Infatuated absolutely
Chapter 12 Dry wood meets fire
Fang Shaoyun gently licked and kissed Lin Jianan's lips, Lin Jianan still couldn't react, he had a showdown with Fang Shaoyun, how did Fang Shaoyun kiss himself?And just now Fang Shaoyun confessed to himself, right?He said he loves me?
Lin Jianan felt incredible, opened his eyes and opened his mouth to ask Fang Shaoyun what, but just as he opened his mouth, Fang Shaoyun's tongue took the opportunity to stick into Lin Jianan's mouth from the lightly parted lips, Fang Shaoyun's tongue gently licked Lin Jianan's mucous membrane in the mouth, along the The mucous membrane in the mouth licked around and then turned to lick his teeth lightly. He licked every tooth of Lin Jianan including the gums carefully. His tongue followed the mucous membrane and licked into Lin Jianan's throat. The tip of his tongue lightly touched Lin Jianan's tongue. , licking from the inside to the outside, licking the tip of his tongue, then gently licking and kissing his tongue with his own tongue, and then wrapping Lin Jianan's tongue with his own tongue , turning up and down, left and right, licking kisses, and sucking gently from time to time... Lin Jianan's legs became weak from Fang Shaoyun's gentle licking and kissing, and her whole body was numb. I want to say something.Lin Jianan took the initiative to hook Fang Shaoyun's neck, and began to respond to Fang Shaoyun's kiss. He put Fang Shaoyun's tongue in his mouth with his lips, sucked it gently, and swallowed the saliva of the two people, and more saliva overflowed from the corners of the two people's mouths. It flows down the corner of Lin Jian'an's mouth, reflecting the moist luster in the sunny room, which looks abnormally hot, and the temperature in the room seems to have risen, making it extremely hot.
Both of them were short of breath, Fang Shaoyun hugged Lin Jianan, and the two approached the big Simmons bed in the middle with their lips and teeth intertwined.Fang Shaoyun pressed Lin Jianan on the bed. Both of them had been in abstinence for more than two months, and they caught fire at one point.
"Knock knock...Knock knock..."
At this moment, there was an untimely knock on the door, and the knock was very clear in the room where there was only the sound of water.The lips and teeth of the two who were interrupted were separated, and the silver thread was still entwined between them, "Damn it!" Fang Shaoyun gritted his teeth and cursed, but had no choice but to get up from Lin Jianan's body.
At this time, Lin Jianan also recovered from the knock on the door. After Fang Shaoyun got up from Lin Jianan, Lin Jianan also quickly got up and got out of bed, his face was flushed, some were kissed just now, and some were ashamed.He gritted his teeth secretly, blaming himself for not being up to date, and almost being confused again so easily, that was the man who had hurt him for three years! !
Fang Shaoyun hated secretly, seeing that the matter was about to be completed, and he would be able to reconcile with his beloved Jian An soon, but this juncture was destroyed, and the next time there is an opportunity to have this kind of atmosphere, I don’t know when it will be!
The knock on the door continued, Fang Shaoyun opened the door fiercely with the feeling of wanting to smash the corpse of the person outside the door, and glared viciously at Zhang Chengzhi who was standing outside the door knocking on the door with a tray.
Zhang Chengzhi also glared at Fang Shaoyun with fierce eyes. It took him so long to open the door. What were the two of them doing inside? "Xiao'an, I'm bringing you some black tea and cake." Zhang Chengzhi glared at Fang Shaoyun, then turned his gaze to the room, glanced at the big bed in the middle, and heaved a sigh of relief...Phew~ It's okay, the bed is still flat!
One must know that Zhang Chengzhi watched Lin Jianan and Fang Shaoyun enter the room, and the two of them were locked in the room and never came out, feeling very upset.The soundproofing of this house is good, but he could not hear a sound even when he was lying at the door. Zhang Chengzhi felt even more uneasy if he couldn't hear the sound, so he thought of a way, and hurried downstairs to make two cups of black tea and put on two small dishes. Cake came back and knocked on the door. He wanted to find an excuse to destroy the two people's solitude, so as not to let them be alone together!
Zhang Chengzhi ignored Fang Shaoyun's fierce eyes that seemed to bite him, and walked past him, walking towards Lin Jian'an in the house.
Lin Jianan had completely calmed down at this time, he sat back on the sofa chair beside the small round table, saw Zhang Chengzhi walking towards him, and smiled awkwardly, after all, he was interrupted when he was about to do that just now, Of course I feel guilty when I see other people.
