Fangs

Where am I?He stood in the corner of the room, silently looking at the two people who were talking and laughing in the middle.

"Hahaha, okay, let's discuss this matter in detail. Please go upstairs." The man laughed, toasted and led the people upstairs. All the bustle seemed to be separated by a transparent glass. He was left alone.

Bored of waiting, he planned to go out, but suddenly heard a friction sound from the door next to the stairs, like some kind of sharp sound made by metal hitting the ground.He froze in place for a moment, and an idea popped up in his mind.

Usually no one would come here, because this is the boss's private mansion.He can come here today, but because he will be responsible for sending people back later.In fact, what is there to give?It's not that I don't know the way.It's just that his boss is worried that his guests won't be able to fall asleep halfway through.

Anyway, that's what he was supposed to do, so he must have the expression that someone who is rich doesn't want to make money.

"Thrilling—" the voice became clearer and clearer.

He tilted his head, put his palm on the doorknob as if touching some taboo, and gently twisted it down.

Into the eye is a long staircase, which is a basement.The light from the outside can barely reach the bottom, and the long and long staircase that extends down inexplicably gives people a biting sense of suffocation, and the walls are rough.He took a deep breath, slowly closed the door, and went down the stairs step by step.

Deep in the basement, with dark-adapted eyes, a human-like figure can be seen lying on a rocking chair.

It's a scary scene, but from the figure and hair, I can still tell that it is a woman. She has a hose inserted in her body and is connected to an unknown instrument. She emits an indescribable smell from top to bottom. It is hard to tell. Is it the smell of medicine or the rotten smell of pus.

He felt that he should be afraid, but in fact, when he thought about it carefully, there was no emotion called fear in his heart at that time.He just got a little closer, looking at the face that still barely kept the outline of the facial features.

He was thinking, even so, he would still feel that this was a very beautiful woman.

He opened his mouth, but didn't know what to say.Because the woman has no reaction.

In the end he chose not to say a word, turned around and went up the stairs.Fortunately, he was out, and his boss continued to chat with the guests.He pretended nothing happened, quietly waited for the boss and the guests to come down, then obeyed the boss's instructions, and respectfully sent the guests away.

When he went out, the midsummer sun shone warmly on the ground. Looking at the sun, he would suddenly think of the woman in the basement.He was thinking, has she ever seen such sunshine?

He suddenly felt a little regretful, he should have asked at that time, asked the woman if she needed help.

But he didn't speak, he was too cowardly.

He didn't dare to face all this, and he didn't know how to describe it. He felt as if he was crazy, and he felt that he knew that person.But how is this possible?That woman's face was almost blurred, so how could he recognize her?

But they also said that only relatives in the world have such a connection.Because only relatives will shed the same flesh and blood, everyone in the world can forget you, only your relatives will not.Even if one day your loved ones will forget you, there are still people in the world who carry your flesh and blood to survive. How should you put it, you can sense that you still have the same rhythm in a certain corner of the world, just like leaving your own body in the world? Something is the same.

"Unfortunately, I have no relatives, no parents." He said dully.

He didn't quite understand why he had such an idea, he had always thought so.

He thought so long before he came to Jin'an.

Memories are like light dust, floating in front of my eyes, sweeping thousands of miles of mountains and rivers with the long wind.

"Are you my father?"

"Eh? Why...why did you suddenly want to ask this?" The man carefully chose his words, "Although you grew up with me, I am not your father. Look at my rough bark. I can't give birth to such a juicy child as you."

"I grew up with you. Children should grow up with their parents. You raised me." The little boy sat on the window sill and argued unconvinced.The sun was setting behind him, and it shone behind him, and the eyes against the light shone brightly in the shadows, as if they had been quenched.

"Stop watching family ethics dramas, don't you know that not every child can grow up with their parents?"

"So why should I make an exception?"

The man froze, and his voice lowered, "This? It's because... because of your parents, they...they..." The man was at a loss for words and didn't know what to say.

"Is it because I'm disobedient? I'm a bad boy?" The light in the little boy's eyes dimmed, and he jumped out of the window, stepping on the concrete floor as if venting his anger, and he could be seen bouncing outside the window.

After a long time, the man sighed slowly, "If you were a bad boy, I wouldn't raise you so big."

The little boy didn't quite understand whether the man's words were a compliment or what. He looked at the man through the window sill with a half-understanding look on his face.

