[Entertainment] Atypical first love

The first 15 years of Jungkook’s life, 14 years to be precise, were spent in Busan. As his hometown, this place really has quite different meanings for him.

After breakfast, Tian Zhengguo and Cong Ling went out while the weather was still not very hot.Both of them are wearing simple T-shirts and pants, masks and hats. This kind of dress may be a bit strange in China, but there are quite a lot of young people like this in summer in Korea.

Tian Jungkook planned to take the little girl to visit his elementary school. When he was in Busan, apart from his home, the place where he spent the longest time should be the elementary school. In his memory, he had no troubles in elementary school and had a good time every day.

It's the summer vacation now, and the school is quiet, but the guard grandpa is still sitting in the small room on duty.Tian Zhengguo took Cong Ling around to the low wall behind the playground almost without thinking much, preparing to climb over the wall and enter.

Cong Ling stared dumbfounded at Tian Zhengguo who climbed up neatly with a few strokes, and stood there without moving.

"Come up, Lingling."

"Why do we have to climb over the wall?"

"If you have to register through the door, it will be very troublesome if you are recognized. Anyway, the wall here is very short, so it's so convenient to turn over!" Tian Zhengguo explained as a matter of course.

Is it just short for you?Cong Ling complained silently in her heart.

With the help of Tian Zhengguo, the little girl who was so useless also successfully climbed over the wall.The playground in this elementary school is not very big, it is basically the same as Tian Zhengguo remembered, and the facilities seem to have been renovated.

"Baby, look at the horizontal bar over there! I used to sit there and play kkk"

"That building is a teaching building. My classroom is on the third floor, but the location is not very good. The toilet is right next to it hahahaha. The smell is super strong in summer!"

"The small house next to it is a small supermarket. We would buy drinks and ice cream after every physical education get out of class. When I was a child, the pocket money given by my even mother was quite a lot. I could buy kkk every day."

Cong Ling followed Tian Zhengguo carefully and listened to him talking about those childhood things. When he talked about these things, the smile on his face was very simple and clean, and his eyes were clear and bright. Zhu Zhu showed a silly smile, looking milky and cute, full of youthful spirit.

The sports facilities on the playground are under the shade of trees, which is just convenient for them to stop and take a rest.

Tian Jungkook jumped with his arms on the parallel bars, and sat in a comfortable posture easily. He turned his head to look at the little girl who had been listening to him, but said little, hesitating: "Am I too nagging? having said so much..."

"No!" Cong Ling shook her head quickly, but she didn't climb onto the parallel bars. Standing at her height, her hands could just rest on it, and with her head resting on her hands, she turned her head and looked at the boy sitting on it with a slight smile: " I really like to hear Ouba say this, it's very interesting~ and I haven't seen Ouba's appearance at that time, he must be very cute!" She blinked in distress: "It's a pity!"

"Pfft" was successfully teased by his deliberately funny girlfriend, Tian Zhengguo was a little embarrassed and still insisted on maintaining his image: "What a pity! At that time, I was a child, not handsome at all!"

He bent slightly and approached Cong Ling: "Just look at my current appearance, I am more handsome now!"

"No way! Oppa must have been super cute when he was a child! I saw the photo on your desk last night, the birthday photo, super cute!" The little girl pushed his face away, emphasizing the cuteness again and again.

Hearing Cong Ling talk about Tian Zhengguo’s birthday, he knew which photo it was. To be honest, he used to think that many photos of himself when he was a child were cute, and many ARMYs said the same, but it doesn’t mean that he wants his girlfriend to think so ah!I have seen too many nonsensical and cute photos when I was a child. If the cute image takes root in the little girl's heart, how will he show his handsome side in the future?

Tian Rabbit pouted, and decided to let the little girl feel whether he is cute or a "man" at night~

"Did Oppa have close friends when he was in school?"

"It was in elementary school, but I didn't go to the same school in junior high school. I went to be a trainee and then went to Seoul to go to school. Although I said so, most of the time and energy were spent on practice, and there was nothing in school. Friend. I already made my debut in high school, so I don’t have time to go to school.” He said it very plainly, as if he was talking about an extremely ordinary thing.

Cong Ling actually felt a little uncomfortable when she heard it, because she herself grew up with no friends, but at least she has experienced the campus life that ordinary people must experience.

Tian Jungkook's personality is different from hers. If he didn't become a trainee but just went to school like an ordinary child, he should have made some interesting friends who are very compatible, right?

Of course Tian Zhengguo saw the unpleasant expression on the little girl's face, but he didn't mean to make the little girl feel sorry for him when he said this, but just wanted to let Lingling understand him better as an ordinary person.

"Actually, I have said before that I always feel that my spiritual growth stopped at the age of 15, because I became a trainee at the age of 15, did not go to school, and did not have relatives of the same age in the school. I am also very curious sometimes Yes, what is the life of an ordinary person my age? Sometimes I even think, what would my life be like if I hadn’t been a trainee or debuted as BTS? "

He lightly patted the little girl's head, "But I think if I do it all over again, I should still choose to be Tian Jungkook of BTS, right? Whether I learned from my brothers or from ARMYs Getting too much love makes me feel very happy. And who can get everything? If you get some, you have to bear the loss. Isn't this the rule?"

