Fangs
Chapter 41 chapter 41
Xie Jing lay on his back face up, with Bai Yeban pressing on him, his left and right elbows resting on Xie Jing's ears respectively, holding Xie Jing warmly in his arms, the two of them were only a few inches away, looking at each other .
Xie Jing didn't move at all, the muscles all over his body were tense.
Bai Ye leaned down, rubbed the bridge of Xie Jing's nose affectionately, and murmured, "What are you nervous about?"
Xie Jing twisted his neck, turned his face to the wall, chose to remain silent and did not answer.He just thought to himself, if you were held down by me, would you be nervous?
Bai Ye laughed silently, rubbed the bridge of his high nose down, and then kissed Xie Jing's chin, his lips followed the line of his jaw and extended towards his neck, and fell intimately on his side neck until it reached the deep groove At the position of the collarbone, Xie Jing couldn't help moaning, and raised his hand against Bai Ye's throat.
"I said, you don't want to make it to the end, do you?"
"What are you thinking about?" Bai Ye asked vaguely with a smile.
"It's not what I'm thinking, it's your actions that determine what I'm thinking." Xie Jing's ears were red enough to bleed, and his voice was soft and hoarse, "Then why don't you bear it and take a cold shower? The situation is really serious now. It's not suitable, I have something to do tomorrow."
Bai Ye buried her head in the crescent of his neck, and laughed uncontrollably, "It means that conditions permit, you want me to be the last?"
"..." Xie Jing opened his lips slightly, his Adam's apple rolled a little, he hesitated for a long time and finally spoke, "If conditions permit, it's not impossible."
Bai Ye raised the hand that was next to Xie Jing's ear, and gently rubbed his hair, "Good boy, do it when you go back." He almost used a tone of coaxing a child, then pulled up the quilt, and pressed Xie Jing's forehead in your neck.
"Xie Jing." Bai Ye whispered, "Go to sleep, good night."
Xie Jing closed his eyes in that warm embrace, he thought to himself, Bai Ye is right, if you like someone, even if you feel that you are not good enough for him, but that love is enough to give birth to infinite courage in your heart, and can guide you Chase all the way forward.
He raised his head slightly, kissed the corner of Bai Ye's lips, and whispered, "Good night."
Time rotates and rises in the lingering, flying to the vast and quiet night sky farther away.
·
Black clouds rolled and the wind howled.A flash of lightning flashed across the endless night, and a few seconds later, thunder mixed with torrential rain rolled across the sky.
A man of no age in a black suit, a bowler hat, and an umbrella is walking in the dark in the wilderness watered by heavy rain. His haute couture leather shoes stepped into the mud and creaked, expensive The trouser legs of his suit were stained with muddy water, but he obviously didn't care, and walked steadily without rushing.
"boom--"
Another round of lightning followed by rolling thunder shook the heavens and the earth, and the world instantly became brighter.
The man's movements stopped instantly, he raised his head slightly, his pupils under the top hat showed a bit of confusion.
Standing under a tree not far away was a very young and good-looking boy in a black windbreaker. He didn't open an umbrella, letting the pouring rain pour on him.
"It's a pity." A deep and pleasant voice mixed with the sound of rain slowly came from the boy's mouth, "Dying on a rainy night or something, it is really a very sad thing for posterity to mention."
The man's face froze, and the next second, the man put away the umbrella without thinking, waving it in a circle like a sword and halberd.
The boy threw off the windbreaker, unable to see what his expression was, he pulled out the dagger from his waist in an instant, kicked back with his left foot, stepped on the tree trunk with his foot, and jumped into the air with his strength, the dagger crossed the top of the man's head, In just a few seconds, the man raised his umbrella to block, and the blade slashed across the umbrella handle, causing a series of sparks.The umbrella handle under the black cloth was actually a long knife made of fine steel.