Zhang Chengzhi also noticed Lin Jianan's unusualness. First of all, his face was unnaturally rosy, his lips were slightly swollen, his eye sockets were also a little red, and his eyes were abnormally moist... You don't need to think about it to know what the two of them were doing just now!I guess it was a good thing that I came in time... I was very angry inside, but I couldn't show it on the surface. Who knew how uncomfortable Zhang Chengzhi was holding back!
Fang Shaoyun had already adjusted his mood at this time, followed Zhang Chengzhi and returned to the small round table, took the tray from Zhang Chengzhi and put it on the table, looked at Zhang Chengzhi with a smile, "Thank you for giving us black tea specially Come with the little cake, and we can clean up after we finish eating." The implication: You can go!
"You're welcome, I'm mainly here to find Xiaoan." Zhang Chengzhi glared at Fang Shaoyun angrily, and told him with his eyes: Don't try to drive me away, I won't let you be alone again!
The two communicated silently with their eyes, and sparks flew everywhere, but Lin Jianan didn't know it at all.
"Chengzhi, do you have anything to do with me?"
When Fang Shaoyun heard Lin Jianan calling him Chengzhi again, he almost gritted his silver teeth, his teeth itched with hatred... How could he call someone by his name so affectionately?
Zhang Chengzhi turned his head and looked at Lin Jianan tenderly, and said with a doting smile, "Didn't we make an appointment yesterday to paint for you in the garden today? Did you forget? Have you finished talking about things? Let's go after talking." The sunshine in the morning is softer, and the flowers that bloom in the morning are also more delicate, which is the most suitable for painting."
draw?Isn't the relationship between the two people a landlord and tenant?Why are you so close, and you even made an appointment to paint together?Fang Shaoyun frowned, he felt a sense of crisis, the two of them lived under the same roof, would it be true that the two had a long-term relationship as Shaoping said?Although he knew that Lin Jianan liked him before, but after he hurt him so much, would he still like him?Fang Shaoyun's heart began to feel uneasy again.
"Oh" Lin Jian'an nodded understandingly to Zhang Chengzhi, and then said to Fang Shaoyun, who was a little embarrassed, "Well~ I already made an appointment with Zhang Chengzhi yesterday to draw today, anyway, we have made everything clear, how about You go first!...The past is the past, I don't want to mention it again!" Lin Jianan's eyes were a little erratic, and he didn't dare to look at Fang Shaoyun.Did what I did just now make him misunderstand something?But that's a normal reaction of a man's body, it really means nothing!Although I know that he also likes me, but the hurt of those three years can't be erased, my heart is so tired, I don't want to have anything to do with him anymore.
Is this driving yourself away?Fang Shaoyun stared at Lin Jianan with wide eyes in disbelief.The atmosphere between the two of them was so good just now, people thought that he had forgiven himself and was about to return to his side, the two of them could start again...but...he actually said to let himself go!The past is also the past... Could it be that the love you once had for yourself should also let it pass?Are you rejecting me?Fang Shaoyun thought with heartache.But I deserve it, I hurt him so much before, he doesn't forgive himself now, and I don't have the face and the position to beg him to forgive myself.
Fang Shaoyun took a deep look at Lin Jian'an for the last time, his eyes revealed deep love, and deep despair, heartache, and regret complex eyes, he turned and left with his lips tightly pressed.Fang Shaoyun's heart was filled with endless remorse and loss, as well as pain like a knife piercing his heart.He wondered if he would never have a chance to save Lin Jianan after he left?Have you really lost him since then?Because it was his own fault, if Lin Jianan did not intend to forgive himself, he would have no position to beg him.
When Fang Shaoyun came, he had a completely different mentality than when he left. When he came, he was full of confidence that as long as the promised conditions were met, Lin Jian'an could be saved. After all, he is someone who will be taken care of for money, as long as money can do it What you get is nothing.But after knowing the truth, he was in despair. He had hurt him so deeply, if he didn't forgive himself, then he would have no chance at all.
Lin Jian'an looked at Fang Shaoyun's heartbreaking eyes and lonely back, and felt a pain in his heart. He felt that he shouldn't be like this. He should always be that arrogant, domineering, indifferent, and confident domineering president.
"Xiao'an, what are you thinking?" Seeing Fang Shaoyun leaving in despair, Zhang Chengzhi's mood immediately became beautiful, but seeing Lin Jian'an's appearance, he also seemed a little bit out of his wits.
"Ah, no, it's nothing, let's go, aren't you going to paint?" Lin Jianan came back to his senses, smiled at Zhang Chengzhi with a relaxed surface, and changed the subject.
"Yes, I'm going to get the painting utensils. You can go downstairs and wait for me in the garden." Seeing that he didn't want to talk, Zhang Chengzhi stopped asking and followed Lin Jianan's words.Anyway, I know that these two people must have a story, and Lin Jianan must be thinking about him, so it's meaningless to ask any more, so it's better to cultivate a relationship with Lin Jianan.
