Quickly kill the rival

Xi Zheng's heart skipped a beat, his ears buzzed, and the thin sound was like a needle piercing his eardrum.

"You said... what... what does it feel like?" Xi Zheng looked away in a panic, trying to calm down his voice, but he still couldn't stop the trembling in his voice.

Yue Lou was very calm: "Simply put, it's the feeling of liking. To put it more plainly, it's sexual impulse..."

The young man between the door panel and his chest raised his hand, covering Yue Lou's mouth tightly, Xi Zheng's expression collapsed: "Shut up, you!"

Yue Lou groaned twice, pointed at Xizheng and tightly covered the back of his hand.

Xi Zheng confirmed that the man would no longer speak scary words, and then slowly let go of his hand.

Yue Lou clicked his tongue: "You can't even say... kid, do you want to show me your ID card and let me check it?"

Xi Zheng gave the man a white look: "I'm sorry, I think there is another kind of human being like me in the world. They have a sense of shame in common. In short, it is definitely not adults all over the world who want you to open their mouths like this to make people respect you." It's embarrassing!"

Yue Lou sighed: "Okay, okay, you are right. After all, as a person who is pursuing you, I still need to be acquainted."

Naturally, the one Xi Zheng had just found was slapped away by Yue Lou's words, and his flushed face could be seen in the dark corridor without lights.

"Open the door first," Yuelou touched Xizheng's cheek with his fingertips, his tone a little distressed, "It's so cold, be careful of catching a cold if you stand outside for a long time."

Xi Zheng hesitated for a while, looked at the key still inserted in the door lock, thoughtfully: "Are you going to come in and talk?"

"Of course." Yue Lou said confidently, "What we are going to discuss is a serious and serious matter that needs to be faced with attitudes from both sides. You can't let me shout at the door and partition!"

The corner of Xi Zheng's mouth twitched, but he still opened the concierge. After turning on the light, he put his bag on the shoe cabinet in the entrance and changed his shoes. Yue Lou naturally followed him in and locked the door. Going up, under the signal of Xi Zheng's eyes, he sat down on the sofa.

Xi Zheng entered the kitchen, and came out in the middle of the day. He pretended to be calm: "Hey, the water has not had time to burn, wait a moment, wait a moment."

"It's okay, I'm not here to drink water anyway." Yue Lou patted the sofa next to him and looked at Xi Zheng.

Xi Zheng dragged out a lazy nest, threw it across the sofa, sat cross-legged on it, took a deep breath, and said, "Let's talk."

Yue Lou asked a digression: "Do you mind if I smoke here?"

Xi Zheng shook his head: "I don't mind."

Xi Zheng himself smokes, although he seldom, but unexpectedly he does not feel any repulsion to the fact that Yue Lou smokes in his place, or rather, he is very familiar with the faint smell of tobacco from the man who has been walking side by side with him all the time .

Yue Lou lit a cigarette, took a deep breath, exhaled a puff of smoke ring, and smiled helplessly: "I'm a little nervous..."

"I didn't see it..." Xi Zheng pointed out indifferently, "You are no different from usual."

After taking another puff of cigarette, Yue Lou saw that there was no ashtray on the tea table, so he took down the cigarette and snuffed it out in the palm of his hand, then kneaded it into a ball and kept grinding it.

"My child, I'm not afraid to tell you that I have quit smoking for many years." Yue Lou said.

Xi Zheng was stunned: "But I see you have been smoking!"

"Honestly speaking, I'm quite puzzled about this." Yue Lou thought for a while, pressed his fingers against the corners of his lips, and said slowly, "When I saw you, the first time I saw you, under the flyover, you rushed I saw it when I came over. I have been a soldier for ten years. My reaction is very fast. This has formed a conditioned reflex, but when you came over, I was stunned and held on to the last second. I just put you on the ground. I think I may be possessed by a demon."

Xi Zheng didn't understand.

Yue Lou continued: "If someone else comes up and yells at me that I'm a thief, I will definitely make him suffer, but you... don't know why, I'm afraid of scaring you, with a pleasant face... Tsk, I haven't had such a friendly time in many years..."

"We met for a very short time, 2 minutes, I don't think..." Yue Lou looked at Xi Zheng who was stuck in a soft pit and smiled slightly, "I planned to forget this episode when I came back, but I didn't expect , You bumped into me again. At that moment, I was sure that I had feelings for you, and I had an urge to snatch back a part I had stolen from myself, and wanted to make you mine. Later, I thought I would show It should be obvious, I like you, maybe more than I like you, but I can't find another word to replace it, if I have to say it, it's probably the kind of thing I want to spend my whole life with you."

