Tower Moon GL

"When will she wake up?" Zhilou bent down and wiped the dirt on the face of the person on the floor.

"It's just that I'm too tired. It's nothing serious. It's you. Does your injury still hurt?" Song Yun carefully put down Luo Chen, who had finally fallen asleep in his arms, and took a quilt to cover him body.

"The arrow has a very short range and does not penetrate deeply. The other injuries are minor injuries, so don't worry about it."

"This time it's really a fate for you guys. This girl came to save you in time. You should thank me very much." Song Yun walked to the table and cleaned up the medicine and gauze on the table.

"Yes, it's really thanks to the lady." The stone in Zhilou's heart fell completely, and she began to joke. It has been several years, and she has never been as happy as she is today. The mask on her face has been worn for a long time. She almost Forget about who you used to be.

Song Yun glanced at her and snorted, "You have escaped successfully, but you have leaked half the sky. Can you guess, how many people want your head now? Mr. Yang Ten years of painstaking efforts were ruined because of you."

"This has nothing to do with me. People like them can't do anything. In the past ten years, there have been constant wars in the south of the Yangtze River, and the people's livelihood has been dying. This farce should have ended long ago. Besides, those who want to get rid of Xu Zhao and Gu Zhiqian It's not me, Wang Shaoxing is also the seed planted by Yang Zhixiao himself, and they should be responsible for everything now."

As if suddenly remembering something, Song Yun's relaxed face was replaced by seriousness, she hesitated, and then said: "A few days before I received your letter, the news from Yangzhou came over, Wang Shan didn't seem to What was the result? When the news came, it was said that he was sick, and then the news was cut off. I don’t know what is going on in Yangzhou, but I just want to come..."

Zhilou lowered her eyes, feeling a little stuffy in the room, she walked slowly to the window, the moon was shining outside the window, the night was as calm and clear as water, this should have been a good day.

"Actually, why don't I know, sister, maybe I can never find it again." Zhilou turned his back to Songyun, his back was thin and lonely, "But I have been looking for it for so long, even though I already know it is impossible in my heart, I still can't bear it." Just give up, Song Yun, I really don't dare to think about what my sister will go through. Sometimes I think, if she has already gone, it might not be a bad thing, you know, what happened to Sister Ji Afterwards, this thought in my heart was very strong. I was afraid that my sister would encounter such a person, and it would be even worse than this. After all, how much hope can a woman in troubled times meet a good person? Since then, I Some don’t want to find my sister anymore. I’m afraid of finding a stranger. I selfishly hope that my sister is still the same as she was eight years ago. But I can’t give up completely. Maybe this will really be something I can’t solve in my life. Get over it."

Songyun sighed after listening, and glanced at Ji Xunyue who was on the couch again, "Then what do you do to Ji Niang? Is it the same as when you wanted to know Yue, or do you regard her as Zhiyue? Lou, that day you called her name."

There was a long silence, even though it was in the south, the winter night wind was still soaked in cold air, blowing in through the open window, even sitting in the room Song Yun felt a little cold, while Zhilou standing by the window felt cold. As if unaware.Just when Song Yunruan made up his mind and didn't want to force her anymore, he finally heard Zhilou's hoarse voice.

"She is different from Zhiyue. I knew it was different from the moment I saw her. However, I was still too immature at that time. I was greedy for the warmth and feelings she gave to my sister. Tell her my story, selfish I want to treat her as my sister. However, I still witnessed her being hurt. Song Yun, in fact, when I first saw Luo Chen, I really hated him. His appearance was a mistake, and because of him, My sister is no longer the old sister. I know that every time I see him, my sister feels sad, otherwise I won’t be named and fall into the mortal world. I can’t bear to poke my sister’s pain, but I can’t pretend. So in the first year, I hid in Fuzhou and ignored her. I didn't want to show Xu Zhaohe deliberately, but I didn't know how to face her and Luo Chen. It stands to reason, Although Xu Zhaohe is not a good person, she is not wrong, and Luo Chen is her flesh and blood. But I don't know why, but seeing her give birth, I feel really sad. I feel sorry for myself at that time I don't think so, I would just leave her in Hangzhou and bear everything by myself. I even began to wonder if I really treat her as I said, and what do I take her for."

