Kneeling and begging to live past the age of 18

"So it turned out to be like this."

Not at all as anxious as Mori Ogai, Miki Nozomi leaned on his cheek with one hand and spoke softly.

"Although it is indeed quite unexpected, have you thought about many possibilities for similar things? It's just that I didn't expect that the leader would personally propose such a thing."

After all, in such a completely dark force, the higher one climbs, the more dangerous the people around or care about will be.

Although there is a saying that the family is not a disaster, it is only aimed at the bottom, and in today's chaotic Yokohama, no one would care too much about it.

What's more, there will never be a shortage of people who do not abide by the rules in the world.

"Not only did I not expect..."

Inserting his slender fingers into his black hair, Mori Ogai sighed in a low voice.

"Now we can only take one step at a time."

He originally thought that the most likely thing was to let him execute some special orders, but the leader had another "whim".

"Don't worry, if you don't see me unhappy at first glance, then I should be fine."

Miki Nozomi smiled and comforted the other party.

"Doctor Sen also has a little confidence in me."

To be honest, she has seen a lot of people like the old leader today.Not to say the same, but there are still similarities.

So I still have a little bit of experience.

"Then I can only leave it to Xi-chan."

What would it be like to personally deliver the child you love the most to a cold-blooded and brutal executioner?Mori Ogai can only say that it is very, very bad.

Just thinking of the worst possibilities would even make his breathing extremely unsteady, but now he doesn't have the slightest strength to resist.

rights, status.

If not, it is difficult to move an inch, and even the children who want to be placed behind cannot be protected.

Taking a deep breath, the extremely helpless Mori Ogai ordered in a low voice.

"Don't offend him, and expose [Unnamed Love Letter] when necessary."

Of course I believe in Xi-chan, but what I don't believe in is the leader.

"Whatever it is, put life first."

"Yes Yes."

Miki Nozomi nodded, looked at the man who was in danger as if he was in danger, and responded with a smile.

"Anyway, I shouldn't be annoying enough yet."

"Xi sauce!"

Mori Ogai's expression became serious.

"This is serious business!"

"Yes, I know."

Sitting up straight and making himself equally serious, Nozomi Miki sat upright with a sullen face.

"Okay, then we can discuss it in advance, or Dr. Sen, you can talk about the leader's usual appearance."

Mori Ogai: "..."

Xi-chan, can we be more serious?

Miki Nozomi's gag made the originally heavy heart lose his temper, and the heavy stone that was pressing on him became much lighter.

Mori Ogai also sat up straight and began to describe to the other party.

"Then I will say what I observed..."

It took several hours for various reminders and warnings at night, most of which were Mori Ogai's worried words.

Until the time came to the second day, Nozomi Miki followed Mori Ogai and entered the building of the port mafia headquarters for the first time.

With Mori Ogai, the most recent leader of the "popular man" years ago, the journey was basically unimpeded except for the necessary procedures and announcements.

After setting the time, he walked through a long corridor with only lights, and finally stopped in front of a door with several guards outside. After checking the handover, one of the guards opened the door.

The door was opened little by little, it was just a crack at first, it gradually expanded, and light came out from it, Miki Nozomi clearly felt that the hand held by Mori Ogai tightened instantly.

Sure enough, are you still nervous about something happening?

However, she didn't have time to think too much, the door that seemed to be hell had been completely opened, revealing the scene inside.

The huge floor-to-ceiling windows allow the light from the outside to enter the house very well, even bright enough to be dazzling.The wine-red carpet occupies most of the ground from the center, and there is a comfortable sofa on it, and a figure is sitting on it.

The place he was facing was the floor-to-ceiling window overlooking Yokohama.

Before Miki Nozomi could observe again, Mori Ogai was already pulling her forward.

He walked lightly, as if he was afraid of disturbing the other party, but not so that people could not notice him. When he reached a suitable distance, he lowered his head, showing respect from his expression to his voice.

"leader."

The old leader sitting on the sofa was still watching the scene outside the window as if he didn't hear it.

The atmosphere in the room seemed to be subtly tense for a while, and Mori Ogai kept his appearance as usual, without saying a word, and even signaled Miki Nozomi with his eyes to keep quiet.

Time passed like this little by little, and I don't know how long it took, when the sound of opening the door suddenly came to mind.

Miki Nozomi turned her head and saw a man in a standard black suit walking in with a young boy in a white shirt.

"Boss, Osamu Dazai has arrived."

Until this matter, the leader did not move.

"Are you all here?"

He finally turned his head slowly and looked at the few extra people in the room.

After sweeping over several people with cloudy eyes, he first fixed on Osamu Dazai.

"This kid is fun."

First, he commented like this, and he seemed to lose interest in Osamu Dazai for an instant, and turned to look at Nozomi Miki beside Mori Ogai.

