I was a prince in ancient times

The poisoning of Lu Chengjie not only scared Xie Anlan, but also scared the siblings Xie Mingyi.

They were well protected by their families in the imperial capital, and they were always accompanied by a bunch of followers when they traveled, so no one in the imperial capital dared to act so presumptuously, and they never knew the dangers of the world.

Now that the emperor's uncle and aunt were almost killed, the two half-grown children who were so daring to run away from home realized it after knowing it.

They seem to be pretty big.

From the imperial capital to Yicheng, apart from suffering from hunger and bumps, there was no danger at all.

I have to say that it is also good luck.

"Aunt Huang, are you still in pain?"

When Lu Chengjie was in a coma, the two siblings didn't dare to make trouble. Seeing that he woke up now, the two siblings ordered the kitchen to cook some nourishing and tonic soup and brought them over to visit.

"It doesn't hurt anymore." Lu Chengjie smiled, and he accepted the two children's wishes.

But this time for some reason, apart from the bone-piercing pain before he fell into a coma, he didn't feel any pain at the wound after waking up.

If it wasn't for the fact that the wound hadn't healed when he changed the dressing, he would have thought he was healed.

The two siblings looked at each other, feeling that Lu Chengke was comforting them.

Such a long sharp blade almost pierced through the shoulder. In addition, the sharp blade was poisoned and passed out for three days and three nights.

Xie Mingyi thought that when he fell and broke his skin, it would hurt for a long time, but with such a big wound on Lu Chengjie's body, how painful it must be.

Xie Mingyi's small face suddenly wrinkled, although Lu Chengke's smile was a little comforting, but it also had a hint of reluctance.

"Aunt Huang, why don't you just lie down and rest, and leave the house to me to sort things out."

Xie Anlan had already told them that the two siblings would return to the imperial capital in the near future, and now seeing Lu Chengjiao "difficult" sorting out chores at the house with injuries, Xie Mingrui thought about the housekeeping skills she had learned from her mother for many years. It finally came in handy.

"No need." The corners of Lu Chengjie's lips tugged slightly, and he refused stiffly.

Now he can't get involved in his own business affairs, and he can't use him in other chores. After finally finding such a little thing to do, he will be robbed by two little radish heads?

After being reminded by Xie Mingrui, Xie Mingyi's eyes lit up, and he followed his sister's words, "Yes, Aunt Huang, just ask my sister to help you. My sister's housekeeper is very good. My mother and father went to the Summer Resort before." At that time, my sister was in charge of all the big and small things in the mansion, not only did nothing go wrong, but she also managed the Huainan Palace in an orderly manner, which my father praised for a long time."

Lu Chengjie's lip line became even more rigid, his back straightened slightly, and he felt a little bored in his heart.

So... His housekeeping ability is not even comparable to that of a 15-year-old child? !

"Aunt Huang, you can rest assured and leave this matter to my sister." Xie Mingyi was very happy to find something he could share for Lu Chengjie.

Xie Mingrui also chimed in and said, "Thanks to Uncle Huang and Aunt Huang for taking us in during this time, we siblings have nothing else to repay, and we can help share some of these chores. Please rest assured, Aunt Huang."

In this way, the last right to do things that Lu Chengjie finally deducted was also snatched by the two children.

Become the most useless person in the whole house.

Seeing the servants busy sorting out the affairs of the house, I was envious for a while, and felt that standing on the corridor was a little in the way, so I had no choice but to drag my shoulders that didn't hurt at all back to the room.

When Xie Anlan came back from the outside, he saw Lu Chengke crawling on the table under the window sill, holding a pile of gold and silver, playing a game of two armies.

Silver represents one side, gold represents one side, constantly changing the formation of the two sides, fighting with oneself, having a good time.

He had stood by the door for so long without noticing it.

Xie Anlan glanced at the glaring yellow-and-white thing that sat on the table and occupied the entire table.

He muttered in a low voice, "This hobby is quite special."

Although the sound was small, it still alarmed the people playing under the window sill.

Lu Chengjiao restrained his face, raised his eyes towards the door and rolled his eyes, seeing that it was Xie Anlan who had returned, a faint smile spread from the corner of his mouth.

It looked like he was very happy to see him back.

Xie Anlan raised her brows, feeling happy in a noncommittal mood.