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When Zhang Chengzhi went downstairs, Lin Jian'an had already stayed in the garden for a while, looking at the beautiful flowers all over the garden also made him lose interest, his eyes were looking at the flowers, but he seemed absent-minded, I don't know if he was thinking something.Seeing Zhang Chengzhi coming down, he quickly restrained himself and smiled reluctantly.
Zhang Chengzhi actually saw his absent-minded look, but he didn't want to point it out. Seeing Lin Jian'an noticing him, he smiled and walked towards him, "Xiao'an, let's go to the fountain to draw? With the fountain garden as the background, draw It should look better." He said and led Lin Jianan along the path to the side of the fountain.
"Just sit here." Zhang Chengzhi supported Lin Jianan's shoulders and sat down on the stone edge of the fountain, and then he took his painting tools and walked to a position a little far in front of Lin Jianan to set up an easel.Seen from this direction, Lin Jianan is sitting among the flowers, and there is a beautiful fountain behind him. The sun just shines from the oblique side. Lin Jianan is in the sunlight, and the fountain water behind him glistens and radiates under the sunlight. The colorful lights just surrounded Lin Jianan's whole body, making Lin Jianan look as if he was in a fairyland!
"Relax your expression and be more natural." Zhang Chengzhi shouted from a distance.He felt that the only fly in the ointment was that Lin Jianan's expression was not relaxed enough, and he was clearly worried.
Lin Jian'an heard Zhang Chengzhi's words, closed his eyes, felt the warmth of the sun, the gentle rhythm of the wind, the softness of blowing across his cheeks, smelled the fragrance of flowers, let his mind go, and didn't think about anything for the time being. People are very relaxed and comfortable.
"Very good, I'm going to start drawing." Zhang Chengzhi saw Lin Jian'an gently closed his eyes with a comfortable expression on his face, felt that the picture was extremely beautiful, and immediately started to paint...******
Fang Shaoyun left the villa in the eastern suburbs and went straight back to the Fang family mansion.
Fang Shaoping knew that today Fang Shaoyun went to Zhang Chengzhi's villa to bring Lin Jian'an back. Hearing that Fang Shaoyun had returned to his courtyard, Fang Shaoping hurried to the door to inquire about the results.
When I came to Fang Shaoyun's courtyard, I saw Fang Shaoyun drinking alone with a distraught look.Well, you don't need to ask to know that the result failed to bring people back.
"Brother, what happened?" Fang Shaoping sat down opposite Fang Shaoyun and asked with concern.
"Shaoyun...he doesn't forgive me anymore, it's all my fault, I made him so sad, he doesn't forgive me now!" Fang Shaoyun saw Fang Shaoping coming, choked up and complained to his brother.
"You know what? He likes me, he loves me, and he's with me because he loves me. But I hurt him, no... I hurt him all the time! I've done so many wrong things before , made him leave in despair, and now he doesn't want to forgive me and come back to me, I am no longer qualified to ask him to come back, have I lost him forever?" Fang Shaoyun fell into deep self-loathing.
Fang Shaoping finally understood what was going on, but he didn't know how to comfort his brother, so he could only sigh helplessly, "Brother, don't do this, he may just be unable to figure it out for a while, and he may forgive him one day." Yours will come back to your side, don't be too sad." Fang Shaoping can't comfort others, he can only say this dryly, seeing that Fang Shaoyun doesn't seem to hear his own comfort, he has fallen into his own world After being hit, Fang Shaoping had no choice but to get up and leave, leaving Fang Shaoyun a private space to be quiet by himself.
After Fang Shaoping returned to the room, he took out his mobile phone and called Zhang Chengzhi. The phone rang for a while and was connected, "Chengzhi, do you have time in the afternoon? I want to ask you out to meet."
Zhang Chengzhi looked at the painting that was about to be completed in his hand, and felt that there would be no problem in the afternoon, "Okay, where should we meet?"
"Just at Qingcheng Coffee! It's three o'clock in the afternoon, no problem?" Fang Shaoping thought for a while and said.
"Okay, I'll be there on time." After Zhang Chengzhi finished speaking, he hung up the phone, still drawing in his hand, and felt like he would fly away if he interrupted for too long.
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Three o'clock in the afternoon at Allure Coffee, Zhang Chengzhi opened the door and walked in and looked around for a while, but there was no one in the cafe.Seeing that Fang Shaoping was already sitting in the corner waiting for him.
Zhang Chengzhi walked over, opened a chair opposite Fang Shaoping and sat down.
