[Comprehensive] One-eyed king with different abilities

Chapter 21

"Are you okay... Dazai-san?"

Ken Kaneki's eyes widened, and he hurriedly put the person on the ground. The person in his arms had black hair and eyes, and looked sleepy. It was Osamu Dazai.

He pursed his lips, his expression was solemn, and his voice was rarely high, "What are you doing?!"

"Suicide Duck." Osamu Dazai blinked, with an innocent and cute expression, "Can't you see it."

"Is this a question of whether you can see it or not?!" Jin Muyan pulled him up, with a sullen expression, "It's fine to jump into the water normally, but jumping from such a high..."

He gritted his teeth: "This is too dangerous!

"But suicide is a very dangerous thing." Osamu Dazai tilted his head, his voice was playful and cute, "But I am indeed looking for a real way to die that can be refreshing and full of vitality!"

Then he met the boy's eyes.

Some words suddenly stuck in my throat.

It's just because the boy's eyes are too scorching.

Hot enough to burn a person.

What are you looking at me for again?Don't you still have a past that you can't let go of?

But there was still a voice in his heart clamoring, and he didn't want his eyes to move away.

Even if the scorching sun could completely burn him to ashes.

"Mr. Dazai." The sun-like boy lowered his eyes, his voice was very soft, but it broke the drowning silence in the air.

"In this world, do you care about anything?"

He raised his eyes sadly, staring at the boy who was huddled in his own world, "Do you care about this world?"

His answer was silence.

Osamu Dazai couldn't describe his feeling at this moment, like seeing flowers blooming outside the window, and when he mustered up the courage to go out and have a look, he found that it was just a painting.

A lifelike, but rigid and cold painting.

Even the dew is fake.

I have it.Osamu Dazai said softly in his heart, but he couldn't utter those simple syllables.

He won't believe it.

He lowered his eyes, and when he raised them again, there were glaciers in his eyes.The corners of his mouth curled into a cold arc, and he said firmly and indifferently,

"Have you recovered your memory, Jin Mu-jun."

"What?" Osamu Dazai stood up straight and looked down at the boy who was slightly shorter than him. His kite-colored eyes were full of coldness and coldness. open mouth,

"When I have the desire to survive, do I start to see others pursue death?"

He sneered at Yi Sheng, "You are so kind, Mr. Jin Mu."

"But I don't need to."

He didn't wait for his answer, just turned around in silence, and walked away.

He walked into a new world, and I could only hide in a corner.

What am I asking for?

He thought of the young man surrounded by thousands of swords in the ruins.

I'm just a maggot in the ground.he thought quietly.

It's enough to see the ending we want, and we will eventually run counter to each other.Since it is bound to be lost, it is better to leave it alone.

"What are you upset about?"

Kaneki Ken spoke suddenly, successfully making him stop.

Even the eyelashes of the handsome young man were white, and his expression was extremely sad, "Why don't you want to say it?"

"Mr. Dazai."

He pulled Osamu Dazai over and forced him to look at him. His voice was not high, but he asked forcefully: "Is it so difficult to say that you like it?"

"Is it so difficult to say that you want to be accepted by the world?"

"Osamu Dazai."

His eyes are firm, every word, every word, resolutely,

"As long as you tell me, I will believe it."

"..."

In the silent silence, he got a weeping expression, fragile and sad, and the young man who was about to cry said in a hoarse voice:

"Why do you want to save me?"

What is the problem?Ken Kaneki frowned, staring fixedly at the sad boy, without answering.

Osamu Dazai didn't need to answer, he closed his eyes, turned the topic around,

"People who fall into the river of sorrow... You and I are undoubtedly such people."

"But you are the rescuer, and I am the victim."

He broke free from the boy's restraint, turned his head away, his voice was flat,

"Congratulations, you're ashore."

There is a saying in "Setting Sun", "The most beautiful person today is the victim."

Kaneki Ken blinked, and suddenly understood the meaning of this sentence.

The most beautiful person today is indeed a victim.