"Let me tell you, although you didn't grow up with your parents, you have to know that there is an invisible connection between relatives. Even if you are not together, you can still feel their existence, understand? And ah-" the man paused, with a clichéd tone, "it's not only relatives who have such a connection in the world, although, I'm not your father, but I'm very glad to be able to raise you. Look It is a very happy thing for me to watch you grow up. To know that there are people in the world who are happy because of you is a happy thing in itself."

The man was surprised that he could say such a thing, feeling that his old face was a bit unbearable, and patted the little boy's head through the window sill, "Okay, don't ask questions every day, it's not a hundred thousand why, it's up to you family ethics drama."

"What family ethics drama?" The little boy didn't seem to understand it now, but he really didn't understand it.

"..."

Outside the window, you can hear unknown bugs chirping in the grass, and the setting sun passes through the distant horizon and sprinkles colorfully on the front yard.The little boy jumped up and down twice, his shadow swayed slightly with the rhythm of the beating, and the man looked at him with a smile in the hall——

All of these combined into the tenderest dream in his memory, supporting him to straighten his spine again and again.

The pouring rain was mixed with lightning and thunder, and the deepest memories left in my mind suddenly became very far away with the flash of lightning in the clouds in the sky for some reason, as if there was an invisible barrier closing He pushes away from the deep sea of ​​memory, and then covers the last bits of his dreams.

"Nobody will believe you, they won't know who you are."

he died?Impossible, how could he die.He won't die, how could he die?

How could he die?It's all a lie, he won't die.

No one saw his tears falling together with the rain, even he himself felt that he didn't cry, there was no reason to cry, he should be worried about his situation, no one would believe him, and he would never return went.

But he just suddenly understood what the man said. In the world, blood relations are not the only things that can be maintained by relatives.Otherwise, why would he be so sad?

He didn't even get a chance to take one last look at him.

"Listen to me, don't go out, just stay here, if there is a chance... forget it, there is no chance."

Just like what appeared countless times in the dream, the girl resolutely rushed into the rainy night with a gun in her hand.What awaited her was painful beatings and cursing, and the flames climbed all the way to her body along the blood, engulfing her whole body.

An unspeakable tingling pain rose from the bottom of his heart, his whole body was shaking violently, hot tears mixed with raindrops, hitting the ground drop by drop, "Don't go over there! Wen Yun, don't go over there, you will die, don't go over there -"

No one heard his roar, he saw Wen Yun being dragged on the ground, the blade cut her skin, splashing a string of blood beads.

If he wants to keep going, he can't take care of anyone, he can only go forward alone.

Walking alone, all the pain was enveloped by a soft light, he soaked his body in it, and slowly let his soul withdraw from his body, the sun appeared from the clouds, piercing him at the most dazzling noon of the day Can't keep my eyes open.

Someone is howling, someone is screaming, someone is calling his name, he has many names.Footsteps criss-crossed on the ground with the sound of iron bed wheels rolling, but his ears seemed to be filled with sea water, he couldn't hear anything clearly, he could only hear the sound of gurgling humming in his mind over and over again.

Then the sea water dissipated and turned into an endless wilderness, and the gust of wind swept through the flames and flickered ghostly shadows.

He can only remember these roughly, but he can't remember exactly where he is. There are many places like this over there. The wilderness, withered grass, and campfires vaguely form a memory that has become fragmented over time. picture.

In the middle of the barrier isolation, the crowd began to flee, but it was useless. They were quickly caught back, howling like wild animals.

The syringes inserted into their bodies were filled with blood-colored liquid, mixed with prepared drugs.He recognized what it was, just like the woman lying on the chair in the basement exuding a pungent smell of rot.

He knew what it was.

"You see, in front of it, life is so contemptible." Someone whispered behind him, with a gentle and tender tone. "Would you like to try it?"

"Huaige, do you think they deserve to die? These lowly people deserve to die, right?"

"Damn it?" His fingertips hidden under the cuffs trembled slightly, those roaring voices were all reflected in his pupils along with crackling rising sparks, he nodded and said softly, "Yes."

The man looked at him with a smile on his face, with satisfaction and a hint of hidden excitement.

"Look, in fact, human life is so cheap and worthless in many cases. As long as you think about it, it's so easy to destroy a person."