After Zhang Chengzhi sat down, a waiter came over immediately, looked at Zhang Chengzhi with a smile, nodded politely and asked, "Sir, what do you want to drink?"
"Coffee latte, thank you." Seeing that Fang Shaoping had already ordered, Zhang Chengzhi ordered a cup for himself.
"Okay, please wait a moment!" The waiter nodded, then took the money from Zhang Chengzhi and left.
"Tell me, what's the matter with asking me out?" When the waiter left, Zhang Chengzhi turned his attention back to Fang Shaoping. He knew that Fang Shaoping had something to do with him, otherwise with his plain personality, nothing would happen. Those who don't go to the Three Treasures Hall can't find themselves out just to chat and reminisce.
"Actually, I came to look for you because of my brother." Fang Shaoping weighed it, not knowing how to speak.
Sure enough, Zhang Chengzhi guessed that this might be the case, and he kept silent, waiting for Fang Shaoping to continue.
"My brother has been to your house today, and you should know that he has an unusual relationship with Lin Jianan who rented your house, right?" Fang Shaoping looked at Zhang Chengzhi apologetically and continued, "Actually, it's all my fault, I didn't figure it out. Let Lin Jianan rent your house. Can you not rent the house to him? I will find you a better one!"
"It's too late, I've already fallen in love with Lin Jian'an." Zhang Chengzhi resolutely rejected Fang Shaoping's request, and the two fell into silence for a while.
At this time, the waiter brought over the coffee ordered by Zhang Chengzhi, "Sir, your coffee...please use it slowly!"
Zhang Chengzhi picked up the coffee and took a sip before slowly saying, "Can you tell me the story between Lin Jian'an and Fang Shaoyun?"
Fang Shaoping hesitated for a while, but decided to tell Zhang Chengzhi, "I was also at fault for this matter, you should also know that I have a boyfriend, right?"
Zhang Chengzhi was a little puzzled as to why the story of Lin Jianan and Fang Shaoyun involved Fang Shaoping's boyfriend, but he did know that Fang Shaoping had a boyfriend, and it seemed that he had been dating since college.Because the two are good friends, when they were together, Fang Shaoping often received calls with a sweet face, and Fang Shaoping once came out to him again, so Zhang Chengzhi knew that Fang Shaoping had a lot of boyfriends.Hearing Fang Shaoping's question now, Zhang Chengzhi nodded.
Seeing Zhang Chengzhi nodded, Fang Shaoping continued in embarrassment, "Actually, this boyfriend is my brother."
"Ah? Your brother?...Aren't you and your brother real brothers?" Zhang Chengzhi was surprised. He didn't expect his good friend to have such a secret, and Fang Shaoyun and Lin Jianan were not... Before Zhang Chengzhi could think about it, Fang Shaoping Then he said, "Yes, it's because we are brothers that we never took that step. It's also my fault. At that time, because of my concerns, I asked my brother to go outside to find someone else. I didn't expect my brother to really find someone else I took care of a lover, and he took that person as my substitute for three years. That person was Lin Jianan. Two months ago, Lin Jianan left a note and left, and my brother realized that he had fallen in love with him, but I I couldn’t find him, and I waited stupidly in the apartment where Lin Jianan lived every day, and I was suffering from anxiety... After seeing a psychiatrist, I went to the bar where the two met to find him, until I met you in the bar !"
Zhang Chengzhi was even more surprised, "Xiao An doesn't seem like the kind of person who will be taken care of."
"Hehe," Fang Shaoping smiled wryly, "That's the problem. Lin Jian'an really didn't stay with my brother because he was taken care of by my brother. He fell in love with my brother, but my brother didn't know. Treating him as my substitute has been hurting him all the time, that's why he couldn't take it anymore and left. My brother is now sinking into deep self-blame and self-loathing. If Lin Jianan doesn't forgive my brother, I'm afraid that my brother's illness will Recurrence, possibly even worse."
Zhang Chengzhi was speechless after hearing this, "Since your brother once hurt him, and now he has no right to pursue him, I will not return Lin Jianan to your brother. I love him, and I will make him fall in love with me." Yes." Then he worried about his friend, "Then you and your brother?"
When Fang Shaoping heard Zhang Chengzhi ask himself, he smiled relaxedly, "I made it clear to my brother a long time ago, we are still good brothers! My brother can realize that he likes Lin Jian'an because of me!"
Since Zhang Chengzhi heard Fang Shaoping say that, he nodded and said nothing more.
Fang Shaoping had already told Zhang Chengzhi the whole story, Zhang Chengzhi was unwilling to give up Lin Jianan, and Fang Shaoping did not plan to continue persuading him.Originally, this matter was because I did something wrong, and I had no position to persuade him to let go.