The boy flipped in the air and landed behind the man in a blink of an eye. He raised his hand to wipe the rainwater on his face, and said with a smile, "What a shame."
The man's face was pale, and he pulled out a long knife from the messy umbrella cloth. The rain dripped down, along the blade to the blade, and then fell into the muddy ground - it was an ancient knife with a straight blade and a single edge, made of fine steel The blade is like a mirror.
The man sneered, "Using a dagger to fight me, do you look down on me too much, or yourself too much?" But his hand holding the handle of the knife was trembling slightly, and his fingertips were extremely blue and white.
The boy held the handle of the knife, held the short knife horizontally in front of him, and smiled, "Be confident, I think there are both possibilities." When he looked up, the lightning flashed, so at this moment, the already beautiful People suddenly have a mysterious beauty that is almost cruel.
As soon as the blade appeared, a bright light of the knife that could almost burn the eyes was drawn by lightning-following the light of the knife, there was a boy's figure like a blue bird, he flew up, and the man held the knife in front of him , but the boy actually used the blade as a fulcrum to press down with a short knife, then knocked his knee on the man's chest to knock him into the air, and then swung his long arm with the strength of the man's retreat, the sound of breaking wind and breaking silk came, A bloody gash was drawn on the man's chest.
"Even if it's a long knife or something, you have to be careful not to face yourself with the single-pointed side." The boy looked a little regretful, as if he was dissatisfied that he just cut his chest instead of his throat.
But when you look at the playful smile on the corner of his mouth, you will feel that he seems to be doing this on purpose, as if - teasing a man like a cat catching a mouse.
The man stepped back a few steps, managed to stabilize his figure, his face was ashen as dead, and he hissed, "Who are you?"
The boy came slowly from the front, holding a short knife in his hand, and the windbreaker was soaked by rain, showing a heavy drape.He walked lightly but firmly, "When doing such a thing, you should think more about your own safety. How can you go out alone? It's so dangerous."
For a moment, the world was silent, and suddenly there was overwhelming redness, hot and sticky, and the man's dying curse tore the eardrums, "You will die, you will die, you are destined to die in hell—"
The next moment, the screams were swallowed up by the crackling sound of the rainstorm, and the lightning flashed again, reflecting on the boy's beautiful white face stained with blood.He raised his hand to wipe off the blood on the knife, looked at the direction where the lightning flashed, and muttered in a low voice, "Sure enough, no matter how dazzling it is, it's not sunlight."
·
——You will not die well, you are doomed to die in hell!
"Xie Jing, Xie Jing?" Bai Ye's voice seemed to float from the sky, and finally touched Xie Jing's erratic auditory nerves, "Xie Jing, are you still sleepy?"
Xie Jing came back to his senses, raised his hand and rubbed his eyes, and said in a lazy tone as if he had just woken up, "I'm sleepy and I don't know who is to blame?" Haha, I was dreaming just now, did I dream about the past? ?Xie Jing stared at the white porcelain powder on the ceiling and thought.
Bai Ye has already woken up and washed up, standing by the window to adjust the cuff buttons of his shirt, his upper body is just at the same level as the window, and his lower body is in a kind of dark boundary, which makes his upper body shine through the light projected from the window even more. With a warm luster.From hair to side face, neck, slender back and lumbar spine are undoubtedly exposed at the junction of light and shadow.Hearing this, Bai Ye turned her head towards Xie Jingdao even more, "Speaking of which, I went out yesterday to think about things. Strictly speaking, I should have slept less than you."
"Can I compare with you?" Xie Jing sat up, glanced at him, and said, "If I get your salary, I can also get up early every day." Poor Xie Jing has never had an internship period, and the salary It is pitifully small, and I have to work overtime from time to time.
Bai Ye finally straightened his clothes. He walked to Xie Jing's bed, lowered his body, put his hands on Xie Jing's sides, and looked at him at the same level, "It doesn't matter, you will be in charge of the salary in the future."
