Infatuated absolutely

Chapter 1: Leaving...

On that day three years ago, I realized that I was gay for the first time and mustered up the courage to go to a relatively famous gay bar in City A, hoping to meet my Prince Charming...

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"Ding dong~"

With the ringing of the doorbell, I finally took a step into the bar!Looking up and looking around, I found that many people were staring at me!On the surface, he pretended to be calm and walked to the bar with a steady pace, his thoughts were flying~~wow~ It turns out that there are really men in gay bars! !

They have been staring at me to see if they are hopelessly fascinated by my handsome appearance, charming figure, and noble temperament~~ "Please give me a 'margarita' thank you!!" The name seems It looks very classy ~ "Okay, please wait a moment!"

Sitting on the bar counter, a glass of well-mixed cocktail was pushed in front of me within a short while.

Picking up the wine glass and just about to take a sip, a man in a well-fitting suit walked up to him, "I invite you for this glass!" As soon as the words fell, another three or four men came up, "Let me invite you" "I invite you!" , I invite" "Oh, I came here first, don't fight with me?" "It's rare to have such a top-notch newcomer, who will let you!" Just for a while, men surrounded me!There was a lot of talking and arguing endlessly.

Although he is complacent about his own charm, Su, for a rookie who comes to this kind of occasion for the first time, respect is incompetent! !

"I'm sorry, I'll go to the bathroom first." While moaning in his heart, he made excuses and slipped away. "Don't be like this, it scares people away~" The handsome bartender's voice came from far behind.

These guys are so much fun! !

"Wow~~"

After washing my hands, I raised my head, scared! !When did a middle-aged man in a suit and leather shoes stand behind him!However, although this man was well dressed, he still couldn't hide his wretched look.Standing quietly behind me, this person must have seen me entering the bathroom and followed me in, right?Thinking about it makes me feel scared, so it's better to pretend I haven't seen it.

Just as I was about to turn around and go out around him, that man hugged me from behind! !

"First day? Brother, let me accompany you!"

Vomiting~~I feel like the breath he exhaled while talking in my ear makes me feel sick~Brother?It's uncle! !

When I was so disgusted by this sudden scene that I hadn't reacted yet, I stretched out a hand from the side and rescued me from the disgusting embrace of that wretched man, and then threw me into another embrace.

"I'm sorry, he's attached."

A deep and sexy male voice came from above my head, I raised my head from his arms in a daze to see who it was, and was immediately shocked.

Wow~ so handsome!

Under the soft yellow light of the sink, seeing his handsome side face seemed to be shining, and he stood up to save me from the clutches at the critical moment. This is the Prince Charming I have been looking for so hard!And the sound is nice too! !

I don't know what the two of them said again, I kept looking up at his side face blankly, and then I heard a low and sexy voice lowered my head and asked me "Is that right?" The moment my eyes met, I blushed Heartbeat, nodded subconsciously, completely unaware of what he was asking me.At this time, I knew that I was in love, and fell in love with this man at first sight...

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There was a "bang" closing the door, and Lin Jianan knew that it was Fang Shaoyun who left on his own after taking a shower. He never stayed here overnight. Moonlight summoned him back.

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In fact, Lin Jianan knew that Fang Shaoyun had always regarded him as a substitute for his younger brother Fang Shaoping to satisfy his desires. They both liked each other, but they were brothers, and Fang Shaoping had some scruples, so he always refused to let Fang Shaoyun take a step closer. .Fang Shaoyun was dissatisfied with his desires and had no choice but to go out to eat wild food, and this wild food was himself.

If you want to ask Lin Jianan why he knows these secret things, it is because Fang Shaoyun never shy away from answering Fang Shaoping's calls in front of him. the point!

Every time he listened to Fang Shaoyun's gentle tone when Fang Shaoping spoke to Shaoping on the phone, Lin Jian'an felt as if water could drip out, and Lin Jian'an felt his heart ache, with all kinds of envy, jealousy and hatred. Fang Shaoyun had never spoken to himself so gently, even Not a tenth of the tenderness, no!It's one percent! !

