If you bend me, you have to be responsible for me

Liu Yingshan's voice was right next to my ears, and her body was pressing on top of me. What I said just now made me unable to respond for a while, or I didn't know how to respond.

Ever since I vaguely felt that I fell in love with Liu Yingshan, I have thought about how I would feel if one day he really bent over because of me, but imagination is imagination after all.The facts are far more shocking than imagined.

Liu Yingshan raised his head and returned to above me, his eyes met, I was speechless, Liu Yingshan's whole body was reflected in my eyes, I saw his expression became more serious.He supported himself with one hand, and stroked my head with the other hand, inserted his fingers into my hair, stroked it gently, and then said in a low voice: "Si Qi, I like you. I like you so much. Come with me."

I nodded imperceptibly, and was kissed by Liu Yingshan again in the next second, and I didn't back down anymore, instead, I stretched my hands to his back and hugged him.

Tianlei, who had kissed back in the last second, was on fire, and the passion seemed to be gushing out.The next second, he suddenly fell asleep next to me, grabbed my head, forced me to rest on his shoulder, and rubbed the top of my head with his chin.

"Siqi, Siqi."

"I'm here." Realizing that he might not be able to adapt, I replied in a low voice, turned over, and reached out to hug him.

"Siqi, I'm sorry. Too many things happened in those days, I can't get used to it." Liu Yingshan kissed my hair.

Although this is a lyrical moment, I was distracted thinking in my heart, fortunately I went back to take a shower just now, otherwise he probably wouldn't be able to do this kind of hair kiss today.

I secretly thought that something really happened three months ago, so I slowly stroked his spine with my hand, slowly and carefully.

"Sleep first, sleep, what's the matter, wait until you wake up."

Liu Yingshan hummed, but after a while, she fell into a deep sleep with her arms around me.

And I was hugged so tightly, although it was very uncomfortable, but I didn't want to disturb him, so I simply counted the sheep, and fell asleep slowly after a while.

After all, I didn't sleep for too long, and I was woken up by my own phone ringing.Breaking free from Liu Yingshan's arms, he was still in a daze, and quickly answered the phone.

"Where did you die?" Jiang Xue's voice was full of doubts and anger. "NATE said you went to find Liu Yingshan, is that true? Yu Siqi, are you stupid? You skipped class just to meet him? Are you crazy?"

"Can you keep your voice down? Your ears are almost deafened by you." I went to the bathroom and whispered on the phone.

"Where are you? Why do you keep your voice down? Yu Siqi, don't you? Fallen, you." Jiang Xue's tone was full of disappointment, probably because she felt that iron can't be made into steel. I began to suspect that I had told them about Liu Yingshan before. Could it be that the time has gone too far, causing them to think that Liu Yingshan is a fighter among scumbags.

"I'm with Liu Yingshan." I replied in a low voice.

"Yu Siqi, you don't want to sleep with him, do you? Where are you? It's broad daylight, don't you? Are you doing this to NATE? Fortunately, NATE asked me to ask you to go to his place during the rest tomorrow. Take you to relax. Didn't you have a good relationship with NATE last night? Si Qi, how can you be like this? You can't meet more scumbags and become a scumbag yourself." Jiang Xue was almost condemning me.

"What are you talking about? I have nothing to do with NATE."

"How is it possible, you are all asleep."

"He's a 0, and so am I. What do you think we might have?" My patience was finally worn out by Jiang Xue's pressing questions.

"You can play with NATE yourself. I won't go back tonight. I will go to class the day after tomorrow. Be careful."

"..." Jiang Xue's voice kept appearing in my receiver, and I knew it was just a sign of my obscenity, so I simply took the phone away with one hand and blocked my ears with the other, letting her play it slowly.

I was so absorbed in calling Jiang Xue that I didn't notice that there was an extra person behind me.

Liu Yingshan suddenly hugged me from behind, put his chin on my shoulder, rubbed my hand away from my ears, bit my earlobe, and whispered, "Who is it?"

The moment I spoke, hot air sprayed on the tips of my ears, and my whole body trembled slightly as if electrified, but Liu Yingshan obviously felt it, so she didn't let go, but kissed little by little.If this continues, I can only ignore Jiang Xue's complaints, hang up the phone, turn around, and slightly push Liu Yingshan away.

Liu Yingshan just hugged me harder, "Who is it?"

"classmate."

"Why are you sneaking around on the phone with your classmates?"

"I don't want to disturb you."

"I woke up as soon as you got up, but I was too tired to open my eyes."

I looked at my phone, it was only four o'clock, and I only slept for two hours, "Go on to sleep, it's still early."

Liu Yingshan didn't move, "Let's take you to eat first, you should be hungry."

"No, I'm not hungry."

"Then sleep together?" Liu Yingshan asked.

