Kneeling and begging to live past the age of 18

Bugara had heard of Miki Nozomi's name a long time ago, or in other words, he had already heard it like thunder.

Although he is a gang member, the number of people in this area is very high, and people who walk on the street will greet him kindly when they see him.

Because although he is a gangster, he usually does the work of the neighborhood committee (bushi) most of the time.

As Miki Nozomi who is n times more popular than him, he has always heard of it, but he is not too curious, so he has never encountered it.

Now, he knows.

Because the restaurant owner, who is a member of the gang, seems to have become the opponent's "backup"...

The blue eyes glanced at the boss at the door who had already begun to talk about Miki Nozomi looking for his younger brother, Bugarati waved his hand, indicating that the other party could go down.

"Well, the matter of whether she is an angel or a banknote can be put aside first."

Sighing under Nalanja's glaring gaze, the blond-haired boy... that is, Fugo, stared at Nalanja with inexplicable eyes.

"So you have such a... well, it sounds like a very good sister. She works hard to find you every day, but you still don't want to go back?"

Naranja: "..."

Just... It's because my cousin is so good that I can't hold her back!

Before Naranja could say anything, Fugo looked him up and down again.In the end, his eyes fixed on Naranja's somewhat dirty face.

"I said, it's not because she abused you in private, is it?"

After all, there are many people who have a good reputation outside but are annoying and disgusting in private.Just like the so-called professor he met in college back then.

"No!!!"

Standing up with a swipe, Naranja retorted fiercely.

"My cousin is the best in the world! She is the best person in the world to me!!!"

Fugo:? ? ?

"Then you are still hiding?"

You still hide from me, what's the point?

"Don't worry, Fugo."

Bugarati turned to look at Naranja.

"I'm sure Naranja will be willing to explain to us."

"It's just...you have seen me like this."

Touching his left eye, Naranja lowered his head in a low voice, explaining without confidence.

"I trusted people who shouldn't be trusted, they..."

After talking about the so-called 'big brother' and 'friend' in detail, Naranja was full of remorse.

"In this way, I was sentenced to a year's punishment, but after staying in the juvenile detention center for a month, I became what I am now."

"That little bastard gang..."

Bugarati frowned, and pulled out something about the small gang from the corner.

"I remember that most of them were caught in the juvenile detention center for committing crimes, and the little boss was directly arrested and sent to prison because he became an adult."

After all, as the manager of this area, he still knows what's coming.

"Jailed?"

Naranja clenched his fist excitedly.

"Really! They...they...really!"

"Yes."

Bugarati nodded affirmatively.

"Hey! Shouldn't the focus now be on something else?"

Fugo tried to bring the topic back.

"It took a month to become like this, so maybe there is only one of you here?"

Sitting on the chair, Fugo calmly stated his conclusion.

"You are 'bailed'."

The person who watched the momentum and bail was his cousin who didn't run away.

"……Yes."

As soon as he said this, Nalanga fell down again.

"Three days ago, my cousin brought me out of the juvenile prison and took me to the hospital to see a doctor, but..."

The drooping hand touched his sick left eye again, Naranga

"It takes a lot of money, I know, my cousin must have done a lot to bring me out, and she doesn't have much money now, but she still has to raise money for my treatment for my illness, I..."

Naranja's voice choked.

"I can't bother her anymore..."

I can't cure it myself, and any further treatment is just a waste of time.

I can no longer be a drag on myself.

Bugarati and Fugo were stunned.

It turns out... is this the reason?He didn't want to be a drag, so he ran out to fend for himself, and even hid carefully.

"But have you ever thought that to your cousin, you are more important than that money?"

He could understand Naranja's mood, but also, he could understand Miki Nozomi's mood who was looking for someone everywhere.

From Naranga's point of view, he can say that he did the right thing, even as a gangster, he has seen too many similar things.

How could he know that his dying father used his life to rob before he died, or for the sake of the family, the terminally ill mother committed suicide by jumping into the sea.

Bugarati sighed inwardly, his blue eyes were transparent.

"You will only make her anxious if you leave like this."

"But I can't heal anymore!"

The clenched fist even made him feel pain, Naranja held back the tears and spoke with difficulty.

"I eavesdropped on her conversation with the doctor. Although it was intermittent, I heard the doctor said that the cure is incurable. Now I am just a burden, and only Giorno is more suitable to be her younger brother. "

Smarter than me, better-behaved than me, more obedient to her, and won't make trouble for her.

So it's okay even if you disappear, right?

Naranja leaned against the wall weakly, slid down slowly, and hugged herself.

It would be nice if I could do it all over again.

He must, must not be so stupid again, he will definitely listen to his cousin and work hard to grow and protect her.

"Anyway, let's go to the hospital first."

