Zhuoying

A few days later, Zhong You got up in the morning and opened the door with white eyes.He froze for a moment, then stepped down the steps.The sky is sprinkled with jade shavings, and the fields and houses that can be seen are covered with a layer of fluffy white.

Zhong You stepped on the snow a few times and walked out in a circle.He stood still, and felt that this circle was not good, so he took a few more steps, stepping on it into a gourd.

After playing like this for a while, I heard someone coughing lowly outside the fence gate.

Zhong You's heart stopped when he was about to jump, he straightened his sleeves and looked over.Shi Yujin'er was still dressed in black, and looked extraordinarily straight and neat.But for some reason, he kept coughing while covering his lips.

Zhong You went over to open the door and said, "Is this a cold?" He wanted to touch his forehead with his hand, but he stretched out his hand in his sleeve, remembering his dodge a few days ago, and hung it down again, saying to him : "Come into the house, I'll cook some cinnamon sticks."

Shi Yu's nose was red with cold, his voice was muffled, and he said: "It's okay." Yin Luo suppressed his cough again, and said: "It's probably because the room is too cold."

The two were walking into the house together, when passing the gourd that Zhong You stepped on, Shi Yu took a step, skipped over without stepping on it.The door of the main house was open, Zhong You pushed someone in, and as soon as he touched his back, he was wearing a fleece sweater.

"There is no flue in your yard?" Zhong You stuffed hot water to warm his hands, went to find a thick coat, and said, "It's snowing, why do you still wear this layer? If you catch a cold, you might still wear it at night." Get hot."

Shi Yu drank the hot water and said in a hoarse voice, "...forgot."

Remember to pass through his room, but forget to pass through your own room?He even said hello to the flue under the study house, but why doesn't he remember himself?

After looking for clothes, Zhong You went to cook Guizhi again.When he was worried, he would get a fever, and there was no medicine in the house, so he had to go to town.When returning to the house to bring water to Shi Yu, he touched his forehead.

It's really hot.

Shi Yu warmed up at this moment, sweating from the heat in the room.He said: "I can't get up once a year, and it will pass after I sleep." He drank water, and the hair on his forehead was soaked with sweat.

Zhong You brushed it aside for him, and said, "Then go and lie down for a while."

He leaned his head forward, resting on Zhong You's palm, and said: "It's too cold at home, I don't want to go back."

Zhong You rubbed his hair with his fingertips, and said: "Since you know it's cold, you should quickly untangle it when you turn around."

"No." Shi Yu rubbed his forehead against Zhong You's palm, "It's snowing, it's too troublesome to pry the floor tiles."

Zhong You froze, being blocked by him, he could only say: "Come here to live?" Then he said quickly: "There is still room in the main house, make room for the screen so that another bed can be built."

Shi Yu raised his head, showing his little canine teeth, "If that piece is freed up, what should you do if you take a shower?"

Zhong You withdrew his hand, pinched the edge of his sleeve, and said, "With the screen in the middle, you can wash in the middle." Then he nudged his shoulder, "We'll talk about it later. Go to bed."

Not long after Shi Yu lay in the quilt, he fell into a drowsy sleep.Probably because of poor sleep, even if I close my eyes, my expression is not very relaxed.Once the sharp eyes are covered, they show a little childishness.He was wrapped in the warm lime scent, curled up and buried his face in the pillow, only half of his face was exposed.

His cheeks were flushed, and soon his temples were covered with sweat.

Zhong You sat and folded his outer shirt, and saw that the inner edge of the shirt was scratched, so he turned the whole shirt inside out.I saw that the cuffs and the collar were worn thin in some places, and the shirt was washed clean, but the abrasions were so abrupt that it hurt people to touch them under the fingertips.He leaned over, flipped over Shi Yu's inner lining lightly, and slid his fingertips against the inner edge, and it was indeed thin.

The widow of Shi probably didn't make shirts for Shi Yu, so the inside and outside of the few pieces here should have been cut by a shop when Shi Yu was out of stock.The fit is the fit, but it's been a long time, and I've been running around with him for the first half of the year, so it's time to change into new clothes.Besides, it's already winter, and the clothes are still thin.

Zhong You remembered how he stood alone in the crowd a few days ago, his fingertips gradually paused, and he looked at him for a long time.

At noon, Zhong You cooked some porridge with minced meat, and asked Shi Yu to get up and drink some.It's because he has a bad appetite when he gets hot, so he ate only one bowl today, and he was a little hot when he lay down.Zhong You washed the cold water and covered him with a handkerchief. Seeing that he was fast asleep in the scalding heat, he changed his clothes and went out.

Fortunately, this snow is the first snow, even if it is big, it can't accumulate on the ground, it is just wet and muddy.Zhong You put on a thick fleece sweater, and his shoes became muddy within a few steps after he was discharged from the hospital.He went to the village chief's yard at the entrance of the village to say hello and borrowed a donkey.

"Sir." The village chief pulled the donkey out for him, and said, "Are you going to town?"

