Selfishness

"Mo Xu! What are you going to do!" Su Yun gritted her teeth and looked at me.

"You should think about what you want." I stood opposite her and looked at her calmly.

"You are really inexplicable!" She said and slapped again.

Jinglei was left in Zhonghu City by me, and the weapons I carried were also left on the horse.So is Su Yun.So we had no choice but to deal with hard work.To be honest, Su Yun is not my opponent.Her strengths are lightness kung fu and silver needles. After all, she is a doctor, and she has been doing these things since elementary school.After just dozens of strokes, she began to struggle.Naturally I wouldn't hurt her, so seeing her struggling, I stopped and stopped attacking.

"Su Yun, don't you have anything to tell me?" I looked at Su Yun who was panting heavily.

"What do I have to say to you bastard!" Even if he had no strength, Doctor Su still couldn't spare anyone.

Su Yun knelt down on the ground due to lack of physical strength, and I also took advantage of the opportunity to sit next to her.

"You never showed such a blank expression before, and you never asked for help."

I handed her a handkerchief and asked her to wipe the sweat off her forehead.Su Yun wiped silently without saying a word.

"I don't know what happened to you, and you don't need to tell me. But I want you to think about why you left Midlake City. We will be away for months."

Su Yun still didn't say anything, her hand tightly squeezed the handkerchief.

"Su Yun, don't think about the things you can't figure out. You will understand what you need to understand. Don't worry." I patted her head lightly and said, "You say follow me to the frontier, and I agree. But I I hope that the Su Yun along the way is the original Su Yun, not the current guy who only knows how to escape."

I stood up and patted the dirt on my body and said, "Su Yun, you have to know that you are a friend and a family member to us. Although our existence cannot replace some people, you can completely trust us. What do you want to say? I will listen, if you don’t want to say I won’t force you. The mystery you can’t figure out in your heart, maybe you will figure it out this time at the frontier, or some other time, but it’s definitely not now. What you need now is calmness.” I squatted down, He took her into his arms and said, "I'm not trying to persuade you to forget about it. I just want to tell you, and us. You don't have to bear anything alone. You have to know that we feel sorry for you when you are sad. I am sorry for hitting you just now. After all, If you are not physically exhausted, you will not listen to me carefully."

Great Miracle Physician Su is very energetic, if not for the bad mood today, how could he fall down so easily.That's why she will listen to me seriously at this time.

"Pfft. Little Mozi, every time you smile crookedly, you really deserve a beating."

"You just proved this with your actions."

She still had her head buried, but felt much better than before.I saw that she didn't show signs of getting up, so I sat with her and talked.

"I don't know you, and you don't know me. But we still have a long time to get to know each other better. Although family and friends can't be with you all the time, they must be there at the most critical time." I stood up and patted her on the shoulder and said, "Great Doctor Su, let's go, we've had enough hypocrisy, it's time to chase the horse. We fought just now, but the horse was scared away."

"Pfft." Su Yun laughed, stood up and said, "Little Mozi, it's not your fault! You hit me for no reason, there are so many things?"

Although there is still some haze on the smile, it is better than nothing!It's not like the one who was about to die or live just now.Besides, doesn't the shadow on the moon make it more attractive?

"You're not that cowardly, why should I do it? You're covered in ashes." I looked at her with disgust.

"You're so cowardly!" Su Yun was about to call again after saying that.I laughed at her as I ran towards the horse.

Riding on horses, we quickly caught up with Chen Hui and the others.

"Are you all right? Why are you so dirty?" Chen Hui looked concerned.

Although she would have cared about us before, such an obvious expression on her face is really rare.

"No. We're making a fuss!"

"Chen Hui don't worry, we all rely on fights to increase our friendship." Su Yun said another slap, but luckily I dodged it cleverly.

"You two." Chen Hui shook his head helplessly and said, "You asked for trouble, and you got covered in ashes. Isn't it uncomfortable?"

"It's hard!" Su Yun and I cried out in agony.

"Should! Hold on." Chen Hui snorted coldly and continued walking, leaving Su Yun and me in a daze.

"Little Mozi, you are really miserable."

"It's not like you're uncomfortable."

"I mean you met the little princess so badly, you were eaten to death."

"nonsense!"

"But it's good." Su Yun's smile gradually disappeared, "Little Mozi, she said she was lying to me."

she?Yingqi?

"Little Mozi, tell me, what should I believe?"

"If the sentence 'all lied to you' is correct, then the sentence itself is also lying to you."

"Huh? What do you mean?" Su Yun's expression was dull.

"That is to say, she didn't lie to you all, there must be something true!" Let her believe in the good side.

"Really? Then why did she do that?" Su Yun drooped her head in distress.

What is that like?Ouch!I'm dying of anxiety!I don't want to gossip either, but the gossip is all in front of me!Why don't you want to know a little bit!

"You'll have to ask her."

"I asked, and they all lied to me."

"Then you ask yourself."

"Ask me? Ask me what? Little Mozi, are you listening to me carefully! You are perfunctory!" Su Yun looked dissatisfied.

"Ask yourself what you want. Su Yun, have you figured out what kind of relationship you want with Yingqi? You shouldn't focus on that sentence, you should think about what you want What is it?"

"Little Mozi, how do you know it's her!"

"A fool can see it! But you can't." You fool.

"I?"

"Su Yun, what do you think Yingqi wants? Can you give her what she needs?"

She pursed her lips and stopped talking.Looking at her cowardly look, I wanted to slap her again, but I held back.If they fought again, it wouldn't be Chen Hui sneering at them, it might be getting a cold knife.

"Let me give you an analogy." I thought for a while and said, "A man comes to you and wants to exchange something with you. You happen to have such a thing, and what that man exchanges with you is what you want. So the deal was made. But it was just a short-lived deal. If it is to become a long-term relationship, it has to be what both parties want every time. Although this metaphor is a bit cold-blooded or inappropriate, sometimes feelings are like It’s a transaction, constantly asking each other for what we want. If what you want is different every time, I still have what you want, and you happen to have what I want. I think this will become a long-term relationship. Feelings."

"Little Mozi, your thinking is really strange."

"You are already excited enough, and I have to make you calm down and think, so I have to say such cold words."

"So these don't represent your thoughts?"

"You can't say that. I really thought so, when I was not in love." If I was really in love, who would say such sarcastic remarks?Reason in love is always hard to find.

"Then I really like her?" Su Yun said in an unsure tone.

"how could I know!"

"Then does she like me?"

how could I know!I am not her.I really can't laugh or cry.But he still had to seriously answer the stubborn Miracle Doctor Su.

"Over a long period of time, everything that is impossible can become possible. But also, many things that are possible can become impossible. What do you want to be possible, or what do you want to be impossible?"

We didn't speak any more, and silently followed the end of the line.Every time I go on a trip, I always think, how will this trip change my life?Modern travel is hardly a turnaround, but after coming here, it always surprises me.