I feel at ease

More than ten years ago, New Year's Eve just passed.Xiao Yue sent Fang Cheng'an on the road, the car drove straight out of the city gate, Fang Cheng'an was startled and frightened, he lifted the curtain to stop the carriage, and persuaded: "The emperor should go back, it is a taboo for the emperor to leave Beijing."

Xiao Yue said lightly: "Wufang, I will send you this time."

Fang Chengan heard something strange in a hurry, and didn't know how to answer for a while, Nuonuo said: "Don't worry, third brother, I will come back after the Lantern Festival. My parents are living a normal life now, it is best, I don't want to disturb them."

Xiao Yue sat facing him, opened the curtains and looked outside, there were few people on the road, he spoke in a low voice, and sighed: "You have just stopped coughing, and the year is not over yet, I know you miss your family dearly, now I want to ask you a question, Cheng An...where is your heart going?"

Fang Chengan's heart seemed to be broken, he stared at Xiao Yue in a daze, not knowing how to answer.

Xiao Yue said again: "Your master begged to see me once before he left Beijing, and he asked me to give you a chance to choose because you risked your life to save Xiao Jing and the prince's life... .”

Fang Cheng'an didn't move, but his hands were clenched into fists.

Xiao Yue laughed at himself and said: "On the first day I sat on the dragon chair, I swore that if I could find you back, I would make your life safe and happy... But there are not enough people and desires are hard to fill. I was the one who abandoned you back then. , I am the one who is arresting you now."

Fang Chengan was about to kneel down in this narrow car, and was held down by Xiao Yue, "Fang Chengan, you are willing to stay by my side, to repay my kindness for the life of your family, is it not?"

Fang Chengan's breathing became heavier and his throat moved sharply, but he didn't dare to say "no".

Looking at his appearance, Xiao Yue stretched out his hand to touch the scar on his face, "Cheng An, did I tell you, I'm sorry."

Fang Cheng'an said softly: "Third brother didn't apologize to me..."

Xiao Yue smiled, stroked his cheeks repeatedly, and said in a low voice: "If you would have believed in me more..."

Fang Chengan felt bitter in his heart, raised his head to stare at Xiao Yue, and called hoarsely: "Third brother..."

Xiao Yue didn't want him to be sad, so he stroked the back of his head and pressed him onto his knees to comfort him, "When you had a cough, the imperial doctor came to report that your heart was stagnant and your heart and lungs were out of balance, and the pain was endless. I'm afraid it's not good...I'm doing this to you for my own selfishness."

Fang Cheng'an lay on his knees, leaned on his ankles, grabbed his hem and said in a trembling voice: "Third brother is like a father to me, like a mother, and his kindness is as heavy as a mountain. Even if Fang Cheng'an dies, it will be difficult to repay him... .It’s all my fault, once it’s wrong, it’s all wrong.”

Xiao Jing looked down at him and said with a smile: "Third Brother sent you here. From now on, no matter what you want to do, you can do whatever you want. If you are tired and want to come back... Third Brother will Waiting for you in Zhengyang Palace."

Tears welled up in Fang Cheng'an's eyes for a moment, and he held onto him tightly, not daring to look up.

In Yunnan, it was sunny in the morning and rainy in the evening, and the air was hot and humid. Fang Chengan only stayed for a few days, and his whole body ached and his leg was swollen.He was gloomy and unfamiliar with the place, so he grabbed the medicine and tossed about in the inn, and happened to be recruiting a military doctor at King Jing's mansion.

He stuffed a lot of money and got a job as a military doctor and assistant soldier.

In this way, he covered up the scar on his face, added a little wrinkled beard, and entered the camp dignifiedly.

The government soldiers directly under King Jing's Mansion are different from local soldiers. They usually make minor disturbances with hammers, and they are all quelled by the local village and county garrisons.Xiao Jing was trusted by the emperor, he had tens of thousands of troops under his command, but he kept training his troops, Fang Cheng'an guessed that Xiao Jing raised his spirit and sharpness, and this was his intention to scare Bagan once, so that he would never dare to offend again.

His eagerness for success has never changed.

When he first arrived a few years ago, he dared to bring five hundred cavalrymen to meet the Burmese people face to face. He was so arrogant that he was so arrogant. For a while, the army looked at this dude King Jing with admiration, but Fang Cheng'an was terrified when he heard it.

It was raining again this day, Fang Cheng'an hurriedly collected the herbs to dry in the yard, rubbed his sore legs and feet, and could only do nothing to this child.

The military doctor and the auxiliary soldiers set up a courtyard alone, but it was quiet. Fang Cheng'an was handicapped, and he was given enough money and silver. He received some care, so he went through the motions during the auxiliary soldiers' training, and the captain let him go back early.

He has been busy supplementing medical books these days, even if the military doctor is too busy, he has to be half a medical officer.As for Prince Jing, he has been here for more than two months now, and he has not even seen one of his close guards, let alone a high-ranking prince.

