Quickly kill the rival

Qu Shengning's diary?

Xi Zheng had to say that he was surprised at the first moment, this guy actually left a diary, for Qu Shengning, this is something completely unnecessary, right?

So... what's in it?

Xi Zheng was eager to try, and Qu Shengning's eyes were covered, so he couldn't see the other person's expression clearly, so he climbed out of bed and went to the desk next to him. When he saw a hard-covered notebook open on it, he turned his head and said, "The desk on this?"

Qu Shengning: "Well, Xiao Zheng, you haven't answered me yet, can you believe every word I wrote?"

Xi Zheng said casually: "Who knows what you wrote, I have to read it before I know."

The notebook on the desk was spread out, and there was a pen with the cap unscrewed among the pages.

Xi Zheng sat on Qu Shengning's seat, put the cap on the pen and put it aside, picked up the diary, and opened his mouth to read: "Xiao Zheng, this is for you...Is this what you wrote just now, tsk ..."

It was probably when Qu Shengning took advantage of Xi Zheng's playing tug of war with Xi's mother, he came back and wrote a paragraph, then tied himself up and waited for Xi Zheng's arrival.

Xi Zheng kicked off the slippers, raised his legs, and recited aloud with excitement: "I think you also know what's wrong between us. This kind of wrong has deeply affected our daily life... You know it too, continue. , I may have discovered it earlier than you... Huh? I discovered it earlier than me, so why didn't you say it?"

Xi Zheng turned his head and saw Qu Shengning who was blindfolded on the bed silently moving his tightly bound hands towards him, realized.

Qu Shengning's problem seems to be that he can't see him, and he gets sick when he sees him, and he can't stop it.

Xi Zheng shrugged and continued: "Cough, continue... well, I recorded all of this in the diary. I am a little timid, afraid that when you see the diary... 噫噫噫! You are still timid When? What are you afraid of!~"

Xi Zheng's eyes glowed, and he said to Qu Shengning, "Hey, did you record something in it, such as a hundred ways to kill me?"

Qu Shengning avoided answering, and asked instead: "Can you watch it carefully, don't read it?"

"Oh, you're so shy!" Xi Zheng laughed, "It's okay, because you know that you are actively seeking a solution, I won't read it, I just read it."

"Let's talk about it first," Qu Chengning said calmly, "Every word I say comes from the bottom of my heart, and I don't accept any doubts you may have after reading it."

Xi Zheng said casually: "Okay, okay, I don't know what you are worried about. I have said this over and over again, I know."

Promised that Qu Shengning would not read it, Xi Zheng could only lean on it, held up the diary with both hands, and saw it said that turning three pages upside down was the beginning of his discovery.He glanced at the thick diary, his hands were itchy, but he had to flip through three pages first to see what was going on.

three pages.

The word count is almost a full page. Xi Zheng remembers that he also wrote this kind of notebook. In order to hand in the homework, he struggled to count the words and stuck the line. Loud and weighty.

Qu Shengning has written so much!

Before Xi Zheng read the content, he was moved by Qu Chengning's attitude first, and felt that the other party was taking him seriously, so he couldn't help giving Qu Chengning a thumbs up first: "Xiao Ningzi is not bad. , I’ve written so much, I’ll give you comments when I finish reading it.”

Qu Chengning, who was still tied up on the bed, sighed silently, and said softly: "Don't hit me after reading, that's my biggest wish."

"Well, what did you say?" Xi Zheng didn't hear clearly.

Qu Shengning: "I say thank you."

Xi Zheng said stupidly: "You're welcome, seeing that I have received 18 years of red envelopes from Aunt Qu Shu and Zhou, I can still help them take care of their son."

Qu Chengning sighed, Xizheng is only at this time, he can brush his lips.

Xi Zhengcai didn't know what Qu Chengning was thinking about him, he planned to make a quick decision, and started to read from the very beginning of the densely packed characters.

The small bedroom is very quiet. On the bed, Qu Shengning's chest heaved and fell, and he was breathing very gently. In front of the desk next to the bed, sat a young man holding a diary. After recognizing the recognized characters clearly, when he began to reflect on the meaning of this sentence, Xi Zheng was completely stunned.

The neat handwriting is the handwriting of his childhood sweetheart, which he is very familiar with. It is a little messy inside, as if the person who wrote the diary is in a very restless mood... yes, it will definitely not be peaceful.Xi Zheng stared blankly at the line of words, trying to see other meanings from these words.

However, it seems not.

Xi Zheng's heart beats out of rhythm, and his breathing is not involuntary. The hand holding the diary trembles and trembles. He can't wait to throw the diary in his hand like a hot potato, so that he can't see it from a distance!

what is this?

