you are my little world

The faint smell of disinfectant filled the corridor outside the delivery room, and my brother-in-law was frantically stuffing the water, Red Bull, food and clothes he had prepared in advance into his backpack.He originally planned to use this long waiting time to learn parenting knowledge in advance, but because of yesterday's doctor's diagnosis, his eyes were red, and he sat on the chair in a daze.

Nuomi watched this scene silently, and said after a while, "The nurse has already arranged for a doctor from the heart surgery department."

"Yeah." The brother-in-law replied helplessly, covering his face with his hands, and bent his back weakly.

"It's going to be fine. The heart surgery department of this company is very strong." Nuomiyao knew that he was the only one who could maintain his composure at this time. He tried his best to suppress the trembling in his voice, and didn't think about what would happen if one of the children was born badly. What is the situation.

The brother-in-law's eyes were red, but he couldn't speak while pursing his lips.Nuomi looked at his trembling hands, and her mind was suddenly taken out, returning to the scene when she entered the hospital yesterday.When the doctor diagnoses that the fetus is most likely suffering from congenital heart disease, the scene of the younger sister sobbing; the scene of two big men standing around the doctor at a loss, asking clumsily; and... the man who hadn’t seen him in the elevator for ten years.

In the corridor, the midwife could hear loudly "strength, strength", and the father and grandparents who were present as a group kept walking back and forth, making Nomi Yao dazzled so much that he turned his head involuntarily.About four hours later, the midwife came out and said that my sister's amniotic fluid was qualified and she was ready to give birth naturally. The brother-in-law delivered chocolate, fruit and noodle soup according to the agreed plan, and also got a small note from my sister.

The note said her fear of unknown childbirth and her deep attachment to her husband.

Unable to stay in this suffocating space any longer, Nuomi went downstairs to the parking lot, went to sit quietly in the car for a while, and suddenly thought of many things in the past.Thinking about it, he fell asleep so exhausted, and when he woke up, his sister had already reached the most critical stage of giving birth.

"Here we come!" The nurse explained to them with a relieved expression: "Director Liu, who is in charge of Ms. Nuo's baby, has a patient who needs an emergency operation. He can't come for the time being. The baby is about to be born, so..."

As she spoke, she took a step back, "This is Dr. Xia, the deputy chief physician of the Cardiac Surgery Department, who just came from the United States—"

"We know each other." Xia Yihang is still the same as 15 years ago, whether speaking or doing things, he can only hit the straight ball.This inevitably reminds Nomi of the time when they first met.

Embarrassed, Nuomi Yao stretched out her hand to shake him politely, but he avoided it mercilessly.

"Is the person inside your wife?"

The atmosphere was awkward for a moment.The obstetrics and gynecology nurses seem to be the first to meet this popular figure in the hospital. Xia Yihang is well-proportioned and tall, Yan Jun has good skin, and his slender swallow eyes with upturned tails are calm and calm, and he can catch other people's attention at once. Attention should be paid to the topic of cardiac surgery, where there are many older doctors.

But no one told the little nurse how to deal with Dr. Xia's blunt way of speaking.

The brother-in-law hurried forward and introduced himself: "Hello, Doctor Xia, my name is Zhang Tenghui, and I am Nuomi Xiao's husband."

Xia Yihang watched Nuomiyao for five or six seconds before turning his head to discuss the baby's condition with Zhang Tenghui, "One-third to one-half of newborns with congenital heart disease will be in a critical state when they are born, so after a while After the baby is born, a routine electrocardiogram, cardiac color Doppler ultrasound, and chest X-ray should be done first, and a cardiac catheterization may be added depending on the situation. I hope you can be mentally prepared."

Zhang Tenghui nodded hurriedly, and asked him some basic questions, Xia Yihang answered them one by one.

With a loud cry of "Wow", Zhang Tenghui couldn't stop crying with joy.Nuomi Yao finally showed a smile, stepped forward and patted Zhang Tenghui on the shoulder, "Congratulations, you are now a father."

"To each other, you are also an uncle!"

Xia Yihang's eyes were glued to Nuo Miyao's body all the time, as if he didn't know what to avoid, his eyes were deep.Fortunately, Zhang Tenghui didn't notice this. When the baby was pushed out by the trolley, he rushed forward immediately.The obstetrician lifted the quilt in the cart and gave him a quick look.

The new father was in a daze for two seconds, then looked at the doctor suspiciously.

The doctor couldn't laugh or cry, "It's a boy."

"Oh, oh! Son, son, I am your father!"

Before Zhang Tenghui got excited, Xia Yihang went up to take a rough look at the baby's condition, and took him away mercilessly.At this time, the parents couldn't help with anything, and the two big men surrounded the new mother back to the ward in frustration.

After being moved from the gurney to the hospital bed, although Nuomi Xiao was extremely exhausted, she couldn't sleep because she was worried about the baby's safety.

"Originally the doctor said that breastfeeding can be done in half an hour, but now..." Nuomi Xiao helplessly shed tears, sobbing in her husband's arms.Zhang Tenghui tried his best to comfort him, and the nurse next to him also persuaded: "Ms. Nuo, don't worry, our doctor Xia graduated from a top medical school in the United States and has rich clinical experience. We will definitely try our best to treat your baby."

Nuomi Xiao waited eagerly for the baby to come back, and fell asleep for two hours halfway through. Even Zhang Tenghui took a nap, but Nuomi Yao didn't feel sleepy at all.

From my sister's seizure in the afternoon to the birth of the baby, and now it's all white.Nuomiyao called the academic affairs to ask for leave, and asked the teaching assistant to inform the students in the class that the morning class was cancelled, and then went to the hospital gate to pick up the confinement lady who was invited by her sister, and bought some breakfast.