"..." Xie Jing subconsciously tilted his head, covered his mouth and coughed, "Ahem, cough... Captain, can you stop hanging out here early in the morning?"
Bai Ye glanced at him, straightened up, and teased, "Why are you the captain again now? That's not what someone called me last night."
How do you look like a child?Xie Jing grabbed him by the collar and hooked him down, and kissed him lightly on the corner of his lips, "That's enough, why didn't I know you are so talkative?"
"..."
The two looked at each other for a while, and Bai Ye suddenly realized something very important, "You don't seem to have said you like me?"
"..." It's really enough, Xie Jing's cheeks were slightly hot, and he pushed Bai Ye away calmly, "Get up, get up, I'm going to wash my face."
Bai Ye took advantage of the situation and sat on the bed, watching him stepping on flip flops, and ran into the toilet, couldn't help but smile, feeling a little hot in his heart - what relationship do we have now?Is it a relationship?
After all, he is still young and vigorous, once this idea popped up in his mind, he couldn't stop it, Bai Ye got up and walked to the door of the single room toilet, raised his hand to support the door frame, looked at Xie Jing who was brushing his teeth, and couldn't stop laughing. The corners of the eyes were dyed with warmth, "I plan to invite my parents to meet you at home when I have time."
It was really not surprising, Xie Jing sprayed out all the mouthwash, the mouth was still full of toothpaste foam and said vaguely, "No, what are you talking about? See the parents?"
"Well, I have indeed reached the age of starting a family. Since we will live together in the future, we will have to experience this sooner or later."
Xie Jing almost wanted to swallow the mouthwash in his mouth, he rinsed his mouth indiscriminately, turned on the faucet and washed his face with a handful of water with his hand, and then he didn't have time to wipe it, so he just looked at Bai Ye, frowning slightly, " Could it be too fast, besides, how can you be sure that your parents will allow me to be with you?" Xie Jing walked around Bai Ye, "What's more, the country does not allow same-sex marriage, and, I It feels like, our relationship is actually like this..."
"Yes, the country does not allow it, but most of our work is within the system. You also know that we are not ordinary people. You just need to report to Shendu and classify you as a joint owner of my property. "Bai Ye said, but after realizing it, what Xie Jing said behind made him frown deeper than Xie Jing. He stepped forward, embraced Xie Jing, and grabbed his hand, "Huh? You said our What's the relationship?"
Xie Jing tried to break free, but failed.He shrank his shoulders, in fact, Xie Jing himself felt that this idea was a bit scumbag, he didn't think about it that much at first.Or more directly, he didn't expect Bai Ye to be so serious.
What he thought was that everyone just get along like this, after all, who knows what will happen in the future?He admits that he likes Bai Ye, and he likes it very much. His desire to live with Bai Ye will only be stronger than Bai Ye, more than him, not less.
But he never thought about meeting his parents or getting friends from both parties to admit each other.What's more, let the people over there know about him and Bai Ye being together, this is what Xie Jing least wants to see.
Xie Jing didn't have the courage to set foot in Bai Ye's circle, that place would only reveal his true colors, he just wanted to escape far away.
He wants to be with Bai Ye, this is no problem, but the premise of all this must be very secret.He didn't expect Bai Ye to think so much. He thought that Bai Ye actually cared more. After all, he also said last night that he felt that the timing was not enough, and he never thought that he would fall in love with a man.So, really, for Xie Jing, what Bai Ye said today was really too sudden, which made him feel a little caught off guard.
The knuckles of Xie Jing's fingers grasped by Bai Ye turned slightly white, "Actually, I don't think there's anything wrong with it." He should have thought of it a long time ago, if someone like Bai Ye is really with someone, he must want to be upright and dignified , and be supported, recognized and blessed by those around you.Never think about anything to hide.
Bai Ye frowned, looked into his eyes and asked, "What exactly do you mean? If you have any thoughts, can you tell me directly?"