After a moment of silence, the two bid farewell to each other and left.
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Has anyone read my novel?I was so distraught, I was in severe self-doubt, I couldn't type anymore!Need a little support! !
Lin Jianan felt incredible, opened his eyes and opened his mouth to ask Fang Shaoyun what, but just as he opened his mouth, Fang Shaoyun's tongue took the opportunity to stick into Lin Jianan's mouth from the lightly parted lips, Fang Shaoyun's tongue gently licked Lin Jianan's mucous membrane in the mouth, along the The mucous membrane in the mouth licked around and then turned to lick his teeth lightly. He licked every tooth of Lin Jianan including the gums carefully. His tongue followed the mucous membrane and licked into Lin Jianan's throat. The tip of his tongue lightly touched Lin Jianan's tongue. , licking from the inside to the outside, licking the tip of his tongue, then gently licking and kissing his tongue with his own tongue, and then wrapping Lin Jianan's tongue with his own tongue , turning up and down, left and right, licking kisses, and sucking gently from time to time... Lin Jianan's legs became weak from Fang Shaoyun's gentle licking and kissing, and her whole body was numb. I want to say something.Lin Jianan took the initiative to hook Fang Shaoyun's neck, and began to respond to Fang Shaoyun's kiss. He put Fang Shaoyun's tongue in his mouth with his lips, sucked it gently, and swallowed the saliva of the two people, and more saliva overflowed from the corners of the two people's mouths. It flows down the corner of Lin Jian'an's mouth, reflecting the moist luster in the sunny room, which looks abnormally hot, and the temperature in the room seems to have risen, making it extremely hot.
Both of them were short of breath, Fang Shaoyun hugged Lin Jianan, and the two approached the big Simmons bed in the middle with their lips and teeth intertwined.Fang Shaoyun pressed Lin Jianan on the bed. Both of them had been in abstinence for more than two months, and they caught fire at one point.
"Knock knock...Knock knock..."
At this moment, there was an untimely knock on the door, and the knock was very clear in the room where there was only the sound of water.The lips and teeth of the two who were interrupted were separated, and the silver thread was still entwined between them, "Damn it!" Fang Shaoyun gritted his teeth and cursed, but had no choice but to get up from Lin Jianan's body.
At this time, Lin Jianan also recovered from the knock on the door. After Fang Shaoyun got up from Lin Jianan, Lin Jianan also quickly got up and got out of bed, his face was flushed, some were kissed just now, and some were ashamed.He gritted his teeth secretly, blaming himself for not being up to date, and almost being confused again so easily, that was the man who had hurt him for three years! !
Fang Shaoyun hated secretly, seeing that the matter was about to be completed, and he would be able to reconcile with his beloved Jian An soon, but this juncture was destroyed, and the next time there is an opportunity to have this kind of atmosphere, I don’t know when it will be!
The knock on the door continued, Fang Shaoyun opened the door fiercely with the feeling of wanting to smash the corpse of the person outside the door, and glared viciously at Zhang Chengzhi who was standing outside the door knocking on the door with a tray.
Zhang Chengzhi also glared at Fang Shaoyun with fierce eyes. It took him so long to open the door. What were the two of them doing inside? "Xiao'an, I'm bringing you some black tea and cake." Zhang Chengzhi glared at Fang Shaoyun, then turned his gaze to the room, glanced at the big bed in the middle, and heaved a sigh of relief...Phew~ It's okay, the bed is still flat!
One must know that Zhang Chengzhi watched Lin Jianan and Fang Shaoyun enter the room, and the two of them were locked in the room and never came out, feeling very upset.The soundproofing of this house is good, but he could not hear a sound even when he was lying at the door. Zhang Chengzhi felt even more uneasy if he couldn't hear the sound, so he thought of a way, and hurried downstairs to make two cups of black tea and put on two small dishes. Cake came back and knocked on the door. He wanted to find an excuse to destroy the two people's solitude, so as not to let them be alone together!
Zhang Chengzhi ignored Fang Shaoyun's fierce eyes that seemed to bite him, and walked past him, walking towards Lin Jian'an in the house.
Lin Jianan had completely calmed down at this time, he sat back on the sofa chair beside the small round table, saw Zhang Chengzhi walking towards him, and smiled awkwardly, after all, he was interrupted when he was about to do that just now, Of course I feel guilty when I see other people.
Zhang Chengzhi also noticed Lin Jianan's unusualness. First of all, his face was unnaturally rosy, his lips were slightly swollen, his eye sockets were also a little red, and his eyes were abnormally moist... You don't need to think about it to know what the two of them were doing just now!I guess it was a good thing that I came in time... I was very angry inside, but I couldn't show it on the surface. Who knew how uncomfortable Zhang Chengzhi was holding back!
