Kneeling and begging to live past the age of 18

Fuge who came with a "threat", Miki Nozomi still kept his itinerary to buy things, and the amount even surprised Fuge who was thinking of various rhetoric in his heart.

"Okay, let's go home."

Crossing out the last material in his mind, Nozomi nodded in satisfaction, and turned a corner with Fuge.

"What would Fugo want for lunch? We can pack and go home together."

"Everything is fine..."

Fuge took a deep breath, let himself calm down, and returned to his usual appearance.

"Ash, you decide."

Anyway, Ashinaranga couldn't be told about their dangerous actions now, otherwise it would just make her worry for nothing.

"it is good."

Without getting to the bottom of it, Miki Nozomi just nodded, packed some food that the other party often ate, and returned home together.

After finishing lunch, most of the things Miki bought had arrived, and the bags and boxes of things filled half the floor of the living room, which made Fuge, who was in a trance, finally feel real.

"So many things?"

"Make a reserve of sugar and the like."

"so much?"

"It is more, but there is no way."

After signing for the last bag of goods, Nozomi Miki turned around and looked at Fuge who was helping to organize.

"But now is not the time to talk about this, because of time, so I have to have a good chat with Fugo."

Because she doesn't know how long she has left, if nothing happens to Naranja and Giorno, it's okay, it may last for about a week, but who can make a conclusion about this kind of thing?

Maybe something will happen to her in the next second, so no matter what happens, she has to talk about it early.

"Have a good chat?"

Repeating this sentence, Fuge's body suddenly stiffened.He was silent for a while, then stacked the boxes in his hand to the other side, and opened his mouth in a low voice.

"Yes, you should have seen such an obvious thing a long time ago."

Fugo, who obviously spent most of the time with Naranja, appeared there alone, and even reacted in such a panic that people knew the problem at a glance, how could she not see it?

"Then can you tell me?"

Miki Nozomi's voice was soft, she pulled Fugo to the sofa and pressed him to sit down, and she sat next to him again.

"Of course, if you can't say it, forget it. I'm more concerned about Fugo's state now."

She has no combat power, no matter how dangerous things Naranja and Giorno are going to do, she can't provide any strong support, and only her ability is still a bit useful.

Fugo: "..."

Do you care more about your state?

But if she knew about Naranga, she wouldn't think so.

He's just a coward who only regrets it when he backs off.

but……

"Naranja...they are doing a somewhat dangerous mission."

After brewing his words, Fugo still couldn't say such a scary word "resisting the boss", he could only say it as a plausible "task" and put the emphasis on the back.

"I... escaped and didn't go with them."

Having said that, he lowered his head in embarrassment, not daring to glance at his side.

"I'm a coward, I..."

Before Fuge could finish his self-reproach, the soft voice just now brought seriousness, and suddenly interrupted him.

"No, you are not."

Fu Ge hugged his arm, and his fingertips tightly grasped the fabric at the elbow of his clothes. His originally clear purple eyes were gray.

"Axi, you don't know the situation, I..."

"I said, you are not."

For the first time, Miki Nozomi showed her strength to the other party. She stood up, stretched out her hand forcefully to lift Fugo's face, and stared into the other party's eyes without blinking.

Fuge was so startled that he dodged backwards, but found that he had nowhere to escape when his back touched the back of the sofa. Even because of his inclination, the person in front of him even half-kneeled with one leg between his/legs/to maintain balance .

Fugo felt something was wrong.

Too bad, there is absolutely no way to avoid this position, isn't it just being trapped on the sofa?

Miki Nozomi would not let him avoid it either.

"After getting along for such a long time, can't I see what kind of person Fugo is? I don't agree with just talking about belittling myself like this."

Not to mention anything else, just talking about Fugo's care for Nalanja, and what happened in the mission described by Nalanja, she can know that the other party has never been a so-called "coward".

Will the coward push his companions away when they are about to be in danger and hurt himself?

Fugo: "..."

The drooping head was forcibly raised, and there was only seriousness and determination in the brown eyes, which clearly reflected Fuge's appearance at this time.Dazed and embarrassed, but there was a little gleam in his eyes.

At this moment, Fugo even spurned himself.

Sure enough, I simply...

"If we talk about the danger of Naranja and the others, I have roughly guessed it.

After pinching the face of this 16-year-old boy, Nozomi sighed softly.

"It's to the extent that if you are not careful, you will lose your life. Maybe the danger will spread to me. Anyway, I have already expected it."

"you……"

Fuge wanted to bow his head again, but he couldn't do it because his cheek was still pinched in Miki Nozomi's hand.

"Because Naranja called me yesterday to say that there were other matters, and told me to hide recently."

"then you……"

"Of course there is no need for Fugo now."

Calmly changing the original idea of ​​leaving more "inheritance" to trusting Fuge after a few days of good work, Miki Nozomi spoke again.