Look, this is more like that time, Bai Ye is also like this, leaning slightly, so as to face him with a head-to-head attitude, then staring at Xie Jing with black and white eyes, gritted his teeth and said with a soft smile, 'Have you eaten yet? '
People from the Municipal Bureau always say that Bai Ye is unkind. In fact, this is very irresponsible. When you get along with him, you will find that Bai Ye is very caring and considerate of other people's thoughts.When he is not smiling, he looks so cold and heartless, but when there is such a soft and tender smile on his face, no offense or defense can resist it.
"..." Xie Jing swept his eyes to the ground, but did not answer.
"Huh?" Bai Ye followed his gaze and asked again, "We have figured out our intentions, so does my arrangement make you feel abrupt?"
Although it was a questioning question, Bai Ye's tone was gentle and not at all urgent. He lightly rubbed his cheek against Xie Jing's side face with water droplets, "Can you tell me what you think?"
Xie Jing lowered his head, and finally mumbled, "Actually, I didn't think much about it."
If it was about the same as before, Xie Jing thought to himself, if he were Bai Ye, he would have been furious already?But in fact, Bai Ye used a softer tone than before, "Am I a little anxious? Actually, it doesn't matter. If you don't want to see each other, let's see you later. Anyway, I'm not in a hurry. "
The whole room could only hear the sound of long and short breathing. After a long time, Xie Jing finally looked up at him, "Captain, I think you may have misunderstood."
Bai Ye's face changed slightly.
"Actually, I thought about it carefully. Maybe I just admire that kind of thinking about you. After all, you are very good. It's my own vague idea. Maybe you need to find a beautiful wife in your family? Otherwise, I won't let you What kind of blind date group did you join. I feel that they are actually worried about your marriage. If you introduce me to them rashly, they will probably be very angry. If I hurt you because of this, I will feel sorry, maybe you will It would cause trouble in my own life."
trouble?He actually thought it was troublesome to call something like a certificate of two people living together?
Bai Ye subconsciously let go of the hand that was holding him, and just stared at him with lowered eyes.
Xie Jing's throat was dry and sore, he didn't dare to look into Bai Ye's eyes, his hand just froze in place for half a second, then he quickly withdrew it, curled up a little when it fell down.He bit the soft flesh of his lower lip, "Actually, I can quite understand this kind of feeling. It's probably because there is no very desirable opposite sex around me, so I will have a little deformed idea of the excellent same sex around me." She twitched the corners of her mouth with a smile, "Hey, and you see the atmosphere was so good last night, isn't it normal that you can't help yourself?"
"What about this morning? What is it if you kiss me this morning?"
"..." I know you want me to meet your parents?If I knew you had this idea, I wouldn't even look at you if you lay naked in front of me!
Xie Jingyi shrugged, "Didn't I just say that I can't help it? It comes and goes quickly. What's the matter? Besides, you kissed me last night, anyway. There's nothing wrong with the two men. Let's take it as a truth-telling adventure."
There were bloodshot eyes in Bai Ye's eyes, and he stared straight at Xie Jing. After a while, he finally closed his eyes, and exhaled a hot breath from his chest, "So, deformity? Can't help it? Is this how you view your feelings? "
How do I feel about my own feelings?You don't hurt your back when you stand and talk, Bai Ye, you fucking know that I want to be with you in an open and honest manner, what price will I have to pay, how do you know how I view my own feelings?Xie Jing almost wanted to yell at him directly.
But the bitterness quickly spread to the base of his tongue, and he felt a little sour at the tip of his nose.
because--
Even so, I still want to be with you, the thought flashed through his mind.Then, he realized that this was not affecting him alone.Bai Ye, maybe you don't know——Xie Jing looked up at him, and only gave a short laugh, saying hoarsely and tiredly, "Actually, like I said just now, you should have a normal life, find a young and beautiful wife, and lived a life of peace and beauty."
