I stole my brother's boyfriend

A person who has no will to survive, no matter how hard he tries, can no longer keep him in the world.

Recently, Lin Yu often thinks about where will people go after death?

He read it in a book before, and heard that after death, the body rots, but the soul lasts forever, wandering in the world, entrusting everything on the earth.

What will he become?Maybe it's a small flower on the side of the road, maybe it's a faint breeze, maybe it's a sparrow perched on a branch, but don't be a human anymore.

People are alive, although they can see everything in the world, they have to endure too much suffering.

He had lived enough in this life, had both happiness and pain, and he could be anything in his next life without having to be a person again.

Gu Chen often sat beside him these two days, he couldn't see Gu Chen's expression clearly, but he could feel that he was very sad. Did Gu Chen also know that he was going to die, so he was sad?

But he knew that he would not be able to die for a while. Now that medicine is advanced, even if he does not eat, Gu Chen can still let him live without dignity. Will do everything possible to keep him.

But he couldn't wait any longer, it was so painful, and he wanted to get rid of it as soon as possible.

Lin Yu even started to get used to being force-fed. Gu Chen learned to be smart. After the force-feeding, he sat in the ward like a giant Buddha. After waiting for two hours, he could only spit out a little sour water.

Lin Yu actually had another wish, he wanted to know how Gu Heng was doing.

Did he actively cooperate with the doctor's treatment? Did Chen Yao treat him well?

Gu Chen was working in the ward, Lin Yu usually only regarded him as a transparent person, but now he called his name.

Gu Chen even responded to Lin Yu with a bit of ecstasy, and immediately left the work at hand and walked to him, the look of anticipation on his face was too dazzling.

Although Lin Yu knew that Gu Chen would not like to listen to his words, he still said word by word with great effort, "I want to see Gu Heng."

Sure enough, Gu Chen's face turned ashen instantly, holding back his great anger, he turned around and wanted to leave.

"Let me see how he is doing, and I'll go home with you." Lin Yu was very weak and his voice was very low, but these words were like a magic spell to cure ghosts, making it impossible for Gu Chen to take any further steps.

Lin Yu knew that Gu Chen must be moved. Although his body was imprisoned by Gu Chen, at the same time, Gu Chen's soul was also in his hands.

As long as he compromises a little, Gu Chen will agree to all his demands.

Gu Chen loved Lin Yu terribly.

He continued to increase his chips, "I will eat well, make myself better, and go home with you, okay?"

Gu Chen's straight back drooped slightly, and he turned around, like a general who has lost a battle. The expression on his face was very bitter, but he still squeezed out a good word from between his teeth.

Lin Yu was promised that he would no longer be force-fed that night. Although his body rejected food now, he managed to force-feed him.

Gu Chen saw with his own eyes that he drank half a bowl of porridge, and his brows that had never been lowered these days finally relaxed slightly.

But Gu Chen did not simply tell Lin Yu about Gu Heng's information.

Lin Yu had no choice but to be more obedient, trying to make himself look more energetic, eating hard, trying to satisfy Gu Chen, he wanted to see Gu Heng's photo, Lin Yu knew that Gu Chen had that means.

For a whole half a month, Lin Yu cooperated surprisingly. He was like an emotionless machine, executing all of Gu Chen's orders.

Under the control of drugs and Lin Yu's self-awareness, he really looked much better.

Lin Yu couldn't wait to see Gu Heng, even if it was just a few cold photos.

Gu Chen was holding a bowl to feed him. Lin Yu's performance these days gave Gu Chen the illusion that the relationship between the two was slowly improving. He even fancied that Lin Yu would get better.

He will never threaten Lin Yu again, as long as Lin Yu becomes what he used to be.

"Brother Lin, take another sip." Gu Chen's temper restrained a lot, and he spoke softly so as not to disturb Lin Yu.

Lin Yu's face was still ugly, but his eyes were no longer cloudy and colorless, and he frowned upon hearing this, "I'm full."

Gu Chen said stubbornly, "One more bite, just one more."

Lin Yu couldn't help it, even though he hated the porridge, he still swallowed it as hard as he could.

Seeing that he was willing to eat, Gu Chen showed a faint smile. He touched Lin Yu's face affectionately, and praised, "Brother Lin has gained some flesh in the past few days."

He handed the bowl to the nurse and wiped his hands with a wet towel.

Lin Yu silently watched his movements for the first time, feeling very anxious. After finally waiting for Gu Chen to clean himself up, he came to toss him to rinse his mouth again.