After finishing this series of things and returning to the ward, he saw his sister's strange expression as soon as he entered the door.Nuomi Yao didn't respond to her gaze, and stood at the door quietly listening to Xia Yihang's talk about the baby.The baby's illness was initially judged to be a transitional endocardial cushion defect, and surgery can be performed at about 6 months.

"The earlier the child is treated, the better the postoperative effect will be, but the doctor's requirements will be higher. I suggest that you arrange Director Liu's operation. He has done many cases of this kind and has experience."

Nuomi Xiao nodded hurriedly, after Xia Yihang finished speaking, he put his hand in the pocket of his white coat, turned around and stared at Nuomi Yao for a few seconds, and then walked out slowly.

Nuomi Xiao started breastfeeding over there, and Nuomi Yao naturally wanted to go out to avoid it.He vaguely heard Nomi Xiao talking to his brother-in-law at the door——

"Xiaoxiao, let's take the baby to some hospitals for examination. I read on the Internet that the congenital heart disease of this kind of baby may not be checked accurately, and the baby's heart is tender, so the risk of surgery is high. We should refer to it carefully before deciding where to do it. .”

Nuomi Xiao was silent for a while, then sighed: "The heart of this family is the country's key, and..." She paused, suppressing the trembling in her voice, and said, "Okay, let's check a few more houses. "

Zhang Tenghui comforted in a gentle voice: "Okay, let's talk about the relationship again. The doctor just now was too young and seemed unreliable."

"No!" Nuomi Xiao's voice suddenly rose, and then fell again, "Xia Yihang will definitely, definitely be responsible for our baby."

Zhang Tenghui was puzzled, "Do you know him?"

"Well, it was a long time ago..."

Nomi walked away quickly.As he walked towards the parking lot, he sent a text message to his sister, saying that he was going back to school and calling him whenever he needed something.But when he really got into the car, he seemed to be drained of all his strength and couldn't move.

It's strange to say that Nuomi Xiao has more confidence than his client, and he is sure that Xia Yihang has no hatred for him.He left so resolutely at the beginning, and never had a phone call or a message after that. If he didn't hate him so much, why would he refuse to even be a friend after such a long time?

He ignited the engine, but suddenly heard a rhythmic knock on the window.Xia Yihang's expressionless face appeared with the lowered car window, and he asked in a stiff tone, "Can you take me home?"

Nomi Yao naturally agreed.He didn't know what to say, nodded, and leaned over to help him open the passenger door.Xia Yihang, who had changed out of his white coat, looked much softer, with a wide white T-shirt casually put on, and he closed his eyes quite tiredly.

He should be on the night shift, and Nuo Miyao didn't dare to disturb his rest, and when he got on the road, he was trembling, for fear that something bad would cause him to brake suddenly.Fortunately, the road in Beijing is quite flat. It wasn't until after a certain distance that Nuo Miyao suddenly realized that he didn't even know where Xia Yihang lived.

"I said, what's your address?"

Xia Yihang frowned, tilted his head, and turned his face out of the window.Taking advantage of the red light, Nuomi Yao stretched her neck to look at his sleeping face, she was still the same as before, she couldn't even sleep soundly.

He shook his head.Forget it, let him go to sleep, the big deal is to run around the Beijing city a few more times.

However, he didn't expect that Xia Yihang's sleep would be from three poles in the sun to the beginning of the lights, and the suvs running around were almost out of gas.It wasn't fully filled in the first place, so if it continues to drive now, it will probably have to be delayed.Nuo Miyao had no choice but to wake up the sleeping man on the co-pilot and asked for his address again.

Xia Yihang glanced at the oil meter, and the corner of his lips twitched ironically, "It's really hard for you, to spend an afternoon wandering around. Just don't want me to know where you live?"

This, this is all about what.Nomi Yao simply stopped the car on the side of the road, with his hands hanging from the steering wheel, "You made a mistake, I just—" I'm just not sure what this long-lost reunion means, and what's going on in your heart.

There was an irregular roar from speeding cars, Xia Yihang saw Nuomiyao suddenly shut up, and was about to remain silent for a long time, like a balloon that was punctured, Xia Yihang's inflated resentment slipped away. Walk.

"Ayao." He raised his chin slightly, closed his eyes and leaned against the car pillow, a little pain appeared on his tired face, "Do you... still hate me?"

Where does this start?Nuomi Yao really wanted to cut his head open to see what this person was thinking. He had always known that their worlds were completely different, but he didn't expect such a strong deviation on this issue.However, with Xia Yihang's obsessive-compulsive disorder, even after so many years, if he doesn't sort out this matter, it may be quite uncomfortable.

So Nuomi Yao said kindly: "No, I don't hate you. It's getting late, let's take you home."

At that moment, Xia Yihang's expression was quite complicated, he stretched out his hand and grasped the edge of the seat, his lips parted slightly, as if he had a thousand words to say.But in the end, it was just a blunt sentence: "I won't tell you, throw me back to the hospital if you have the ability."

Stubborn, paranoid, and decisive, Xia Yihang seems to never learn how to smooth out the edges and corners, especially in front of himself.He is a person who distinguishes between likes and dislikes, since he is still willing to stay in the same space, it means at least he doesn't hate him.

Nuo Miyao suddenly found that their relationship has not regressed back to when they first met 15 years ago. It must be said that it is a miracle.He still remembers complaining to Liang Xiaocheng when he was in the most difficult time, chasing Xia Yihang is like playing Super Mario, after passing one level, there will be another level, after finishing one level, there will be another level, it seems endless.

Still, it was really the best of times.