like to care about others too much. Have you ever thought that maybe a depressed person doesn't need this kind of care, and if you care too much, it will irritate him instead."

"I've heard this too, so I haven't mentioned it in front of him recently. But I just can't control my head." Nuomi Yao said and thumped his head.

Liang Xiaocheng smiled softly, "Did you know? In fact, when I first made friends with you, I discovered that you are a person who grew up soaked in happiness."

Nuomi rolled her eyes, "Are you serious? It's not like you haven't seen my mother before, so you should know how unreliable she is?"

"Hey, you may not know." Liang Xiaocheng looked around the classroom and sighed, "Actually, many people's families are not as loving as your parents, and you also have a sweet little sister. You have an upright character Cheerful, I always feel that happiness in this world is nothing but love, so you always think about how to use love to influence more people around you. Although your father is not your biological father, but to be honest, love is a matter, right? Is it really determined by blood? Some relatives can give everything for the family, but there are also those who destroy the family with their own hands, and people who are not relatives may give everything for you, these are all uncertain."

As he spoke, he mumbled in a low voice: "You know, Cang Yuan and I live in the same dormitory at school. That thing... it happened after he came home on the weekend. Let's talk about it at his house. I can't say anything about it." .You probably have a bottom line, so don’t delve into it any further.”

Nomi Yao nodded with a half-understood understanding.He is not an idiot, not to mention that there is still a hurdle to overcome in the college entrance examination, so he will not be confused.

But after all, this incident left traces in his heart. Later, Nuomi saw many people and things from afar, especially after he really touched Xia Yihang's heart, and then he gradually understood that Liang Xiaocheng's words were the truth.