He obediently did as well.

Lin Yu has been too well-behaved recently, Gu Chen's eyes darkened, and he couldn't help but kiss Lin Yu's lips, Lin Yu just frowned and didn't resist.

He became more and more unscrupulous, and stirred the tip of his tongue deep into Lin Yu's warm mouth, sucking up the air in Lin Yu's lungs, but it was not enough, he rubbed his warm palm into the thin hospital gown.

Lin Yu frowned uncomfortably, pushed Gu Chen away, and looked at him warily.

Gu Chen smiled, "Don't worry, I won't move you."

Lin Yu breathed a sigh of relief, and asked carefully, "Am I doing well?"

Gu Chen was very satisfied, "Very good."

Lin Yu's eyes flashed brightly, "Then can I see Gu Heng's latest photos?"

Hearing this, Gu Chen's expression cooled down, and the warmth from just now faded completely in an instant.

Lin Yu was afraid that Gu Chen would play tricks, so he said again and again, "You promised me."

Gu Chen had no choice but to turn on the phone coldly.

In fact, he has been secretly sending people to track down Gu Heng and Chen Yao. Gu Heng's life is very monotonous, he is doing rehabilitation in the hospital every day, and Chen Yao is by his side almost 24 hours a day.

At first Gu Heng didn't let Chen Yao accompany him because he thought he was too noisy, but Chen Yao refused to let him go and actually stayed by Gu Heng's side to take care of his daily life.

For more than three months, the two were inseparable.

Gu Chen intentionally showed Lin Yu a photo of Gu Heng and Chen Yao who looked very intimate.

Lin Yu stared intently at the person on the screen.

A small screen carried too many of his thoughts.

Gu Heng looked good, he was no longer as weak as he just woke up, and his empty eyes finally became alive. He was supporting himself with both hands, trying to stand up by himself, but he could only stand still with the strength of his arms. He was still bent slightly, and Chen Yao beside him looked anxious, as if he wanted to support him or not.

Gu Heng is such a strong person, how could someone help him?Lin Yu couldn't help but smile a little.

He swiped, and in the green grass and blue sky, Gu Heng was wearing a blue and white striped hospital gown, sitting on the grass, the sun shining on his handsome face, arousing people's infinitely beautiful imagination, while Chen Yao in the distance was walking towards him.

Chen Yao will sit beside him.

Lin Yu couldn't get enough of it, and wanted to draw another one, but Gu Chen had already put away his phone.

He felt lost, but very happy.

It seems that Gu Heng and Chen Yao get along well, and it won't take long, maybe a year, maybe two years, before Gu Heng can stand up again, and then Gu Heng can forget him and live a new life of his own.

His life has been ruined, and he can only rely on Gu Heng.

Lin Yu wanted to laugh, but the figures of Gu Heng and Chen Yao appeared in his head, but the laughter turned into silent tears.

The seat next to Gu Heng was originally supposed to be his.

He will take care of Gu Heng in every possible way, encourage Gu Heng when he is frustrated and sad, and he will witness Gu Heng's improvement day after day until he runs towards him.

They would laugh and hug each other tightly in full view, celebrating the good news of Gu Heng's recovery.

They might even kiss regardless of other people's eyes, but these should belong to him, but now they are replaced by Chen Yao.

It turned out that he was not completely generous, he was jealous of Chen Yao, he had a family background that could match Gu Heng, and had the possibility of being able to be with Gu Heng.

If he is Chen Yao, if he is...

Gu Chen's hug interrupted Lin Yu's masochistic imagination, "Brother Lin, brother will have his own life in the future, let's not bother him anymore."

Lin Yu smiled slightly angrily, the instigator of all this was right in front of him, but he had no power to resist.

In fact, if you live like a wimp like him, life is meaningless.

Lin Yu felt that he had no regrets.

He seemed to have improved a lot, even the doctor praised him as having a ruddy mental outlook compared to those few days in the hospital, Gu Chen was so happy that he was picked up and discharged from the hospital within two days.

Back in the cold mansion of the Gu family, Lin Yu's heart was completely calm.

He grew up here and has so many memories.

About Gu Heng, but also about Gu Chen, there are joys and sorrows, mixed feelings, deeply stored in his mind.

He kind of missed the room he lived in when he was a child. When he opened the door, he found that it had become a utility room.

