The king refuses to accept [entertainment circle]

【Lu Li felt that he must be crazy. 】

Lu Li thinks that his current state is too modest and introverted to describe it as sitting on pins and needles and feeling like a light on his back.

Even if it's just like sitting on a needle felt, there are at least a hundred thousand needles pierced on the felt; even if it's just like a light on the back, there are at least a hundred thousand small thorns stuck in the back.

If this was just torture from outside the body, then in the depths of his soul, Lu Li still believed that he was under some kind of magical and terrifying magic - immortality.

In other words, he can't die no matter what.

After Lu Li met Mu Qing at a distance of a decimeter, he clearly heard a loud "boom" - it was the sound of his own explosion on the spot.

Logically speaking, Lu Li should be in the form of fragments or powder.

Then the problem is coming.

He, Lu Li, had already exploded on the spot, so why did he still sit peacefully in his seat in the blink of an eye, and continued to make eye contact with the hateful Mu Qing?

Moreover, Lu Li felt that he had already exploded on the spot countless times, and the sound of "boom boom boom boom boom boom boom boom boom" from his eardrums never stopped. He kept exploding with the frequency of machine gun fire, and his tortured soul was enough to be reincarnated dozens of times. I'm back, but why am I still sitting here?

Ah, why is he still sitting here! ?

God Buddha Allah, is there no god who takes him away from the world of suffering?

——Lu Li waited for half an hour, and found that he hadn't been taken away.

As a beautiful young man with picturesque features, a once mighty heavenly king, he was abandoned by the gods just like that...

During this half an hour, he had listened to no less than 20 ridicules about his and Mu Qing's clothes, and everyone would ask if he and Mu Qing had an appointment to wear this way.

Damn, he would rather he had an appointment with Mu Qing, okay?

Otherwise, what is it now? Is it a tacit understanding?Is it unique?Is it a bond of hearts?

Lu Li couldn't think too much, he would collapse if he just thought about it...

When the dinner was progressing to the end, everyone's attention was finally not on him, and Lu Li finally had a chance to escape and go outside for a breath of fresh air.

The city at night is glamorous and blurred, with hundreds of thousands of lights like a dream, leading to a gorgeous curtain call for the day.

Leaving the room filled with the smell of wine and vegetables and filled with turbid smog, and taking a deep breath of the cold air, Lu Li slowly woke up from the chaos.

The hot blood that rushed to the top of the head, which was still high, also retreated from the cooling.

Like a beach with ebb tide, without the cover of surging sea water, some truths are finally exposed.

The word "truth" is often connected with embarrassing words like "unbelievable" or "unacceptable". Such embarrassing feelings are no exception in Lu Li's case.

If it was said that the blood supply to the brain was too high before, now it is booming and declining. The exhaustion of insufficient oxygen supply firmly enveloped Lu Li, and he sat on the steps dejectedly.

However, in his tired body, his consciousness was unprecedentedly clear.

Complete memories and fragmented thoughts of the past gradually emerged in his mind, so clear, so easy to piece together an answer, but the ridiculous thing is, today, he can jump out of the illusion, to objectively look at his feelings for Mu. clear emotion.

After so many years, how could he just treat Mu Qing as an old enemy?

Lu Li felt that he was probably crazy.

Lu Li told himself that he must have not thought clearly.He has held Mu Qing as an archery target for more than 20 years. Since he was sensible, the word "Mu Qing" has been deeply engraved in his life. He rationally gave up and continued to treat Mu Qing as an enemy. However, humans are not machines. When the brain gives instructions, the body can immediately stop them.

He just, he just needs some time to get Mu Qing out of his consciousness.

Lu Li had told himself these thoughts countless times.

But the more brainwashed his persistence and arrogance, the more it proves that this is not his true psychology.If it comes from the heart, why does he need to reiterate the answer again and again?

Perhaps the truth is that he has no way to pull Mu Qing out of his heart and soul. Unknowingly, Mu Qing has become an indelible and untouchable existence. He never saw these clearly.