Walking forward, he glanced at the gold and silver inadvertently, and asked, "Why, do you like these things?"

"I don't like it." Lu Chengjia raised his eyes, looked straight into his eyes, and denied, "boring."

After handing over the power of housekeeper, he stayed beside Xie Mingrui for a while. The little girl is indeed a good housekeeper. As soon as she showed her aura as a princess, the panic caused by the fact that they were going back to the imperial capital was immediately overwhelmed. was suppressed.

The messy mansion also became orderly.

At this moment, Lu Chengjie suddenly understood what it meant to be a famous lady.

She is so outstanding at only 15 years old now, and she will be even more outstanding when she grows up to be in charge of a government.

He even saw something of his grandmother in her.

But it is undeniable that he seems extremely useless.

I can only hide in this room, playing tricks of children.

Xie Anlan smiled, raised her hand and rubbed his head, her tone was soothing, "You are going back to the imperial capital soon after your injury has not healed, and everyone also wants you to rest for two more days to take care of your body. It's not good to rest on the road."

According to Xie Anlan's idea, he wanted to go back when the cement road was repaired to the imperial capital, and take along with him the things he sowed and harvested here.

But now that something happened, he couldn't carry out the original plan.

He is a prince, he has willful capital, and he knows that even if he encounters any danger, there will be thousands of people around him to resist him at any time.

For example, this time Lu Chengjie was like this.

But he can't help but think about them, this is not a game, and what he is facing is not some NPC, he can be resurrected after death.

No matter who they are, they are all living beings. If they die because of him, he can't be as completely calm as the superiors of this era, who treat human life as nothing.

Therefore, for his safety, and for the safety of those around him, he had to go back.

"En." Lu Chengjiao responded, and pressed his lips tightly. He felt that Xie Anlan's heart was a little heavy.

"Don't think too much, it would be my honor to die for you."

Although it is not clear why His Highness is in a bad mood, it is probably because of his injury.

He was not very good at speaking comforting words, he opened his lips, and only spit out this dry sentence.

He really didn't think death was a terrible thing. If he really died for His Highness this time, it seemed pretty good.

At least not lying alone in the snow and dying without a name.

At least, His Highness should still remember him and be able to send him a plum blossom every year on the anniversary of his death.

Thinking about it, I feel that death is not terrible.

Xie Anlan lowered her eyebrows slightly, looking at Shang Lu Chengjia's unwavering clear pupils, she couldn't tell what it was like.

A little sour, a little astringent, a little bitter, but inexplicably sweet.

Seeing that the other party's expression was a bit unnatural, Xie Anlan was silent for a moment, then smiled leisurely, "What glory, you are not my subordinate."

After laughing, suddenly, his expression became solemn again, his eyebrows and eyes were very serious, "If you die, I will feel uncomfortable, painful, numb, and I will never fall in love with others again."

Lu Chengjie's heart suddenly tightened, and his fingertips trembled slightly.

So, does His Highness only fall in love with him?

"So." Xie Anlan rubbed Lu Chengjia's head again, you know it's an honor to die for me? "

Lu Chengjiao stood there blankly, feeling the fiery and gentle kiss on his forehead, thinking over and over again what Xie Anlan said just now.

His lips parted slightly, wanting to ask clearly, but in the end he chose not to ask anything.

Xie Anlan smiled wryly. Originally, he just wanted to build a gunpowder to protect the country, and he could also protect himself, but he didn't think that in the end, the country was saved, but he pushed himself into a dangerous situation.

There are gains and losses.

Xie Anlan smiled, there is no such thing as a perfect law in this world, if you want to live comfortably, how can you do it without paying a price.

Fortunately, there is someone beside him who can give him a reliable place to live.

Thinking of this, Xie Anlan's eyes softened a little.

In fact, he didn't feel much about Lu Chengjiao's injury until now.

After all, if the knife didn't fall on him, he wouldn't feel pain.

He couldn't do anything except feel sorry for him, take care of him, and help him sort things out.

Pain cannot be shared.

What really shocked him was how much a person loves another person to push the other person away without hesitation when danger comes.

At that time, the situation was so urgent that people who reacted a little slower could not react, and how did Lu Chengjia think of him first in such a short period of time.

That's when he realized it.

It turns out that there is such a thing in this world.

Love him more than your own.