Lin Jian'an also knew that Fang Shaoping was also aware of his existence, and he also took a tacit attitude, acquiescing to let himself satisfy Fang Shaoyun instead of him.Because Lin Jian'an heard Fang Shaoyun say to Fang Shaoping in a gentle tone more than once, "Yes, I'm with him... well, I'll be back soon. What do you want to eat? I'll bring it back for you."

Fang Shaoyun, what do you think of me?I love you so much, can't you see?Why on earth did you want to hurt me like this?Do you really think that I came here to repost for you to take care of me?That's why it's used without any scruples?

It's been three years, it's been three years since I fell in love with him, can't he really see how he has treated him these three years?Every time I come here, I will serve you attentively.It hurts to see his exhausted expression after work, he hammered his shoulders and squeezed his back, washed his feet with water and massaged him, and his hands were so sore that he couldn't lift them up.Seeing the faint sadness in his brows, he tried every means to make him happy, even if he guessed that the reason for his unhappiness was because Fang Shaoping forced a smile on his face to make him happy...

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Nima's Lao Tzu is really fed up, I am already dedicated enough, I fell in love at first sight and volunteered for three years, even a rock should be warmed up!After raising a dog for three years, there will still be feelings!Not to mention raising such a beautiful boy like me! !Even though I took the initiative to come to the door to dedicate myself and let him enjoy it as he pleases, but what the hell is it that he only cares about his own pleasure and treats me as a plaything to vent?And it's still the kind that uses me as a stand-in instead of his sweetheart to sleep with him! ! !

Lin Jianan was devastated thinking about it, the more she thought about it, the sadder she became, and the more she thought about it, the more wronged she became... Isn't it just to love someone, why is it so difficult, it's okay not to love, it's already been hurt so badly, I can't afford to love it!Sir, I won't serve you anymore! !

Lin Jianan lay on the bed and sighed softly after venting herself, leaving deep helplessness behind, and whispered softly, "It's time to end." Then he got up and went to the bathroom to clean himself.

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Opening the closet, I took out the silver suitcase I brought with me when I came here three years ago. When I saw Lin Jianan, I couldn't help thinking back to when I realized that I fell in love with Shang Shaoyun, I tried my best to seduce him and pretended to be drunk. He fell down on his body, pestered him to send him to the hotel, and when he arrived at the hotel, he collapsed on the bed and slowly took off his coat in an extremely alluring and seductive pose under the pretext of shouting hot, and slowly unbuttoned his shirt one by one. Showing charming and delicate collarbone and large snow-white chest and so on...

This is already the limit of what a novice can do. These are all learned online, and the results did not disappoint Lin Jianan. He is so successful!Lured Fang Shaoyun.Fang Shaoyun asked him what was his purpose before going to bed?Lin Jianan shyly said, "I like you very much, and I just want to follow you, so you can accept me!" Fang Shaoyun successfully translated this into the meaning of asking for support, and he agreed, "Remember my number, my name is Fang Shaoyun, tomorrow I'll pick you up at twelve o'clock noon... well, now it's time to get down to business~" After finishing speaking, Lin Jianan was suppressed... Heh, it was doomed to be a mistake at the beginning, right?When I seduced him so coquettishly back then, he must have regarded me as a prostitute, the kind who came out to sell me, right?It deserves it!

Lin Jianan smiled bitterly, took out clothes from the closet with a bitter face, folded them one by one and put them in the suitcase. These were all famous brands such as Armani, which Fang Shaoyun took Lin Jianan to buy in the past three years.

As soon as Fang Shaoyun moved here, he threw away all the clothes that Lin Jianan brought over, saying that the rubbish would affect the feel of his body, so he took him to buy clothes.Of course, as the young master of the Fang family, and he is the president of three multinational international companies, he must have a very high vision, and he only chooses high-end brand-name clothes. The suits he wears are all custom-made.Not to mention, brand-name clothes are more comfortable than those bought from street stalls.

Fang Shaoyun really took care of himself very well, at least he fulfilled his obligation to support him, and he paid for all food, clothing, housing and transportation, and gave him some pocket money from time to time.It is said to be pocket money, but it is really a lot, enough for ordinary people to struggle for a lifetime.Hehe, it turns out that I really haven't been raped for nothing for three years... It's just that you don't know, what you want is not these, just a little love from you from the beginning to the end is enough.

Lin Jian'an laughed at himself again, then shook his head vigorously to get rid of the redundant thoughts in his mind.

