Wang Buxing

"Yeah, I know." Xu Jinglin's complexion remained the same, but his heart was agitated by Xu Jingsi's casual mention.

He discovered very early on that his possessiveness towards Xu Jingsi had gone beyond the scope of a normal elder brother treating his younger brother - when he was in the army before, Xu Jingsi would have a report on whoever he met and what he did. A few years ago, Xu Jinglin would spurn his almost morbid mentality, but now he has become accustomed to it, but he is still a little uneasy when Xu Jingsi's words suddenly point it out unintentionally.

In the beginning, he was able to deceive himself with the signboard of "I am afraid that others will ruin my brother, so I need to get to know the people around him well", but now it is too troublesome to even find an excuse - Zhong Miao once came to him to report military affairs, When I saw this thing by accident, my jaw almost dropped in shock, and I kept asking Xu Jinglin if he was treating his younger brother as a thief, otherwise why did he need to pay so close attention to his movements?

Xu Jinglin didn't move his eyebrows, he didn't even think it was a matter at all, he just wanted to make sure that he knew Xu Jingsi well enough——

Of course, you will still feel embarrassed in front of the parties.

But Xu Jingsi didn't think too much about it, he just mentioned it casually, because according to Xu Jinglin's usual style, a strange old lady came suddenly and wanted to give him something, that brother must have found out the details of the other party. Yes, someone asked Xu Jingsi in private before, his brother's desire to control is too strong, can Xu Jingsi not be able to bear it?

However, for a brother like Xu Jingsi who blindly worships his elder brother, what his elder brother does makes sense. He vaguely knows what his elder brother does, but he doesn't take it seriously, because in his opinion, it seems that there is nothing wrong with it. Things need to be kept from my brother.

Therefore, although he asked a question, he didn't expect to get an answer. On the contrary, Xu Jinglin had already taken a few steps and urged him lightly: "Follow up."

"Oh." Xu Jingsi replied, and quickly followed Xu Jinglin's footsteps.

There was no words all the way, but the two brothers arrived in front of the Xu family couple's grave very quickly. Xu Jingsi knelt in front of the small mound that he had been looking at for several days. Trembling, the suppressed emotions along the way seemed to be released at this moment. His left hand, which was lying flat on his knee, clenched unconsciously, but when he looked back at Xu Jinglin, he smiled slightly: "Hua... it seems It was planted by the old lady before, and I didn't even think of bringing flowers."

Xu Jinglin didn't speak, but knelt down with him.

Xu Jingsi was obviously a little surprised by his action, but didn't say anything, just lowered his head and called out "Mom and Dad" in a low voice.

Mingming had been able to find out a lot of topics to talk to them a few days ago, and when he learned that they were his biological parents yesterday, he wanted to say a lot of sorry words, but it was only then that Xu Jingsi realized that he seemed unable to say a word When he came out, he just stared blankly at the small mound in front of him, thinking that his parents had been lying here for 18 years.

But Xu Jinglin spoke first: "I'm sorry, Uncle Duanjing, I just came back with Guaibao now. As you can see, he has grown into a very good person."

The speed of his speech was slower than usual, and it seemed to have a calming force at the moment, compared with the usual frustration. Xu Jingsi's mixed thoughts were relieved the moment his brother spoke, and he raised his hand to cover his mouth. She flicked her face, trying to use this movement to block the tears that slipped from between her fingers: "I'm sorry... Mom and Dad... I'm late..."

After a while, Xu Jingsi raised his head and looked at the small grave in front of him. His eyes were flushed, but there was a touch of determination on his slightly green face, "Mom and Dad, maybe I'm going to be a child who goes against my parents' wishes when I come here." I’m such a bad boy, I know that you want to be mediocre because you don’t want me to take risks, but I still want to do my best and do better…”

"Whether it's mediocre or not, I guarantee that he will have a safe and happy life as you all hope." Xu Jinglin said lightly, this promise was very light, but he bet all his life on it.

Few people came to the mountain, only the cluster of newly transplanted small wild flowers swayed slightly under the blowing of the mountain wind, Xu Jingsi whispered to his parents, he did not ask Xu Jinglin to leave, and the latter knelt with him in front of the grave all the time , Xu Jingsi talked about ordinary things, but perhaps because the identity of the person he was talking about had changed, when he said it again now, there was a hint of warmth like ordinary family chatting.

Xu Jinglin talked with his younger brother for a long time, and he was not ready to get up until the latter stopped talking. Unexpectedly, Xu Jingsi spoke suddenly, and he reached out and gently grabbed Xu Jinglin's clothes, making the man stop for no reason.

"there's one more thing……"

Xu Jingsi looked at the small mound seriously and said: "I'm not sure if this is love, but I hope to be with this person—" He looked up at Xu Jinglin, "I hope to spend my whole life with this person , We have never been separated in the first 18 years, so in the next 18 years, 28 years, 38 years... I hope to go on with him."

"...This may be a bit sudden, but I want to report to my parents first. It is this person next to me. Don't get me wrong."