"After I met her and the child, maybe it was time to untie all the knots in my heart, maybe it was because I didn't want to worry about it anymore. Seeing her tranquility and gentleness when holding the child, I suddenly thought that I should protect her And that child, she has suffered so much, this child is still a piece of her body no matter what, maybe she doesn’t want to be that mother, but after being a mother, some things are really different. I hope I can give She and Luo Chen lived in peace. But I may have already surpassed Zhiyue to her. The relationship is very complicated, there is no blood relationship, and it is not a simple family relationship after all. But from the moment I saw her, I recognized her as my sister Ah. When I was young, I didn’t understand too many things, but I did understand later, but facing her, it was really too complicated. If I had to say something, I think it’s just a habit. Yes, I don’t want to say anything again Call her sister, but I can't change it."

After quietly listening to these words, Song Yun thought of the scene that day again. She also heard Ji Xunyue's words. After thinking about it again and again, she still spoke from the bottom of her heart: "But in her heart, you may more important than children."

Zhilou turned her head abruptly, confusion flashed across her face, and was quickly replaced by blankness. After a long time of daze, she opened her mouth softly: "I know, but Luo Chen is hers after all. My child." She wanted to say something more, but couldn't find the words anymore.

Song Yun understands, she actually agrees, Ji Xunyue has become a mother, no mother in this world can really be cruel to her child, this is nature.And according to Ji Xunyue's temperament, if she didn't arrive in time that day, Xu Lai took Luo Chen away, and Zhilou survived, I'm afraid she would still be unable to get over her hurdle in the end.

She is a bystander. Although she is not familiar with Ji Xunyue, she can see it clearly from a woman's point of view, but even if she is an outsider, she can see that those things that happened will not follow. Time fades imprints, such as Luo Chen.A sage can't see everything in life thoroughly, but everything will have a result, and the result will never be abrupt, and its cause must have been buried.If there is anything regardless of the reason, it is the meeting.That is the most random and prudent arrangement of fate.

When Ji Xunyue woke up, it was already the next day, and the light in the room was still very dark, presumably it was dusk or early morning.This place is very strange, the layout of the house is also very simple, there is no one else in the house.

She was very dizzy, and she closed her eyes for a while before she gradually cleared up her thoughts. Before she fell into a coma, what she saw was Xu Lai's ferocious face. An arrow shot through his throat, and blood gushed out. She heard There was a woman's voice calling Zhilou.

Zhilou, how is Zhilou, who is that woman?As soon as that name appeared in her mind, the scene appeared in front of her eyes. She watched the arrow go into her body...

Xun Yue!A voice suddenly rang in her ears, inexplicably, her body trembled violently, and that voice rang in her ears again, gradually becoming clearer and clearer.

That was the first time she didn't call her sister.

But the calls echoing in her ears suddenly made her a little scared, obviously she had been looking forward to it for so long, but why, fear suddenly arose in her heart.what is she afraid of...

The child's cry faintly came from her ears, and the calls gradually faded away, and she recognized that it was Luo Chen's cry.Luo Chen, she suddenly seemed to understand where her fear came from. At that moment, she abandoned him and her child.A deep sense of guilt welled up and almost completely overwhelmed her.Yes, this child is a painful memory, but it has been two years, she has taken care of him as his mother for two years, she is not the girl who had nothing to worry about before, she is a mother, there is a person in this world, and She has some direct blood relationship, but she actually thought of abandoning him!She had no way to convince herself with any reason, although she knew that if it happened again, she might lose her mind and shout out that sentence.

She is really not a qualified mother.

The door was pushed open, and a woman walked in, holding Luo Chen who was crying in her arms.

"It turned out that the mother woke up, and I said why the child is crying all the time."

Ji Xunyue propped herself up. This woman was very unfamiliar, but this voice was familiar.

"who are you?"

"Concubine of Zhilou, you should know, sister." Song Yun patted Luo Chen in his hand, and Luo Chen also saw Ji Xunyue, and his crying voice subsided, but the eyes looking at Ji Xunyue were a little timid Timidly, he grabbed Songyun's clothes and wouldn't let go.

That sister sentence hurt Ji Xunyue's heart, she smiled bitterly, "You are Songyun, you saved us?"