Cong Ling is not a person who has a low tear point, but after being with Tian Zhengguo, she often feels that she will cry because she loves him and worries about him.Just like now, what the young man said seemed calm, but he swallowed all the bitterness in the middle.

Obviously he is only a young man about her age, thinking of what he has experienced, lost, and endured over the years, Cong Ling suddenly feels that those things and problems that troubled her when she was young seem to be nothing.

Tian Jungkook jumped off the parallel bars, couldn't help sighing, held the little girl's face and wiped her tears: "Don't cry, baby~ I didn't say this to make you cry."

He kissed Cong Ling's teary eyes, and said in a very gentle voice, "It won't look good if you cry too much."

Cong Ling sniffed, not knowing why the desire to talk reached its peak at this moment: "When Oppa said he would take me back to Busan, I was actually struggling. Would you take me to meet your family and share your past? I am very happy with my life, so I have been thinking about how to describe my family and my not-so-happy childhood.”

Tian Jungkook only knew a little bit from Park Do-yeon that Dian Congling's mother is Korean. She grew up with her grandparents in China, but everything in between is completely unclear.

Speaking of Ms. Jin, Cong Ling’s perception of her is actually very complicated. I was shocked when I heard Ms. Jin’s name, Tian Zhengguo. This writer Jin is indeed famous in the circle. The collaboration has almost won awards at major film festivals. I didn't expect my girlfriend's mother to be such an identity. Tian Tutu was a little bit overwhelmed.

Ms. Jin was born in a well-educated family. Because of her outstanding appearance, she had many suitors when she was in school.Cong Ling's father was a professor at a well-known university at the time. Because he had a good cooperative relationship with the Korean school, he would come to the Korean university for exchange and study almost every year.

Ms. Jin was also half of Cong Ling's father's student at the time. Because of the similar interests, the teacher-student relationship developed from the beginning of the chat and later developed into a mutual love. , but the teacher-student relationship is always a bad thing to say.Ms. Jin's family was very opposed to the relationship between the two of them at the time, but Ms. Jin has always been a stubborn person, and later broke up with the family here, and she must go back to China with Cong's father.

Grandpa Cong and Grandma Cong are all good-natured people. Although they were a little concerned about their son and girlfriend breaking up with the family at first, but Ms. Jin has a good personality, and the old couple stopped caring about it later.

Ms. Jin settled in Hangzhou with Cong's father, and the two had a harmonious relationship. Cong's father is a person who knows how to care for his wife, and their married life is very happy.Cong Ling was born in the first year of marriage. It can be said that Cong Ling lived like a little princess before the age of five, being held in the palm of the family and loved.If there was no later accident, maybe she would have grown into a lively and cheerful girl.

On the year of Cong Ling's fifth birthday, Cong's father drove to the cake shop to pick up his daughter's birthday cake after work. There was a car accident on the way. The other party was fully responsible for drunk driving and was sent to the intensive care unit. Dad passed away after several hours of rescue.

The accident came in such a hasty manner that he didn't even have time to say goodbye to his beloved wife and young daughter.

Grandma Cong fell ill after hearing the news. The old couple had only one son. He had a good personality since he was a child, and he was very filial and kind. Who knew God would make such a joke?

Ms. Jin cried hysterically after seeing Cong's father's body. She is a passionate person, otherwise she would not have done such a thing as going abroad alone for her lover.It can only be said that those who leave just leave, and those who stay are the ones who suffer the most.

Ms. Jin didn't eat or talk for the next few days, just rubbing their wedding photos over and over again in their room.Cong Ling was very young at that time and didn't really understand the meaning of death. She only knew that her father who said he would come back to celebrate her birthday missed the appointment. They all said that father would never come back again.Grandma is sick, and mother ignores herself.

Grandma Cong supported her sick body and was discharged from the hospital accompanied by Grandpa Cong. After returning home, Ms. Jin had disappeared, leaving only a crying Cong Ling and a letter.

Ms. King couldn't bear to leave her lover, couldn't even stay in this house filled with their memories, couldn't bear to see their daughter, all of which seemed to remind her that the man she loved most was gone forever she.

So she failed to fulfill her responsibility as a mother. She left Cong Ling, who was only five years old, to Grandpa Cong and Grandma Cong, and left alone.

The little Cong Ling hugged her bear doll and watched her mother dragging the suitcase away with her own eyes. No matter how much she cried or shouted, her mother did not stay behind.

Grandpa Cong and Grandma Cong feel very sorry for the granddaughter who lost her father and mother at a young age, so Cong Ling grew up under the complete love of her grandparents.

Is she different from ordinary children?It doesn't look like even she looks so beautiful and cute like a doll.But Cong Ling knew that there was a difference.

When I was in kindergarten and elementary school, every time I heard other children talk about their parents, she would always avoid them unconsciously, fearing that they would ask her; other children would be picked up by their parents after school, only she would always be grandma .