"I have an impulse towards you, I want to love you, I want to take care of you, I want to love you, I want to hold you, I want to be with you."

The man's tone was soft, his voice was slow, with a slight smile on his face, but he was so serious, looking at Xi Zheng's eyes, there was a kind of light that he had never seen before.

Xi Zheng was stunned.

He slowly digested the man's words, every word and every emotion in every sentence conveyed to his chest, it was hot, warm, and hot as if it was about to jump out.

This man seems to be telling the truth.

Not to tease him, not on a whim.

He was talking seriously.

The first confession in my life...

Ah, no, far from it, there are many people who confessed to him in memory, most of them are men, some of their words are simple, some are gorgeous, some are passionate, some are full of sorrow, they are all rejected by Xi Zheng , seems to use a reason.

I don't like men.

However, this man's confession seemed to be different.

In terms of simplicity, he is not enough, in terms of magnificence, he is not. The bland narration contains infinite power, and somehow, it walked into Xi Zheng's heart.

The first thing he thought was, ah, this man actually likes him so much...

Can you tell it usually, or does he ignore some traces that he usually shows?

His heart was pounding, and the man's words seemed to be in a loop mode, playing endlessly in his mind.

The confession from a man didn't seem to disgust him, and even the man's words moved him a little unexpectedly.

Plop, plop...

Xi Zheng couldn't tell whether the heartbeat was a life-sustaining beat or the beat of the man's confession.

Yue Lou paused, and glanced at Xi Zheng. The baby-faced policeman stared round, with a stiff expression, unable to tell what he was thinking.

"I'm 32 this year, and I'll be 33 after the new year," Yue Lou sighed, "I'm eight years older than you. I used to be a soldier. I was supposed to change jobs this year to go to the Public Security Bureau. My sister's child is going to study abroad this year, and my sister will be with her." I went to the L country where my brother-in-law is, and threw this stall shop and the house left by my parents to me. I will come back to open the shop first, and stay with my parents' house."

"I have deposits, and I have a house for my parents and a house for myself. I don't have a car, because I seldom come back. After leaving the army, I work in front of my house, so I'm not prepared." Yue Lou began to introduce himself, "I can cook, do laundry, and do housework. I can earn money, be a bodyguard, and make you happy."

"In terms of appearance, my old Yue's family has good genes, and I can get by. People will like you wherever you go, but I don't know if you like it?" Yue Lou rubbed his chin, feeling a little distressed, "I have studied, I heard that people of your age like those who are called butter niches, and the fairer they are, the more they like them, I may not agree with you. Do you like that too?"

Xi Zheng said with a dark face: "I don't like it!"

Does the content change too quickly?

"That's good," Yue Lou let out a sigh of relief, "I'll just say, you often look at me with your head tilted when you're okay, and stare at me in a daze from time to time. This skin of mine should still be welcomed by you."

Xi Zheng's ears turned red, and his mouth was stiff: "Who is staring at you in a daze!"

In fact...he has it, Yuelou's side profile is really beautiful, he always wants to take a look as he walks, and then he wonders how the person walking beside him looks so suitable for him Aesthetics, how could he never get tired of watching it...

"Well, you didn't." Yue Lou was very indifferent, "I have said that I am very sensible, I know that I want to please you, before you agree to me. Of course, even if you agree to me, I still want to please you, after all, I like you."

Xi Zheng was taken aback for a moment, why did he confess his love even if there was a disagreement?The previous Yuelou was not in this style of painting!

Seeing that Xi Zheng still didn't react, Yue Lou paused and sighed: "I've said so much, kid, do you understand what I mean?"

Xi Zheng pursed his lips, his eyes wandered left and right, stumbling: "Uh...that's..."

Yue Lou sat upright, spoke clearly, and said seriously, "I'm not too young, it's the first time I have such a strong desire for a person, this desire is about to overwhelm me, every cell in my body is appealing to you. "

"A lifetime is too long, but at least this is the most serious request I have made in the 32 years before my life."

"In short, can you try it with me?"

"Try to see if the two of us can resonate."

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Yue Lou has already gone back, leaving behind disturbing words, rest signs with dull eyes, and pointers that keep moving around in the middle of the night.

Click, click, click...

Plop, plop, plop plop...

"Can you try it with me..."

"I have an impulse towards you, I want to love you, I want to take care of you, I want to love you, I want to hold you, I want to be with you."

"Try to see if the two of us can resonate."

"A lifetime is too long, but at least this is the most serious request I have made in the 32 years before my life."

"Ahhh!!!!!!" Xi Zheng rolled over on the bed holding his head in pain, closed his eyes and yelled, "Where is the pause button?!!! Where is the exit!!! And let no one sleep! !!"