Fang Shaoyun had already adjusted his mood at this time, followed Zhang Chengzhi and returned to the small round table, took the tray from Zhang Chengzhi and put it on the table, looked at Zhang Chengzhi with a smile, "Thank you for giving us black tea specially Come with the little cake, and we can clean up after we finish eating." The implication: You can go!
"You're welcome, I'm mainly here to find Xiaoan." Zhang Chengzhi glared at Fang Shaoyun angrily, and told him with his eyes: Don't try to drive me away, I won't let you be alone again!
The two communicated silently with their eyes, and sparks flew everywhere, but Lin Jianan didn't know it at all.
"Chengzhi, do you have anything to do with me?"
When Fang Shaoyun heard Lin Jianan calling him Chengzhi again, he almost gritted his silver teeth, his teeth itched with hatred... How could he call someone by his name so affectionately?
Zhang Chengzhi turned his head and looked at Lin Jianan tenderly, and said with a doting smile, "Didn't we make an appointment yesterday to paint for you in the garden today? Did you forget? Have you finished talking about things? Let's go after talking." The sunshine in the morning is softer, and the flowers that bloom in the morning are also more delicate, which is the most suitable for painting."
draw?Isn't the relationship between the two people a landlord and tenant?Why are you so close, and you even made an appointment to paint together?Fang Shaoyun frowned, he felt a sense of crisis, the two of them lived under the same roof, would it be true that the two had a long-term relationship as Shaoping said?Although he knew that Lin Jianan liked him before, but after he hurt him so much, would he still like him?Fang Shaoyun's heart began to feel uneasy again.
"Oh" Lin Jian'an nodded understandingly to Zhang Chengzhi, and then said to Fang Shaoyun, who was a little embarrassed, "Well~ I already made an appointment with Zhang Chengzhi yesterday to draw today, anyway, we have made everything clear, how about You go first!...The past is the past, I don't want to mention it again!" Lin Jianan's eyes were a little erratic, and he didn't dare to look at Fang Shaoyun.Did what I did just now make him misunderstand something?But that's a normal reaction of a man's body, it really means nothing!Although I know that he also likes me, but the hurt of those three years can't be erased, my heart is so tired, I don't want to have anything to do with him anymore.
Is this driving yourself away?Fang Shaoyun stared at Lin Jianan with wide eyes in disbelief.The atmosphere between the two of them was so good just now, people thought that he had forgiven himself and was about to return to his side, the two of them could start again...but...he actually said to let himself go!The past is also the past... Could it be that the love you once had for yourself should also let it pass?Are you rejecting me?Fang Shaoyun thought with heartache.But I deserve it, I hurt him so much before, he doesn't forgive himself now, and I don't have the face and the position to beg him to forgive myself.
Fang Shaoyun took a deep look at Lin Jian'an for the last time, his eyes revealed deep love, and deep despair, heartache, and regret complex eyes, he turned and left with his lips tightly pressed.Fang Shaoyun's heart was filled with endless remorse and loss, as well as pain like a knife piercing his heart.He wondered if he would never have a chance to save Lin Jianan after he left?Have you really lost him since then?Because it was his own fault, if Lin Jianan did not intend to forgive himself, he would have no position to beg him.
When Fang Shaoyun came, he had a completely different mentality than when he left. When he came, he was full of confidence that as long as the promised conditions were met, Lin Jian'an could be saved. After all, he is someone who will be taken care of for money, as long as money can do it What you get is nothing.But after knowing the truth, he was in despair. He had hurt him so deeply, if he didn't forgive himself, then he would have no chance at all.
Lin Jian'an looked at Fang Shaoyun's heartbreaking eyes and lonely back, and felt a pain in his heart. He felt that he shouldn't be like this. He should always be that arrogant, domineering, indifferent, and confident domineering president.
"Xiao'an, what are you thinking?" Seeing Fang Shaoyun leaving in despair, Zhang Chengzhi's mood immediately became beautiful, but seeing Lin Jian'an's appearance, he also seemed a little bit out of his wits.
"Ah, no, it's nothing, let's go, aren't you going to paint?" Lin Jianan came back to his senses, smiled at Zhang Chengzhi with a relaxed surface, and changed the subject.
"Yes, I'm going to get the painting utensils. You can go downstairs and wait for me in the garden." Seeing that he didn't want to talk, Zhang Chengzhi stopped asking and followed Lin Jianan's words.Anyway, I know that these two people must have a story, and Lin Jianan must be thinking about him, so it's meaningless to ask any more, so it's better to cultivate a relationship with Lin Jianan.