Ok?

He came here to find a problem, why, he saw... see such content?

The boy who grew up with him, who took care of others before others and then bullied him, was always the one who could quarrel within three sentences,...the him in the diary...why...

The slightly scribbled writing makes it easy to see the content on it. The owner of the diary, in his private world, unscrupulously revealed the deepest secret in his heart.

xx, xx, xx

I called Xiaozheng to go out.I originally planned to use group activities to take him to play, but unexpectedly, when I was waiting for him, the moment I saw him, my heart was beating like a burst, I couldn't breathe, it hurt, I felt distressed, and I wanted to cry.I have a feeling of dying and a sense of being redeemed, but it's a strange feeling that I can't find the reason for.He saw me and I wanted to go over.Day and night, I longed for him to be close to him. I don't know why, after looking at him for a moment, my vision hurts. It seems that just looking at him is a slow suicide.He seems to be very strange to me, I know, although he keeps saying he dislikes me, but he also knows very well that if there is a person who understands him best in the world, it must be me.In the same way, he also understands me. Whether he wants to or not, I am very fortunate that I have occupied his life for 18 years, and I am a part of his life that he cannot give up.

He leaned over.I wanted to hug him, kiss him, and cry in my arms, but he seemed to be wearing a purple and gold suit, and even if I got closer, it was like being burned by a fire.This is not right, this is very wrong.Usually I suppress myself not to get close and not to scare him, but at this time, I can't leave because of my infatuation of loving him, this is wrong!What's more wrong, he pointed to my neck and said there were red marks.I checked, but he spoke with certainty, his eyes were like glowing glass, clear to the end, I knew he wasn't lying.I know too, I don't see it.I believed him, and there was a mark on my body that I couldn't see but he could see. I couldn't guess what the existence of this mark represented.

When he touched me, I said things I would never say to him in my life, I must be crazy!I am completely crazy!I said something that will never be forgiven to the apex of my heart that loves to the bone!

I don't know how to get through this day, and the night I get more and more afraid, I know, he doesn't like me, he even hates me a little bit, plus this matter, will he completely ignore me?I can no longer use the banner of being a child to wake him up, take him to school, ride a bike together, do homework, eat, watch him sleep...can it no longer?Absolutely not!I must not let me and him get to this point, he is the light of my life.I can't lose him.

For the first time, I apologized to him, I woke him up, and wrote the words of apology on the window, and he was watching from the opposite side, and my heart was very peaceful, and I found that, from a distance, I couldn’t breathe his breath Air, I'm not crazy, I can watch him quietly, as always.

Xiaozheng, today I still love you very much.

……

Holding the diary in his hands, Xi Zheng was dumbfounded and did not move for a long time.

Qu Chengning counted the heartbeats and calculated the time, and when the silence in the room was so long that even he was a little uncertain, he whispered: "Is it finished?"

Xi Zheng was startled by the sudden voice, almost jumped onto the armchair, and looked at Qu Chengning tremblingly: "What are you looking at, what am I going to do..."

The stumbling and incoherent appearance of Xi Zheng's speech made Qu Shengning know it immediately, if he didn't say anything else, at least, he had finished reading the first article.

This is also good, torn it apart and said, that's great.

"Xiao Zheng."

Qu Shengning shouted.

Xi Zheng bean-sized beads of sweat kept coming out, and his voice trembled a little: "... huh?"

He was so nervous that his voice was out of tune, which was very strange.

Qu Shengning's heart sank, but he still asked, "Do you remember what I said?"

"You, you, you, what are you talking about, I, I, I don't know..." Xi Zheng's first reaction was to pretend to be dead and deny.

"I said," Qu Chengning said, "every word I wrote comes from the bottom of my heart, and you won't be allowed to doubt it."

Xi Zheng broke the sentence into pieces, chewed it to pieces, fell silent for a moment, and said awkwardly, "...Oh."

No wonder, Qu Chengning repeatedly reminded him to trust him. He thought... it was about this matter... Unexpectedly, the parties were still him and Qu Chengning, but the content was completely different from what he expected hundred miles.

Qu Chengning waited for a long time, and there was only this one. Well, he couldn't hear anything else from this word, so he sighed: "...where did you see it?"

Xi Zheng's mind was still confused, he glanced at the diary reflexively, and then threw the diary on the desk in a hurry as if suddenly remembering something, stammering: "Just the first page."

Seeing that Xi Zheng can't remember anything now, Qu Shengning naturally couldn't bear to look at it later, and said helplessly: "Forget it, go to sleep first, we'll talk about it tomorrow."

"Sleep?" Xi Zheng's brain twitched at this time, and he didn't dare to say anything, "You still want to sleep with me?!"