No longer young, how to talk about frivolity

People always like to believe what they see or hear with their own eyes, but they don't know that sometimes, what the eyes see is just a false scene, and what the ears hear is not the truth .

For example, right now, at this moment, those two people embracing each other.

Ye Xin walked towards those two people with her hands in her pockets, with a smile that didn't match the anger in her eyes, the footsteps sounded heavy and scary in the quiet corridor.

Su Ruo who heard the sound turned her head slightly, and the moment she saw Ye Xin's expression, he knew it was over.

It was a coincidence that this happened today, in fact, Xiao Luosheng came to Ye Xin's house the day after he resigned and left school, and at that time Ye Xin was also in a busy state of not going home, Su Ruo, who didn't know it, didn't cope at all Xiao Luosheng was in a mood, so he didn't open the door, but just pretended that no one was at home.

And after that, Xiao Luosheng came every day, she didn't make any noise, she just knocked on the door when she came, and when she saw no one opened the door, she sat outside the door, leaning her back against the door, saying some heartfelt words from time to time, It doesn't matter whether Su Ruo is inside or not.

She said she knew she was able to stay in school because of Su Ruo, and she was grateful.

She said, but it was precisely because Su Ruo was so kind to her that she couldn't let go.

She said that such a Su Ruo, even if there is only one percent hope, she would like to try.

Xiao Luosheng said a lot, and Su Ruo heard most of it. To Xiao Luosheng, all he could say was...Silly boy.

Finally, Su Ruo opened the door, the moment Xiao Luosheng saw Su Ruo, he threw himself into his arms, his eyes were slightly red, and this scene happened to be seen by Ye Xin.

If it was in the past, maybe Ye Xin would not have cared too much, and would even make a few jokes, but now Ye Xin, too much pressure makes him no longer in the mood to joke.

Ye Xin stopped beside the two of them, grabbed Xiao Luosheng's wrist and pulled her hard, pulling her away from Su Ruo's body.

"Let me go!" The heavy force caused a red mark to appear on Xiao Luosheng's wrist, she looked up at Ye Xin, and shouted with a bit of anger in her eyes.

But Ye Xin didn't pay attention to Xiao Luosheng's struggle, just looked down at her, the smile on the corner of his mouth suddenly widened, the anger in his eyes disappeared a lot, his deep voice couldn't tell whether it was a joke or a serious one, he said: "Hey, Xiao Luosheng , how about I fulfill you?"

"What... what do you mean?" Xiao Luosheng was confused by Ye Xin's words, even the struggle couldn't help but stop, and looked at Ye Xin in a daze.

"Don't you like Su Ruo? I'll let him go and let you go." Ye Xin still had that foolish look, and the look in his eyes made it impossible to guess what he was thinking, whether it was relief or probing.

Ye Shen didn't go to see Su Ruo when he said this, because he didn't dare, he was afraid of seeing the hurt in Su Ruo's eyes, he was afraid that once he saw it, he would regret the decision he just made, he was afraid that he would see Seeing Su Ruo's appearance, he couldn't pretend anymore.

He thought for a long time, whether to let Su Ruo bear the danger with him, or let Su Ruo live this life safely at the price of sadness, which of these two endings would be better, and which would make Su Ruo more happy? It's easier to bear, which one... will make him let go a little more...

And just now, he finally made a decision.

He wanted Su Ruo to live.

Either hate him or blame him.

At least, there is Su Ruo in this world, at least, he can have a thought and hope.

And Su Ruo's sadness will disappear sooner or later, as time goes by, that wound will eventually heal.

As for Xiao Luosheng, it couldn't be a better excuse.

Just when Xiao Luosheng was shocked by Ye Shen's words and was speechless, Su Ruo waved away Ye Xin's holding Xiao Luosheng's hand, pulled Ye Xin's arm and pulled him into the room, leaving only a sentence for Xiao Luosheng: You go back first."

"Ye Xin, what the hell do you mean?" Su Ruo broke out after the door closed, he guessed that Ye Xin would be angry after seeing the scene just now, he was ready to bear Ye Xin's anger and explain it well, but Unexpectedly, Ye Xin gave Xiao Luosheng a complete sentence.

"It doesn't mean much, I just feel bored." Ye Xin shrugged, with an indifferent smile on his face, and his tone was very relaxed, so relaxed that it made people feel indifferent, "You don't even have to say anything to me just now. It's a misunderstanding, you're tired of explaining, and I'm tired of listening to it, Su Ruo, I'm tired, I don't want to play with you anymore, in my conscience, that little girl Xiao Luosheng is also pretty good, she needs a face and a figure You two are fine together, we... let's do it..."

Every time Ye Xin said something, Su Ruo's heart felt cold. Finally, when Ye Xin said that it was like this, Su Ruo couldn't help but punched Ye Xin's face, and said coldly: "From high school to now, You fucked me for almost ten years, and you told me it was just for fun, is there such a thing, ah? Are you stupid or me, huh?"

"So you think I'm teasing you now? Su Ruo, don't take yourself too seriously." Ye Xin smiled and rubbed the corner of her beaten mouth, forcing herself to say cruel words one after another, forcing herself to see nothing in her eyes. With pity and reluctance, I continued, "I admit, I liked you a lot in high school, and I missed you a lot after being separated for so many years. After seeing you again, I felt that there was no end, so I wanted to chase you again. Come back, and you have changed a lot, I also feel quite fresh."

"But, if the novelty is over, it will be boring."

"Su Ruo, tell me yourself, how many times have we quarreled since we met again?"

"Actually, you also think it's quite boring, don't you?"

"Since we both don't feel it anymore, why continue? Let's forget it."

"Su Ruo, have you ever thought that maybe... what we fell in love with is just each other in our memory."

"It's over?" Su Ruo listened quietly to the words that hurt him, and suddenly it occurred to him that a long time ago, when Ye Shen was chasing him, the cruel words he deliberately said in order to reject Ye Shen fell on Ye Shen's heart. In my heart, does it hurt so much... After seeing Ye Xin nodding, Su Ruo calmly said, "I'm home, Ye Xin, I don't believe a word you just said, when will you figure it out?" Now, when will we get in touch again?"

After all, Su Ruo left without the slightest hesitation, and after Su Ruo's figure completely disappeared, Ye Xin slowly closed her eyes and sighed softly.

He hurt Su Ruo, but he hurt himself.