Zhuoying

The situation in Kyoto is unknown to Changhe Town.

Zhong You touched Su Zhou's collar, and the young man fell asleep, pillowed on his lap, with a tired face.The quiet room was in chaos, the tables and stools were all withdrawn, the torn papers were torn on the ground, and the most glaring thing was blood.

Zhong You closed the book and stopped reading the handout.Sitting like this, the window was only opened, and the sun and wind came in, but Su Zhou huddled in the shadow and refused to be touched.

Su Zhou begged to come to Zhong You's side, not Mrs. Su, nor anyone but Mr. Su.He has to quit, but this addiction keeps coming back and forth. He doesn't want to kneel on the ground and howl begging for someone to give him smoke, but he can't control it. Only the husband can hold it.

Shi Yu gently pushed the door open, Zhong You raised his hand and made an unnecessary gesture.Shi Yu paused, and returned with the meal.

Su Zhou's breathing was very light, and Zhong You knew that he woke up again after hearing the sound, so he said: "No one will come in, no one will be able to come in."

The shirt on Zhong You's lap was already soaked, Su Zhou covered his face and hummed softly.His fingertips were mottled with bite marks, every time he wanted to reach out to beg, he would bite into his teeth, wishing he could bite off the outstretched finger.

"The wind is good today." Zhong You said slowly and gently, "It will rain in a few days."

Su Zhou curled up and lay quietly on Zhong You's lap.The husband's lime scent enveloped it, silently blocking the outside world, leaving a space for him, allowing him to cringe in the dark.He is very tired, and the smoke is chaotic day and night, and it often takes a long time when it comes up, exhausting his mind and physical strength.

"Wait a little longer, and we can go release the paper kites. The autumn wind is good, and after that, there will be class exams, and after that, it will be winter again." Zhong You changed the subject and said, "I used to hate winter the most."

There is no need for Su Zhou's echo, as long as he doesn't resist, he just wants to listen.

Zhong You said in a low voice, "When I was younger than you, I often suffered from cold. Although the yard was big, the house was cold. There was no charcoal fire in winter, and the rice was cold soup. The skin was cold outside, and the inside was also cold. At that time, I always wanted , Why is winter coming this day, these desires are killing me. My mother is a good mother."

Zhong You read this sentence deeply.It seems to be soaked in memories, revealing a bitter taste for no reason.

"But my mother can't warm my hands and feet. I live in winter, sometimes I am very hungry, sometimes I am very cold. I resent the day and hate this yard in my heart. I often listen to the games outside by the wall. They are all brothers. Alas. " Zhong You smiled, "Children always can't figure it out, so they don't want to. In the past, I only remembered Dong, but now I don't remember it clearly." He stroked Su Zhou's hair and said: "Now I only remember Dong , Frozen persimmons are delicious."

"Ah Zhou, it's not scary to have some karma that binds you and imprisons you. Because when you cross over, all karma will be lost." Zhong You lowered his eyes and said, "Do you still remember the name of the academy?"

Su Zhou didn't close his eyes. With a hoarse voice, he recited slowly with his husband: "The water of the Canglang is clear and can wash my tassels. The water of the Canglang is turbid and can wash my feet."

As he read, tears flowed down the corners of his eyes.He murmured: "Study hard, be born innocent, enter the world upright, and view the world open-minded."

This is the first time the academy was established, he asked Zhong You what Cang Lang meant, and Zhong You answered.He remembers clearly, he still remembers, when he just learned to read, he stood guard on Xia Ye's ladder, repeating the book given by his husband over and over again.On the front page, Mr. wrote a sentence "Although I am not a gentleman, I dare not forget my ambition".

Don't dare to forget your words.

Su Zhou choked up, how dare he let himself go so easily and pampered himself.He sobbed and covered the back of his hand, wiped away his tears indiscriminately, and cried, "I'm sorry."

Addiction kicks in again.

This time he didn't say a word, he just rolled over and curled up beside Zhong You.Zhong You stuffed his wrist for him, Su Zhou was mixed with sweat and tears, biting his wrist on his wrist, listening to him reciting Canglang Song in a low voice.