Yeah, it's that simple.

The whispers of the man in his ear gradually dissipated, time passed in the blink of an eye, he looked up at the dying man not far away, Dai Ting looked at him coldly, raised his chin at the man, "solve him."

"Okay." He slowly approached the man and looked down at him. It is said that they didn't know what they were doing here, but they encountered an explosion and wiped out all the people, leaving him to escape alone.

He raised his hand and pulled the trigger, "Bang!"

"Okay, it's settled." He turned around and left with the court. Later, he met the commander.

He walked alone, standing by the window, staring at his black pupils reflected on the glass.

"Number [-]—"

"exist."

"Congratulations on obtaining the Shendu Pass. With this pass, you can get a temporary ID card. You can go to the household registration office to apply for the ID card later. All the basic necessities of life will be arranged for you."

"Thank you."

"You are assigned to Gonghai, under the jurisdiction and supervision of the six divisions. Remember not to cause trouble, otherwise your identity will be withdrawn at any time. Someone will teach you how to operate after you go out. Finally, I wish you a smooth trip!"

"Six places?"

It may be that there is no one there, but yes, the situation is so tense recently, and the outside world is full of people who catch mixed races and monsters, and all relevant agencies have taken precautions.And seeing that he is also well-behaved, the person who issued the pass said to him while sorting out the materials, "This system was only implemented recently. The director of the Sixth Division is called Bai Ye, and he is a good-looking guy. Don't make trouble." That's fine, he won't bother you."

"I see." He nodded thoughtfully.

Director of the six divisions?Bai Ye, as long as he doesn't do anything wrong, he won't bother me.

Footsteps came from behind.

The young director with a stern face took the cigarette from his hand, "Are you addicted?"

"No."

"Smoking less if you are not addicted."

If he could see his expression, Xie Jing should feel that he smiled very nicely, it was the kind of smile from the heart, he knew that he should have taken the first step towards that seemingly unreachable plan.

"That?" He heard his own voice hesitate, "Can you give me a contact information?"

"I'm in the Gonghai Municipal Bureau. You can find me when you go and report my name." The man moved a little closer to him and leaned into his ear, "My name is Bai Ye. Day and night are also day and night. twilight."

white night?Day and night? !Interesting.

No one saw the look in his eyes, he just turned around and went up the stairs, and then turned around again, watching the man's handsome back disappear at the end of the dark corridor——

I'm sorry, he thought.

He saw the photo of the USB flash drive hidden in the mouth of the dead girl who jumped off the building, and he was thinking, how could this happen?The girl who died next door bought him some food for him to cook by himself the day before committing suicide, and kindly threw a mobile phone for him to use.This is what she said, "I see why you use that broken mobile phone every day. Doesn't someone in your family buy it for you? It's okay, my sister will give you this. Anyway, I don't need it anymore. Oh, no, anyway, I I don't like it anymore."

She committed suicide, everyone said so, no one cared about her, no one knew that there were Zhou Man's friends on WeChat in her mobile phone.

He can't let people find out, he can't let anyone find out that he hides such an unsightly past, he is just an ordinary person here, even still studying, he has never experienced those embarrassing ablation in his blood The bloody past inside.

The sun hangs high, and the wind sweeps across thousands of miles of rivers and mountains, from the border wilderness to the vast sea.He just kept going forward, passing through the wailing drug-trafficking lost paradise, through the scorching flames burning to the sky, through those times when deception and laughter coexisted, he walked through every ordinary and difficult life in his life. An extraordinary day, with a scarred soul dragged from hell, confronting the devil.

He succeeded, and he fell backwards, closing his already heavy eyelids.

"This is the leader and colleagues of our Gonghai City Bureau detachment. They were attacked during their mission. The situation is very dangerous now..." The nurse leading the way rushed to open the door of the emergency room, and the iron wheels slid quickly on the emergency road.

"I'm the main person in charge, where's the consent form? Hurry up and bring the things over and sign them for me!"

"Wake up! Wake up!"

"Xie Jingxing wake up!"

"Xiaojing, please, Xiaojing, wake up quickly!"

"Xie Jing—"

He suddenly felt that his soul was being pulled by something, and it was dragging down desperately, which made him hurt, it was really painful, and he couldn't bear it.Don't pull me anymore, he thought, let go, you all let go, don't worry about me, I'm in too much pain.

