Kneeling and begging to live past the age of 18

Because Miki has seen enough, he has a very high acceptance of darkness. After all, there cannot be only pure light in the world. How bright the light is, the darkness is so huge.

Most of the time, she can only take care of the people around her, just like Yosano Akiko.

Sadly, she couldn't change the plan, and she couldn't change the war.

"It shows that, Miss, your thinking has reached a level that ordinary people can't reach."

Something flashed in his eyes, Mori Ogai raised the corners of his lips, persuasively.

"Your emotions are tying your mind."

This is a good thing and a bad thing.It is harmless to ordinary people, and it may even be a good thing, but under the current situation, in this place full of blood and war, emotions are just superfluous things.

Be it pity or whatever.

"I don't think so."

The man in front of him had only calmness in his dark purple eyes, even with a chilling coldness.Miki Nozomi lowered her eyes and spoke softly.

"If you only think about the gains and losses of interests, then I won't be me."

When that day really came, it was just that she was finally tired of life in this cycle of reincarnation.

"But it's impossible, isn't it?"

Mori Ogai stated the facts clearly.

"Since the little lady doesn't find it difficult to understand, it means that you already have an understanding of the current situation, right? On the opposite battlefield, those countries are eyeing Japan covetously."

"I don't know how the little lady thinks about the battle outside, but she must have understood it when she passed on the information."

Speaking of this, Mori Ogai's voice was a little cold.

"The weapons are not as good as them, the equipment is not as good as them, and there is not even a weapon that can be launched remotely."

Under the threat of those great powers, Japan is in danger.You can even hold a gun and face the enemy's artillery fire.

But how can guns and cannons be equal?

"At a time like this, what else can I do besides supernatural powers? Is it just watching the country fall like this?"

Mori Ogai lowered his head, he lifted Miki Nozomi's chin with his hand and forced her to stare at him, every word seemed to be uttered through gritted teeth.

"So, so, I, yes, 'correct, correct', of."

Since this is the only solution that can be implemented now, you must understand, right?

No, I have already understood.

Now that you understand this, come and help me.

Help me, help me stabilize the plan, help me control Xie Ye, and even help me pass on information.

Help me, come help me, keep helping me.

The dark purple eyes are on the top of his head, under the blocked light, with an almost dark color.

He knows how cruel his plan is, and he also knows how "correct" his plan is.

Shrouded in shadow by the figure above his head, Nozomi Miki quietly watched Mori Ogai's overly exposed "helplessness" in his brown eyes without the slightest fear or accusation, and then spoke for a long while.

"I know that the war at this time has nowhere to go."

Just like what the other party said, as a messenger of information, she knows the current battle situation better than anyone else.

"But do you really think it's going to work?"

The appearance of Mori Ogai at the moment was clearly imprinted in the clear eyes, and Miki Nozomi repeated it, as if it was just a simple question, but like a sharp sword, it pierced straight into his heart.

"Do you really think you will succeed?"

Will things really go as planned?This is not something that can be predicted with a few sets of data, because it involves people's hearts that are different from usual.

"Ok?"

Fingers moved from Miki Nozomi's chin to the side face, Mori Ogai felt the soft touch under his fingertips, and let out a soft humming sound.

"You think I'm going to fail?"

"In your plan, whether it's the 'target' soldier or Akiko, they are all like machines. No matter how they fall down, as long as they are healed, they can immediately return to the battlefield."

"Yes."

Mori Ogai nodded, affirming Miki Nozomi's statement.

"But are they really going to do that?"

Miki Nozomi raised his hand and took the opponent's hand on his face, with serious eyes.

"For the upper echelons, the best soldiers are those who don't have their own thinking and can only accept orders. Your plan reveals this everywhere, but..."

Speaking of this, the sadness in Miki Nozomi's eyes almost overflowed.

"But soldiers are human beings, and as long as they are human beings they cannot do this, and this war is far from over."

If it's just once or twice, seven or eight times, or even a dozen times, it doesn't matter. After being a soldier and facing the battlefield, he is naturally tougher than ordinary people.

But what about dozens of times?Hundreds of times?

Humans are not thoughtless machines. Humans are very complicated, and their emotions are also very complicated. Human beings can break the limit, but they can also collapse and despair in front of the limit.

And often, people who collapsed before the limit accounted for the vast majority. Even she herself was almost lost in reincarnation.

Unless it is a mindless machine, the first to collapse is not the enemy who is frightened by the so-called "immortality", but the soldiers who cannot bear this cycle.

There is even Akiko who is a healer.

She would watch those soldiers who were cheerful at the beginning, even having fun in bitterness, gradually become numb, and finally collapse in despair, even resentful.

