Selfishness

"Shuisheng should hurry up and take a bath, it's getting late."

I just realized this, we have to wash together.Thinking of this, I felt a little uncomfortable, so I stammered and said to Chen Hui: "Hey... I'm not used to being with other people, why don't you wash it first, and I'll come back later." After saying that, I quickly turned around out, but it's still too late.After walking a few steps, I was pulled by Chen Hui.

"It's so late, don't mess around." Chen Hui said while taking off my clothes.There was a smile on his face—a smile that terrified me.

"Why are you taking off my clothes! I won't wash it anymore! You can wash it yourself!" After finally breaking free from Chen Hui's control, I fell into the pool by myself.Hi, very angry.

"Pfft, Shui Sheng, you are really impatient." Chen Hui took off his dragon robe while talking.

Just as she was slowly taking off her clothes, I suddenly realized something strange—there is no maid here!The emperor is actually undressing himself!Eh... No, why do I watch her take off her clothes?

After realizing this, I quickly looked away.I comforted myself in my heart, since they are girls anyway, let's take a big bath.I took off my wet clothes, threw them out of the pool, and lay down in the water to soak in peace of mind.After finally coming to the palace, you have to enjoy the life of the emperor.Thinking about it, I laughed again.

"Shuisheng, what are you giggling at?"

"You people are really troublesome, you say serious without smiling, and stupid when you smile." I turned my head to look at Chen Hui dissatisfied.But the moment I saw the past, I regretted it. Isn't this embarrassing myself?

Chen Hui stood behind me, of course after taking off his clothes.Regarding this situation, I almost blurted out "Why aren't you wearing clothes?" But when I think about it, who takes a bath and wears clothes?So shut up.

"Why are you stunned again?" Chen Hui raised my chin with a meaningful smile.

"Don't get so close to me! It's hot!"

"The water isn't hot, the water tells you if it's cold." As she spoke, she moved closer.

"If you stay away from me, I won't be hot." I pointed to the bath and said, "It's not as big as a pool, it's better for us to occupy a corner and form a symmetrical shape, which is beautiful and not crowded."

Chen Hui was taken aback for a moment, and then burst out laughing.And I am baffled, where is this funny?

I have a characteristic of this person, that is, I want to laugh when others laugh.Originally, I thought it was not funny at all, but seeing Chen Hui smiling so happily, or saying that the beautiful woman smiled so touchingly, I lost my previous shyness for a while, and I also giggled happily.

Fortunately, An Feng and Su Yun were not there, otherwise it would not only be that I laughed foolishly, but also that I had infected Chen Hui with my foolishness.If so, I would be really wronged.

Chen Hui was probably tired from laughing, and leaned against me to rest.

"It's the first time I saw someone laughing and tired."

"It's just because Shuisheng is so interesting." She chuckled again as she spoke.

"Smile for Fairy Bo, I did my best." I said in an old-fashioned tone, which made me laugh again and again.

But this calm down, I still feel a little uncomfortable.You said that this beautiful woman has bright eyes, bright lips, a collar like a grub, and skin like cream... that's not right!Where did I see it!It's not good to look any further!I quickly raised my gaze, and finally met Chen Hui's playful eyes.

Um, that's embarrassing.

I mechanically turned my neck to look the other way.Chen Hui's melodious laughter came from beside me, and my reddened face was almost scorched.Just when I was thinking about how to escape the fastest, a pair of warm soft clothes climbed onto my neck.

The beauty is in the arms, oh no, the beauty is in the arms.There are so many temptations in this world. As a good and very upright Chinese, I think we should uphold socialist values ​​and be an outstanding Chinese youth.But at the same time, we should also recognize how strong our will is, after all, there are not many Liu Xiahui.So when facing temptation, if you know you can't resist, then... run!

I immediately put into action the escape plan I had just thought about, and rushed out in a flash.When I was sitting on the huge dragon bed, I still admired my behavior just now - I still remembered to take a piece of clothing and leave when my mind was hot.Yes, when I ran away, I took the clothes I had prepared.But... I seem to have taken too much.Will this make Chen Hui mistake me for playing hard to get?Will she come out with nothing on?Hey, I really dug myself a hole.

