God's Turning Project

Li Su lay on the bed tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep. I don't know if it was because he slept too much during the day. Now he has no sleep at all. Later, due to his insomnia, he simply walked out of the hotel by himself.

Tokyo in the middle of the night is the same as most other cities. It is quiet and peaceful. There are very few pedestrians on the road. Occasionally, a few sparse people pass by. Li Su is wandering aimlessly on the street. Someone will know him late at night in a foreign country, and his mind is very empty. He doesn't think about anything, work, audition, love, just for a walk.

After walking for a few streets, Li Su casually took a photo of the night scene on the side of the road. Li Su felt that he hadn't experienced such simplicity for a long time, and the insomnia this night made him feel sad.

He walked for a while and felt tired, so he entered the 24-hour convenience store on the side of the road. He bought a bottle of water and a box of rice balls and sat down in the convenience store to eat.

In such a late night, eating cold rice balls alone in a strange country, he suddenly felt a kind of sadness. He took out his mobile phone and clicked on his personal homepage to post a message: Now in a convenience store in Japan, I can’t sleep late at night. Is there anyone who hasn’t slept yet? ?I'm waiting for you here, come quickly, don't wait when it's too late.He posted it along with the few street views he took on his phone just now.

After Li Su posted on Weibo, he realized that it had been more than a month since he last sent a message. It seemed that he had been living too comfortably with Ji Feng for more than a month, and he forgot about his fans. It really shouldn't be.

Although it was late at night, there were still quite a few people replying. It seemed that there were quite a lot of people who didn't sleep like him.

Eros: God, are you actually in Japan?I'm in Japan too, where are you?I want to come over and meet you by chance, so don't leave, please ask for the address.

NIC: I finally waited for you. Fortunately, I did not give up.You have finally updated your blog, I am so touched, I am also very touched that I can wait until you update if I can't meet you by chance.

Jun J: Why didn’t I attach a selfie this time, bad review.

Romantic love: send me the coordinates, and I will fly over immediately.

Red fan passer-by: Ahhhhhh, you have been updating so unexpectedly recently, is this the welfare of working overtime?

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Li Su was very moved when he saw these sleepless people replying to his messages in seconds. He found a little bit of what was missing in love from these fans who loved him.

Fans have seen Li Su's update, of course it is impossible for Ji Feng not to see it, he is Li Su's number one fan, Li Su suffers from insomnia in Japan and he suffers from insomnia in China, how could he be able to sleep, he really can't imagine He understood what was going on with Li Su, what kind of tantrum he was losing his temper, and how he should apologize to coax him.

He thinks that he cares more about Li Su than anyone else, and he cherishes this relationship more than anyone else, but it seems that some things are not enough to cherish, and he doesn't know Li Su well enough.

Li Su sat for a few minutes after eating and then went back to the hotel. No matter how hard he couldn't sleep, he forced himself to take a light sleep for two or three hours in order to maintain a good mental state for the audition, but he was even more tired after waking up.

"I said, what did you do last night? Traveling to Japan alone, right?" Seeing Li Su's state and those super dark circles under the eyes, the manager couldn't help but get angry. What's the reason for not sleeping at night? Sure enough, after being with Ji Feng, it became more and more abnormal.

"I can't sleep and go out for a walk, come on, don't talk too much, director Ancun doesn't like people being late, let's go quickly."

The content of today's audition is a scene with only two lines, the first line: I miss you, and the second line, take me away.Those were the only two outcries a severely autistic man ever uttered to his brother.This scene needs to be acted for 5 minutes, but these two lines take less than 1 minute. This is a real test of acting skills.