The bed he slept in when he was a child was piled up with a lot of miscellaneous things, it was messy, and a thin layer of dust had accumulated on the ground, but he didn't care, and sat down by touching the corner of the bed.

Gu Chen looked for him anxiously, and finally opened the half-closed door to see Lin Yu who was sitting on the bed dull and smiling, so quiet, without love or hatred.

He couldn't bear to disturb such a peaceful moment.

Lin Yu looked up at him, still smiling, "You used to come to me in the middle of the night."

Gu Chen at that time was so painful.

"I remember," Gu Chen seemed to have returned to his childhood, his eyes softened a lot, "I was afraid that Brother Lin would ignore me."

Lin Yu's smile gradually faded.

There was no heating in the room and it was cold.

Gu Chen took him out, and suddenly said, "My dad is leaving soon, do you want to go see him?"

Lin Yu shook his head, he was not familiar with Gu Bo.

It's just that he was curious, looked at Gu Chen suspiciously, and asked, "Do you dare to go see him?"

Gu Chen was taken aback, then realized the meaning of Lin Yu's words, and smiled coldly, "He deserves it."

Lin Yu didn't say anything more, and in a daze, he saw the gloomy-faced child in the corridor again.

Gu Chen had actually been waiting for this day for a long time.

The moon is shining at night, and there is no snow. Tomorrow may be a sunny day.

Lin Yu lay on the bed, noticing the dense kisses falling on his face, he frowned slightly, and put his arms around Gu Chen's neck.

Gu Chen looked at Lin Yu in the light in surprise.

Lin Yu showed the kind of smile he liked very much again, with curved lips, brows and eyes were light, but a smile could be seen.

They were having sex and making love crazily on the bed, as if they were going to exhaust all their energy, Lin Yu had never cooperated before, as if they were going to die on the bed, moaning and chirping non-stop.

It's not that Gu Chen didn't notice something was wrong with Lin Yu, but Lin Yu was too enthusiastic and kept pestering him, so he let himself drown in this sex matter.

These days, Lin Yu behaved like a normal person, which gave Gu Chen the illusion of starting over.

"Gu Chen," Lin Yufu murmured softly next to his ear, "I will learn how to love someone in the future."

"I will love you well."

Lin Yu didn't answer any more, and fell into a drowsy sleep.

The next day Gu Chen went to the hospital to visit Gu Bo, and sent two bodyguards to guard the villa to prevent Lin Yu from going out.

There are cameras all over the villa, and he is not afraid that something will happen to Lin Yu.

He held the pad in his hand and observed Lin Yu's every move.

Lin Yu woke up very late, ate half a bowl of porridge, sat in the room for a while, got up and went to Gu Heng's room.

Gu Heng's room has been changed a long time ago. Before it was renovated, Gu Chen fucked Lin Yu on Gu Heng's bed.

At that time, Lin Yu was so angry that he had to recite, and kept calling Gu Heng's name, and was tormented by Gu Chen until he passed out on the big messy bed. After that, Gu Chen asked someone to change Gu Heng's room.

Lin Yu went in like a wandering spirit. He walked around the room aimlessly, and finally opened the cabinet to look at the photos of Gu Heng when he was young.

Lin Yu didn't cry, but gently stroked the photo frame.

Gu Chen looked upset.

After a while, Lin Yu put the photo back and walked out the door slowly.

This time, he went to his former room, which had been turned into a utility room.

There is no monitoring here, Gu Chen doesn't understand why Lin Yu has been here frequently these two days, and now he can't see Lin Yu's person on the screen, he is upset, so he calls the bodyguards and asks them to bring him out.

Already at the hospital, Gu Chen had no choice but to get out of the car.

He didn't know why he was up and down, as if something was about to happen.

The bodyguard called, "Mr. Gu, the door of the room is locked, do you want to force the door to open?"

Gu Chen was flustered for some reason, stopped in his tracks, and his face became extremely ugly, "Kick away immediately."

As he spoke, he turned and walked back, the sound of kicking the door sounded from the mobile phone, and he started to run regardless of his image, with the wind blowing in his ears.

A voice came from the phone—Mr. Gu, Mr. Lin opened the window and jumped out.

The world collapsed, and the wind blew past his ears, which hurt so much.

A fishy sweetness rose from Gu Chen's throat, and his footsteps became slower and slower. He opened his mouth and wanted to say something, but suddenly spewed out a big mouthful of thick blood.

It was bright red, just like the blood of Lin Yu who fell into a pool of blood after jumping from the third floor.