"Fugo has always been sensible, I know. But the 'task' that makes you refuse to go with it is definitely not an ordinary 'task', in this case, would Fugo mind to talk about it?"

As she spoke, she gave a helpless smile.

"Look, I'm even mentally prepared."

Can't refuse.

Can't say no to each other.

Raising his right hand to cover the cool hand holding his cheek, Fuge explained in a deep voice.

"Buggarati...Naranga and Mista Apaki Giorno have decided to rebel against the boss."

Rarely, he no longer avoided the evasive posture a few seconds ago, and observed Miki Nozomi's expression without blinking.

"For someone who has just met for a few days, Buccarati said that first, and Giorno, then Apache, Mista, and Naranga."

Speaking of this, Fugo laughed at himself.

"My rationality stopped me. I couldn't do anything to fight the boss for a person I just met for two days. He was obviously a gangster, but he still had to do something like a messenger of justice. He was desperate for 'rightness'."

He also wanted to follow, but his reason overcame his emotions.

If it was the person in front of him, he might choose to be with Naranja without hesitation, but he couldn't stay awake when facing a strange person who he didn't even like.

Sometimes he would envy Nalanga, a single-minded person, as long as he followed his intuition, he didn't even need to think about it.

"So it is."

Understanding the cause and effect of the matter, Miki Nozomi's heart became clearer, she hooked the corners of her lips, and even her voice became softer.

"Isn't Fugo's thoughts normal, do everyone have the same thoughts?"

"normal……?"

Fugo's eyes were filled with bewilderment.

"Is this normal?"

"Of course, this is a very normal thing."

Affirming this statement, Miki Nozomi gave an example.

"You see, it's like in times of crisis, being able to risk your life to save strangers, and being able to sacrifice your life to save your important people are of course two different mentalities."

Fugo: "..."

Yes, it does.

"Even I am no exception. There are many 'heroes' throughout the ages, but considering the huge base of human beings, there are actually very few."

It's as if she herself would give the guard to her relatives instead of strangers.

"So this is a very normal thing, very normal. Fugo, you are just an ordinary child."

16 years old, even one year younger than Naranga, but he can already do many things very well.

Already amazing.

"Is it normal?"

Fogg murmured.

"Of course, reason is not wrong. If you only use success to distinguish right from wrong, it would be too narrow."

Rational choices often refute emotions, but it is undeniable that in many cases, things made on the basis of emotion are seldom not regretted.

"So, Fugo, don't be sad about your choice. In the end, it's just a choice. Being able to judge things rationally is a rare talent."

What can reason do?Think of Rintaro, this is the most obvious example.

Having said that, with intoxicating tenderness in her eyes, she gave a firm answer.

"Fugo, you are not wrong."

Obviously that voice was soft, but in Luo Fuge's ears it sounded like thunder.

correct……

just choose...

Sanity is not wrong...

He just stared at Miki Nozomi in a daze, these few words were branded deep in his heart, like a swallow who didn't want to leave the Happy Prince, circling repeatedly, refusing to leave.

Fugo even repeated uncertainly, wanting to get an answer.

"Sense...isn't it wrong?"

"Otherwise, Fugo can go to the street and ask passers-by if they will go all out for strangers."

The right hand that was not held was rubbing the opponent's golden hair, and Miki Nozomi's voice was full of teasing,

"Do you think people will yell at you?"

Fugo: "..."

So...is that so?

The beating of the heart was very clear, bringing out strong vibrations, and it beat again and again in the chest, but it was alive and safe.

The original apprehension and self-blame were gradually resolved, from cold ice to soft water.

"I'm so sorry, I……"

Fuge paused for a few seconds, then pursed his lips, his voice lowered a degree.

"I can……"

"of course can."

Even before the voice of agreement fell, the owner of the voice had already stepped forward, gave him a gentle hug, and then... a meaningful voice fell.

"If Fugo just cried out like this, I would pretend I didn't hear anything."

Fugo: "..."

How do I feel that I heard the expectation?

Raising his hands, controlling the waist of the person in front of him, and burying himself on the other's neck and shoulders, Fuge closed his eyes and muttered to refute.

"How could I cry..."

I am 16 years old, it is too embarrassing to cry or something.

but……

After a long time, Miki Nozomi heard Fugo's voice.

"Ashi, are you cold?"

Otherwise, why do you feel that the other party is cooler?Even the hand before, is it possible to catch a cold?

Miki Nozomi: "..."

Oh, it's just a side effect.

Rubbing Fuge's hair vigorously, Nozomi Miki explained calmly.

"The air conditioner at home is turned on relatively low."

Fortunately, it was prepared beforehand. It can't be said that I don't feel hot or cold now, can I?

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These few days, Calvin, I guess it will end tomorrow.