Bloody and bloody, I will never forget it in my life.

Shi Yu waited outside the quiet room, Su Zhou couldn't come out for a day or two.The husband eats little and hardly leaves the quiet room.Su Zhou ate less and had to bind his hands to fall asleep.He was taken along during the academy's class, and he stopped in the lecture hall, silent like a cicada.Pu Cheng and the others were the most depressed, and Rong Yang came to listen to the class with red eyes every day.Shi Yuye stayed outside the quiet hall, and would get up when he heard any movement.Su Shuo and Mrs. Su came to the academy several times, but they didn't dare to come to Jingtang.

The urgent Zhao from Kyoto came down and it was presented outside, it was sent by Zhou Pu.When Mr. Yuzhidao is not here, it will be delayed for a few days.Zhou Pu didn't want to be embarrassed, he just said that he had passed the letter to Jingdu, and he went to Xu Hang first to let Zhong You as soon as possible.

The end of October has passed, and the coolness of November is coming in bits and pieces.

When Su Zhou left the quiet hall, the leaves in the garden were already yellow.

He was so thin that he almost lost his shape.Zhong You combed his hair, it was knotted and dry like grass.

Su Zhou faced the bronze mirror and said, "Teacher, cut it off."

After that day, he kept calling him Teacher Zhong You.Zhong You raised his hair with his fingertips, turned his head and called Shi Yu.Shi Yu brought the scissors, Zhong You took half a step back and let Shi Yu cut it.

With hair hanging down, Su Zhou looked at the figure in the mirror and called out, "Brother Six."

Shi Yu rubbed the top of his head and hummed.

Su Zhou laughed slowly, and said, "Hugh cut it like a dog."

But when the cutting was finished, Zhong You sighed first: "Your Sixth Brother's craftsmanship, if I had known it earlier, I might as well be a teacher."

Don't cut too much hair, Shi Yu only cuts the knot.Su Zhou raised his hand and grabbed a handful of his short hair, revealing the deep scars on his wrists that were worn into the flesh of his cuffs.Shi Yu could see clearly, rubbed the top of his hair again with his hands, and said: "The soup is warmed up, sister-in-law brought it. I will finish it with my husband later."

Mrs. Su came to see the man, but she didn't dare to shed tears.Straight out the door, the person hid in the kitchen covering his mouth and crying heartbroken.Su Shuo took people to comfort him for a long time before entering the room again.

No one mentioned Yansu, and no one mentioned Xu Lansheng.

Su Zhou just came out, his body is weak, and he hasn't gone to class yet.Meng Chen took the man to the Meng Pavilion and raised him in his yard.He takes Su Zhou to boxing in the courtyard every morning, eats soup with Su Zhou every day, and listens to Su Zhou studying in the courtyard before resting.Meng Chen is willing to scold these apprentices himself, but he is reluctant to be criticized by others.Su Zhou is the youngest, and he has always been raised as a grandson.

But this little grandson suddenly changed from a hairy monkey to taciturn and quiet.At noon, when he was free, Meng Chen occasionally saw Su Zhou sitting on the porch in a daze.

Zhong You's schedule is coming soon, and after passing the college exam, he is given a holiday.He procrastinated and procrastinated until the end of November, and Jingdu came to remind him twice.Just before the third time, Zhong You agreed the departure time.After Su Zhou's incident, Meng Chen changed his previous stance and strongly suppressed Yansu Tongxing. Pu Songcai's tobacco shop was shut down, and the two sides were in a stalemate period.

Early winter is chilly and windy with dead branches.

On this day, Xu Lansheng boarded the sedan chair with red makeup and was about to get married.The word "Happy" is posted high up all the way, and you can hear it clearly across the courtyard wall.

Su Zhou sat on the porch with disheveled hair, hugging a heater.

I don't know who shouted "get up the sedan chair", and suddenly the children shouted together, and there was a roar of joy.