"Yes, I left Fuzhou before Zhilou arrived in Jinzhou. I rushed here after receiving her letter from Feige. It's too risky for my sister to sit here safely. Oh, yes, yours The little maid was unfortunately killed."

"Picking cherry blossoms..." Ji Xunyue's heart ached, and she laughed miserably. This girl had been with her for so many years, but she finally left because of her, but in this troubled world, human life is really the cheapest thing.

"Mother..." Luo Chen, who was lying on Songyun's shoulder, called out in a low voice. Songyun wanted to send him to Ji Xunyue, but he held him tightly by the lapel.

"Mother, don't you want Luo Chen?" Luo Chen blinked, tears welling up in his eyes.

Ji Xunyue's hand that was reaching out to catch him froze, she looked at her son helplessly, she knew that he understood what she said.The child's world is very simple, and it's unnecessary for her to explain herself weakly, let alone what she has to explain.

"Luo Chen, mother is sorry for you..." Bitterness welled up in her heart, but she couldn't express it.

Song Yun looked at the mother and son silently, and couldn't help but sigh in his heart, what Zhilou said was indeed right.

"She wants to go back to Yangzhou because of Zhiyue, but now the news of Zhiyue is cut off, she plans to listen to your opinion, where do you want to go?"

"Where should I go?" Ji Xunyue asked with a wry smile.

"She has always wanted to give you and Luo Chen a stable life, and now that she is finally free, you don't have to think about anything anymore, don't let her work hard."

Don't fail Zhilou's painstaking efforts, how can she be willing to let her down.But where does she want to go, where does she belong?When the dust settled, she suddenly found that she seemed to have lost her belonging. She was used to being pushed by fate, but now it was her turn to choose fate.Anyway, she is really tired, so she should choose a place to spend the rest of her life.

"My ancestral home is Shaoxing, let the fallen leaves return to their roots."

"Alright, I'll go and talk to her." Song Yun put down Luo Chen. Although Luo Chen was still somewhat resistant, Ji Xunyue had already reached out and hugged him. She had already made up her mind that this child would be hers for the rest of her life. Accompaniment, perhaps, she should have accepted her fate long ago, let go of her obsessions, and let herself go.This is also the best.

"She wants to go back to Shaoxing."

The leaning boy nodded slowly, "Back to my hometown, my sister wants to settle down."

"What about you? Will you settle down?"

"Frankly speaking, I don't know." Zhilou sighed, "Besides, the world is not peaceful, and who can be really stable. Besides, you know, I still have so many things that I can't let go of."

"You are not a stable person in your bones, Zhilou, you are a different woman, and it is impossible for you to settle down like ordinary women."

"You're right, but you're not right. Although I still fantasize about holding the sword to the end of the world, I also know that one day I will be tired, and I will stop at that time, but not now."

Song Yun nodded, she has been with this person for a long time, maybe because of fate, she always understands her very well, "But, what about Ji Niang?"

"I said that I would stay with my sister. She is tired now, and I will not leave her alone. I am still young, so I am not afraid of being too late."

"But you don't know what the future will hold, although you are very determined at this time." Song Yun looked resolute.

"Are you going to force me?" Zhilou couldn't help laughing bitterly at last, "I also really hope that I can stay with her all the time. I don't want to break my promise to her. But Songyun, I can't promise, but no matter No matter what, for the rest of my life, I must always ensure her well-being."

"You two are really idiots, it's just that your idiots are different." Song Yun shook his head, determined not to mention this matter again, and let them go about the matter of these two people.

"What about you, are you going to Shaoxing with us? I'm afraid that Jiangnan will not be peaceful for a while, how about I accompany you to find your family after everything is over?" Zhilou suppressed the bitterness, his face returned to peace, and asked with concern Dao, she never forgot the promise she made to Songyun back then, if she wasn't by her side these few years, I'm afraid life would be even more difficult, this is her rare confidant.

"As long as His Highness doesn't dislike it, it's fine. But what about the people who came with me? They were cultivated by you, but you will never want to take them with you. Without them this time, you will not be able to escape the danger."

"I'll scatter them after I leave here. I don't care about power in the world, and they don't need to work hard for anyone anymore. Let's get a peaceful life."

Everything should start from scratch.

The author has something to say:

The future story is still very long, I am just writing their previous story, in that story, they are the main characters