This is a literary film. It tells the story of a younger brother who suffered from severe autism when his mother died shortly after he was born, and he has been abused and abused by his own father. Finally, one day he couldn't stand it and killed his father by accident. I feel that I did not protect my younger brother to take the initiative to bear the crime of murder. After my elder brother was arrested, my younger brother was not taken care of by relatives, but he could not stay in each relative's house for long before he was thrown out like garbage. The condition is getting worse and worse. He longs for love and wants to find his brother who protects him, but no one takes him to find his brother. He has tried several times to find his brother by himself, but he doesn't know where to look for him. Every time he goes out by himself The result was that he was brought back by the police, and his relatives threw him around like a ball. They all told him viciously that he deserved to die if his brother died. On the day when the relatives' patience was exhausted, my brother was thrown out by the last relative and was no longer homeless. After wandering the streets for a while, he finally froze to death on the street, and those two words were his last cry before he died. .

Ancun Shinroku is best at making literary films, and according to the laws of the market, literary films do not have box office appeal. Its greatest appeal is at various award ceremonies. Such films test the acting skills of actors without A-list actors who caused a sensation would not take this kind of film, but Li Su wanted to play this role, not for money but just to give himself a chance to prove himself.

Director An Cun was the only one who came to see him audition. This is his habit. He likes to let the actors lead him into the scene. If an actor can’t even bring him into the scene, how can it move thousands of audiences? .

Li Su's sleepiness after a night without sleep was similar to his younger brother's final situation. He was a little hungry, and the rice balls and the bottle of mineral water from last night had been completely digested, but he was determined not to eat or drink. Hunger and lack of water can help him get into the role faster.

He has been performing since he walked into that room. He didn't say a word to the director, and he didn't make an extra expression at the director. With his hair disheveled in his clothes and face, he strives to bring the only viewer into his world, the world of a hopeless autistic man, in the shortest possible time.

He walked slowly for a few steps, without making any noise or unnecessary movements, just walking slowly back and forth. After walking for a while, he seemed to be tired. The direct consequence of hunger was sleepiness. He was really tired. He sat down slowly in the corner, curled up, he had been hungry for many days, and the walking just now seemed to have used up all his remaining strength, he was unwilling to move a step, his hand kept rubbing against the wall until it bled, He stared up at the sky for a while, no one knew what he was thinking, no one would notice this dirty young tramp.

Suddenly, he gave a shallow smile, a really shallow smile and very short, if you didn't look carefully you wouldn't even notice that he smiled.

"Brother... I... miss you." The voice was still very shallow, and no one was disturbed. As soon as the words were uttered, they were instantly condensed and blown away by the cold air around them.

After a while, he said in a low voice again, "Take...I...go..." These three words seemed to have exhausted all his energy, so after he finished speaking, he slowly closed his eyes, never Never opened it.

Li Su let his hands drip blood continuously, he didn't move, he kept his eyes closed, he was waiting, waiting for the director to come and call him, he didn't even blink his eyes.

It took Ancun a few minutes before he went over to call Li Su, and asked him to stop the bleeding and take a shower and change clothes. Li Su didn't ask the director what he thought of his performance, and followed the director's instructions back to the hotel.

On the way back, the agent and assistant kept asking how the result was, whether he was selected, but he was too lazy to answer, his hands hurt, his stomach was hungry, and he was sleepy.

After returning to the hotel, he asked the hotel staff to do a simple bandage. He casually ate a sandwich and went back to the room. When he got back to the room, he turned off his mobile phone and fell asleep. Now there is nothing better than letting him have a good night's sleep. satisfy him.

Ji Feng's life in China was the same as before, he was busy with worries, the annual chamber of commerce reception was coming soon, this year it was the Ji family's turn to host it, he had to do it decently, the Ji family's face should not be lost no matter what.

He looked at his watch, it was already past the off-duty time, he didn't plan to work overtime today, he had to go to the hospital to help Li Su see Cheng Hegang's mother.

He went to the supermarket to buy some expensive supplements and drove to the hospital.

Cheng Ma didn't seem to be in a good spirit today, she didn't even notice when Ji Feng walked into the ward, he put the things he brought on the table and asked He Yipeng how Cheng Ma was doing in a low voice?

He Yipeng shook his head and answered in a low voice, "It's the same, the time of sleeping is getting longer and longer."