——I am willing to follow behind you for the rest of my life, but I cannot stand with you openly.I have been doomed for a long time, and I can only live in the gutter.
Xie Jing didn't move at all, the muscles all over his body were tense.
Bai Ye leaned down, rubbed the bridge of Xie Jing's nose affectionately, and murmured, "What are you nervous about?"
Xie Jing twisted his neck, turned his face to the wall, chose to remain silent and did not answer.He just thought to himself, if you were held down by me, would you be nervous?
Bai Ye laughed silently, rubbed the bridge of his high nose down, and then kissed Xie Jing's chin, his lips followed the line of his jaw and extended towards his neck, and fell intimately on his side neck until it reached the deep groove At the position of the collarbone, Xie Jing couldn't help moaning, and raised his hand against Bai Ye's throat.
"I said, you don't want to make it to the end, do you?"
"What are you thinking about?" Bai Ye asked vaguely with a smile.
"It's not what I'm thinking, it's your actions that determine what I'm thinking." Xie Jing's ears were red enough to bleed, and his voice was soft and hoarse, "Then why don't you bear it and take a cold shower? The situation is really serious now. It's not suitable, I have something to do tomorrow."
Bai Ye buried her head in the crescent of his neck, and laughed uncontrollably, "It means that conditions permit, you want me to be the last?"
"..." Xie Jing opened his lips slightly, his Adam's apple rolled a little, he hesitated for a long time and finally spoke, "If conditions permit, it's not impossible."
Bai Ye raised the hand that was next to Xie Jing's ear, and gently rubbed his hair, "Good boy, do it when you go back." He almost used a tone of coaxing a child, then pulled up the quilt, and pressed Xie Jing's forehead in your neck.
"Xie Jing." Bai Ye whispered, "Go to sleep, good night."
Xie Jing closed his eyes in that warm embrace, he thought to himself, Bai Ye is right, if you like someone, even if you feel that you are not good enough for him, but that love is enough to give birth to infinite courage in your heart, and can guide you Chase all the way forward.
He raised his head slightly, kissed the corner of Bai Ye's lips, and whispered, "Good night."
Time rotates and rises in the lingering, flying to the vast and quiet night sky farther away.
·
Black clouds rolled and the wind howled.A flash of lightning flashed across the endless night, and a few seconds later, thunder mixed with torrential rain rolled across the sky.
A man of no age in a black suit, a bowler hat, and an umbrella is walking in the dark in the wilderness watered by heavy rain. His haute couture leather shoes stepped into the mud and creaked, expensive The trouser legs of his suit were stained with muddy water, but he obviously didn't care, and walked steadily without rushing.
"boom--"
Another round of lightning followed by rolling thunder shook the heavens and the earth, and the world instantly became brighter.
The man's movements stopped instantly, he raised his head slightly, his pupils under the top hat showed a bit of confusion.
Standing under a tree not far away was a very young and good-looking boy in a black windbreaker. He didn't open an umbrella, letting the pouring rain pour on him.
"It's a pity." A deep and pleasant voice mixed with the sound of rain slowly came from the boy's mouth, "Dying on a rainy night or something, it is really a very sad thing for posterity to mention."
The man's face froze, and the next second, the man put away the umbrella without thinking, waving it in a circle like a sword and halberd.
The boy threw off the windbreaker, unable to see what his expression was, he pulled out the dagger from his waist in an instant, kicked back with his left foot, stepped on the tree trunk with his foot, and jumped into the air with his strength, the dagger crossed the top of the man's head, In just a few seconds, the man raised his umbrella to block, and the blade slashed across the umbrella handle, causing a series of sparks.The umbrella handle under the black cloth was actually a long knife made of fine steel.
The boy flipped in the air and landed behind the man in a blink of an eye. He raised his hand to wipe the rainwater on his face, and said with a smile, "What a shame."