Fang Chengan was meaningless, he didn't even think about meeting that person.It's just that when I heard that he was injured, I was afraid that he would act recklessly, so I didn't come here, so I felt uneasy.

Now that I am the assistant soldier of this medical officer, I feel at ease.

The rain stopped as soon as it said it would stop, Fang Chengan watched the clouds pass by the sunrise, and brought out the herbal dustpan again.Then someone entered the courtyard and shouted, "Is anyone there?"

Fang Cheng'an saw that the man was wearing a soldier's uniform, and replied, "What are your orders?"

The man glanced at him and asked, "Are you a medical officer?"

Fang Cheng'an said: "The villain is an auxiliary soldier."

"Can you understand trauma treatment?"

Fang Chengan nodded and said: "The villain knows a little bit, why don't you sit down for a while, and the villain will call a military doctor."

The man waved his hand and said: "No defense, a little injury, come with me." After saying that, he walked out.

Fang Cheng'an hurriedly said: "My lord, wait a moment, let the little man take the medicine box."

Fang Cheng'an secretly thought about the position of the injured person. If ordinary soldiers have ordinary minor injuries, they would come to the doctor's office for treatment by themselves. This man has such a big posture. He worried that if he did not heal quickly and offended the adults, he would be in trouble.

As he was secretly worried, the general took him into a courtyard, and bowed at the door: "My lord, the medical officer will bring you here."

Someone inside replied, "Come in."

Fang Chengan raised his foot and stepped into the door, only to see Qian Shaohai looking at him helplessly, he paused and was about to back out, another person inside said angrily: "If you dare to back out, this king will definitely make you regret it!"

Fang Chengan paused, walked in obediently, put down the medicine box and bowed on his knees: "The villain has seen the prince."

Xiao Jing looked at his face that was not afraid of being scalded by boiling water, and his excited and anxious mood was suppressed, probably because his mood was too depressed, and his temper seemed extremely irritable, so he shouted: "Get out!"

Fang Chengan got up calmly again, and Qian Shaohai was terrified. He bowed low, not daring to fart, and hurried out of the door, and even closed the door behind him.

Xiao Jing sat at a discussion table, stretched out his hand to pour a glass of water, and said lightly, "Sit down."

Fang Chengan sat down obediently.

Xiao Jing looked at his head and face, and asked in a low voice, "Where's Scar?"

Fang Cheng'an said: "The ointment covered it."

Xiao Jing murmured: "It's okay to be like this. Back then, I didn't know what to do when I was ostentatious with a scar on my face..."

Fang Cheng'an pretended not to hear it, so he took a sip of tea to subdue his shock, as soon as he came, he would be at peace, there is nothing to be afraid of until now.

Seeing that he was calm, Xiao Jing said in a deep voice, "What are you doing here? Are you feeding mosquitoes?"

Fang Chengan raised his head and stared at him, then said lightly, "Come and see you."

Xiao Jing felt pain and joy in his heart, tried his best to suppress his emotions and said, "Come and see me? Hidden in my camp and became a soldier. Is this how you see people?"

Fang Chengan replied: "Yes."

Xiao Jing couldn't stop panting, stood up abruptly, pointed at him and said, "Fang Cheng'an, talk to me carefully, what are you doing here, you don't need your legs in this terrible weather in Yunnan? Military doctors and auxiliary soldiers... Ha, thank you for thinking it out! The emperor sent me a letter saying, you went home to visit your relatives, and you got rid of the hidden guards he assigned to you, and told me to pay more attention. You have already left, and there is no news from now on. Secretly turned the palace and the army upside down, I wish I could... I wish I could..."

Xiao Jing couldn't continue, his eyes turned red and he stood still in a daze, as if in a daze.

Fang Chengan looked up at him, without turning his eyes, and said, "Ah Jing, I'm sorry!"

Xiao Jing also stared at him, eyes like torches, carefully asked Yiyi: "What are you sorry for me?"

Fang Cheng'an then stood up, walked to his side, stretched out his arms to hug him, and said, "I made you worry and made you sad...can I stay here now?"

Xiao Jing didn't dare to move for a while, and asked Nana after a while, "Are you not afraid anymore?"

Fang Cheng'an didn't answer, Xiao Jing asked again: "Aren't you afraid that I will have a wife and son and be uneasy at home? Are you also afraid that I will be injured if I fight with the emperor's brother?"

Fang Cheng'an still didn't answer, Xiao Jing hugged him, and felt a huge stone in his heart fall to the ground, his heart was filled with joy in an instant, but his mouth was still unforgiving: "You are not afraid that I think you have a crippled face and a crippled face. Matte?"

Fang Cheng'an still didn't answer, but Xiao Jing hugged him tightly, his voice choked with sobs, and he said in a low voice: "Fang Cheng'an, do I count as keeping the clouds open to see the moonlight?"

Fang Chengan still said: "Ah Jing, I'm sorry..."

Xiao Jing leaned on his shoulder, only merging the person in his arms into his flesh and blood, and said slowly: "Cheng An, I have lived for 27 years, and I have never been so content as I am now."

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