There was nothing to say for a while, Ji Feng himself was not familiar with He Yipeng, if it wasn't because of Li Su, he would have almost forgotten about this person.

When Cheng He just came back from dinner and saw Ji Feng sitting in the ward, he didn't react for a while, until He Yipeng came to pull him.

I didn't know what to say, so I had no choice but to talk about someone they both knew well to ease the embarrassment, "Where is Brother Su, are you still in Japan?"

Ji Feng nodded.

"Are you doing well recently?"

"……fine."

There was silence again, and the few people really didn't know what to say, so they stayed silent in front of Cheng Ma's hospital bed.

Ji Feng wondered if he had to leave first. The atmosphere was too weird. He felt that this was more exhausting than going to the negotiating table. Just as he thought about getting up, Cheng Hegang's cell phone rang. In order not to disturb Cheng's mother's sleep, he got up and walked away When the phone was answered outside the ward, he opened the door of the ward and called out to the person on the phone: Brother Su.

This sound made Ji Feng feel very uncomfortable. He could call his brother, but he was reluctant to call him first. It seems that his brother is more important than himself.

"Well... Thank you and Brother Su for coming to visit Mama Cheng. Don't buy so many things next time. Brother Su will ask someone to deliver things every now and then. Mama Cheng can't eat so many big supplements in this situation." Seeing that Ji Feng got up and didn't intend to leave, He Yipeng had to find something to say, he was with his idol now, he always felt a little awkward.

Hearing this, Ji Feng said calmly, "Cheng Hegang can't eat. He needs to supplement his nutrition every day in the hospital with his mother." After he finished speaking, he felt that something was wrong. Why did He Yipeng say this?

What he said made He Yipeng laugh, and he let go of his nervousness and told him, "You and Brother Su said the same thing."

"...Are you with him?" Because he was Li Su's brother, Ji Feng asked one more question, and they all knew who he was talking about without directly mentioning his name.

He Yipeng smiled embarrassedly, without denying it.

"Does Mama Cheng know?"

He Yipeng nodded, and said slowly, "I know, we were afraid that this matter would irritate her, so we didn't say it all the time, but that day, Cheng's mother pulled me and said that if she left, let me take good care of Gangzi, the only thing she can rest assured about." The only thing left is her son, now that she has someone to take care of him, she can leave with peace of mind... At that time, I was stunned and didn't know how to answer her, but I was very grateful to her for agreeing that I would stay by her son's side."

Ji Feng nodded and didn't say anything, he missed Li Su very much at this moment, even if Li Su scolded him a few words at this time, he felt very happy.

He didn't want to say anything more, and he could see how unnatural these two people were towards him. He just said goodbye and Cheng Hegang walked in after answering the phone, saw him standing and asked him, "Do you want to go?"

"Well, yes, I have something to do later, you take good care of Mama Cheng." Any reason can be a reason to leave.

Cheng Hegang volunteered, "I'll take you out."

Ji Feng didn't object, he knew that Cheng Hegang had something to say or something to tell him.

The two walked side by side, and Ji Feng felt that compared to Cheng Hegang on the set, he seemed to be much more mature now. It seemed that those words were absolutely true. People have to go through something to be forced to grow up. .

"Cough, cough, cough..." When he walked to the hospital door, Cheng Hegang coughed with an itchy throat.

This cough was interpreted by Ji Feng to have another meaning, "If you have anything to say, you can just say it, we are colleagues who have worked together, and with Li Su's relationship, we can be regarded as friends, so there is no need to hesitate like this."

Hearing what he said, Cheng Hegang didn't want to turn the corner, "Actually, it's nothing. I just want to say congratulations to you and Brother Su. You are quite capable, and you can actually kidnap Brother Su. I won't talk about it now. Brother Su used to be a grassroots figure at school, and there are many classmates who like him, but now you actually kidnapped him." After speaking, Cheng Hegang patted Ji Feng on the shoulder.

kid?Got it?Ji Feng felt that Cheng Hegang really had the same ability to be familiar with himself and climb up the ladder like Li Su, so calling him a boy, he might not know that few people would dare to call him a boy after the age of 16, forget it, he was too lazy Comparing with him, Li Su's friends are so weak, he just needs to get used to it.

