Zhuoying

morning.

The dark blue outside is getting thicker, the snow branches are hanging down, and the fenced yard is silent.The room was still hot and warm, and the clothes fell all over the bed beside the bed, and the obscene clothes were ripped apart the most.

When Shi Yu woke up, the person in his arms was still sleeping. He was very tired last night, the back of Zhong You's exposed neck was mottled with red spots, and the flush at the corners of his eyes was still there.Shi Yu's tentacles were warm and greasy, reminding him of his greed last night.After tossing and tossing for a long time at night, Zhong You's legs were still numb, so Shi Yutan went down and kneaded them for a while.

Seeing that it was almost time, Shi Yu wrapped him in the quilt and got out of bed by himself.As soon as the back left the warmth, there was a slight tingling pain, which was the slight pain of scratches.Shi Yu turned his head to look at Zhong You who was still buried in the blanket, and while pulling on his clothes neatly, he smiled amidst the slight pain.

Pick up all the clothes on the ground, the torn obscene clothes can't be worn anymore, and they can't be mended.

A kid from someone outside the courtyard shouted and ran over, Zhong You was a little moved.The smooth and bare arm stretched out, Shi Yu caught it, and Zhong You asked in a hoarse voice, "What time is it?"

Shi Yu rubbed his fingertips, "It's still early."

Zhong You was tickled by the caress, and half-opened his eyes to look at the person.He was still lying on the bed, with red and white spots around his shoulders and neck.He stood up, and the quilt slid down from his shoulders, revealing a large piece of delicate and white back, which was also covered with marks, as was his chest.

Shi Yu leaned over, and let him put his arm around the neck, and put his arms around the man's back, asking: "Huh?"

"Let's boil some water." Zhong You was a little lazy, and his speech seemed tired, "I have to wash it again." Shi Yu hummed, and heard her husband biting his ear, and said hoarsely: "Like a dog at night. , How many seals have you bitten?"

Shi Yu caressed the fingertips on his back, lowered his eyes and said: "I don't remember."

The round shoulders close in front of his eyes were dotted with red marks, and the man's eyes were half-closed.Last night I couldn't see clearly in the dark, but now I look at it in bright light, with just such a light tease, Shi Yu doesn't want to go out anymore.But today there are many visitors, Zhong You had to go to Su Yuan for the first year, to wish the old people a happy new year.

"Bite again at night." Shi Yu put a handful on Zhong You's back waist, "Happy New Year, sir."

"Hey." Zhong You ticked off Shi Yu's new clothes, put on the clothes, came back and raised Shi Yu's face, cleared his throat and replied: "Let's say goodbye to the old and welcome the new, this year is safe, A Yu."

This "A Yu" call is unique, and it is the only one heard by Shi Yuzhang at such an age.He leaned over, sucked, bit and kissed him hard, and Zhong You finally got up.

After packing up and going out, he brought the annual gift to Su Yuan, and went straight to the place.When he arrived in the courtyard, Su Zhou had already waited for a while. When he saw Zhong You all the way, he held back and didn't run away. When he arrived, he bowed in earnest, "Student Su Zhou, New Year's greetings, Mr. Spring Full of peaches and plums, good luck."

Zhong You smiled, raised his hand to give the money wrapped in red paper, and said, "I'm very happy. I'll be a white gull, I'll take your good words."

Su Zhou blushed, turned to Shi Yu again, held back for a while, and said, "Sixth brother, you can just make do with it... Good luck, good luck."

Shi Yu threw him an ingot of silver wrapped in red silk, and said, "Ruyi."

Once entering the house, first wish the two old people a happy new year, then congratulate Meng Chen, and finally Su Shuo and other seniors.After it was over, Shi Yu had to follow his seniors and congratulate Zhong You again.

Su Dao's New Year's money was given to Mrs. Su, and Shi Yu prepared another makeup box and new satin cloth, thanking Mrs. Su for taking care of the widow last year.At that time, the widow's annual gift was prepared by Zhong You, and Mrs. Su gave it away, and brought back some new clothes.It was made by the widow Shi for Shi Yu, and there is another set inside that is specially for Zhong You.

Su Zhou took Su Dao around Zhong You.Shi Yu opened it a few times, but this kid didn't have a long memory.Su Zhou was also surprised that although today's husband looks the same, he doesn't like to move around very much.Zhong You swallowed several sips of licorice water, his voice was still hoarse, and he had to try his best to cough it up before talking to others.His legs were also sore, Shi Yu leaned against him calmly, Zhong You just wanted to sigh that he couldn't help tossing when he was old.Looking at Shi Yu again, he didn't look excited for a night.

It didn’t end until the afternoon, and Zhong You’s tightly tied collar was sweating in the room. When he came out with Shi Yu, Su Shuo even gave it to him and asked, “Mr., didn’t you sleep well last night?” ? I don’t look very energetic today.”

Shi Yu took what was in Su Shuo's hand and said, "Teach me."

"It's New Year's Eve." Su Shuo patted him, "Also ask Mr. to rest."

Shi Yu responded: "I will change the number tonight."

Zhong You suppressed his throat and coughed for a while, Su Shuo told Shi Yu to send him back to the hospital immediately.As soon as Su Shuo left, Zhong You glanced at Shi Yu, who only smiled.

There are many villagers coming and going on the road, and those who see Zhong You will wish each other a happy new year.When the two of them were approaching the gate of the courtyard, Shi Yu glanced over and saw Zhong Xie standing at the gate.

Zhong Xie also saw him.

As soon as the eyes of the two met in the air, Zhong Xie noticed something.Because this kid's sharpness has not diminished, on the contrary, he has become more lustful.He walked a few steps back and called out, "White Gull."

