withered willow leaves

I sat at the door of the room, watching the lonely green willow outside being beaten by the torrential rain, and there was no blue figure under the tree.It has been three days, since that day when he made it clear, and three days now, Mr. Liu has not slept under the tree leaning on the trunk as usual.In Nuo Da's yard, there is only that willow.Maybe it was raining heavily today and he didn't want to come out. What about the first two days when the weather was sunny?Why didn't he appear again for a moment?In fact, I knew in my heart that Mr. Liu was avoiding me.On the first day, I didn't see him. I went to call him under the tree, but he didn't respond, and he didn't show up. He didn't come out from morning till night.The next day, I didn't make a sound anymore, I just sat quietly under the tree for a whole day, and he still didn't come out from morning till night.On the third day, it was raining from the moment I woke up, and I sat by the door.Now, I'm thinking, if I go out, will he come out to meet me?He is so kind and gentle to me on weekdays, if I go to the yard, he will appear. At the age of 16, I was still naive like a little doll. I despised me for using this kind of angry method, but I wanted to see him, as long as I saw him, I didn't care about anything.

Thinking about it, I took action and pushed the wheelchair over.In the past few days, I have thought back on what happened that day, and I was the only one who said I liked him, but he didn't respond.Regardless of whether Mr. Liu likes me or not, he probably treats me well as a child and treats me tenderly, most of the time like an elder treats a junior.So within a few turns of my wheelchair, his figure appeared under the tree as soon as my knees were in the rain. I was right. Mr. Liu loved me like a child, and he was reluctant to let me get wet. I am happy and sad at the same time.

Mr. Liu's voice came to my ears from the sound of the rain: "Jin'er, why bother." I couldn't hear any emotion in his voice, and I couldn't see his expression clearly in the huge water curtain. , but I knew he was looking at me.

I didn't answer him, but continued to push the wheelchair, this time only for a little while, my whole body was exposed to the rain, and I saw the cyan figure floating towards me in the water curtain.I have never seen Mr. Liu use any spells, and I have never seen him leave the tree a foot away. He once said that he could not leave the yard. Seeing that he never walked around the yard, I thought he could only walk around the willow tree. It turned out that he was able to come to the door of my room.Mr. Liu pushed me under the eaves. His whole body was soaked by the rain, and of course I was too, but I didn't care. I looked up at Mr. Liu, who had a little anger and helplessness on his face, and I smiled.It was the first time I saw Mr. Liu get angry. Seeing my smile, Mr. Liu glared at me, and I laughed even more happily.

"Jin'er..." Mr. Liu helplessly interrupted my laugh.

"Mr. Liu, you are finally willing to come out to see me." I stopped laughing, looked at Mr. Liu seriously and said.

"Jin'er, go and change your clothes first, so as not to get sick." Mr. Liu turned his head away without looking at me.

"Okay, you can change it for me." I went to pull Mr. Liu's hand.I felt his body froze for a moment, then turned his head to look at me, and slowly pulled his hand out of mine. There were too many and complicated emotions in his eyes, which made me unable to understand. He said: " Jin'er, don't do this again in the future, forget about me, and I will never appear in front of you again."

"Don't be like this? What? The rain forced you to come out? Isn't this very useful? If you are willing to come out to see me, it means that you care about me, and I can't forget you!" At the end, my emotions became agitated , almost shouted out.

"Don't do such stupid things in the future. It's still raining today. What if you do substantial bodily harm tomorrow? You are just like your uncle, too stubborn." Mr. Liu lowered his tone and squatted down. Looking at me.

"Mr. Liu, you care about me, right? You are afraid that I will hurt your body and force you, and that we will end up like uncles if our family finds out, so you refuse to be with me, right? "I grabbed Mr. Liu's arms and said excitedly.

"Sigh." Mr. Liu sighed, raised his hand to straighten my messy hair: "Jin'er, now that you understand, don't make the same mistakes as your uncle."

"But, but no one can see you except me. You see, we have known each other for two years, but no one has noticed. So we will not be the same as uncle." I looked at Mr. Liu beggingly.

I felt that Mr. Liu was a little shaken. I wanted to talk again, but he suddenly said: "It's all over, let's change clothes now."

"You change it for me." I said with a smile.

Mr. Liu looked at me helplessly: "Why didn't I realize that you are such a rascal before." He said so, but he still pushed me into the house and closed the door.

Mr. Liu found a clean set of clothes in the cabinet and put them on the bed, then looked at me in the wheelchair, and smiled helplessly: "Why don't you take off your wet clothes?"

"Help me take it off." Looking at Mr. Liu's expression, I laughed inwardly. The number of times Mr. Liu showed helplessness today is definitely the most since I knew him.

"You look more and more like a child." Mr. Liu shook his head and knelt down to untie my belt. I found that the clothes on Mr. Liu's body were already dry. He must have used some spell to dry them.

"Mr. Liu, do you really treat me like a child?" I was a little dissatisfied.

"In my opinion, you are just a child." Mr. Liu raised his eyelids to look at me and said with a smile.

Indeed, compared to Mr. Liu, I am just a child.

In a blink of an eye, Mr. Liu had already taken off my wet clothes and pants, hung them aside, then picked me up and put me on the bed, wiping off the water droplets on my body.When Mr. Liu wiped my body with a handkerchief, his fingers would occasionally touch me by accident. Now that he wiped my waistline and was brushed by his fingers, I was so itchy that I turned my waist and grabbed Mr. Liu's hand. .He raised his head and looked at me suspiciously.

When I met his eyes, I forgot what I wanted to do by grabbing his hand. It seemed that only one sentence came out of my mouth unknowingly: "Mr. Liu, how can we have fun between men?"

Hearing this, Mr. Liu seemed to be taken aback for a moment, he opened his mouth, but didn't speak.

I finally came back, realized what I said, and felt a little hot on my face.However, seeing Mr. Liu looking at me with complicated eyes and hesitating to speak, I still boldly continued to say: "Mr. Liu, can you teach me?" His face must have turned red.

Mr. Liu lowered his head, and my gaze followed him subconsciously, and then I saw him turn his head away in a hurry, his ears turned red.I just remembered that I am naked now.

At this time, his voice came lightly: "I have only seen roughly..."

"Then, let's try!" I tightened my grip on Mr. Liu's arm with my fingers.

"Jin'er...have you made up your mind?" Mr. Liu looked at me and asked seriously.

"Well, think about it." I also nodded seriously.

Mr. Liu seemed to want to say something, but in the end he didn't say anything, and turned into a soft sigh.