Su Zhou looked at the end of the distant courtyard corridor, the door gap is so thin and so small.But he still felt that he saw the girl Feng Guanxiapei, with light eyebrows and eyes.

Two walls, three exits, one street.The girl he loves is there, dressed up and boarding the sedan chair.Led by another man, she stepped into a foreign land from now on, and has nothing to do with him in this life.

The wind rustled the leaves, and Su Zhou made tea for himself.This move was only taught by the master, and his brows and eyes were wet and clear as soon as the hot smoke rushed out.

Two cups of tea.

The wind blows the tea smoke, and Su Zhou raises his hand to sip one of the cups.Laughter roared outside, he looked down at the tea, watching the ripples.

The courtyard was lonely.

The sedan chair started to move, blowing and beating and laughing all went together.The red curtain swayed, and the hijab of the bride in the sedan chair swayed. For some reason, a few drops of water rolled out, hitting the back of Su Bai's hand, and disappeared on the wedding dress.

There is no young man chasing the sedan chair, no newlyweds running with their skirts on.

Su Zhou sat until the world was quiet, and he hadn't finished his tea yet.The porch was empty, and he liked it.

The wind blows, blows off the leaves, blows down the snow.

The door knocked suddenly and was pushed open with a creak.Rong Yang's head with a velvet cap got out, probably running in a hurry, his face was still red.He leaned on the edge of the door, looking at Su Zhou, probably discerning, then suddenly pushed the door open with a huff, and ran over with red eyes, shouting: "Senior brother!"

The kid jumped forward, Su Zhouxing pushed the tea tray away, and was shaken by him.Rong Yang grabbed Su Zhou's neck, choked up and said, "Senior brother."

"Hey." Su Zhou patted his arm and responded with a smile, "Hey."

Pu Cheng, who was following behind, was carrying a book, sweating all over his head, and chased after him: "You, don't pick it up, come down."

Rong Yang rubbed his eyes, he sat beside Su Zhou, sobbed and said seriously to Pu Cheng: "You dropped the book again, sir, you can't drop this book."

Pu Cheng put down the book and sat on the other side.He covered his chest furtively all the way, and immediately pulled off his coat, a black and white kitten meowed and jumped onto the wooden boards of the porch.Rong Yang groaned, but forgot to mention him.Pu Cheng snapped his fingers at Su Zhou, and proudly said, "This is my delivery."

Shaozhen closed the door at last, and said, "Listen to him fooling around. He got this cat by pestering Li Wenjing. People don't give it to me, so he asked others with his fists if he still wants to be a classmate."

Su Zhou hugged the cat. The cub was still young and light in his hands, but warm and alive.He said, "What do you want someone's cat for?"

"Give it to the senior brother."

"Give it to Rong Yang."

The people on both sides paused in unison, and Shaozhen said in the middle: "I will raise it in the academy, anyway, sir, I don't care."

Su Zhou scratched the kitten's neck and said, "That's fine." Then he asked, "Is the teacher ready to leave? Is the sixth brother going too?"

"Sir, he said he'll be back soon, and let Sixth Brother guard the house." Rong Yang tilted his head to tease the cat, "What's it called?"

"Silly Yang." After supporting himself, Pu Cheng half-bent his legs unrulyly, and sighed: "I'm so hungry, it's already snowing, when are we going to eat?"

"You eat the most lunch!" Shaozhen was rarely irritable, he jumped up and said, "You ate all the beef made by your husband!"

Rong Yang came over and whispered to Su Zhou: "Senior brother, I have hidden a bag here for you."

Pu Cheng over there suddenly raised his hand to grab the back of his neck, inserted his cold hand into his collar, raised his eyebrows and said, "Okay, you hide it for senior brother!"

The snow in the courtyard was falling softly, and Su Zhou couldn't stop laughing when he heard the sound.Over there, Rong Yang was caught and bullied by Pu Cheng, and Shao Zhen sat beside him and said something.

"If you are willing to spend this year in Yuanchun, let's spend it with my husband?"

Su Zhou covered the empty teacup with his backhand, and said, "Let's do it like this."