give

I took a deep breath and looked at Master for real, and really stabbed the sword.

--bump!

My sword and Master's fingers made a shrill sound when they touched each other.

I retracted my sword and channeled my inner strength to the sky, and headed straight down to attack Master.

Master looked up at me.

bump!The sword in my hand has already entered the hands of Master...

I have known before that almost every martial arts contest with Master, Master let me go. This time, I only used two moves in real martial arts contest with Master. I really am not Master's opponent, I really am not.

I stood on the side in a daze and stared at Master.

I used to be jealous of Master and Lin Ruoxi more than once, because they have fathers, mothers, and relatives... Later I realized that the person I have been most jealous of is not Master nor Lin Ruoxi, but me. He has a father and a mother, he is a young master, he has everything I don't have... Now I understand that Master and I are incomparable, we are all equally pitiful.

"Yue'er..." Master pushed me.

I came back to my senses and looked at Master and smiled: "It's all right..."

The master also smiled, smiling like a flower and being extremely gentle.

I have never seen the gentleness of Master's smile for anyone, I have never seen anyone crazier than Master, and I have never seen anyone more contradictory than Master.

"It's okay, Yue'er will be great when she is still young." The master's words were full of comfort.

"Stop talking, I know..." I know, no matter how hard I try, my martial arts will never surpass Master, because the biggest difference between geniuses and talents is that geniuses create while talents create.

I'm not a genius, never was...

"It's good that Yue'er knows." The master smiled extremely gently.

In Master's eyes, I am perfect, without a single flaw, I am a peerless gem... But in fact, no, I am capricious, cruel, childish... I think Master's eyes have always been There are problems, there have always been problems.

Master likes to say that I am "not good", but Master never believes that I am not good. Every time I make a mistake, every time I have a conflict with Master, Master will think that someone is teaching me badly, but in fact it is not, I beg you to read Not a saint I'm just a human being, I make mistakes like a normal human being, I don't need anyone to teach me that.

"Will Yue'er not play chess today?" Master asked me.

I shook my head: "No..." A person will feel very boring if he plays chess with himself too much.

"Let's go out for a walk together. It's been a long time since I went out for a walk with Yue'er." Master suggested.

I thought about it and finally nodded.

I climbed on the master's back with the Sun Zhanjian, and the master walked on this bustling street with me on his back.I remember when I was in the valley, every time Master went to the market, he would put me in a back basket and carry me all the way. Every time Master wanted to exchange items, he would put me in a corner to hide. Thinking about it now, Master The behavior is really very strange.

I looked around, and there was still no big change in this appearance.

"Yue'er, do you want candied haws?"

I shook my head, I don't know why many people think that I like candied haws. In fact, I haven't eaten candied haws for a long time.

"Master, go ahead!"

The master walked forward and found a bridge that had just been built. This bridge was actually made of wood and spanned over a river of more than sixty feet.

"It's amazing..."

"Want to go for a walk?"

I pulled Master's hair to express my agreement, and Master carried me onto the wooden bridge on his back.

"It's really beautiful here." The red wooden bridge and the sparkling river are really a beautiful scene.

"Yes." Master agreed.

A passer-by couldn't help interjecting: "Brother, do you also think this bridge is good? It was built by our prefect himself." He smiled, "Everyone thinks this bridge is beautiful."

"What's the name of this bridge?"

"Yangguan Road."

Master's face turned cold all of a sudden.

Master does not believe in Buddhism, ghosts or gods, but the master is the most taboo of inauspicious things, obviously "Yangguan Road" sounds like "Broken Soul Road".

I tugged at Master's hair: "Master, I'll go there, hurry up!"

Master looked at that person and walked away without me.

Yangguan Road

People from Yangguan

Once you pass Yangguan, you will be strangers

I gently pulled Master's hair, and then put my lips on Master's neck.

"Yue'er..." Master's breathing became heavy all of a sudden.

"Master, Lin Ruoxi is gone."