Xie Anlan's vision was a little blurry, and somehow she remembered something from a long, long time ago.

At that time, he was still in high school, and his family had a little money, so his parents didn't care much about him. Anyway, they gave him tens of thousands of living expenses every month, and let him live freely.

Anyway, it's been like this since childhood, and he doesn't care.

I also feel that I am a boy, and I don't take the indifference of my parents seriously. After all, I am not a child at the age of sixty, and I am still clamoring for fatherly love and motherly love.

Just have money.

Boys, with money in their hands, are also courageous, skipping classes while studying, surfing the Internet all night, drinking, and smoking are all normal.

Anyway, I spent two years in high school in a daze, and I didn't know what I was doing every day, my grades were messed up, my family was rich, and the teacher didn't care much.

Until the third year of high school, one day, he just sat in the classroom like that, listening to the class bored, yawning and wondering if he should skip the next class.

Then the next second, a group of people rushed into the classroom and surrounded him tightly.

There are workers from Dad's company, and there are people with microphones and cameras.

Their eyes were red, their voices were hoarse, and they asked tirelessly what he thought of his dad jumping off the building, when their wages would be paid, did he know that his dad owed wages to the workers to speculate in stocks, they asked a lot So many questions.

He couldn't answer any of them.

He just frowned like that, silently listening to the questions that he couldn't answer, and in the end he didn't know who he had offended, someone jumped on him and wanted to beat him up.

He shouted that his father should pay his debts.

He was punched twice, and before he could fight back, the police came.

He was taken to the police station again.

He was asked a bunch of questions that he couldn't answer.

Then, the policeman told him with a sigh.

His mother committed suicide by swallowing sleeping pills at home in the morning.

In one day, the two closest to him.

One jumped off a building, the other swallowed medicine, and no one told him.

Not even a last word.

There is only a bank transfer record for the last month in the phone, and nothing else.

At that time, he knew it.

In this world, no one seems to love him.

Fortunately, he has found someone who loves him in this world.

A man who will love him with his life.

After explaining the matter here in Yicheng and tidying up the things here in the mansion, a group of people prepared to set off to return to the imperial capital.

Before leaving, Xie Anlan accompanied Lu Chengjie to Jingcheng.

The battlefield in Jingcheng has been cleaned up, but the situation is a bit tragic.

There are ruins everywhere, some were destroyed by the grassland people, and some were blown up by gunpowder.

In short, a good county town has become no different from ruins now.

Lu Chengjie and Lu Chuyi placed offerings on the road outside Jingcheng, lit joss sticks, and burned some paper money.

"Uncle Zhong, thank you for raising me up, and thank you for teaching me a lot. Now His Highness is besieged on all sides in Yicheng, and we are struggling. We will return to the imperial capital until the day when Weicheng is taken back. I'm sorry, we can't go to Weicheng. I'm sending you off on the road, I can only worship here scribbled, I hope you don't mind, and I hope you slow down on the road, I believe that in the near future, you will be able to see the grand scene of Yongchao stepping on the grassland again, and then I will be in I will personally go to the grassland to deliver a pot of your favorite wine to Uncle Zhong."

After speaking, a glass of sacrificial wine was sprinkled on the road outside Jingcheng, and the yellow-brown paper money fluttered in the wind.

Lu Chengjiao's expression was solemn, and he couldn't see how sad he was.

Xie Anlan knew it was because he was already sad, so he didn't say anything, but asked Lu Chuyi for a stick of incense, lit it, and stuck it beside the road.

After returning, Lu Chengjie thought of Xie Anlan's move on the way, and said, "Thank you."

"Thank you for what?" Xie Anlan was a little drowsy sitting in the carriage, and she was a little puzzled when she suddenly heard him thank you.

Lu Chengjiao curled the corners of his lips, but did not explain.

He thanked His Highness for being able to put down his body to pay homage to a servant on his behalf.

Perhaps in the eyes of His Highness, it is just a little effort, but to him, it is a rare respect.

Respect took care of his family and respected him.

Xie Anlan couldn't wait for his explanation, so she closed her eyes and fell into a deep sleep.

After arriving in Yicheng, they didn't enter the city either, but went directly along the concrete road that had just been paved outside the city, heading for the official road back to Beijing.

On the official road, Xie Mingyi and the others were waiting for him.

