The daily life of a man who dresses as a woman's N size

I am in love with a woman.

A woman so beautiful that there is nowhere to hide from all the darkness.

She is like the wind, like a flower, and more like the warm sunshine on a sunny day, illuminating people's hearts in an instant.

My father, a criminal genius, trained me how to become a qualified killer since I was a child.

I have always been under the influence of my father, alive, cold as a machine.

Until, that dusk.

I never knew that the sunset could be so beautiful.

It wraps around the girl's warm-toned skirt, blooming in charming colors, and a slender and soft hand picked up my book.

My eyes fell on her face inadvertently, and for a moment, as if I heard the sound of flowers blooming, my heart beat thumpingly, which was a spontaneous nature.

Her smile is like a warm sail docked by the sea, with a fresh look and a calm personality, I think she is probably a very popular girl...

not like me...

I am a standard model student in the eyes of the teacher. Wearing black-rimmed glasses, I look sensitive and gentle, taciturn, have no friends, and no other advantages. Before I met her, I was proud of my criminal talent. At this moment, I couldn't raise my head in front of her.

When I was very young, I saw the nature and nature of Adam and Eve in "Eden", what people call "love".My father scoffed at it, telling me that love doesn't exist in the world, it's just hormones, people feel love, it's hormones + some loneliness.

I once firmly believed in it, until that one touch.

Once you see it, you will never forget it.

I follow her all the time, she goes to school, she goes home, she goes to the supermarket, to the bookstore, to the coffee shop...

Until, I found another person in her life, her name is Su Mian.

People who have entanglements with her and me.

Su Mian's father was killed by my father, and she seems to be very concerned about Su Mian's father.

On that rainy day, in the icy cemetery, the girl in the black dress stood there motionless.It was the first time I saw the sadness on her smiling face. When she turned around, she suddenly looked at me hiding in the dark. That expression was unforgettable until she went abroad and dreamed back at midnight.

That cold gaze almost froze my whole body. At that moment, I realized that she knew everything.

At that moment, I felt the distance and gap between me and her.

I really wanted to believe my father's words again, and I wanted to forget her, but before going abroad, I went to see her again. Her "never mourning" was profound and heavy.

Across the ocean, away from the land with her.

The coldness of the foreign country made the memory that was thought to be solidified even more surging.

It was only then that I realized that after that encounter, I followed her closely, with a heartbeat and a calm expression, just to take a look at her.

Years later, when I returned to China, she evaporated like foam on the sea without a trace.

I formed a party of seven and began to search for her.

Until, I met Su Mian, she was always looking for my father for revenge.

I thought of the tender and deep gaze she gave Su Mian many years ago, as long as she catches Su Mian, she will definitely appear, I told myself like this...

I told T to let him bring Su Mian into our team, and the police department at that time just sent Su Mian undercover, so I went along with it.

That night, in the villa, I realized it deeply. When I met her again, I realized what a magical thing love is. One second it hurts you so much, but the next second it makes you feel like you are in heaven .

I didn't expect her resistance. I knew the gap between us and my unbearable past. It was really hard for her to cast a happy look at me.

I started to have a plan, use Su Mian to lure her here, let her forget with me.

But T and others seem to have misunderstood my idea, they thought I liked Su Mian.

Although there was a deviation, I still met her again as Xu Si Bai.

Meeting her again was the happiest time of my life.

I from another time and space reversed the world. He recalled my memory and wanted to find his lover again.

I only wish to be her, and I can only be her, so I rejected that person's request.

I am different from him, even if we are both humble, at least the person I love seems to love me...