After thinking about it carefully, I realized that I shouldn't be here anymore, so I walked towards the door of the bedroom.But when I walked halfway, I found that I didn't know the way!Wandering around the palace at night?Besides, if you just go out like this, you will definitely be caught as a strange person——with disheveled clothes.

For a while, I didn't know what to do, so I kept spinning between the bed and the door.When Chen Hui came out, what he saw was this scene——I walked around while muttering something.

Yingying laughter interrupted my chaotic thoughts, I stood there and stared blankly at Chen Hui—Chen Hui who was wearing a thin dragon robe.I thought to myself, so there are still clothes.

"What are you worrying about?" She knows all my little habits.

"I'm afraid you have no clothes to wear." I think my brain has not fully recovered, otherwise how could I say such stupid things with confidence.

She bent over with a smile and still didn't forget to tease me: "Is Shuisheng worried that I have no clothes to wear, or is there no clothes?"

"This should be a causal relationship. Because I have no clothes to wear, I have no clothes. In this way, I should be afraid that you have no clothes." Not only is it cowardly, but also stupid, and I really feel sad for myself.

Chen Hui smiled even more happily. I thought that if she was given a table, she would lie down on it and laugh so hard that she couldn't lift her head.Looking at her smiling very heartily, I don't know whether I want to leave or stay.Until she laughed enough, I just stood there and watched, thinking about things I didn't realize.

She came over, took my hand gently, and asked me to rest earlier.My brain is still thinking about something, and I don't know where my consciousness has gone, so I have no objection to all her actions.

When I came back to my senses, what I saw was her serious eyes, and what I heard was...

"Shuisheng, I swear, you are the only one in this life, so marry me?

Every time I think of Chen Hui, or even hear her name in other people's conversations, I always think about my feelings for her.I think liking is certain, how many people don't like such a beautiful woman?But what about love?Every time I think of love, I am actually terrified and at a loss.Fearful because they don't know, and helpless because they can't respond.What's more, for me, everything is just right and suitable.

"In Zhonghu City, even though I have to deal with similar official duties every day, I don't hate this kind of life. The current life is just right for me, and I live happily every day. Although it is annoying to deal with those official duties, there is safety. Feng help me. Occasionally I get bored, as long as I go to train the Mohist army, or quietly clean up those bullies and bandits, it will make me feel better. Even quarreling with Su Yun, although she is so angry every time, but From the bottom of my heart, I think this is very fun. Sometimes I will go to the market in Zhonghu City to make trouble for a while, and fight with the common people..." I talked about some trivial things to myself.Maybe this is just escaping something.

"It's fine if you stay by my side. I won't stop you from being a major general for the rest of your life."

She has to stay in Shengguo, and I will always guard my Zhonghu City. If so, how will we get along?Zhonghu City has already promised to be neutral, so how can I openly favor her?

"Chenhui, my life is very good now, so I don't want to change anything."

"You don't need to change anything! Just stay with me, nothing will change! I will give you everything you want."

Does staying around really change anything?How can I, a selfish person, do this?

"But I'm not ready to spend my whole life with anyone." I looked at Chen Hui seriously, and I buried my selfishness and cowardice in my heart.

"I can wait."

I'm probably just afraid of making promises. I haven't fulfilled any of Qin Ling's promises, and I'm afraid of making promises that I can't keep.I don't know when I will fall in love with Chen Hui, what if I can't do it for the rest of my life?

"You've been waiting for a long time, haven't you?" How many years have passed, and my answer is still as selfish as ever.

"I still have a lot of time."

"Life in Midlake City is very good. I don't want to change at all. Even if it's like that all my life, I would like to stay in that city all my life."

The first time I came to this world, that city gave me a place to stay, and everything there was just right for me, so why should I change?I think people are so contradictory. We want excitement and novelty, but we can't let go of this just life.

The result of the change is unknown, but the result may not be bad, but I don't have the courage to try, if I marry Chen Hui, what will my life be like.Cowardly is cowardly, I choose the present life, not the unknown.

The author has something to say:

In this just-good life, we are the most difficult to change.Even in this kind of life, there are still things we want but not—after all, people’s desires are unlimited, but even so, it is difficult for us to change, I think it is because of laziness.

It is better not to know some things, because once you know, you will think about it.If you don't know, your thoughts won't come to your consciousness.