Kneeling and begging to live past the age of 18

"……Um?"

The thoughts immersed in the memory were recalled, Miki Nozomi blinked, looked up at the man beside him, and spoke in doubt.

"what happened?"

"Xi-chan..."

Mori Ogai repeated the name in a low voice, and suddenly stretched out his hand, lingering on her cheek.

The corners of her lips were slightly raised subconsciously by the master, her brown eyes were no longer hollow, and the usual gentleness was restored inside, making it impossible to see that just now, she almost lost her expression.

I really want to know, at that moment, what was Xi-chan thinking in his heart?

The touch of the fingertips carries the exact temperature, soft and real, making it easy to feel that she exists.

But why?Why is there an anxiety that is almost panic in my heart?

It's like... It's like the other party is immersed in a certain world that he doesn't know. Every plant and tree there is something he has never seen, something he has never touched, and he cannot touch it.

It feels bad, very bad, to be cut off from the other person's world.

And this is not possible.

Infiltrating into her life, becoming her closest person, as her spiritual support, will be the existence she tends to be the first to exist, even so close that she will become unsuitable just to be separated.

In the end - take control of her all.

All of this should be your own.

"Xi-chan, can you tell me what Xi-chan was thinking just now?"

Mori Ogai squatted down, but the expression on his face was full of concern.

"Because Xi-chan just now looked like..."

Having said that, he stopped talking hesitantly, and looked at Miki Nozomi with hesitation.

"It's not that there's nothing you can't say."

Miki Nozomi shook his head, and scanned the shrine very quickly before answering.

"I'm just feeling it."

"Touching the scene to make you fall in love?"

"Because... I remembered the memory of visiting the shrine with my relatives before, so I was a little emotional."

In fact, the number of times she came to the shrine in this life is really not much. She was too young to go there before, and Miki's mother rarely went out, and now she only came a few times with Mori Ogai.

"Dear...?"

Saying such vocabulary, Mori Ogai looked at the child with nostalgia in his eyes, and suddenly held Miki Nozomi's hand with a serious voice.

"Xi-chan is not alone."

He lifted the hands that they held together and placed them between them, wrapping the other's small soft immature hands with his warm palms, as if he could completely put them in his palms.

Just like what he intended.

At this moment, the dark purple eyes were shone with fragments of light, which reflected Miki Nozomi's appearance, but there was a thick dark color lingering at the bottom.

Then, he uttered strong words, which could not be refused, as if he was as sure as an oath at this moment.

"I will always be by Xi-chan's side."

Like a notice, but also like a promise.At the same time, dark thoughts began to emerge in Mori Ogai's heart.

Even if Xi-chan wanted to leave, she would never agree.

Just keep on being my child.

Belongs to me - Miki Nozomi.

"Accompaniment or something, Dr. Sen, haven't you been doing it all the time?"

Helplessly looking at Mori Ogai who made such a move, Miki Nozomi bent his eyes and spoke softly.

"I feel it, and of course I will stay by Lin Taro's side."

Only when this happened, would she change the usual address of Dr. Lisen to the more intimate Lin Taro, which made people really feel that she had really kept this name in her heart.

The little child stared at the man, his clear eyes seemed to see through everything about Mori Ogai.

"So, don't feel uneasy."

She said such foul words, and then said what he had hidden in his heart and didn't show it to the outside.

Like a mirror, reflecting everything.

"Even if Rintaro wants to leave, I won't agree."

boom--

It was as if something that could not be refused kicked open a certain door in my heart, and broke in aggressively, but with a strange gentleness.

Foul, too foul, Xi-chan is really too foul.

It was as if the darkness in his heart was pushed away by the other party, and even naked/naked/naked appeared in the other party's sight, but what he waited for was definitely not the so-called ridicule, but sent himself back together with those.

As a result, this person also stepped into the deeper part of the heart along with those emotions.

But even so, he could only spread his arms, hold the other party tightly with a careful but unbreakable force, whisper in the other party's ear with even a frustrated voice, and say self-defeating, without dignity.

"Please do not agree!"

Ahh, there is really no other way.

After all, it is Xi-chan, and only Xi-chan is so unique.

That's right, it's the unique Xi-chan, it's--my Xi-chan.

……

……

In the crowded shrine, Nozomi Miki, Yukichi Fukuzawa, and Ranpo Edogawa were walking in the crowd.

The most active random walk is like a husky who has left the house, always looking left and right. Fortunately, he still knows not to walk randomly, and he will come back automatically from time to time, otherwise he might just let go.

As for Mori Ogai...

As a conscientious social animal, he was directly called to Hong Kong black by a phone call :)

However, even so, it still couldn't stop Edogawa Ranpo from letting go. In just a blink of an eye, the boy's figure was directly overwhelmed by the crowd.

"Ranbu is...lost?"

Still holding the little things Ranpo wanted just bought in his hand, Fukuzawa Yukichi silently watched the scene where Nozomi Miki was left alone, and sighed in his heart.