Yue Lou's words kept replaying in his mind, word by word, again and again, when he closed his eyes, it was that serious face, and when he opened his eyes, he seemed to smell the tobacco smell from the man again, as if he on the side.

Can't sleep.

Staring dryly, he stayed up until early in the morning, but after five o'clock, Xi Zheng got up to wash, changed into thick cotton clothes, took a mask to cover most of his face, and turned out a hat that was pressed in the box , the brim of the hat was pressed down to the lowest level, almost covering the eyes, and only a circle of blue and black eye circles was exposed, Xi Zheng acted like a thief, opened the door with his feet on his feet, locked the door with the softest voice in his life, continued to tiptoe down the stairs, and walked out of the unit Behind the door, Sakai Yazi ran wildly all the way.

The sub-office was still quiet, there was not even a single person in the early morning.Xi Zheng shrank in the guard room for a while, chatted with the old man, shrank his neck and went out because he was embarrassed to stay for too long, and he didn't want to go in and be questioned by his colleagues on duty, so he could only sneak into a breakfast shop and hide in the corner , To harass my buddies.

The buddy is a real buddy, Xi Zheng finally whispered his situation, and there was a burst of laughter from the receiver, Xi Zheng had no doubt that if someone was in front of him, he would pick up a brick and paste it.

"Pengzi, I won't say anything else, think about it for yourself, you are straight and crooked."

"Let's say it's straight. You haven't dated women before, and you don't look too straight. Say it's crooked. You've never dated men. It doesn't look completely curvy. I'm not in front of this kind of thing. It’s really hard to say. Especially that man, just your neighbor. Didn’t he clearly say that he is interested in you? Think about it carefully. If you are not interested in him, just refuse. Looks boring..."

"Fart," Xi Zheng rolled his eyes, stirred the porridge in his hand, and said firmly, "I just look at his neighbors, so I'm sorry to refuse too harshly."

"That sounds like bullshit!" the buddy snapped, "It's as if you rejected a classmate before, and it's very embarrassing for a classmate who grew up in a courtyard!"

"Pengzi, my brother always feels that you... seem to be planted."

"Look, you are never sloppy in rejecting people. Even the old boy, don't you just open your mouth? What are you talking about? He doesn't affect you anyway. You treat people as buddies, but you treat the old boy like you." It's been a shock, and I haven't recovered from it for several years! What about this time? Look at your...neighbor? Is he your neighbor for more than ten years or the neighbor opposite you when you were young? It's been more than two months! This makes you shake like this Is that man really... Hey, Pengzi, don’t you just like that man’s face? Speaking of which, when I helped you clean up the house, I bumped into him once. Hey, he’s quite tall. His figure is not sloppy, and he looks very masculine, isn't he this guy?"

Xi Zheng: "Mirror, I asked you to give me advice on what to do, not to make fun of me!"

"This is what I said, and you will listen to me as soon as I give you advice!" There was a rustling voice from the receiver, it should be that Liu Jing got up, "You will call me this, what does it mean? , you know it in your heart."

Xi Zheng remained silent.

Liu Jing: "Pengzi, brother, I don't want you to really go astray. Don't forget, you are a policeman. If anyone outside finds out, you will definitely have problems with your work. But depending on your situation, I It's true, I'm a little worried..."

Xi Zheng ate the porridge one bite at a time, always felt that it was not as tasty as the one cooked by Yuelou, his mouth had been spoiled, and the porridge from the outside was already tasteless.

"You are also worried about the fact that the horoscope is not left." Xi Zheng put down the spoon and sighed, "And the police have nothing to do with other people's affairs. It seems that as long as you like the same sex, you will be suppressed."

Although there were not many people in the restaurant, there were people sitting at the table behind Xi Zheng. He felt something was wrong just after he finished speaking, and quickly lowered his voice: "Forget it, I just want to talk to you. I'm outside, so I can't tell you the specifics. Let's meet and talk after you get off work."

Xi Zheng hung up the phone, pushed away the cold porridge, ate the fried rice, sat there trying to kill time, and took out his phone to play games.

"Sorry," Xi Zheng just opened the mobile game page, when he heard a familiar voice, "Is it Police Officer Zhou?"

Xi Zheng shook his hand, raised his head suddenly, and saw a quiet girl with long hair. She was holding a bag in her hand and was wearing a coat. There was a trace of blood on the coat. Her delicate face was also red, swollen and purple. trace.

Xi Zheng was startled: "Luo Wei?"

The woman smiled slightly: "I didn't expect to see you here, Officer Zhou."

"Well, just call me by my name. My name is Zhou Mingpeng." Xi Zheng got up, a little flustered, "You are?"

Luo Wei said, "Do you mind if I sit down?"