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The operating light is on.

Sitting on the ground was a slumped young man with the most delicate face, but at the moment he was as stiff as a sculpture, staring motionlessly at the long bright operating lamp.

Gu Chen couldn't stand Lin Yu.

There are many ways to die, and Lin Yu did it.

His head was blank, thinking of Lin Yu's madness last night, he suddenly smiled.

How could he ignore Lin Yu's abnormality.

How could one think that Lin Yuzhen would start over with him again.

Even if Lin Yu died, he was unwilling to stay by his side.

The lights were dim, Gu Chen stumbled up from the ground, looking at the doctor expectantly.

The doctor is used to seeing life and death, and his voice is calm, "Is it the patient's family?"

"The patient's brain and lungs were severely injured, and two ribs penetrated the heart."

"Please sign the notice."

Gu Chen listened in a daze, his hands were shaking uncontrollably, his eyes were bloodshot, "How likely is it?"

"We'll do our best."

Gu Chen closed his eyes forcefully, this sentence was a death notice.

His eyes were completely dark, and he couldn't see anything for a few seconds. He squeezed out the words through his teeth, "I want to freeze the patient."

The doctor persuaded, "The patient's heart is damaged, even if it is frozen for a long time, it is impossible to use medical technology to..."

Gu Chen grabbed the doctor's collar fiercely, like a desperate beast, "I said, freeze the patient."

The doctor may have never seen such a clumsy and stubborn person, so he stuttered in fright, "Are you the patient's family member?"

Gu Chen was trembling all over, he couldn't finish his sentence, "Yes, I'm his, love."

He held on so that he would not fall to the ground. Several nurses helped him to sit aside. Gu Chen made a phone call. It was the dean he knew well and told him about his request.

Although the dean also disagreed with such an approach, Gu Chen still asked repeatedly, and even used threats in the end.

He went in and saw Lin Yu on the operating table, still breathing weakly, but he would never open his eyes to see him again.

"It's okay, Brother Lin." Gu Chen touched Lin Yu's face, and hot tears fell on Lin Yu, "It may be a little cold, but don't be afraid."

Of course Lin Yu didn't respond.

Gu Chen couldn't stand anymore and fell to his knees with a plop, sobbing. He grabbed Lin Yu's hand and asked him over and over again, "Why, Brother Lin, why?"

The doctors and nurses were afraid that he would harm Lin Yu, so they came in and suppressed him.

He tried his best to reach Lin Yu, and let out a roaring voice, "Brother Lin, Brother Lin. I'm Gu Chen, look at me, Brother Lin——"

Only his cry could not be echoed for a long time.

No one would smile at him tenderly, no one would touch his head in distress.

No one gave him candy, no one took him to the amusement park.

Accompanying him will be a cold shell that can no longer respond.

Before Lin Yu opened the window, he left a note and put it on the bed in his room.

The strong handwriting is engraved on the white paper, just like Lin Yu's gentle and tough person.

A very short sentence: In the future, we must learn how to love someone.

Gu Chen took this piece of paper to see him.

Lin Yu was lying in the temperatureless container, surrounded by a chill that penetrated to the marrow of his bones.

He lay on the edge like a child, staring at Lin Yu who was no longer conscious, and murmured, "Brother Lin, I will never fall in love with another person again."

It was so cold, he touched Lin Yu's face, the temperature was no longer normal.

If you want to see him open his eyes again, you can hate him or be angry with him.

But no matter how he conveyed the warmth of his palm to Lin Yu, Lin Yu's eyes were still tightly closed.

Gu Chen looked at Lin Yu obsessively, kissed his pale lips like a sympathizer whispering.

"Brother Lin, one day we will meet again, I love you."

——How do you define love?

Love is to give a person happiness, but also to destroy a person's happiness. It is strong caffeine, which makes people addicted and crazy. It is trying to keep it but slipping away quietly.

It is I who love you, and you will never love me.

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It's over.

Thank you very much for your company during this time. In fact, I have read every comment, but I don’t know how to answer it. There are readers who want he and be, so I wrote it as I thought.

Because Lin Yu has no love for Gu Chen from the beginning to the end, it is really impossible for him, it is better to be free together.

I wrote this article just for my own pleasure, the length is very short, I hope you enjoy reading it (probably?)

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There is also a 3k episode, to explain the funeral, put it on Weibo's love power generation, and all the articles written before are also in it, need to unlock~

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