The man's face was pale, and he pulled out a long knife from the messy umbrella cloth. The rain dripped down, along the blade to the blade, and then fell into the muddy ground - it was an ancient knife with a straight blade and a single edge, made of fine steel The blade is like a mirror.
The man sneered, "Using a dagger to fight me, do you look down on me too much, or yourself too much?" But his hand holding the handle of the knife was trembling slightly, and his fingertips were extremely blue and white.
The boy held the handle of the knife, held the short knife horizontally in front of him, and smiled, "Be confident, I think there are both possibilities." When he looked up, the lightning flashed, so at this moment, the already beautiful People suddenly have a mysterious beauty that is almost cruel.
As soon as the blade appeared, a bright light of the knife that could almost burn the eyes was drawn by lightning-following the light of the knife, there was a boy's figure like a blue bird, he flew up, and the man held the knife in front of him , but the boy actually used the blade as a fulcrum to press down with a short knife, then knocked his knee on the man's chest to knock him into the air, and then swung his long arm with the strength of the man's retreat, the sound of breaking wind and breaking silk came, A bloody gash was drawn on the man's chest.
"Even if it's a long knife or something, you have to be careful not to face yourself with the single-pointed side." The boy looked a little regretful, as if he was dissatisfied that he just cut his chest instead of his throat.
But when you look at the playful smile on the corner of his mouth, you will feel that he seems to be doing this on purpose, as if - teasing a man like a cat catching a mouse.
The man stepped back a few steps, managed to stabilize his figure, his face was ashen as dead, and he hissed, "Who are you?"
The boy came slowly from the front, holding a short knife in his hand, and the windbreaker was soaked by rain, showing a heavy drape.He walked lightly but firmly, "When doing such a thing, you should think more about your own safety. How can you go out alone? It's so dangerous."
For a moment, the world was silent, and suddenly there was overwhelming redness, hot and sticky, and the man's dying curse tore the eardrums, "You will die, you will die, you are destined to die in hell—"
The next moment, the screams were swallowed up by the crackling sound of the rainstorm, and the lightning flashed again, reflecting on the boy's beautiful white face stained with blood.He raised his hand to wipe off the blood on the knife, looked at the direction where the lightning flashed, and muttered in a low voice, "Sure enough, no matter how dazzling it is, it's not sunlight."
·
——You will not die well, you are doomed to die in hell!
"Xie Jing, Xie Jing?" Bai Ye's voice seemed to float from the sky, and finally touched Xie Jing's erratic auditory nerves, "Xie Jing, are you still sleepy?"
Xie Jing came back to his senses, raised his hand and rubbed his eyes, and said in a lazy tone as if he had just woken up, "I'm sleepy and I don't know who is to blame?" Haha, I was dreaming just now, did I dream about the past? ?Xie Jing stared at the white porcelain powder on the ceiling and thought.
Bai Ye has already woken up and washed up, standing by the window to adjust the cuff buttons of his shirt, his upper body is just at the same level as the window, and his lower body is in a kind of dark boundary, which makes his upper body shine through the light projected from the window even more. With a warm luster.From hair to side face, neck, slender back and lumbar spine are undoubtedly exposed at the junction of light and shadow.Hearing this, Bai Ye turned her head towards Xie Jingdao even more, "Speaking of which, I went out yesterday to think about things. Strictly speaking, I should have slept less than you."
"Can I compare with you?" Xie Jing sat up, glanced at him, and said, "If I get your salary, I can also get up early every day." Poor Xie Jing has never had an internship period, and the salary It is pitifully small, and I have to work overtime from time to time.
Bai Ye finally straightened his clothes. He walked to Xie Jing's bed, lowered his body, put his hands on Xie Jing's sides, and looked at him at the same level, "It doesn't matter, you will be in charge of the salary in the future."
"..." Xie Jing subconsciously tilted his head, covered his mouth and coughed, "Ahem, cough... Captain, can you stop hanging out here early in the morning?"