The little child looked to be only nine or ten years old, and she was wearing a small skirt that fit the season. At this moment, she lowered her head like his guardian, as if she had been severely warned before coming here, and she didn't look around in the slightest.

She also didn't seem to have the slightest fear in her whole body, and she didn't even show the slightest impetuousness in the quietness before, it seemed that the quietness didn't seem to be "spoiled" big.

Not afraid?interesting.

"This is your adopted daughter?"

"Yes."

An old voice sounded, Mori Ogai nodded in response, and gave a brief introduction by the way.

"My name is Miki Nozomi, I am 10 years old, and I am usually quiet."

"Is it quiet?"

Seemingly just repeating it casually, the old leader said something.

"It's good to be quiet, isn't it? As long as I do things quietly, I'll be much more relaxed."

Mori Ou, who heard some kind of implication, retracted his eyes and closed the dark eyes, maintaining his respect.

"Yes, the leader is right."

laugh--

Sneering in his heart, Osamu Dazai, who looked at the "good" leader and "good" subordinate in front of him, was extremely disgusted.

The lunatic leader who wants a vicious dog, and the doctor who wants power and does not hesitate to let his adopted daughter face the executioner, this combination is really perfect.

Tsk tsk tsk, I just don't know what happened to this little girl.

Thinking this way in his heart, he just took a few more glances at Miki Nozomi who kept his head down and didn't respond, and stopped paying attention.

Osamu Dazai didn't feel anything else. For him who had already started suicide but was rescued here, and was noticed by the desperate leader because he was determined to die, the life and death of a stranger was really none of his business.

Compared with this, what he wanted to know more was when he would be able to commit suicide successfully.

"Then, this child will stay with me first, and wait until..."

Having said that, the old leader pondered for a moment before speaking unhurriedly.

"It's noon."

If it was so quiet until noon, then Mori Ogai would be able to take the little girl back with her beard and tail.

Of course, if she accidentally died after making a fuss, then she wouldn't blame herself.

"As for this child...you can take it away, I only ask for one thing from him."

His eyes turned back to Dazai Osamu, those cloudy eyes seemed to be opened under the abyss, filled with malice and the fun of watching a show, so high and high that it was like a demon looking down on ordinary people.

"Suicide must never be allowed to succeed."

Don't you want to die?Then I will not let you die.

How many people in this world want to live?How many want to live but can't?Even he himself was constantly devoured by the disease.

How could it be so simple to want to die?Struggling in the world, letting people who want to die suffer in this hell is the most pleasant thing.

No matter what, it can always bring you a little fun.

Waving his hand, the old leader signaled Mori Ogai to leave with Dazai Ogai, and Mori Ogai, who was careful not to show any flaws, just looked at Miki Nozomi worriedly, and could only choose to leave with the freshly baked Dazai Osamu.

It's only a few hours until noon, Xi-chan should be fine... right?

"Hey, I said this uncle—"

After going out, Osamu Dazai, who had been so quiet in the leader's room before as if he was a transparent person, raised his head and spoke unceremoniously.

"Can you stay away from me? I'm allergic to scum."

Mori Ogai:? ? ?

Looking down at the young man beside him who had distanced himself from him, Mori Ogai paused, and the premonition in his heart that the old leader said "absolutely not let him die" became more obvious.

This kid is the difficult type!

"Yo, are you angry?"

Stick reading with a blank face, Dazai Osamu's kite-colored eyes did not have the slightest brilliance, and his whole body carried a gloomy aura, showing no attachment to life at all.

Mori Ogai: "..."

Sure enough, the problem children are right, it is simply a wave of ups and downs.

"Is this the only level of provocation?"

Without any sign of anger, Sen Ou grabbed the other party's collar with one hand without smiling, took him to the elevator, raised his hand and pressed the floor of his office.

"It's disgusting."

In the elevator, Osamu Dazai continued to stimulate Mori Ogai's nerves.

"It's disgusting that you sell your 'adopted daughter', and you're so happy to get rights?"

After all, why do so many people flock to such a boring, intriguing, and bloody thing?

"Oh, sell?"

Is that what I think?Do you think I'm not worried about Xi-chan?if not...

As the elevator was opened, Mori Ogai glanced lightly at Osamu Dazai, and wanted to reach out to grab his collar again, but was dodged by the other party.

"Since you don't want to be carried away by me, just follow."

Taking Osamu Dazai all the way back to his own medical room, Mori Ogai sat on the chair in front of the table, staring at Osamu Dazai with a strong warning in his eyes.

"Although the leader handed you over to me, it is obvious that my duty is only to prevent you from committing suicide."

If you say something like that again, don't blame me for what I did.

Dazai Osamu: "..."

That's why you're not being provoked?Can't you draw your gun and kill me?

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