Bandits at night

When Jiang Lei was carried into the ambulance, I followed closely behind. The old man's slightly anxious voice sounded behind me. I couldn't hear what he said to the doctor. I dare not move away.

After watching Jiang Lei enter the operating room, I planned to wait outside, but the next second I suddenly felt dizzy, and the desire to vomit welled up, and then my vision went dark, and I lost consciousness.

When I woke up, I was not surprised to see the snow-white ceiling and the infusion tube next to it.

I have always hated the smell of hospital disinfectant, but now my nose is full of this smell. I turned my head and saw the old man sitting by the bed. He looked at me with surprise in his tired expression.

"Boy, you're going to scare your father and me to death..." The old man stretched out his hand to hit me on the head, as if he remembered my current situation, he paused his hand in the air, and just gave me a hard look.

"Father, what's wrong with me?" I asked as I reached out to rub my head, but the old man grabbed my hand and pressed it down.

"Don't rub it, you were knocked to the ground by Ah Lei, you hit the door with your head, and you suffered a slight concussion, but you didn't get dizzy all the time, and then you became highly nervous, and your brain couldn't supply oxygen for a while. You have a good rest." The old man said.

"How is Ah Lei?" I recalled this incident after my brain cleared up a little, and asked quickly.

"Just finished the operation, the boy is lucky, the bullet missed by a few centimeters, and it was almost impossible to save him," the old man sighed: "I am still in a coma, I don't know when I will wake up... and You! What the hell are you holding on to? When I saw you fall down, I almost fainted from your fright..."

I looked at the old man's tired expression, and squeezed out a smile embarrassedly: "I made you worry..."

"Your smile is uglier than crying. It's better not to smile." The old man gave me a blank look and said.

So I fell silent, and the old man remained silent.

"Dad..." I thought for a while and said, "I..."

"I know what you want to say." The old man rubbed the center of his brows, his expression became serious: "I guessed it when I saw your expression when you sent Ah Lei to the ambulance, but I hope you will not be impulsive because of this matter. Or guilt, making this decision."

"I understand what you mean... I didn't do it because of impulse, nor because of guilt... I don't want to marry a woman anymore..." I stared at the ceiling and said slowly, feeling that after saying this sentence, somewhere in my heart It seemed to be a lot easier in an instant.

I never let guilt or uneasiness dictate my decisions.

The moment Jiang Lei was shot, my first thought was that if he died because of me, I would rather die with him, and if he survived, I would live by him for the rest of my life.Not for compensation, just for my willingness.

I never knew how to fall in love with someone, but if I don't know now, I'm retarded.

"Dad, I'm sorry... I may not be able to carry on the family line of Old Tang's family..." I didn't hear the old man's answer, so I moved my eyes to the old man and continued.

I thought the old man would yell or be silent, but I didn't expect him to ask me suddenly: "Do you know how your mother died?"

Startled, I met his gaze.

This was the first time he took the initiative to mention my mother in front of me, and it was also the first time when he mentioned my mother with such a calm expression.

"I know that you've been trying to find out about this over the years, and I can't stop you," said the old man.

"I heard that he died for blocking a gun for you." I replied.

After saying this, the old man and I stared at each other silently for a while, and I saw the complicated expression on the old man's expression. Finally, he said slowly, "I won't stop you again, what do you want to do."

……

Jiang Lei was in a coma on the hospital bed for more than half a month before waking up.

When he opened his eyes and saw me, there was not much surprise in his eyes.

I guess it's because I've been talking to him by his hospital bed every day for half a month, and he already has the impression that I've been here all the time in his subconscious.

"You finally woke up..." I said pleasantly and relieved.

"Well," he said, his voice was low and hoarse because he hadn't spoken for a long time: "I was woken up by you..."

I laughed, it seems that the normal reaction and thinking ability are still there, and there is no amnesia or anything, great...

Probably because I looked at him too eagerly at the moment, Jiang Lei looked away uncomfortably.

After a long time, he spoke again and asked me, "Are you okay? When I knocked you to the ground, I saw your head hit the door."

When I heard this sentence, I opened my mouth to answer him, but I couldn't speak for some reason, so I just shook my head.

"Tang Yuze?" Jiang Lei frowned slightly when Xu Shi saw that my reaction was not right.

I smiled wryly: "What's the point of knocking on the door with my head? You were shot in the chest, brother."

Jiang Lei seemed to realize what I was thinking. After a moment of silence, he slowly said: "You don't need to feel guilty, this is my own choice, and... am I fine now?"