Bai Ye glanced at him, straightened up, and teased, "Why are you the captain again now? That's not what someone called me last night."
How do you look like a child?Xie Jing grabbed him by the collar and hooked him down, and kissed him lightly on the corner of his lips, "That's enough, why didn't I know you are so talkative?"
"..."
The two looked at each other for a while, and Bai Ye suddenly realized something very important, "You don't seem to have said you like me?"
"..." It's really enough, Xie Jing's cheeks were slightly hot, and he pushed Bai Ye away calmly, "Get up, get up, I'm going to wash my face."
Bai Ye took advantage of the situation and sat on the bed, watching him stepping on flip flops, and ran into the toilet, couldn't help but smile, feeling a little hot in his heart - what relationship do we have now?Is it a relationship?
After all, he is still young and vigorous, once this idea popped up in his mind, he couldn't stop it, Bai Ye got up and walked to the door of the single room toilet, raised his hand to support the door frame, looked at Xie Jing who was brushing his teeth, and couldn't stop laughing. The corners of the eyes were dyed with warmth, "I plan to invite my parents to meet you at home when I have time."
It was really not surprising, Xie Jing sprayed out all the mouthwash, the mouth was still full of toothpaste foam and said vaguely, "No, what are you talking about? See the parents?"
"Well, I have indeed reached the age of starting a family. Since we will live together in the future, we will have to experience this sooner or later."
Xie Jing almost wanted to swallow the mouthwash in his mouth, he rinsed his mouth indiscriminately, turned on the faucet and washed his face with a handful of water with his hand, and then he didn't have time to wipe it, so he just looked at Bai Ye, frowning slightly, " Could it be too fast, besides, how can you be sure that your parents will allow me to be with you?" Xie Jing walked around Bai Ye, "What's more, the country does not allow same-sex marriage, and, I It feels like, our relationship is actually like this..."
"Yes, the country does not allow it, but most of our work is within the system. You also know that we are not ordinary people. You just need to report to Shendu and classify you as a joint owner of my property. "Bai Ye said, but after realizing it, what Xie Jing said behind made him frown deeper than Xie Jing. He stepped forward, embraced Xie Jing, and grabbed his hand, "Huh? You said our What's the relationship?"
Xie Jing tried to break free, but failed.He shrank his shoulders, in fact, Xie Jing himself felt that this idea was a bit scumbag, he didn't think about it that much at first.Or more directly, he didn't expect Bai Ye to be so serious.
What he thought was that everyone just get along like this, after all, who knows what will happen in the future?He admits that he likes Bai Ye, and he likes it very much. His desire to live with Bai Ye will only be stronger than Bai Ye, more than him, not less.
But he never thought about meeting his parents or getting friends from both parties to admit each other.What's more, let the people over there know about him and Bai Ye being together, this is what Xie Jing least wants to see.
Xie Jing didn't have the courage to set foot in Bai Ye's circle, that place would only reveal his true colors, he just wanted to escape far away.
He wants to be with Bai Ye, this is no problem, but the premise of all this must be very secret.He didn't expect Bai Ye to think so much. He thought that Bai Ye actually cared more. After all, he also said last night that he felt that the timing was not enough, and he never thought that he would fall in love with a man.So, really, for Xie Jing, what Bai Ye said today was really too sudden, which made him feel a little caught off guard.
The knuckles of Xie Jing's fingers grasped by Bai Ye turned slightly white, "Actually, I don't think there's anything wrong with it." He should have thought of it a long time ago, if someone like Bai Ye is really with someone, he must want to be upright and dignified , and be supported, recognized and blessed by those around you.Never think about anything to hide.
Bai Ye frowned, looked into his eyes and asked, "What exactly do you mean? If you have any thoughts, can you tell me directly?"