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When Zhang Chengzhi went downstairs, Lin Jian'an had already stayed in the garden for a while, looking at the beautiful flowers all over the garden also made him lose interest, his eyes were looking at the flowers, but he seemed absent-minded, I don't know if he was thinking something.Seeing Zhang Chengzhi coming down, he quickly restrained himself and smiled reluctantly.
Zhang Chengzhi actually saw his absent-minded look, but he didn't want to point it out. Seeing Lin Jian'an noticing him, he smiled and walked towards him, "Xiao'an, let's go to the fountain to draw? With the fountain garden as the background, draw It should look better." He said and led Lin Jianan along the path to the side of the fountain.
"Just sit here." Zhang Chengzhi supported Lin Jianan's shoulders and sat down on the stone edge of the fountain, and then he took his painting tools and walked to a position a little far in front of Lin Jianan to set up an easel.Seen from this direction, Lin Jianan is sitting among the flowers, and there is a beautiful fountain behind him. The sun just shines from the oblique side. Lin Jianan is in the sunlight, and the fountain water behind him glistens and radiates under the sunlight. The colorful lights just surrounded Lin Jianan's whole body, making Lin Jianan look as if he was in a fairyland!
"Relax your expression and be more natural." Zhang Chengzhi shouted from a distance.He felt that the only fly in the ointment was that Lin Jianan's expression was not relaxed enough, and he was clearly worried.
Lin Jian'an heard Zhang Chengzhi's words, closed his eyes, felt the warmth of the sun, the gentle rhythm of the wind, the softness of blowing across his cheeks, smelled the fragrance of flowers, let his mind go, and didn't think about anything for the time being. People are very relaxed and comfortable.
"Very good, I'm going to start drawing." Zhang Chengzhi saw Lin Jian'an gently closed his eyes with a comfortable expression on his face, felt that the picture was extremely beautiful, and immediately started to paint...******
Fang Shaoyun left the villa in the eastern suburbs and went straight back to the Fang family mansion.
Fang Shaoping knew that today Fang Shaoyun went to Zhang Chengzhi's villa to bring Lin Jian'an back. Hearing that Fang Shaoyun had returned to his courtyard, Fang Shaoping hurried to the door to inquire about the results.
When I came to Fang Shaoyun's courtyard, I saw Fang Shaoyun drinking alone with a distraught look.Well, you don't need to ask to know that the result failed to bring people back.
"Brother, what happened?" Fang Shaoping sat down opposite Fang Shaoyun and asked with concern.
"Shaoyun...he doesn't forgive me anymore, it's all my fault, I made him so sad, he doesn't forgive me now!" Fang Shaoyun saw Fang Shaoping coming, choked up and complained to his brother.
"You know what? He likes me, he loves me, and he's with me because he loves me. But I hurt him, no... I hurt him all the time! I've done so many wrong things before , made him leave in despair, and now he doesn't want to forgive me and come back to me, I am no longer qualified to ask him to come back, have I lost him forever?" Fang Shaoyun fell into deep self-loathing.
Fang Shaoping finally understood what was going on, but he didn't know how to comfort his brother, so he could only sigh helplessly, "Brother, don't do this, he may just be unable to figure it out for a while, and he may forgive him one day." Yours will come back to your side, don't be too sad." Fang Shaoping can't comfort others, he can only say this dryly, seeing that Fang Shaoyun doesn't seem to hear his own comfort, he has fallen into his own world After being hit, Fang Shaoping had no choice but to get up and leave, leaving Fang Shaoyun a private space to be quiet by himself.
After Fang Shaoping returned to the room, he took out his mobile phone and called Zhang Chengzhi. The phone rang for a while and was connected, "Chengzhi, do you have time in the afternoon? I want to ask you out to meet."
Zhang Chengzhi looked at the painting that was about to be completed in his hand, and felt that there would be no problem in the afternoon, "Okay, where should we meet?"
"Just at Qingcheng Coffee! It's three o'clock in the afternoon, no problem?" Fang Shaoping thought for a while and said.
"Okay, I'll be there on time." After Zhang Chengzhi finished speaking, he hung up the phone, still drawing in his hand, and felt like he would fly away if he interrupted for too long.
……
Three o'clock in the afternoon at Allure Coffee, Zhang Chengzhi opened the door and walked in and looked around for a while, but there was no one in the cafe.Seeing that Fang Shaoping was already sitting in the corner waiting for him.
Zhang Chengzhi walked over, opened a chair opposite Fang Shaoping and sat down.
After Zhang Chengzhi sat down, a waiter came over immediately, looked at Zhang Chengzhi with a smile, nodded politely and asked, "Sir, what do you want to drink?"