All this was too cruel for her, and Miki Nozomi always remembered the look of high spirits when the other party said "I came to save lives".

"But we can't help it, can't we?"

Mori Ogai put his hands on both sides of the chair, he lowered his body, with a bit of urgency, as if he wanted to imprison Miki Nozomi in his arms, and repeated it firmly in his mouth, as if he was coming to a conclusion.

"Compared to the whole country, there is no way."

With that said, he made an invitation.

"So the little lady will help me?"

It was more like inviting a man to be his accomplice than to invite a companion, to dance together in the darkness full of knife-points.

"A lot of times ignorance is the happiest thing. You can do it to appease Xie Ye."

There was a dark bewitchment in the dark purple eyes, and every word seemed to hit Nozomi Miki's heart, using emotion to seduce her, force her, and make the choice he expected.

"For Yosano, just like you have always done, just keep it as it is."

"Really..."

The two words disappeared from Miki Nozomi's lips, and she let go of her involuntarily clenched hand. The months of teeth printed by the nails on the palm were obviously red, and the pain of being late seemed to remind her.

I am in the wheel of history.

Nothing made her more aware of the status quo than this moment. Before it all became the dust of history, every second was written with cruelty.

The happiness of ignorance and the truth of cruelty, neither of which is unbearable for Yosano Akiko.

Miki Nozomi took a deep breath and let out a sound that was almost a sigh.

"You will fail."

She watched Mori Ogai quietly, and said repeatedly, and then dropped the long stick that was struck on her own heart to the other's heart, and the words that fell seemed to be a prophecy for the future.

"You, will fail."

Because she predicted that the end of this war is farther than that limit.

What answered her was Mori Ogai's still eerily calm voice.

"About this, I have thought about it a long time ago."

……

……

The conversation with Mori Ogai ended like this. As "mature people", it was as if the conversation hadn't happened between the two of them, and they were still in the usual way of getting along.

Yosano Akiko didn't know what happened between the two, but Miki Nozomi was not prepared to completely obey Mori Ogai's words.

Because I have my own thinking, I can calmly analyze everything that happened, and even draw different conclusions.

As time passed, the war became more and more intense, and the treatment that was originally once a few days has now been shortened to every day.

After another treatment, Yosano Akiko dragged his body back tiredly, but met Nozomi Miki who was looking for her at the corner.

"Akiko is going back?"

"...It's Ash."

With a smile, he rubbed his cheeks with Yosano Akiko, trying to make himself look better, but felt that he was too tired to even talk.

"let's go together."

Miki Nozomi took the initiative to hold Akiko's hand and walked towards the place where the other party lived.

After a while, she came to Yosano Akiko's dormitory familiarly, and after helping to change her clothes, she lay on the bed with Yosano Akiko, still holding Miki Nozomi's hand tightly.

"Sleep, you'll be better when you wake up."

Touching the other person's head comfortingly, Nozomi Miki watched Yosano Akiko who was almost asleep for a second, a faint gleam emerged from the body.

Mental exhaustion and negative emotions are constantly passed on, and after reaching the upper limit of that half, it is regrettable to disconnect.

Taking a deep breath to suppress the negative emotions that did not belong to him, Miki Nozomi looked at Akiko who was sleeping peacefully, and pinched the other's face with the other hand.

"Just wait until you wake up."

She spoke softly in a voice only she could hear.

"Come on, after a while, I'll tell you everything."

Before the situation gets worse, Akiko must be prepared.Everything is up to you to choose, and I will tell you everything you want to know.

You are qualified to know the truth, maybe you can't understand those things when you are 11 years old, but I will let you understand bit by bit.

and so……

Miki Nozomi withdrew her hand and looked at the child in front of her tenderly.

Wait a little longer, there is still some time, there is still a little afterglow before complete darkness arrives.

"Well……"

I don't know how long it took, woke up from a deep sleep, and before opening his eyes, Yosano Akiko felt refreshed.

Most of the messy thoughts in my mind disappeared, and even my mood improved a lot.

Opening her eyes, the figure of Miki Nozomi came into view, she blinked blankly, and then realized the next second.

"Ah, Ah Xi, I..."

Her face flushed suddenly, and she sat up abruptly, but she realized that her hand was holding the other's tightly, so she could only let go of it quickly, and stammered.

"You, you, have you been sitting here for so long again!"

No matter how many times I let a child as young as Axi watch me sleep, I feel very shy!What if you can't control your drooling when you sleep! ! !

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The lottery is open again!Still 100%, draw 50 this time, open tomorrow at 17:[-]! (My test trumpet didn’t even win the lottery. Damn it, doesn’t that mean I’m very wrong! I don’t believe it! As long as there are many people, I can smuggle in!)

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