"Well, sleep together." I replied, anyway, I didn't sleep well last night. I got up early this morning and went to class again, so I already consumed too much energy.

The next second, I was hugged by Liu Yingshan, a shameful princess, I was embarrassed, but I still put one hand on his neck, afraid that I would fall off.

"Crazy, I'm not weak." The moment I was put on the bed, I scolded.

Liu Yingshan kissed me lightly, and murmured: "I know, but I just want to hug you like this."

Probably because I was really tired, I went to bed again, not long after, Liu Yingshan fell asleep again, and I silently said Hallelujah a few times, then turned off the phone, God bless, when I saw Jiang Xue again, she would not Will cross my eyebrows.

It was ten o'clock in the evening when I woke up. I opened my eyes and just met Liu Yingshan's eyes, only to realize that he seemed to be peeking at me.

"When did you wake up? Why didn't you call me?" I moved my body a little to make myself more comfortable.

"Just woke up, are you hungry? Shall we go out to eat?"

I shook my head, "I'm already asleep, I think you need to explain something first."

Liu Yingshan took the food we bought in the afternoon, put it in front of me, and pulled me up. "I'm telling the truth, can you not be angry?"

I sat up, took the potato chips from his hand, and took a bite, "Tell me first, what happened to those two weeks?"

"At that time you kissed me suddenly, I was a little confused. I wanted to calm down for a while, but you suddenly packed up and left, which scared me. At that time, I didn't know how to keep you, so I told you about the two a week's appointment."

"what do you mean?"

"At that time, I really didn't know what kind of feelings I had for you. I read a lot of books and articles about homosexuality in those two weeks, and I knew what you told me was not a disease, let alone a psychology. The problem, I knew it was just liking someone. At that time I was a little panicked, I thought I probably liked you, so I broke up with Liu Shu."

"Then her?" Speaking of Liu Shu, I am really sorry, I know that my own behavior is no different from that of Xiaosan, I despise myself, but I also desperately like Liu Yingshan.

Probably to see what I was thinking, Liu Yingshan rubbed my head, "It's not your fault, don't feel guilty. She is very calm, don't worry. I've been away from her for a few years, and she probably feels bored. Break up. We have been doing this for so long, just to find an opportunity to break up. But after all, we are childhood sweethearts and have been together for three years. People around us think that we will always be together, so the two of us are invisible. Bonded, in fact, both of us feel weak. Your matter is just an opportunity, so she is very calm and relieved, just asking why I suddenly broke up."

"So you told him?" I asked.

"Yeah." Liu Yingshan nodded, "It suddenly became like this, and I couldn't find anyone to talk about it for a while, and she is the person who knows me the most besides my family, so I said it."

"and then."

"Then she said that I might not really like it, it was just that someone suddenly caught my eye, it was fresh. Then she analyzed the pros and cons with me, and then talked about how to explain to my family if we were really together. , I panicked. Our family and my grandpa’s generation are considered national workers, so for policy reasons, I’m an only seedling. I don’t think my parents can accept that the girlfriend I was talking about suddenly became Boyfriend. So, I just wanted to calm down and calm down again. It happened that my mother was hospitalized again at that time, and she had a tumor in her stomach, but fortunately it was benign. In order to take care of her conveniently, I just returned to Shanghai. I was busy some time ago, so I didn't have time to think about it. Later, I thought that I kept my emotions well, and I thought that my liking for you was just a flash in the pan, but that's all. "

"Then why are you still coming to see me?"

"Jealous. I'm jealous. That Chen or something, who is he?"

"So, you mean, if you didn't meet me with other people, you wouldn't look for me?" Now I am very unhappy.

"Siqi, don't be angry. I don't think I can do it. I just thought I didn't like you enough to be like that, but the fact is that I like you, and I like you like crazy, so I came to you just for a while Question, don't blame me, okay?"

"Then why didn't you look for me last night?"

"Drink too much, seeing you with that person, I'm going crazy. I thought about it all night, and finally figured it out. I'm probably really bent, Yu Siqi, I'm obsessed, and I was broken by you Bend. Whoever said that falling in love must last forever, I can't guarantee whether I will become straight again in the future, I only know that I am crazy and want to be with you now. Fortunately, you are still willing to talk to me. Fortunately, you I haven't been with anyone else yet, luckily you still want me." Liu Yingshan hugged me and kissed me cautiously.

"I'm so afraid that you will block me like this, so I really don't know how to find you. I'm scared to death, Yu Siqi." Liu Yingshan took my hand, "And who was that last night? ? Didn't you already? Someone else?"

I was a little moved in the last second, but in the next second, I looked at Liu Yingshan helplessly, "That's our listening teacher, just a friend."

Liu Yingshan breathed a sigh of relief, and I continued: "Also, I didn't bend you, it's just that you like me, and I happen to be a man."

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A good straight man bends when he says he wants to