After he finished speaking, I didn't answer, but just looked at him silently.

Jiang Lei gave me a questioning look.

"A Lei, I've made up my mind... I want to be with you." I looked into Jiang Lei's dark eyes and said.

Jiang Lei stared at me blankly for a second, then calmed down again.

"The kind based on eternity," I added, "Ah Lei, I love you."

Originally, I wanted to wait until he recovered, but Jiang Lei himself was a foul man.

From the moment he woke up and looked at me, every look in his eyes and every word he said made me want to share my truest feelings with him without reservation.

Seeing Jiang Lei who didn't seem to respond, I repeated: "I love you, Jiang Lei."

He didn't look at me, and his expression didn't change much. He lowered his eyes and said, "Tang Yuze, you should know that I don't need your sympathy or guilt."

"I don't sympathize with you," I quickly replied, "I admit that I feel guilty for you, but that's not why I said I want to be with you."

"I won't promise something I can't do because of guilt, and I won't fall in love with you because of guilt," I added, "You should know me."

Jiang Lei asked: "Didn't you say you want to marry a wife and have a child?"

As expected, he heard it, not only heard it, but also remembered it verbatim...

I thought of the old man's indifferent expression when he swore to promise, his heart wanted to cry but there were no tears.

"A Lei, I didn't see clearly what I was really thinking at the time, so how do I count what I said?" I had no choice but to argue.

"Then how do I know, you really think it through now? Maybe it's the same as back then, you were just impulsive," Jiang Lei looked at me lightly: "Maybe after a few days, you will be able to think it through again .”

"Tang Yuze, to be honest, I don't believe you." He paused and said.

I was at a loss for words for a while, watching him anxious, but helpless.

Now that you have made up your mind, how can you change it so easily?I'm not so unreliable, am I?

But he didn't believe it, so could I dig out my heart and show it to him?

I had no choice but to ask, "Then what should I do to make you believe me?"

Jiang Lei didn't speak.

Seeing that he didn't want to talk more, I hesitated for a while, thinking that empty talk is useless, and there will be more time to prove it, so I didn't speak again.

Sitting quietly by his bed for a while, I didn't feel awkward, as long as Jiang Lei stays together, I feel very comfortable no matter what.

From then on, I came to see him every day as usual, and talked to him from time to time, but Jiang Lei still didn't answer.

One day, seeing him closing his eyes and seeming to be dozing off, I raised my hand and looked at my watch, and found that it was almost lunch time, so I got up and left, intending to go outside to buy him a bowl of porridge.

He has been supported by infusions for half a month, and his body has lost weight, which makes me feel very distressed.

Just as he got up and was about to go out the door, Jiang Lei's voice suddenly came from behind: "Where are you going?"

I was taken aback for a moment, then turned around and looked at him with a smile: "A Lei, are you reluctant to part with me?"

Seeing that Jiang Lei frowned and said nothing, I had no choice but to explain: "I'm not leaving, I'm just going to buy you a bowl of porridge."

He said, "No need."

I froze when I turned the doorknob.

"I can't drink now." He said, his tone could not hear the emotion.

I turned to look at him, and said in a pitiful tone: "A Lei, don't you just because I want to buy it for you, you can't drink it? Do you hate me so much?"

He seemed to have seen through my tricks a long time ago, and only stared at me with childish words written in his eyes. After a while, he said, "Come here."

I went back to standing by the chair by the bed.

"Closer," he said.

So I sat directly on the bed and said with a smile: "A Lei, do you want to kiss me? Do you want me to bend down?"

Jiang Lei didn't speak, and then I realized that the hand I put on the bed was gently held.

His hands were warm and comfortable.

When we lived in the apartment with him before, we had never done such an innocent gesture of holding hands, but now that we have done everything that should be done, I feel a little embarrassed.

I looked at his expressionless face and believed that my expression had conveyed my doubts well.

Jiang Lei's eyes hesitated for a moment, and it took him a long time to ask slowly: "The chairman agrees?"

I froze for a moment, and then the corners of my mouth curled up unconsciously.

I leaned over to stare at him, and said softly, "Don't worry, Ah Lei, the old man has already given special approval, and he won't throw you into the sea to feed the fish."

I still remember him saying that it is not so easy to be disappointed when you love someone.In fact, after hearing him say this at that time, my previous persistence was already on the verge of breaking the embankment.

It's a good thing he hasn't disappointed me yet, I thought.