He smiled slightly, and stroked Dazai Osamu's staring eyes. "I went ashore, so I came back to save you."

He took a step back, stretched out his hand, and asked, "Would you like to try to hold him?"

Why do you want to save me?

Osamu Dazai thought.

You're already ashore, why cast your gaze into this dark, fetid swamp?

He heard his own pitiful moaning bug,

"But—this world is simply unwilling to accept me. It throws me aside, no matter how much I shout, there is no response."

"I'm always out of place."

Osamu Dazai wanted to clenched his fists, but he couldn't exert any strength. There was no tear in his kite-colored eyes, but he seemed to be whining silently.

There is no place for me in this world.While scorning himself, he humbled and greedily longed to hear the clear and hearty voice of the young man.

The result was a long silence.

Sure enough, he couldn't understand my dirty and strange thoughts.

But at this moment, the boy sighed, and spoke in an extremely helpless tone——

"I'm obviously from another world, Dazai-san."

The white-haired boy smiled, but did not let go of his outstretched hand.His appearance was reflected in the gray pupils, as if he was looking at a child who liked to play tricks, his tone was helpless yet revealing connivance,

"You should have already guessed."

"You are still in this world, you just cast your eyes outside the world."

Kaneki Ken looked at the young man in front of him and sighed softly.The young man at this moment is like a cub bound by iron chains, weak and helpless, he wants to scream, but he is exhausted, he can only lick his wound and sob softly, almost unable to hold his breath up.Clearly yearning for the bright moon outside the window, but dare not even stretch out its claws.

Want to give him a hand?

Kaneki Ken thought.

He thought of the strong aroma of coffee in the antique, the silent care of the store manager, the figure of Hinami writing strokes under the light, Dong Xiang's crazy appearance when he couldn't write the title, and the senior Nishio and his wife. The picture of Miss Kiwei embracing each other reminds me of the way Kirishima Ayato in the bronze tree is clearly furious but always gives him aftermath at the end of the mission...

He thought of Ying's bright smile in the sun, and said to him: "Jin Mu, let's go eat hamburger steak!"

He finally remembered the bitter and mellow taste of that cup of coffee in Lupin's bar.

Still need to hesitate?

He asked the question in his mind that he had already answered.

He saw a shadow walking towards the cub, it was himself.

He saw the shadow tightly hugging the trembling cub with the gentlest strength.

He heard the shadow say:

"Please stop crying."

"I have traveled through the world and come to you."

……

Light is the gospel given by God.

And there seemed to be light outside the window.

Osamu Dazai thought.

Do you want to open it and have a look?

However, how can I look directly at such a beautiful thing?

Such a cowardly, despicable, shameful me.

It will hurt.

It will hurt.

Even if it is opened, the light will slip away quietly.

after all--

How can a person hold the light?

Just stay in the dark.

Osamu Dazai thought so, and gradually withdrew his hand on the window sill.

"Please don't cry anymore—"

Suddenly, he heard the sound of light knocking on the window sill.

"I have traveled through the world and come to you."

"Shh-"

so dazzling——

so warm-

Light, pushed open the window, and fell into his hands.

I'm not letting go.

He held out his hand.

…………

So in the early morning of summer, the cub tightly clutched the boy's cool hand, crying almost tremblingly——

"I really like this world."

He looked at his light,

"I really like you."

The author has something to say:

"Rather than being ashamed, it's better to say that the world I know is a completely strange and wonderful creature. It leaves me aside, no matter how I shout, there is no response. It seems to be standing alone in the autumn wilderness, A kind of sadness that I have never tasted so far hit me. Could this be a lovelorn? The sun completely sank and it was dark. Crying made my shoulders tremble violently and I couldn't even breathe."

"I also hope that it is a good thing to come to the world. I also want to take a good look at life, all living beings, and the world. ——I really want to live like the sun."

——Osamu Dazai, "The Setting Sun"

I don't know what's going on, but when I realized it, I had already written it.

Some people may think it is ooc, but I still can't help writing like this.

Long conversations will look tiring, please bear with me.