But as things were tidied up bit by bit, looking at the house where I lived for three years, full of memories with him, my thoughts became uncontrollable...

Looking at that dining table, I thought that every time I received a call from him in advance saying that I would come over, I would rack my brains to prepare a table of delicious meals for him, watching him eat happily, and occasionally complimenting him on the deliciousness. The joy of getting a treasure.

Looking at the bathroom, I recalled the few days when I first came here. At that time, I was a newcomer, and when I couldn't bear to pass out several times, he was the one who carried me into the bathroom to help me clean up.Although the movements were not gentle, I felt shy and sweet when I was awakened by his movements and watched him help me clean up.

Looking at the big sofa in the living room, I think that sometimes afterwards, when he has time and interest, he will sit on the sofa with me and watch TV with me. It feels so warm to lean in his arms at that time, That feeling of peace and tranquility is really blissful, I don’t know what is on TV at all, I just want time to stop at this moment, so that I can continue to be happy like this...

The past three years have not all been sad, there have also been moments of happiness and sweetness, but so what?After all, it is impossible for that person to love me, these so-called happiness and sweetness are just my own imagination, in fact, they are all superficial illusions!No, not even an illusion!Illusions are still intentionally made for others to see, and only by letting others think so can they be called illusions, but Fang Shaoyun will never spend that kind of thought on purpose to make me happy, and those things that he thinks are sweet are just his unintentional actions, just out of his whim That's all...it's so sad to think about it~******

With the footsteps of memories, I finally packed up all the things bit by bit. In fact, not many things belonged to Lin Jianan. The house was not very lively, because Fang Shaoyun didn't come here very often at first, and he never stayed here overnight. Lin Jianan didn't bother. The most things I buy are some furniture and decorations. Lin Jianan's things are just enough to fill a suitcase. The most things are clothes and a laptop for work.

I left the key on the table in the living room, left a note, thought for a while, took out the phone and took out the phone number card in the phone and threw it into the trash can. Pulling the suitcase and carrying the laptop bag in one hand, he strolled to the door.He walked to the door and turned the handle, pulled the door open and walked out.

Standing outside the door, I took a last look at this place where I lived for three years, this place is full of memories with him, no matter good or bad...

Lin Jianan sighed heavily, as if wanting to spit out all the love for Shaoyun, and stay in this house, "It's finally over!"

"Click"

Pulling the doorknob to close the door, he took his luggage and walked towards the elevator entrance step by step...

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Leng Qingfeng is a hard-working internet writer who has been rejected countless times when he applied for a contract. Just when he was trying to improve himself, turning his grief and anger into strength, he was about to create a shocking work...

He... died of exhaustion in front of the computer—

"I'm... I've time-traveled? I've transmigrated into an ancient male concubine... Or the one who lives in a cold palace??" Leng Qingfeng looked bewildered.

Although it is quite happy to recover a life, but as a straight man, he actually became a male concubine~~~

Fortunately, she is a male concubine who lives in the cold palace, so she shouldn't have to serve the emperor, right?

"What? Die again?" Leng Qingfeng collapsed, just after passing through, the country was broken by a powerful country, the unlucky emperor died, and the new emperor cruelly ordered the entire harem to be killed! !

O tyrant of red fruit! ! !

All three thousand beauties from the original country's harem were in the bag...

The emperor's wife became his neighbor...

"Hey, with so many human resources, that stupid tyrant doesn't want me." Leng Qingfeng smiled wretchedly.

Xuanyuan Jing (the idiot tyrant in Leng Qingfeng's mouth): "My concubine, are you seducing me?"

Leng Qingfeng: "Reporting to the emperor, I definitely don't mean that... This peach blossom eye is born with it!"

Xuanyuan Jing: "You should call yourself a concubine!"

Leng Qingfeng: "..." (Go to Nima's concubine!)

Let's see how Leng Qingfeng is in the cold palace, playing with Dahua Dynasty! (Speaking so arrogantly——)

Leng Qingfeng: By the way, which dynasty is the Dahua Dynasty?Is there a time in history called Hua Dynasty?My history is not good, don't fool me~~~

Content tags: Through time and space, the Marquis of the court, the proud son of heaven, a match made in heaven

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