As soon as he saw them, Xie Mingyi threw a cage onto their carriage.

With some resentment, he said, "Uncle Huang, your golden chicken is too delicate. I put him in the cage with good intentions, but it actually pecked at me."

As he spoke, he stretched out his hand aggrievedly and showed it to them.

I saw a pair of small white hands covered with red peck marks one after another.

Xie Anlan half-raised her eyes, and said flatly, "It deserves it."

He didn't forget that when this kid first came here, when he saw gold, his first thought was to catch it and make soup.

Now he is catching gold again, and the gold will not peck at him or anyone else.

Xie Anlan and the others were talking, Lu Chengjie carried the chicken coop over, opened it, let the gold out, let it squat on the carriage, and then grabbed a handful of rice from the sachet on his waist to feed it .

Seeing that Xie Mingyi pulled his lips, "Uncle Huang's chickens are different from other people's chickens, gold is expensive."

"Yeah." Xie Anlan said solemnly as if she didn't hear the sour words in his words, "This is a hen that can only lay eggs, of course it is precious."

"Giggle."

Jin Jin, who was pecking at the rice, suddenly raised its small cockscomb, and barked twice happily, as if expressing his happiness after being praised.

"Just call it. You might be caught to make beggar chicken on the way. At that time, you might still think that it might be good for me to use it for stewing soup. After all, one is covered with mud and the other is filled with angelica. The value is different."

As soon as Jin Zi yelled, Xie Mingyi became angry and threatened it with a few words.

Jin Zi shook his fluff, gave him a disdainful look, then turned to face Xie Mingyi, showing his butt

It seems to say, you fart.

"Hahaha……"

This scene directly amused the other people in the car.

Even Xie Anlan and Lu Chengjie twitched their lips slightly.

Let the heavy atmosphere after the worship disappear completely, and everyone returns to the previous attitude of getting along.

When he was about to leave Yicheng, Xie Anlan saw Huo Sen and Fu Zheng who were chasing up on horseback to see them off.

As a last resort, the team stopped again.

I have also stayed in Yicheng for half a year. Xie Anlan has prepared a lot of things. Except for some that cannot be taken away, most of the others have been taken away, and many carriages have been installed in a mighty manner. In the end, there are not enough carriages. The carriages of several caravans were hired.

This stop is quite spectacular.

"What's the matter?" Xie Anlan didn't get out of the carriage, and leaned lazily on the window, talking to the two.

It's not life and death, and we are all men, so there is no need to cry and cry, just how comfortable you are.

Huo Sen said with a smile, "Your Majesty, let's leave now. Have a safe journey. Don't forget to help me urge His Majesty to move at the Gunpowder Camp when you arrive at the Imperial Capital."

Xie Anlan nodded, understanding Huo Sen's eagerness to make contributions, but there are some things that can't be rushed, and parting is imminent, and he can't say discouraged words, so he has to be perfunctory.

Seeing Xie Anlan's extremely perfunctory nod, Huo Sen knew that he didn't take his words to heart, smiled, and said, "My lord, only when there is enough gunpowder can we fight to recover Weicheng, and finally cross the Yanhe River to help the lord." You regain the fief."

It was fine if he didn't mention it, but Xie Anlan suddenly remembered that his fief was still in the hands of the enemy.

These days, he is not short of money. It doesn't matter to him whether he has a fief or not, but as long as he thinks that his majestic prince's fief is still in the hands of the enemy country, it will be ridiculed for no reason, and he will feel a little displeased.

There was no perfunctory expression on his face, and he said seriously, "I know, I will find a way when I go back."

Satisfied with the accurate answer, Huo Sen stepped aside.

Fu Zheng didn't come to look for Xie Anlan. His eyes passed through Xie Anlan and fell directly on Lu Chengjia. After deliberating for a long time, he finally just sighed, "Go back and pay homage to your mother."

After saying that, he left without looking back.

When Lu Chengjia heard this, his back stiffened, and he straightened his back. After a surprised expression appeared on his face, a happy smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

After ten years, he can finally enter the Fu family's cemetery to worship his mother.

A hint of doubt flashed in Xie Anlan's eyes.

