God's Turning Project

"What, you asked me to act in a same-sex drama again? I said, can you fucking take a closer look at the settings next time you accept the script for me? You said that I will act in one, two, three, and more It’s a same-sex drama, and if the audience doesn’t bother me, I’ll be annoyed, can you give me some new scripts, even if I’m asked to play the male number four, I’ll accept it.” A series of questioning made Li Su a little breathless, he bypassed the agent He went to the table to pick up a glass of water and drank it in two sips.

"I said big brother, you can't blame me. Who told you that you, Xiaogong, acted so well. If you acted in a popular drama, you would be the first to come to find a gay drama producer. You really can't blame me for choosing the script. Vision." The agent also felt wronged when he mentioned this matter, it was not because of his vision in choosing scripts, but because the range of choices was too small.

Li Su was noncommittal about this set of rhetoric. He also knew that what the manager said was true, but he just felt uncomfortable. He always felt that he made a wrong step, every step was wrong.I think back then he was also a good actor who talked about five things and four beauties, so why did he get farther and farther on the road of same-sex dramas?

When Li Su made his debut, the company set him as a sunny, youthful and beautiful boy, so all the work was carried out around this theme. The first TV series he acted in was called "Youth" and the first album he released was called " Su——Pure Youth, as the newcomer that the company favored back then, Li Su enjoyed first-class resources, but unfortunately, the company underestimated the situation back then, and other companies also took a fancy to the setting of Sunshine Youth, and released them one after another. A group of heavy newcomers.

In fact, if it is a comparison of strength, Li Su's strength will not be inferior to anyone who debuted at the same time, but Li Su alone is no match for the multi-person groups launched by other companies. always one option fit for you!In such an environment, Li Su gradually became a third-tier starlet that no one cares about.

When Li Su's TV series and albums were not directly proportional to the investment, the company had the idea of ​​Xue Zang, a third-tier newcomer star like Li Su Xue Zang would disappear without a trace in this circle in two or three years trace.

In order not to be hidden by Xue Zang, in order to allow his parents to occasionally see him on TV, Li Su began to accept various activities that others would not accept. So Li Su stayed in the company for four years, half popular and not popular. It was not until he started acting in his first same-sex drama that he started his real career.

Since Li Su acted in the first same-sex drama that became popular, 90.00% of the scripts that I found him were of the same theme. He has become a veritable "homosexual professional" in the circle.

But now he really doesn't want to play this kind of role. First, he is really tired of playing this kind of role. This kind of role is really not new. He has thought through the matter between two men very thoroughly. Second, He is a young man of 28 or [-], and his personal problems have not yet been resolved. His mother urges him every day to find a girlfriend and go back. Li Su occasionally really wants to cry to the sky. How can this girlfriend be so easy to find?

In the past few years, he has been in love three times. The first one is his assistant. The so-called long-term love is like this. The two people work and eat together every day. Over time, they feel that they have feelings, and the two start dating , the relationship developed smoothly at the beginning, and Li Su was also very satisfied with this girlfriend, taking care of him meticulously, carefully, and considerately, the two enjoyed love while working, happiness seemed to be within easy reach.

But then why did it change?

I don’t know if it’s because Li Su found out that she loves to read those BL novels serialized on the Internet more and more, and often feels sad because of those illusory characters alone. In the intimate scene, she was more excited than the two actors.

How did it end with them?Li Su vaguely remembered that it was the other party who brought up the breakup. She said that she couldn't stand the best actor in her heart falling in love with a woman. He should belong to him in the role, not her exclusive one. She even felt that Li Su It is a homosexual, and she cannot accept a homosexual.

Li Su was puzzled, could he be regarded as gay even if he was good at acting?

The two subsequent love affairs were with female stars in the same circle. The two people who got married because of the drama also broke up because of their respective jobs. The repeated lovelorn made his mother doubt his sexual orientation several times. He asked him in a different way if he found a boyfriend?He also pretended to be very generous and said that it was okay, even if he was a boyfriend, he had to take it home to show her. Li Su really didn't know how to answer, so he could only keep silent. Not to die.

Seeing that Li Su didn't speak, the agent thought the lobbying was effective, and continued to attack, "I said you don't want to see how popular these BL dramas you have acted in these years. There are more and more corrupt girls now. What you have to do is to produce More good works will win their favor, they will be happy, and you will earn a lot of money..."

"I'm not going to act anymore! Who the hell loves to act? Why do so many actors insist on me acting!" Li Su started the runaway mode, he really wanted to sew the agent's mouth shut.

The manager didn't get angry, and patiently analyzed the situation for him, "Sister Li, the producer of this show, pointed out you. Do you know how difficult it is to be picked by Sister Li? If you offend her, your Do you still want to get mixed up in life? And the most important point is, have you forgotten the only "Post-80s Chasing Marriage" you have ever acted in? You are addicted, falling in love with women, love to death, But look at what happened to that new actress? She was scolded so badly, and some radical fans even went to her door to block her to disfigure her. If she hadn't been prepared, she would have been disfigured by now. This matter was exposed After you come out, look at any actress who dares to play a love scene with your old man? Isn’t this courting death, she is here to act, not to risk her life.”

Li Su began to waver. He also knew that the ace producer Sister Li couldn't be offended, and he couldn't refuse because of his relationship with Xu Li. Thinking about Shao Ting's experience last time, he felt a little scary. Female fans really can't be messed with, why is it so scary?Why don't you understand the truth that drama is like life, but life is definitely not drama.

"Besides, what will happen if you act in same-sex dramas so many times? Besides, Sister Li said that she can let you participate in this casting. This is the highest honor. No matter how many people ask for it, you can't ask for it." The manager said. Hit the last heavy hammer and directly KO Li Su.

These words made Li Su completely give up struggling. He remembered that he had a friend who was very good at school. He lost contact after graduation. Only recently did he meet again and found out that he had also stepped into this circle. But after two or three years, he was still playing tricks. , the situation is not satisfactory, he knows that Li Su is now a celebrity, but he doesn't want to come to Li Su, relying on his relationship to rise to the top, this kind of thought moved Li Su a little, Li Su wanted to find an opportunity to help him .

Got it!This is the opportunity!What I just said just now means that if you can't be beaten to death, you will follow!Thinking about it this way, Li Su felt that it was not a violation of what he said just now, which was quite good.

"Okay! I'll take it!" Li Su's heart swayed, and he decided to take on this drama. He made up his mind that this is the last same-sex drama he will act in, and even if the emperor came to him in the future, he would simply say One sentence: as far as I can get away from me!

The author has something to say:

Writing BL for the first time, I am trying to study the love between two men.

I try my best to update once a day or once every two days. I don’t know how many people will like what I write. I am very worried about it. My best friend told me that as long as you try your best to express what you want to say, it will be fine. So, I will try my best.

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