Let everything end, just like this, those evils burning in the endless wilderness on the border, just dissipate like this.

A smile appeared in Xie Jing's eyes. He saw Zhao Hongyi standing in the hallway, holding a spatula in one hand and a recipe in the other, muttering, "Eat fish, right? I'll get you a braised fish. Wait When you come back in the future, just tell me what you want to eat, and I will buy everything for you."

The long wind, wrapped in cool water vapor, blows towards the face.

He breathed a sigh of relief, an expectant smile unconsciously appeared on his face, and strode forward, he put his hand on the doorknob, and wanted to open the door just like he hadn't set foot in Jin'an many years ago.

But it was not as he imagined, the doorknob seemed to be welded, and he couldn't unscrew it no matter what.He ran to the window anxiously and slapped the glass hard.

"Stupid boy!" Zhao Hongyi waved at him with a smile, "I can't cook for you for the rest of my life. You should find someone who can cook for you for the rest of your life. Go quickly."

The wind whistled in his ears, the earth cracked open, and he fell into the abyss suddenly.It was as if his soul was weightless all of a sudden, he couldn't make a sound, the flames ignited from all around him, causing his internal organs to convulse together, he ran forward desperately, trying to escape from the sea of ​​flames, but nothing changed, the flames were blown by the wind Swaying in the air, engulfing his entire world.

Suddenly the flames extinguished, and gradually turned into vast light spots, gathering in the distance.He stepped on the ashes step by step and looked towards the light spot.

Wearing a white dress, Wen Yun pulled his younger sister and smiled at him.

He wanted to speak, but his throat seemed to be blocked by something, and he couldn't make a sound.

"What are you waiting for? Go back, they are all waiting for you."

who?Who is waiting for me? "Go back? Why should I go back?" He finally asked hoarsely.

Wen Yun is radiant, his eyes are bright, and when he smiles, he is prettier than Huadu, "Of course you have to go back, have you forgotten?"

Forgot what?

Wen Yun squinted the crescent moon, and all the ashes were covered by sprouts all over the mountains and plains. She waved at him, "If you have a chance, help me see my parents. I haven't seen them, please."

He saw Wen Yun turning around and holding Wen Xi's hand and walking away slowly, he heard his choked up voice, "How can I go to see your parents, how can a person like me, you come back—"

Hot tears rolled down his cheeks, he fell down uncontrollably, but was lifted up the moment he touched the ground.The visitor knelt on the ground and held him tightly in his arms, "I'll be with you."

Xie Jing opened his eyes wide and turned his head.

I don't know when, I was walking alone in this world, but suddenly I have a partner who can stand side by side, a lover who can depend on life and death.They have been standing behind him with smiles in their eyes.

Xie Jing was stunned, and then Bai Ye pulled him up, hugged him tightly, and waved politely to those who had passed by.

He said, "Even those who parted ways halfway will see each other again one day, and those who are alive just need to keep going."

Xie Jing looked at him, the depths of his pupils reflected each other's shining light.

"But I'm always moving forward!"

"I know, but this time, you have to move forward for yourself."

Is that so?For yourself?

He turned his head, and those once familiar figures walked away slowly, they waved at him, smiled at him, and finally disappeared.

Outside the window, the first ray of sky was shining from the horizon, and the people in the hospital ward and the bed finally opened their eyes slowly.

"Xie Jing!" "Xiao Jing? Damn it, call the doctor, where is the doctor?" "Hurry up and call the doctor!"

Cheers rang out, he saw the familiar partners weeping with joy, Huang Xiaofeng rushed out of the door and greeted the doctor loudly, Wu Zhongjie was so excited that he threw away Zhao Zhao who was on crutches, Yang Wei and Xiao Jianghui bowed to each other. tears.

Xie Jing's distracted gaze gradually focused, falling into those deep and bright eyes, and they could only see each other's reflection in their pupils.

He didn't speak, just smiled like that.

Bai Ye's eyes were red, and a smile appeared in his eyes, "Thank you."

—Thank you for coming back.

Sunlight climbs and extends from the distant horizon, engulfed by the long wind, and then passes through the overlapping green mountain streams, the endless river, the high-rise buildings and thousands of households, and the stench caused by the corruption of countless corpses, the accumulation of countless resentments All sins are wiped away.The heroic spirit finally returned home at this moment.