"I don't mind, I don't mind!" Seeing Luo Wei sitting opposite him, Xi Zheng hesitated, "Miss Luo..."

"Mr. Zhou," Luo Wei asked, "Are you a policeman, working in this branch?"

The branch is very close to this breakfast shop, a 3-minute walk, and Xi Zheng is also looking at it.

"Yes."

Luo Wei was silent for a while, and asked, "Can you handle domestic violence in your bureau?"

Xi Zheng was startled: "You were beaten by your father again?!"

"My mother found a rural man through my aunt, a bum in his 30s who couldn't marry a wife," Luo Wei said calmly, "I took 1000 yuan and booked me as a wife. Said, let me prepare to get married, I don't want to, my father beat me and kicked me out."

"Then you..." Xi Zheng looked at Luo Wei in surprise, could it be that she just stayed outside like this all night?

Luo Wei was a little tired: "I thought about it all night, and I felt that my life would be a mess if I continued. I don't want a strange man to come and pull me away, saying that my biological parents sold me... I'm 23 years old, I want to live a healthy life, at least, I don't want to live in complaints in the future."

Xi Zheng nodded: "You are right..."

"Liking a gender is not like liking someone. When you get together, you don't break up. This is innate, or you have to be with you for life," Luo Wei said, "It's not my fault, I I don’t want to bear the consequences that don’t belong to me.”

Xi Zheng's heart skipped a beat when he heard this.

Liking someone and being able to produce the gender that likes a person are really two different things...

"So I want to ask," Luo Wei said, "My dad beats me because I like the same sex and often beats me. In this way, can I sever the relationship?"

Xi Zheng hesitated: "I'm sorry, I really don't know much about this."

Luo Wei was silent for a while: "I'll go to consult later."

The woman stood up, and slightly bowed towards Xizheng: "Excuse me."

Xi Zheng stood up: "Well, I also want to go back to the bureau, I'll go with you."

"If..." Luo Wei sighed, "If I like men, I think I will have full confidence in you."

Xi Zheng laughed dryly, not knowing how to answer.

The two walked towards the sub-office together, Xi Zheng took a step forward, Luo Wei took a step back, the two of them crossed half their bodies, one was wearing leather shoes, the other was wearing high heels, the frequency of their steps was always staggered, one was fast and the other was slow, one was light and the other was heavy, together Not on the shoot.

The distance was very short, and the two of them walked into the branch office silently without speaking.At this time, it was about the same time, people came to work one after another, someone saw Xi Zheng, and then saw Luo Wei behind him with his head bowed, showing a gossip smile, like a gust of wind, everyone who knew Xi Zheng in the whole sub-bureau knew it, Xi Zheng Zheng's girlfriend was raped and came to the leader to discuss it.

Xi Zheng returned to the office, explaining dryly. Every time he talked about why Luo Wei was beaten by her father, he always got stuck, kept his mouth shut, and kept this burdensome secret for Luo Wei.

Unexamined, time passed quickly, and in a blink of an eye, I was off work.

Xi Zheng wrapped up his coat tightly, wrapped himself tightly with a scarf, put on his mask and hat, put his hands in his pockets, and walked back with slightly heavy steps.

1 minute from the branch office to the bus stop sign, 7 minutes from the bus back to the alley in the community, turn a corner, walk through an alley, and hear the sound of playing mahjong, talking about the mountains, and children's jokes from the shops on both sides of the street The voice, the voice of cursing in a high-pitched voice, it only takes 5 minutes to walk from here.

It was dark, the street lights were on, and the bright lights were the residential buildings in the distance.

Xi Zheng walked slowly. When he walked through the street, he resisted the urge to look up. No matter which store it was, he didn't want to look at it.

It's cold, and there are very few people outside in the community, most of them are women wearing home clothes and going shopping.

Xi Zheng walked back to the door of the unit, and from the window on the first floor, there was the sound of the old man sobbing and crying.

He didn't bother to turn on the light, felt the darkness, and turned back to the sixth floor, floor by floor, round by round, with the light coming in from the small window in the corridor.

Someone was there waiting for him.

It seemed to be the same as yesterday, the tall man opened the door, leaned against the small cabinet, and yawned.

It's not the same as yesterday.The man didn't smoke, his expression was not very serious, he even smiled, when he saw Xi Zheng, he waved: "I'm back, the meal is ready, hurry up."

Xizheng stopped.

Just two steps away, there is a man who will smile at him, care about him, and prepare a meal to greet him after get off work.

the man.

Xi Zheng couldn't hear his own voice, his ears were buzzing, all he knew was that he opened his mouth calmly and said something.

How many words?he does not know.What did you say?he does not know.

The only thing I know is that the smile on the man's face is gone.