"Hey." Zhong You exhaled, and said, "You don't need to borrow the car, I'm the only one, just ride it." Then he clasped his hands and said, "It's very cold, I'm sorry to trouble you."

"That's what you said." The village chief took off the donkey's harness and said, "You're too polite! I don't think it's easy to go this way. Slow down, don't fall."

Zhong You thanked him again, and led the donkey out of the village.The donkey was a little unhappy when it got out of the circle, and grunted and rubbed its hooves in the mud.Zhong You patted it, and said: "I know you don't like it, but without you, I probably wouldn't be able to get back tonight. Donkey brother, please."

He got on the donkey and hoisted the cabbage he had prepared earlier, and the donkey started chasing him.

Zhong You was holding a long pole on the donkey's back with one hand in his sleeve.The only thing is that the green pendant hangs gray and black, and the mud shoes are covered with hoar frost. You can see that the upper body is neat and tidy, but the lower body is very different.He didn't care, he just blew his hair white and arrived in the town.

He first went to the clinic to get the medicine, then went to the fabric shop, picked out a few thick fleece coats to wear inside and outside, and picked out fabrics, ordered a few more clothes and made an appointment to pick them up.Then go to Long Street to buy some New Year's goods, and finally go to Mengguan to have a face-to-face with Mengchen Sushuo.

Who knows that when people will return, they will see the widow of Shi.

Zhong You led the donkey and said with a smile, "Ma'am."

The widow Shi was lazy, looked him over, and said: "Sir, are you here for the New Year's shopping?" She glanced inside, "Did Shi Yu come?"

"He is ill today." Zhong You pulled the donkey and said, "I have to go back, the road is not easy, so I won't delay you here. Let me go." After saying that, he went out.

When the widow was standing, she suddenly caught up a few steps and said, "Sir!"

Zhong You looked back.

The widow at that time could see clearly that although this gentleman had always been polite to her, he was only being polite.His gentleness uncovered, that is, the alienation that has been separated for a long time.She could see the indifference under the husband's smile, and although she had never talked to him, she could guess why.

When the widow stopped slowly, the snow fell on her temples, the white was not obtrusive.Her plain face paled, and she was no longer the color that was widely rumored in the past.She raised her hand to support her hair, so that people could get a glimpse of her elegance from this action.

She paused again, and then said rather awkwardly: "...Did you catch the cold?"

Zhong You looked at her calmly, and said: "I caught a cold and became hot. I didn't remember to change into thick clothes in the cold weather. If it wasn't for today, I would only think of him as my age."

The widow was dumbfounded, she stood in the snow with her hands tied, not knowing what to say.

"Now my wife is no longer in the courtyard, and he lives alone, and he doesn't know how to take care of himself. I'll ask him to move to my courtyard in the future." Zhong You said slowly, "I didn't think it was good to be so close. Age, stepping out of this Changhe town, you can still see the beautiful scenery for a few years, and meet a few good people of the right age. You don't need to recite your tongue to crusade, and you don't need to admit that I am a useless person. It's just that I suddenly changed my mind today, because I No matter how beautiful my son's thoughts are, I also want someone to support him to move forward. I didn't know the past before, and I was confident in my wife's difficulties. But now I am."

He paused, and then said in a deep voice: "Now I understand that no matter what the difficulties are, I can't forgive most of them. I have watched from the sidelines until now, and I only feel that I can't trust anyone to treat him except myself." He raised his sleeves and bowed, and said seriously : "I should tell you that in the future, I will stand in front of the wind and rain. I don't trust anyone. That's it, I'm leaving."

After finishing speaking, he turned and got on the donkey, hung the half-left cabbage, and left with a green shirt.

When the widow stood there for a long time, Mrs. Su found her standing there, and when she saw her standing, she hurried over to add some clothes, and said, "Why are you standing outside? It's so cold, my aunt will come in with me."

But the person didn't move, Su Niangzi closed her clothes and looked up for a moment.

The water soaked the white temples, and all the stubbornness and ruthlessness in the past melted into tears, wet the lapel endlessly.

She lost her youngest son back then, and she had already decided that she was insane and hopeless.When Shi Tingzhou died, Liu Qianling coerced her, and she died inside and out.Every time she was pushed to the end, she would cry and wet the pillow in the long night, even if she bit and struggled, she couldn't stop the filth and hatred from dripping all over her body.

Shi Yu was the only vent, she hated Shi Tingzhou to death, and also hated Shi Yu to death.These two pairs of eyes saw her despair, but they failed to reach out to give her a hand.Every night of crying was spent fighting, Shi Yu inherited her anger and hatred.

But who would have expected that during the blizzard that year, Shi Yu returned home with bloody hands.She stood at the door and watched him fetch water, and stood in the wind and snow cold and washed her hands until they were peeling and red.

He wiped the wound on his face and said to her, "Liu Qianling is dead."