When he withdrew the cover-up, he also took away the fig leaf.

What should he do if in his heart, Mu Qing is not just his enemy, but someone he admires, admires, is curious about, and even embraces some deeper and more shameful feelings?

Isn't it ridiculous to have fantasies about one's old enemy?

After spanning a long period of time, and even spanning past and present lives or parallel spaces that were originally insurmountable, Lu Li was deeply hit by long-overdue self-ashamedness, self-anger, and self-loathing.

He is ashamed of the emotion he discovered too late, which he believes is counterintuitive, taboo, and should never happen;

He was angry at feeling betrayed, betrayed by himself, as if he had been diligently and aggressively posing for many years, and it turned out that his heart had already given up his armor;

He despises his two ends, facing Qin Muchu, and he finds that he is actually the kind of duplicity person he despises the most, muddleheaded, hypocritical, and hypocritical.

Lu Li felt deeply exhausted and powerless in the huge conflict of understanding of Mu Qing, and in the huge tearing pain.

He still didn't want to admit at all what he had just thought through.If there is any possibility, he also wants to persuade, enlighten himself, and even forcefully reverse himself.

But Lu Li was no longer a reckless stupefied young man. He already knew that feelings may be temporarily concealed clumsily, but they can never be stifled. Its arrival and departure are never shifted by human will.If it could be changed, love would not be the subject of eternal praise and reviling by human beings.

Lu Li even thought to himself that if he had figured this out in his previous life, he would have gone too far, and everyone in the world, including Mu Qing, would know that he regarded Mu Qing as an enemy.

But in this life, he doesn't even have the same status as Mu Qingping. What is he? Eat swan meat.

If Mu Qing knew, it would definitely be more ridiculous than he thought.

The feeling of powerlessness at this moment was much deeper than when Lu Li found out that he was born ten years later than Mu Qing and his career as a film star disappeared. It was so deep that he was oppressed and he couldn't breathe, and it was so deep that he felt humbled.

Humble, Lu Li, who had never denied himself, felt humbled at this moment.

Lu Li felt that he must be crazy.

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Mu Qing walked out of the hotel lobby, and finally found a small figure on the steps of the corridor, wearing a pink shirt.

But when Mu Qing walked a few steps, he saw clearly that the person sitting on the steps was hunched over, curled up into a small ball, with his head deeply buried in his arms.

Mu Qing paused, then quickened his pace and walked over. When he saw the young man in front of him sitting in the cold night wearing thin clothes, he thought that he hadn't brought his suit jacket out.

It wasn't his negligence at all, but Mu Qing still frowned slightly.

Not minding the dust on the steps, Mu Qing sat gently next to the young man, thinking about whether to speak, but afraid of alarming Lu Li.

Probably feeling the movement around him, the boy raised his head from his arms and looked towards Mu Qing.

Looking over from Mu Qing's angle, he was seeing a pair of slightly moist eyes with red rims protruding from the young man's hair.

The Lu Li he had seen before was always in high spirits in the crowd, even when facing him alone, he always panicked, but never like this...

It was the first time he saw Lu Li's vulnerable appearance.

I don't know if it was an illusion, but Mu Qing even felt that when Lu Li looked over and recognized him, the heavy emotions in his eyes deepened.

Such an illusion pierced into Mu Qing's heart like a thorn, making him very uncomfortable.

It is extremely rare that Mu Qing, who was always calm and unhurried, suddenly stopped. He didn't know whether he should speak at this moment, and what should I say if he spoke.

comfort?He didn't think Lu Li needed comfort.

But Mu Qing didn't know what could make Lu Li feel aggrieved, because in his eyes, Lu Li was a very strong person who never hesitated or faltered. He was clearly moving forward, and no difficulty could stop him. he.

Why is that?

In fact, Mu Qing was rarely curious about others, but now he really wanted to know what hit Lu Li suddenly, what hit Lu Li who was originally strong.

Is it because of their similar outfits today? Is it because Lu Li is teased by everyone, and he is worried that everyone will suspect that he is doing it on purpose and wants to please Mu Qing?