On the way of departure, Lu Chengjie didn't hide anything from Xie Anlan, "My fourth uncle Lu Ziming's defection to the enemy caused the death of [-] soldiers of the Yong Dynasty on the battlefield. The whole country wanted Grandpa to give an explanation. The whole family, women and children, met with strong opposition from my uncle, who didn’t want my mother to go to the battlefield, but my mother was so strong that she didn’t obey my uncle’s arrangement, but went to the battlefield with my father and the others.”

"At last my uncle got the news, and when he led his troops to the battlefield, the battle was already over. He picked up my mother's body from the pile of dead people and put it back in the Fu family's tomb, but he didn't allow me to go to the funeral. bye."

At this time, Lu Chengjie still remembered that on the battlefield full of dead people, Fu Zheng looked at him with blood-red eyes, as if he was looking at a dead person, such horror and resentment.

Xie Anlan probably understood Fu Zheng's feelings somewhat. At that time, his mother-in-law was probably not very old.

Thinking in another way, he wanted to have a younger sister whom he loved since he was a child, and married into his husband's family. After a few years, because of the mistakes made by his husband's family, he died with her husband's family. I have my heart.

"Then why did grandpa take your whole family to the battlefield so cruelly to die." Xie Anlan wanted to ask this question for a long time.

Lu Chengjiao was silent for a moment, his eyes darkened, he parted his lips, and said hoarsely, "Because Grandpa said that our fate is our fate, so isn't the life of the soldiers not their fate?"

"Our Lu family has enjoyed the glory and wealth for 200 years, and it was all supported by the blood of these soldiers. Now the Lu family has rebelled and killed [-] soldiers. We have to pay back."

Lu Chengjia still remembered that day, when the snow fell heavily, his grandfather held him on his lap, stroked his head, looked at the snowflakes outside, and told him a lot.

These are things that he has never wanted to recall.

He also didn't understand why so many brothers and sisters in the family left him alone.

It's like being abandoned by everyone overnight.

As if they went to heaven, leaving him alone in hell.

"Your Highness, do you know?" Lu Chengjiao leaned close to Xie Anlan's ear, weeping, but there were no tears in his eyes, "I have been deceiving myself and others all these years."

"I told myself that I live to replace the lives of the 280 people in the Lu family, so I have to live freely and freely, because one of my lives is worth more than 200 lives, how valuable it is."

After Lu Chengjie finished speaking, he lay on his back in the carriage, as if his whole body had lost all strength, and looked at the scenery passing by outside, with an extremely sarcastic smile on the corner of his mouth.

"However, in fact, I was actually abandoned by them. I am worthless and live a chic life. It's just a reason for me to lie to myself."

These words have been hidden in his heart for a long time, and no one has told them. Today is the first time he confides them.

Xie Anlan also followed him down.

The carriage is very spacious, with a lot of soft cushions inside, so you can sleep when you are tired and stretch your legs, which is very convenient.

He held Lu Chengjiao in his arms and remained silent without speaking.

He understands how he feels.

He had been abandoned like this before, without notice or notice, as if he had been simply forgotten.

Many people may think, is it not good to live?

Of course it is good to be alive, to be able to see all kinds of life and see the ever-changing world.

But what they want to live is not to live alone, but to be accompanied by someone, someone who understands, and someone who loves to live.

Instead of being alone like a ghost, out of tune with this world.

"In the future, I will be with you. If you want to live together, if you want to die together, you will die together. Don't abandon anyone, okay?" Xie Anlan looked at the person who was buried in his arms, with his eyebrows closed, and there was no sadness in his eyes, and said softly.

"Okay." Lu Chengjiao's eyelashes trembled slightly, and tears flickered in his eyes. He met Xie Anlan's eyes and nodded mysteriously.

"Well, since you have decided to live, let's live out Bai Jian's life." Xie Anlan didn't want Lu Chengcao to immerse himself in the pain of the past, so she pulled him up from the carriage He took out a stack of paper from the corner of the room, and took out a piece of homemade charcoal pencil, and drew a few random strokes on the paper.

Seeing that the lines he wanted could be shown on the paper, he raised his eyebrows lightly and smiled, "Do you want to add some excitement to your life?"

作者有话要说：感谢在2020-07-0523:55:12~2020-07-0623:58:04期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: so because of 1;

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 2 bottles of Nuanxing; afterglow of the setting sun, wulioky, 琑: 1 bottle of Xiaoyaozi;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!