Anger turns to panic, despair turns to hopelessness.She neither hugged her head and cried, nor reached out to hold Shi Yu, she just cried out numbly.

"Little beast."

From then on, Yu never called mother again.

Shi Yu's throat was dry, and he coughed a few times under the blanket.The room was dark, and he reached out, but found nothing.He gradually woke up, rubbing his face against the pillow.

As soon as these hands were immersed in the darkness, they seemed to still be stained with blood-red stains.

Shi Yu's mind was dizzy, his spirit was not good, and he didn't bother to raise his hand to see if it was blood red.He just lay down, where did Mr. Xindao go.

There were footsteps outside, and when the door was pushed, Zhong You came in.He didn't know that someone had woken up, so he took the medicine and came to the bed.There was no light in the room, so he couldn't see clearly, so he could only lean closer patiently.When the talent reached the bedside, a hand came over and grabbed his shirt.

"Why didn't you make a sound?" Zhong You leaned over and touched Shi Yu's sweaty face with one hand. He said, "Come here, drink the medicine and sweat again." The man didn't move, so Zhong You had to poke He blushed, and said, "Hugh has to pretend to be asleep."

Shi Yu raised his hand to hold his hand, pressed it against his cheek, and said in a hoarse voice, "Sir, sneak up on me."

Zhong You sat along the edge of the bed, and he leaned over and whispered in the dark: "Can I hug you?"

Zhong You took the medicine and calmed down, then suddenly slid his hand down his cheek to the back of his neck, and pressed it into his arms.Shi Yu was pressed against his chest, he rubbed Shi Yu's hair, and said in a warm voice: "Hold it, drink the medicine quickly."

Shi Yu was stunned for a while, then suddenly hugged Zhong You's waist tightly, and buried him deeply in his chest.Zhong You held the bowl in one hand, rubbed his fingertips in his hair, and said, "I have something to tell you after taking the medicine."

The candles in the room lit up, revealing Zhong You's fair side face.Shi Yu stared at the man and honestly drank the medicine, Zhong You took out the candy and stuffed him a piece.

"When the illness is cured, why don't you move here?" Zhong You stuffed a piece himself, staring at the candle, "It's too cold, so I'll live here." Shi Yu was still in a daze, Zhong You couldn't wait for an answer , had no choice but to look back at him, and said slowly: "Is that okay?"

With sugar in his mouth, Shi Yu sat cross-legged beside him, looked at the man and said, "Sir?"

"Eh." Zhong You responded.

Shi Yu approached, his eyes were dark, and he said seriously: "Is it okay?"

Zhong You pursed his lower lip, and asked back, "Don't you think it's cold at home?" Before Shi Yu could answer, he looked away first, and said softly, "Anyway, it's not cold here."

Shi Yu laughed out loud, his voice was hoarse, he coughed a lot after laughing like this, quickly covered his lips and said: "Then what should we do when it's hot next year?"

Zhong You suddenly reached out and pinched his cheeks, and said quickly: "Hold on, hold on."

Shi Yu leaned over and equaled the amount with Zhong You.This time he didn't ask anything, staring at those peach eyes, he turned his head and kissed quickly.

Zhong You half closed his eyes, then kissed him back, lightly touching his lips that still smelled of bitter medicine.Shi Yuhuan held him tightly, buried her head in his neck, and rubbed the slippery neck with the tip of her nose carefully.Zhong You was so itchy that he gasped, Shi Yu slid back to the lips along his neck, this time he pressed hard, his lips and tongue invaded, swept Zhong You's mouth, entangled the tip of his tongue, and sucked relentlessly.

It was hot in the room, and he was so hot that Zhong You was sweating too.

This kiss made Zhong You almost unable to speak, and when Shi Yusong let go, both of them were panting.Shi Yu lay down between the quilts, with a bit of hair covering his eyes, he said sullenly, "I forgot to have a fever." Rolling around again, he raised his hand to cover his eyes, "I'll be fine tomorrow!"

Zhong You lay on one side, laughing non-stop.Shi Yu turned back again, shook his hand, pressed it to his lips, and pecked again and again.

Zhong You said: "I just boiled the medicine and haven't washed my hands yet."

"Yeah." Shi Yu was still pecking non-stop, and only said: "Walking?"

Zhong You stroked his tiger's mouth with his fingertips, "I borrowed a donkey to go."

Shi Yu moved over, hugged Zhong You, and said, "I'm tired."

"The donkey is tired." Zhong You shook his hand behind his back and said, "I saw Lingtang."

Shi Yu didn't say anything, just hugged him tightly.

"I've already put on the fabric you gave me last time. I think I really like it." Zhong You said while bumping his head into his chest, "Let go, I just remembered that soup is still cooking on the stove!"

Shi Yusong let go, watched him turn over, just lay there and watched.Zhong You had put on his shoes, walked a few steps, turned back and leaned over and quickly kissed Shi Yu at the temple, then turned around and went to the kitchen.

Shi Yu licked his lips and laughed out loud.

Still treat him like a kid.