Obviously not familiar with Lu Li, but Mu Qing always felt that he knew Lu Li.

Lu Li is very strong, and Lu Li will not be so worrying.Will speculate on other people's thoughts and feel uneasy because of speculation, this is a manifestation of lack of self-confidence, but Lu Li, he is very confident.

Such a strong and confident Lu Li, what hit him?

Mu Qing looked at Lu Li calmly.

It was also strange, Mu Qing obviously felt that Lu Li didn't need comfort, but when he realized it, Mu Qing realized that he had stretched out his arm and put his palm on Lu Li's thin shoulder.

This is clearly a comforting gesture.

Lu Li seemed to be startled by Mu Qing's actions. His elk-like wet eyes were dazed, but somehow they became even more moist, as if they were about to cry the next moment.

Faced with Lu Li's increasingly fragile appearance, Mu Qing's heart suddenly skipped a beat.

It's like, I feel like I've made a mistake.

Before Mu Qing had time to ponder over his absurd thoughts, he looked at Lu Li and blinked violently, as if trying to hold back his tears.Then, Lu Li smiled at him, a slightly difficult smile.

It was still strange, obviously Lu Li laughed and seemed to be fine, but when Mu Qing looked at Lu Li, his mood was inexplicably even more unpleasant.

Lu Li whispered to Mu Qing, "...Thank you."

Mu Qing was a little stunned.

Lu Li stopped looking at Mu Qing, but looked at the neon lights in the distance. His slightly haggard face became paler under the light. Even the pink color of his shirt was like the faded bright red color of flower petals.

"Thank you for giving me the interview opportunity for "Being the Prime Minister", saving me from the crowd of fans, inviting me to your home to practice archery, I was injured and came to the hospital to take care of me, and lent me a guest room in your villa to rest. Xinjie even saved my life, and you, who loves feathers, even agreed to make a cameo appearance in "Legend of Young Cultivation of Immortals"..."

Lu Li looked into the distance and said, "You are really kind to me, I am actually very, very grateful."

Mu Qing looked at Lu Li, who was afraid to look at him, talking, and noticed that Lu Li's lips were getting paler.

"Especially the letter you left me after I ran away that day, which actually encouraged me. I know that you are actually unnecessary...so I am very grateful."

Only then did Lu Li turn his head. Half of his face was hidden in the shadows, and half of his face was bathed in the bright light of the hotel's signboard.

Bizarre.

Lu Li's light reflected on Lu Li's face, the radiance was radiant and beautiful for a moment.

"Thank you for everything..." Lu Li said to Mu Qing.

Mu Qing felt that Lu Li's words at this moment were very sincere, and he even noticed the slight choking in Lu Li's voice.

But for some reason, from the moment he walked out of the hotel lobby and saw Lu Li's curled back, Mu Qing felt unhappy.

He felt it from Lu Li, it was the sadness that the young man tried his best to hide.

He didn't feel very happy about the boy's sorrow.

"--Land from."

Mu Qing suddenly opened his mouth, with a solemn expression and a serious tone, he said: "Don't think too much, I treat you well not because you are the son of my mother's best friend, or for any other reason, but..."

"I regard you as a junior whom I value very much. I admire you very much and I value you very much. You deserve everything you can get."

"Lu Li, if you have something on your mind, you can tell me. I'm happy to be your audience."

Lu Li stared blankly at Mu Qing, and he opened his mouth. At that moment, Mu Qing felt that Lu Li wanted to say something, but in the end Lu Li just smiled at him, that slightly difficult smile again.

"I'm fine, thank you, Brother Mu," Lu Li said softly, "Let's go in."

The whole crew played like crazy until one or two o'clock in the morning.

Mu Qing returned home, lay on the bed and slept for two hours, then suddenly woke up.

In the boundless night, in the darkness.The first thing that came to Mu Qing's mind was Lu Li's pale face under the neon lights.

And those reddish, wet eyes.