Master's body stiffened all of a sudden, I think he must want to kill Lin Ruoxi, it's better to dismember Lin Ruoxi's body, I don't know why, suddenly I agree with Master's idea, I really don't know why, just like Lin Ruoxi It's like if Ruoxi did something to be sorry for me.

In the end, Master still relaxed. Apparently, like me, Master doesn't want Lin Ruoxi to disturb such a time.

"Master, let's go further."

There is a wide street in front of me, I looked at the people coming and going and smiled, how long can I live...

Bad Master, I stretched out my hand and pulled Master's hair fiercely.

Master frowned in pain, but Master did not stop me. Master never taught me what is right and what is wrong.

"Does it hurt?"

I asked Master.

The master nodded and said softly, "Yue'er, as long as you like it."

As long as I like it...

As long as I like it...

I took a deep breath.

I know, I've always known, me and Master - not normal, extremely abnormal.

Master still hasn't found Zhu Yuwo's ​​medicine, and everyone is trembling these days.But Master is still in a good mood, because he seems to have found other medicines for me to drink.

This medicine is not bitter, but very fishy.It looks like some kind of meat stew, but I can't tell.

"Yue'er." Someone pushed me awake in a daze.

I opened my eyes and saw that it was my wife, "What's wrong with my wife?"

Teacher's wife took my hand and held my hand tightly, "You are a good boy and I have something to say, I have to tell you today, your master is going to kill Mrs. Ji."

"Mrs. Ji?"

"That's your master's aunt."

"why?"

"Because Madam Ji knows where Zhu Yu is."

"Master, haven't I got medicine recently?"

"They say it's only going to last you three months."

I was taken aback, "Who sent this medicine?"

"It's a man named Lin Ruoxi. He said that if you miss him, you can go to the ruined temple outside the city to find him." The teacher's wife sighed, "Yue'er, your master is heartless and ruthless. people."

"No...no..."

"Yue'er, I will only tell you once. Your surname is Qiuyue Qiuyue, the son of the God of Medicine, Qiufeng. Don't hate your master. He is heartless and ruthless, but the only thing he cares about is you. I want to take care of you." Yingjie is gone, Yueer, you have to take good care of yourself."

"Walk?"

"Your master can't tolerate me anymore. After all, he wants me to die, but I can't die, because I have Ying Jie, and I have a child who is not an adult. What should he do if I die? What should he do? What's the matter?"

The teacher's wife's eyes were full of tears, and I reached out to wipe her tears.

"He doesn't love me. He never loved me. I know what I know, but I have no choice but to go if he wants to kill me. He is afraid that I will tell you the truth, so he wants to kill me. Me, he knows that only the dead are the safest, he...why is he so vicious..."

I carefully wiped my tears for my teacher's wife.

I know.

He killed my whole family.

I know.

I should hate him.

"Don't cry... Teacher's wife."

Teacher's wife always reminds me of my mother, she is beautiful and kind, she is the best woman in the world...

"Don't cry... Teacher's wife."

Crying is more like a mother.

"Don't cry... Teacher's wife."

You cry so hard that my heart hurts.

"Yue'er promises to master not to leave your master in the next few days, can you buy me some time?"

I was stunned for a while, and finally raised a sad smile, "Okay." I was reluctant to part with my teacher's wife.

The teacher's wife left, taking Yingjie with her.Teacher did not take me because I am not Yingjie or her son.I know that the greatest woman in the world is Niangqin, the most beautiful woman in the world I know is Niangqin, and the most selfish woman in the world I know is Niangqin.

Teacher's wife likes me, but she will never like me the way she likes Yingjie, because I am Qiuyue and not her child.I also like my mother, as I like my mother, but that kind of liking is only like my mother, she is not my mother, she will never be my mother.

I knelt down and covered my aching heart.

I seemed to see my mother again, and recalled the scene when my mother hid me.

At that time, my mother looked worried and she pushed me under the bed and then smiled sadly.

"Yue'er, you have to remember, don't be self-willed again without your mother. Mother knows that neither your father nor I can escape. You are the last fire in our family. If you want to live, you must live."

How much I need to forget, forget who I am, forget everything about me.

How scared I was, I was afraid that one day I would turn against Master.