"Coffee latte, thank you." Seeing that Fang Shaoping had already ordered, Zhang Chengzhi ordered a cup for himself.
"Okay, please wait a moment!" The waiter nodded, then took the money from Zhang Chengzhi and left.
"Tell me, what's the matter with asking me out?" When the waiter left, Zhang Chengzhi turned his attention back to Fang Shaoping. He knew that Fang Shaoping had something to do with him, otherwise with his plain personality, nothing would happen. Those who don't go to the Three Treasures Hall can't find themselves out just to chat and reminisce.
"Actually, I came to look for you because of my brother." Fang Shaoping weighed it, not knowing how to speak.
Sure enough, Zhang Chengzhi guessed that this might be the case, and he kept silent, waiting for Fang Shaoping to continue.
"My brother has been to your house today, and you should know that he has an unusual relationship with Lin Jianan who rented your house, right?" Fang Shaoping looked at Zhang Chengzhi apologetically and continued, "Actually, it's all my fault, I didn't figure it out. Let Lin Jianan rent your house. Can you not rent the house to him? I will find you a better one!"
"It's too late, I've already fallen in love with Lin Jian'an." Zhang Chengzhi resolutely rejected Fang Shaoping's request, and the two fell into silence for a while.
At this time, the waiter brought over the coffee ordered by Zhang Chengzhi, "Sir, your coffee...please use it slowly!"
Zhang Chengzhi picked up the coffee and took a sip before slowly saying, "Can you tell me the story between Lin Jian'an and Fang Shaoyun?"
Fang Shaoping hesitated for a while, but decided to tell Zhang Chengzhi, "I was also at fault for this matter, you should also know that I have a boyfriend, right?"
Zhang Chengzhi was a little puzzled as to why the story of Lin Jianan and Fang Shaoyun involved Fang Shaoping's boyfriend, but he did know that Fang Shaoping had a boyfriend, and it seemed that he had been dating since college.Because the two are good friends, when they were together, Fang Shaoping often received calls with a sweet face, and Fang Shaoping once came out to him again, so Zhang Chengzhi knew that Fang Shaoping had a lot of boyfriends.Hearing Fang Shaoping's question now, Zhang Chengzhi nodded.
Seeing Zhang Chengzhi nodded, Fang Shaoping continued in embarrassment, "Actually, this boyfriend is my brother."
"Ah? Your brother?...Aren't you and your brother real brothers?" Zhang Chengzhi was surprised. He didn't expect his good friend to have such a secret, and Fang Shaoyun and Lin Jianan were not... Before Zhang Chengzhi could think about it, Fang Shaoping Then he said, "Yes, it's because we are brothers that we never took that step. It's also my fault. At that time, because of my concerns, I asked my brother to go outside to find someone else. I didn't expect my brother to really find someone else I took care of a lover, and he took that person as my substitute for three years. That person was Lin Jianan. Two months ago, Lin Jianan left a note and left, and my brother realized that he had fallen in love with him, but I I couldn’t find him, and I waited stupidly in the apartment where Lin Jianan lived every day, and I was suffering from anxiety... After seeing a psychiatrist, I went to the bar where the two met to find him, until I met you in the bar !"
Zhang Chengzhi was even more surprised, "Xiao An doesn't seem like the kind of person who will be taken care of."
"Hehe," Fang Shaoping smiled wryly, "That's the problem. Lin Jian'an really didn't stay with my brother because he was taken care of by my brother. He fell in love with my brother, but my brother didn't know. Treating him as my substitute has been hurting him all the time, that's why he couldn't take it anymore and left. My brother is now sinking into deep self-blame and self-loathing. If Lin Jianan doesn't forgive my brother, I'm afraid that my brother's illness will Recurrence, possibly even worse."
Zhang Chengzhi was speechless after hearing this, "Since your brother once hurt him, and now he has no right to pursue him, I will not return Lin Jianan to your brother. I love him, and I will make him fall in love with me." Yes." Then he worried about his friend, "Then you and your brother?"
When Fang Shaoping heard Zhang Chengzhi ask himself, he smiled relaxedly, "I made it clear to my brother a long time ago, we are still good brothers! My brother can realize that he likes Lin Jian'an because of me!"
Since Zhang Chengzhi heard Fang Shaoping say that, he nodded and said nothing more.
Fang Shaoping had already told Zhang Chengzhi the whole story, Zhang Chengzhi was unwilling to give up Lin Jianan, and Fang Shaoping did not plan to continue persuading him.Originally, this matter was because I did something wrong, and I had no position to persuade him to let go.
After a moment of silence, the two bid farewell to each other and left.
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Has anyone read my novel?I was so distraught, I was in severe self-doubt, I couldn't type anymore!Need a little support! !
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