It's okay, it's okay to be separated from places like shrines for a while, and it's not like I haven't encountered similar things before, it's normal!

"Sorry, I didn't hold you back just now, and it disappeared after a while."

Looking at the human wall formed by the side of the road, Nozomi Miki, who is only 1.1 meters tall, is extremely helpless.

As far as she is like herself, if she is thrown into the crowd and can't be seen, she will be drowned by the crowd.

"It's okay, even if you're alone, you still know what's going on in Luanbu's mind."

Although he is brittle, he is smart and won't do anything until he finds him.

"Speaking of which, it should be easier to find Luanbu if he stays in one place."

After finishing speaking, Miki Nozomi's expression became serious, and she directly launched her [Unnamed Love Letter] and wrote a short letter.

The activation of the ability is not like other supernatural abilities that have any light effects or words appear, and even apart from the action that seems to be writing in the void at this moment, there is not even the slightest abnormality.

It's so ordinary that it can't be more ordinary, but somehow it makes people feel very appropriate.

It matches the name of that [Unnamed Love Letter] very well, the unnamed love letter, the unnamed letter, there is no trace except that the recipient can see it.

"I've finished writing, and now Ranbu should have received it."

Seeing the butterfly that the letter turned into disappeared from his eyes, Miki Nozomi looked at Fukuzawa Yukichi who was beside him.

"Mr. Fukuzawa, let's find Ranpo now."

As he said that, he was about to walk to the side, but he didn't expect that Fukuzawa Yukichi's low voice sounded directly in the next second.

"Wait a moment."

Miki Nozomi looked back in doubt, but saw the silver-haired man approaching her in a few steps, and then stretched out her hand.

"Prevent getting lost."

He said this with seriousness between his brows, Miki Nozomi was stunned for a moment, and immediately came to his senses.

"Mr. Fukuzawa, please."

Holding hands with the other party, Miki Nozomi raised his head and looked at the man who had started to walk but accommodated his own speed, with a smile in his eyes.

Sure enough, it's really great for Ranpo to meet such a gentle hearted person as Mr. Fukuzawa.

It can protect Ranpo, guide Ranpo, and even serve as Ranpo's family member.

You don't need to worry about yourself anymore.

Maybe it was because Miki Nozomi's eyes were too strange, and Fukuzawa Yukichi was a little puzzled by the gratified eyes, so he couldn't help lowering his head and asked straightforwardly.

"Is there a problem?"

"No."

Miki Nozomi answered truthfully.

"I was just thinking how lucky Ranpo was to meet Mr. Fukuzawa."

Fukuzawa Yukichi: "..."

The pace of advancement still maintained a slow speed, Fukuzawa Yukichi led Miki Nozomi to avoid the flow of people and walked aside, and spoke seriously.

"It's my luck to meet Ranpo."

If he hadn't encountered Luanbu, he wouldn't have a clear goal like he is now.

"Although it may be a bit nondescript, I still can't help but want to say something to Mr. Fukuzawa."

She said this with solemnity in her voice.

"I'll ask Fukuzawa-san to take care of you after the random walk."

"You can watch him too."

Fukuzawa Yukichi's voice was still low.

"As his friend, it's normal to regulate him."

Although the child next to him was even twice as young as Ranpo, he was indeed astonishingly mature as Ranbu said.

He has his own thoughts, has a clear view of good and evil, and even has his own set of concepts in dealing with people and things, and has good thoughts about people and things.

He is a very gentle and tolerant child, and people like Mori Ogai are two extremes.

He often wonders why a man like Mori Ogai would raise such a child, but he feels that the one who is tolerated may actually be Mori Ogai.

That man who is similar to himself, but covered with deeper darkness is also lucky, isn't he?

"Although it is said that, it is really hard to say what will happen in the future."

Miki Nozomi raised her head, her eyes looked beyond the surrounding houses to the sky, with some kind of profoundness.

"I know that the friendship between me and Ranpo will not be easily changed because of something, but Mr. Fukuzawa and Dr. Mori are not our relationship, are they?"

After speaking, she looked at Fukuzawa Yukichi again.

"I can't stay with Ranpo."

Not only the faction that may appear in the future... no, it will definitely appear, but also his own destiny.

So there is no doubt that only Mr. Fukuzawa can accompany Ranpo.

Fukuzawa Yukichi only felt that his heart became heavy in an instant, he was a little suffocated, and wanted to say something, but he was not good at words, what he said was just a dry sentence.

"The matter between me and His Excellency Mori Ogai is ours, don't affect you because of the affairs of us adults."

At this moment, Fukuzawa Yukichi felt a certain indescribable emotion more deeply, and then doubts arose in his heart.

What is the future that she envisioned in her heart?

The author has something to say:

I won!I won!Although it is a little bit, it is enough to show that I succeeded in smuggling!

Tomorrow I will play a small theater to celebrate! 1500+ words! (Akimbo.jpg)

ps will post when the update is finished