Cheng Hegang didn't care if Ji Feng didn't answer his words, just like Ji Feng was used to them being weak, he was also used to Ji Feng's face that was the same to everyone except Li Su, he continued on his own, "Brother Su is a very emotional person. When he was studying, he didn't fall in love. One was because he was very busy, and the other was because he was afraid that he would not be able to give her a good future. He said that if he loved her, he would give her a visible future. In the future, therefore, the sense of security is the first element of brother Su's relationship." Cheng Hegang looked at him with an expression of "do you understand?"

"What did Li Su tell you?"

Cheng Hegang cleared the relationship, "He didn't say anything. It's true that he often called, but he only asked about my mother's situation, and he also gossip about me and He Yipeng."

Ji Feng smiled, this is Li Su's style.

Cheng He just finished what he wanted to say and turned back to the ward, Ji Feng stood still.

When Li Su received Ji Feng's call, he was soaking in a hot spring, surrounded by white snow, he was soaking in the hot spring in the middle of the snow, admiring the beautiful whiteness, he felt very calm, he also missed Ji Feng, he felt that he really He shouldn't have lost his temper with Ji Feng after hearing that the wind is the rain. Before they were beaten by their parents, he had already started to bring the next step of the plot, and preemptively lost his temper with Ji Feng.

He was thinking about whether it was time to call Ji Feng, and the other party couldn't wait to call.

"Hello." He was very happy to see Ji Feng's call, but he didn't know how to put on a face to reconcile.

"Daughter-in-law, I miss you very much now. I just came out of the hospital and looked at Cheng's mother. He Yipeng said that she is still the same. Anyway, it can take a day. He Yipeng is already with Cheng Hegang. Seeing them together, I think Very good, I suddenly envied them for some reason, daughter-in-law, let's stop arguing, this quarrel is really hard, I admit my mistake to you, no matter why you got angry at that time, I should put out the fire instead of fanning it... ...By the way, have you been selected? By that director who is very demanding."

Li Su's mood instantly improved with Ji Feng's subdued attitude. He had already realized that he was wrong, and now the step Ji Feng gave was too timely, so he hurriedly followed, "Hey, I don't want to argue with you, just It was a bit annoying at the time so I didn't suppress the fire, let's get over it now, I have to stay in Japan for two days, waiting for the director's letter."

"You will definitely succeed. If you don't succeed, then the director has a problem with his eyes."

"Okay, I hope the director can open his eyes to see clearly, you are quite busy over there, right? I heard An Yunhe said that you are in charge of some chamber of commerce dinner, you must be very busy."

"It's not a big deal, it's nothing more than saving face. Money is the common language in the world of rich people, and with the status of Ji's family, even if this year's reception is a mess, they will give face and say good things. After all No one would offend Ji's family just because of a reception, but in order not to embarrass my parents, I will spend a little energy on it." There is no need to talk so much with Li Su about things in the mall, he just needs to act well.

"I understand now. You are a group of hypocrites who come to perform hypocrisy at the end of the year. By the way, let's discuss how to continue hypocrisy and use each other to make more money in the next year, right?"

"Daughter-in-law, I find that your words are bad enough. It's really... You're right."

"Okay, I won't be poor with you. You should pay more attention to your health in China. I will come back when I'm done. The Spring Festival is almost here. I have to go back and spend the New Year with my parents."

"Okay, when the time comes, I'll go home with you to see our parents."

"Go away, who are your parents?"

"Hey, daughter-in-law, it's not right. Why does my son come to see our parents? Would it be too cruel for you not to let me meet with them?"

"If you give less sunshine, it will be brilliant..."

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The two said some flirting and innocuous words before hanging up the phone reluctantly.