Shi Yu stopped, leaving a distance.Zhong You and Zhong Xie approached, and unexpectedly smiled, "Ruchen, I've been standing and waiting for a long time."

"Soon." Zhong Xie was still staring at Shi Yu, and asked Zhong You, "Master Shi also lives here?"

Zhong You smiled, raised his hand and asked, "Sit inside first." Blocking Shi Yu, Zhong Xie only let his eyes fall on him.

Zhong Xie didn't move, and said: "You retreated to the mountains for a kid?"

Zhong You folded his sleeves and said softly, "Ruchen, I say sit inside."

The sound was flat, but Zhong Xie could hear that he was a little angry.The man calmed down a little, flung his sleeves, turned around and went inside.There was no one around, Zhong You turned around, and said to Shi Yu: "What are you in a daze for, let's go home too." Seeing Shi Yu coming over, he tiptoed into his ear and whispered: "Sixth brother, bite lightly at night."

Shi Yu didn't make a sound, and scraped the tip of his nose with his fingers.

Zhong Xie and Zhong You sat in the main room.Zhong You poured tea for Zhong Xie and asked, "When did you come?"

Zhong Xie leaned back on his chair and scanned the room roughly. Seeing that there was only a quilt on the bunk, he became angry and came out again. He said: "It's not early, I didn't see anything else."

Zhong You laughed, "That's an embarrassing thing to say."

"If someone else sees it, what will you do?" Zhong Xie frowned, "He is at this age, and he is as sharp as a knife. He doesn't know how to measure, and he missed traces. You, sir, can't explain it clearly. "

"That doesn't matter." Zhong You put down the teacup, leaned back on the chair, and asked, "Is there anything you can't say?"

Zhong Xie froze, and gasped: "Should I show it to the teacher?"

Zhong You smiled slightly, and he said: "If it's possible, I want it. I don't think it's enough to hide Shi Yu, how can I make him feel wronged?"

As soon as Zhong Xie put the teacup down, the choking sound was stuck in his throat, and finally turned and turned, becoming difficult: "Is it that time..."

There was silence between the two of them.

Zhong Xie remembered clearly that one spring, they were in Jiangtang.The old lady added a bed-warming girl to her eldest brother Zhong He. At that time, Zhong Zi and the others had already tasted meat outside, so they didn't care about adding people at home.But Zhong You didn't, he was always different in Zhong's family.From the day he was brought home by his father, he was different from all his brothers.Father seems to remember him, but he can't remember it.He stayed in the oldest courtyard in the mansion all year round, guarding his sick mother, and rarely interacted with other people.The old lady has more than a dozen grandchildren and can't remember this one.

Zhong Zi and the others are used to winking, and Zhong Xie who has been around for years can't be touched, because he is the young master of the clock's mansion in the capital.But Zhong You is nothing, they just love to step on him, to see how his upright and proud body is ground under their feet and sinks into the mud.

The girl Zhong He hadn't even touched her before she was dragged into Zhong You's room by Zhong Zi and the others.The medicine and water from the flower street were poured into Zhong You's mouth, and when the door was closed, there were all good-for-nothing people outside listening to the sound.

But that didn't work out.

When Zhong Xie found Zhong He, the eldest brother kicked the door, and he followed behind to watch.A girl is still a girl, but Zhong You is curled up in a corner. Eight or nine pieces of a porcelain cup fell off, and each piece was scratched in the palm of his hand, bleeding and sinking into the flesh.

His eyes were dark and ruthless, not like Zhong You, but like a wolf.

The eldest brother directly sent the girl to Biezhuangzi. Although she was still clean, he was supporting Zhong You.Not only did they knock on the sticks of Zhong Zi and the others, but he also brought Zhong You to his father, and this name was officially entered into the jade plaque of the Zhong family.

Just this time, Zhong Xie never forgot Zhong You's eyes at that moment for many years.He has always known that Zhong You's life is unsatisfactory, but he only knows that he doesn't understand that there is a young man's back suppressed behind it.

It's hard to say whether Zhong You has broken his sleeves, but he is willing to tell Zhong's family that way.He has always been gentle and gentle towards others, regardless of men and women, but they always seem to be separated by a layer.He doesn't want to go over to touch others, and he hates others jumping over to touch him.

Zhong Xie didn't know what Shi Yu had done and what kind of person he was, so that Zhong You could stay here for a while.He and Zhong You are good friends, he is a pity for Zhong You's talent, and even more pity that Zhong You had the strength to speak in Zhong's house, but he broke it by himself, turned around and left.

Could it be that Zhong You just wanted to leave home and become a Mr. Yamano when he came out all these years?

"No." Zhong You put his palms together against the teacup, his brows and eyes were gentle, and he no longer saw the ruthlessness that time.He said: "I am Hao Shiyu, nothing else."

"You dropped the jade token." Zhong Xie lowered his eyes, "...it was not easy to get in back then, but now it's easy to drop."

Zhong You watched the tea leaves in the cup flip, and said, "It's a joy to fall."

The two were silent, it was already dark, and there were no lights in the house.For some reason, Zhong Xie suddenly had the illusion that he and Bai Gu were on two different roads.It seems that he is the only one who still insists on the same wishes and ambitions of these years.At this moment, they are obviously sitting opposite each other, but they seem to be separated by thousands of miles.

It seems that since the day Zhong You left the capital, they have been at odds with each other.

"Pay attention to Marquis Changle." Zhong Xie read this sentence, not knowing what else to say.He wanted to sigh and felt tired again.

"...I'll be leaving." He murmured, "Bai Guu, goodbye."

At this moment, there seemed to be pity and helplessness in Zhong You's gaze.He seemed to have nothing to say, but he just closed his eyes and said softly, "Goodbye, Ruchen."