How much influence does the family of origin have on a child's growth?Cong Ling didn't know, but she knew that she grew up in a sensible and considerate way since she was very young. She knew that her grandparents loved her, but they were not young anymore, so she couldn't let them worry, so she was very concerned all the time. sensible.Whether it is study or interpersonal communication, she is working hard to learn.

In junior high school, because of her more beautiful appearance after she started to develop, she caused a lot of trouble at school, and various suitors she didn't know, made most of the girls in the class not like her very much.She is a sensitive person, and once she felt that her former friends were not happy, she stopped getting close, but even so, there were still many bad rumors about her in the school.

After this incident, Cong Ling realized that maybe she really had no talent in interpersonal communication, so she no longer took the initiative to make those so-called friends.

What can children in elementary school and junior high school do if they hate someone?In fact, it is very simple, just not to play with her, this kind of method may be called "cold violence" in the present view, they used it smoothly at that time, and they didn't feel that they had done anything wrong.

Cong Ling was troubled at the beginning, because she would be the one who was embarrassed every time she needed group study or other activities, but she didn't care much after she got used to it.

Ms. Jin hadn't contacted them a few years before she left. She didn't contact Grandma Cong until Cong Ling was in her second year of high school. Grandma Cong didn't want to talk to her at all at first. She knew that her daughter-in-law couldn't accept it, but no matter how sad she was Shouldn't you just leave your daughter behind?

Later, despite Ms. Jin's perseverance, Grandma Cong told Cong Ling after the college entrance examination. Grandma felt that Lingling had grown up too. After all, she was her mother and she had the right to make her own decisions.

Cong Ling's impression of Ms. Jin at that time was actually very vague. When she was a child, she would complain and hate, but when she grew up and got used to it, she didn't feel much.But she knew that her grandparents always cared about her, so after Ms. Jin proposed to take her to Korea for a while during the summer vacation, she agreed, and she agreed happily in front of her grandparents.

It was very embarrassing to meet at first. After all, we haven't seen each other for more than ten years. Ms. Jin is fine, but Cong Ling's changes are undoubtedly huge.Ms. Jin's attitude towards her was a bit cautious. Before Cong Ling came, she imagined how she would feel when she saw her mother again, but she didn't expect that at this moment, she was very calm, never before.

After that, Ms. Jin would take Cong Ling to play there every year. In her opinion, her daughter has forgiven herself, right?After all, Cong Ling behaved normally when getting along with her, like a well-behaved daughter.

But what kind of feelings, I am afraid only Cong Ling knows it?

This story is neither long nor short. At first, Cong Ling felt that it was very difficult to tell Tian Jungkook all about it, because it would undoubtedly completely reveal her glamorous side, and she was not happy. She thought it would be difficult to mention these things again, but it seemed that she had said them out, and that was all.

This time, the crying tears turned into Tian Jungkook. As the bulletproof little crying bag, Tian Jungkook did not live up to this title at all. He hugged the little girl who looked particularly "lonely, helpless and pitiful" at this moment: "Baby, why didn't you tell me this earlier."

In his opinion, when he first met the little girl, he only thought she was a good-looking girl with a gentle personality, a little thin-skinned. Later, after working together, he felt that she was hard-working and serious. He often felt warm because of Cong Ling's comfort and consideration. , but he didn't expect that Lingling, who was a little sun in his heart, had experienced these things when she was young.

"Like Oppa, I didn't say this to make you cry, but to tell you that I am not always as positive and warm as you see on the surface. Even my family is not like my grandparents who love me. Your family is just as happy and harmonious."

"What does that matter? Knowing these things will only make me want to treat you twice in the future."

Cong Ling hugged Tian Jungkook's waist tightly: "Me too, I will treat Oppa even better in the future."

The author has something to say:

It's been a long time since there's been such a long chapter.

I finally wrote down the reasons for Aya Ling's character.

Maybe the car accident was a bit bloody

But art comes from life~

Ms. Kim is actually quite a bit too much.

Aya Ling now maintains a good and harmonious relationship with her

It doesn't mean she forgave her mother.

No matter how good their relationship is, it won't be like an ordinary mother-daughter relationship

This is what Ms. Kim has to bear when she chooses to leave her daughter behind.

The content of this chapter is more complicated, including Xiaoguo’s confession and Lingling’s

What Xiaoguo said, "Spiritual growth stops at the age of 15" is what he said in real life. The original words are "I always feel that my spiritual growth stops at 15 years old, because at the age of 15, I became I became a trainee, didn’t go to school, and have been working all the time. There are six members around me, so what I see, see, and learn are mainly from the members. They have brought me important influence. Watching them makes me feel I feel full of motivation, and I think I have grown a lot quietly.” I won’t talk about some more later, but this is why I don’t like dw. I didn’t chase groups very much before, but BTS is what I think After getting married, I really feel that their relationship is very good. In their own words, they have lived together longer than their families, so why do they think that their private relationship is not good?

Lingling and Xiaoguo are essentially two poor little ones, they both regard each other as little suns and hug each other to keep warm