Selfishness

On the second day, I didn't see Su Yun appear after breakfast.It was only after calling the hidden guard that he found out that this guy had been locked in the room and never came out.I don't know if I stimulated her yesterday.Probably being shown love by a woman like this, her innocent head would really be unable to turn around.But I didn't want to explain it clearly, so I can still tease her for a while.

I originally thought of going to her after finishing my affairs, but I didn't want to stay busy until dark, so I decided to go to her tomorrow.But Su Yun came to the door by herself.

"I thought Miracle Doctor Su would never want to see me again." I made a sad expression again.

She didn't make a sound, just lowered her head.

"Miss Su, you can reject me. You don't need to humiliate me so hesitantly." Does this guy have to take strong medicine to react?

"No! I didn't!" Sure enough, after I finished speaking, she nervously raised her head and kept explaining.Although her explanation is just a bunch of meaningless phrases.

"I'm going to rest. Ms. Su should go back." I turned and left after saying that, but Su Yun grabbed my hand and dragged me over.

"I'll marry you!"

Um?What?I was a little dazed.How should I tell her, I was actually joking.

"Miss Su, I don't want to force you. I think what you think is different from what I want." I wanted to push Su Yun's hand away, but she held it too tightly.

"Why don't I understand!"

I kept struggling to break free, and she grabbed tighter and tighter, making me ache.

"Su Yun! Stop making trouble! How old are you! Do you know what love is? Let go!"

I pushed and shoved angrily, but was hugged by Su Yun.Before I could react, she kissed me.

"Isn't that the case! Why don't I understand."

I thought she would choose to escape, after all, it was yesterday.Besides, does she know what a husband and wife are?

"Miss Su, I don't want your love. You go, I'm going to rest. You don't need to marry me."

"You! It's you who said you want to marry! Now you say no! What are you going to do!"

I said?Oh, I really forgot what a single-minded head of justice is.pity me?Just because of what happened to me when I was a child?

"Hey. I don't want to do anything. Miss Su, I was just joking with you. I don't even want you to marry me. You should understand that people like me have no feelings." I looked at her indifferently, and only hoped that she would leave quickly.

"Isn't the past all over! You are no longer those cold-blooded monsters!"

"It's over, but what remains in my blood has not changed. Haven't I always been a cold-blooded killer? Miss Su, I only tested you because I didn't fully trust you."

"It's just a temptation to marry you?" She took a step back slightly, her face looking a little pale.

"Yes. I want to see if you have second thoughts about the young master and the others."

She looked at me, her cheeks trembling slightly.Then he rushed out of the room and never came back.Because she rode back to Langzhou immediately.

I sat alone in the room without moving for a long time.Thinking of Su Yun who took care of me these days, I still feel a little uncomfortable.I felt guilty for hurting such an innocent child like this.I suddenly missed my past self, at least I would not have these inexplicable emotions at that time.

Judging from the witch incident that the young master mentioned last time, Su Yun should forget about it soon.For a self-willed and depraved person like me, if she can't save her, she will forget it.

Later, a letter came from the head, saying that Su Yun had arrived safely.Looking at the time, the horse is rushing again, heck, it really comes and goes in a hurry, which really suits Su Yun's temperament-comes and goes quickly.So she will soon forget me.

Forget it, but I still think of it, the candied fruit she fed me and the handkerchief she gave me.

A few months later, the young master sent a letter saying that he was going back to Zhonghu City.They will come back together.

The day the young head came to Zhonghu City, I wanted to go to see him, but I caught wind and cold that day.I really don't know what happened, but my body often has some minor illnesses after that.In order to prevent the young head of Muxuan Pavilion from getting sick, I asked my servants to quickly invite the best doctor.And the servant invited here is indeed a good doctor, but it is someone I don't want to meet, or sometimes dare not meet - Su Yun.

"You..." She stood by the bed without looking at me, and said out of breath, "Why are you sick again!"

"Miss Bu Laosu, you'd better go back to the young master. If you don't go back, the young master will be worried."

"She is accompanied by that little princess! How can she care about me!" Su Yun became anxious immediately, and immediately sat down and began to feel my pulse.

I didn't break free.She's so stubborn, it's no use arguing with her.

"It's nothing serious. I'll make some side medicine for you." She went out before I could refute.Apart from being stupid, this person is stubborn and stubborn.

"Miss Su, I'm fine, I can do it by myself." I directly passed the medicine bowl and drank it down.

As soon as I put down the bowl, she stuffed a candied fruit into my mouth.

"Miss Su! I'm not a child!"

"Hmph! It's not □□□, why are you so anxious!" Su Yun pouted dissatisfiedly, and turned her head.

She really looked like a child.Alas, she has always been a child.

"Miss Su should go to Mo Mansion quickly, don't let the young head worry."

"Why do you keep mentioning little Mozi! Little Mozi is safe in Mofu! Don't worry about us!" Su Yun said loudly.Although she often speaks loudly, this time it was raised with anger.

Seeing that I was silent, she sat on the stool with her hands folded.I heard her heavy breathing and didn't know what to say.So I didn't just keep silent.Until the sound of her breathing gradually softened, I thought she had calmed down.

"Yingqi, what are you thinking." She whispered.

"Miss Su thinks I should think about something."

"You are really unreasonable!" Su Yun stood up and was about to leave.But at this time, the servants came in and said that the young head asked Su Yun to check the accounts for her.

"What? I check the accounts? I don't know how to."

"Young master said, you can ask Miss Ying."

Now that the young master has said everything, I had no choice but to ask someone to bring all the ledgers.

"Miss Su should check the accounts here. If you don't know how, just ask me."

"How can it be done! You are sick and need to rest."

"I'm fine. Besides, you don't know how to check accounts." I took an account book, pulled Su Yun who stood up out of excitement to sit down, and said to her, "I'll teach you first."

I started to explain the entries of the ledger to Su Yun.At first she seemed a little nervous, but soon became serious.

"Do you understand that?"

"Hmm..." She pursed her lips and thought for a while, "Let me take a look first."

Su Yun concentrated on looking at the ledger, while I was sitting by the side drinking tea, looking at the ledger, looking at her.

"Yingqi, what does this place mean?" Su Yun turned to me and asked.

"Ok?"

I kept looking at her in a daze, but I didn't expect her to turn around suddenly.This sudden turn of the head brought us a lot closer.

With nights that long, something always happens.But what happened?Is everything happening as we want, or not?In fact, no matter which one is, it is a comment on something that has been concluded, and it is meaningless.

"I'll marry you."

"Hey. This is a brothel, did Miss Su forget?"

She took a deep look at me and rushed out the door, but she didn't run away this time.I think it's because the head master is coming tonight, or the account books haven't been checked yet.Few have seen the ledgers in that place.

Because of sympathy for my life experience?Or everything about that night?Whichever it is, I don't need it.

The author has something to say:

Mo Xu: "The little princess is with me, I'm not very happy. Really!"

Sheng Yi: "Shuisheng looks like he's asleep, so it's like this. It's so cute."

Mo Xu: "Shake, shake..."