Look, this is more like that time, Bai Ye is also like this, leaning slightly, so as to face him with a head-to-head attitude, then staring at Xie Jing with black and white eyes, gritted his teeth and said with a soft smile, 'Have you eaten yet? '
People from the Municipal Bureau always say that Bai Ye is unkind. In fact, this is very irresponsible. When you get along with him, you will find that Bai Ye is very caring and considerate of other people's thoughts.When he is not smiling, he looks so cold and heartless, but when there is such a soft and tender smile on his face, no offense or defense can resist it.
"..." Xie Jing swept his eyes to the ground, but did not answer.
"Huh?" Bai Ye followed his gaze and asked again, "We have figured out our intentions, so does my arrangement make you feel abrupt?"
Although it was a questioning question, Bai Ye's tone was gentle and not at all urgent. He lightly rubbed his cheek against Xie Jing's side face with water droplets, "Can you tell me what you think?"
Xie Jing lowered his head, and finally mumbled, "Actually, I didn't think much about it."
If it was about the same as before, Xie Jing thought to himself, if he were Bai Ye, he would have been furious already?But in fact, Bai Ye used a softer tone than before, "Am I a little anxious? Actually, it doesn't matter. If you don't want to see each other, let's see you later. Anyway, I'm not in a hurry. "
The whole room could only hear the sound of long and short breathing. After a long time, Xie Jing finally looked up at him, "Captain, I think you may have misunderstood."
Bai Ye's face changed slightly.
"Actually, I thought about it carefully. Maybe I just admire that kind of thinking about you. After all, you are very good. It's my own vague idea. Maybe you need to find a beautiful wife in your family? Otherwise, I won't let you What kind of blind date group did you join. I feel that they are actually worried about your marriage. If you introduce me to them rashly, they will probably be very angry. If I hurt you because of this, I will feel sorry, maybe you will It would cause trouble in my own life."
trouble?He actually thought it was troublesome to call something like a certificate of two people living together?
Bai Ye subconsciously let go of the hand that was holding him, and just stared at him with lowered eyes.
Xie Jing's throat was dry and sore, he didn't dare to look into Bai Ye's eyes, his hand just froze in place for half a second, then he quickly withdrew it, curled up a little when it fell down.He bit the soft flesh of his lower lip, "Actually, I can quite understand this kind of feeling. It's probably because there is no very desirable opposite sex around me, so I will have a little deformed idea of the excellent same sex around me." She twitched the corners of her mouth with a smile, "Hey, and you see the atmosphere was so good last night, isn't it normal that you can't help yourself?"
"What about this morning? What is it if you kiss me this morning?"
"..." I know you want me to meet your parents?If I knew you had this idea, I wouldn't even look at you if you lay naked in front of me!
Xie Jingyi shrugged, "Didn't I just say that I can't help it? It comes and goes quickly. What's the matter? Besides, you kissed me last night, anyway. There's nothing wrong with the two men. Let's take it as a truth-telling adventure."
There were bloodshot eyes in Bai Ye's eyes, and he stared straight at Xie Jing. After a while, he finally closed his eyes, and exhaled a hot breath from his chest, "So, deformity? Can't help it? Is this how you view your feelings? "
How do I feel about my own feelings?You don't hurt your back when you stand and talk, Bai Ye, you fucking know that I want to be with you in an open and honest manner, what price will I have to pay, how do you know how I view my own feelings?Xie Jing almost wanted to yell at him directly.
But the bitterness quickly spread to the base of his tongue, and he felt a little sour at the tip of his nose.
because--
Even so, I still want to be with you, the thought flashed through his mind.Then, he realized that this was not affecting him alone.Bai Ye, maybe you don't know——Xie Jing looked up at him, and only gave a short laugh, saying hoarsely and tiredly, "Actually, like I said just now, you should have a normal life, find a young and beautiful wife, and lived a life of peace and beauty."
——I am willing to follow behind you for the rest of my life, but I cannot stand with you openly.I have been doomed for a long time, and I can only live in the gutter.
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