The sudden voice made Naranja suddenly raise his head, and looked at Bugarati who said this in shock.

"You, what are you going to do?"

"Can't understand? Go to the hospital."

Reaching out to lift Naranja up, Fuge stuffed the pizza in Naranga's mouth, blocking the exclamation that the other party was about to blurt out.

"If it can't be cured, at most it's just a loss of eyes. Your guy is actually dying."

Naranja:! ! !

"Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!!!"

Am I dying!Eye diseases can really kill people!

In the end, Naranja was taken to the hospital.

Of course, because the boss noticed that Miki Nozomi was opposite the main entrance, he specially opened the back door for Bugarati and a few people.

Reluctantly, Nalanja was pressed and inspected, and even washed and changed into a hospital gown and thrown on the hospital bed. He was shocked and stunned by the news brought by Bugarati.

"Your eye can be healed."

Naranja:? ? ?

What?Didn't it mean it couldn't be cured?

"I don't know what Naranga you heard, but according to what you said, maybe you didn't hear everything, but that's the truth."

Bugarati's voice was serious.

"You can be cured."

Naranja: "..."

If he can be cured, he can recover, he doesn't have to die, and he can be with his cousin again?

Ecstasy swept from the bottom of his heart, and Naranja's eyes instantly burst into intense brilliance.

However, at the next moment, another decadent thought arose immediately.

So what if it can be cured?I... still have to spend a lot of money, right?

The originally shining eyes gradually dimmed, and Nalanja squeezed the quilt with a weak voice.

"No... no..."

"you listen to me."

A hand covered the top of Nalanga's head, with the familiar warmth and comfort, but even more generous.

"No matter what idea you have, you can only realize it by living. You are still young, and there is still a long way to go in the future. You can even continue to go to school after you recover."

"But……"

"No but!"

This time, Buccarati's voice was stern.

"Since you want to live, just accept the treatment honestly. Don't worry about money or anything. Are you going to hide for the rest of your life?"

……

Naranja was reprimanded.

He was obviously a gangster, but in the end he not only invited him to dinner, but even dragged him to the hospital, paid for his medical bills, and denounced his negativity.

This made Naranja very puzzled.

Gangsters... are everyone so nice?

But without waiting for Nalanja to think about it, on the day he was hospitalized, Nozomi... found out!

"Crack-"

The door of the ward was opened, and Naranja, who had just been educated by Bugarati, raised his head to look at the door, but was caught off guard and saw his cousin who had been hiding for several days.

"Na, Lan, Jia!"

Calling Nalanja's name word by word, even the usually gentle brown eyes seemed to gather a storm, which made Nalanja tremble subconsciously, and asked subconsciously.

"Biao Biao Biao... Cousin, why are you here!"

Damn it, that's bad!

As soon as the non-brained words fell, Nalanga wanted to hug his head and knock himself out.

Didn't I just say "cousin, you shouldn't come" again!

"Why are you here? Naranga, you know a lot better than me, right?"

Taking Giorno into the room, Miki Nozomi gave a formulaic smile instead, and emphasized the pronunciation of a certain word.

"It's really easy for me to find, my 'good' cousin!"

"No, no, no! Cousin, listen to my explanation!!!"

Looking at Miki Nozomi who was getting closer, Nalanka was in a hurry, and almost shrank in the corner of the bed like a poor little girl.

"I did it for a reason! I didn't mean to! I didn't mean to worry you...I...I..."

Halfway through the words, Miki Nozomi had already come to his bedside, and even raised his hand.

Nalanja took a deep breath, and apologized loudly without caring about anything else.

"sorry!"

I'm sorry, everything comes from my own willfulness, and it's all because of my own reasons.

Finally, the hand landed on top of Naranja's head.

As always, gently touching with a tenderness and weight that makes you want to cry.

"I often wonder if there is something wrong with my education for you, which makes you always avoid me."

Miki sighed.

"If I really did something wrong, Nalanja, you can tell me. Is there anything that the family can't discuss together?"

"No...it's all me..."

The brown eyes looked at Nalanja softly, and the concern inside was completely revealed, which made Nalanja's voice quiet down.

Miki Nozomi decided to retreat.

"If Naranja really doesn't like me, then after the treatment is complete, I can no longer restrain you..."

"do not want!"

The pupils constricted suddenly, and Nalanja leaned forward in a panic, hugging Miki Nozomi in front of the hospital bed.

"I know I'm always being lied to, learning things slowly, always worrying you, always arguing with you, and getting into trouble..."

"so……"

and so--

"I can't do without my cousin watching me."

I will make myself better in the future, try my best to protect you, and stop worrying you.

Naranja buried her face in Miki Nozomi's shoulder, her voice trembling almost with fear, revealing her truest heart.

"So don't leave me alone..."

Do not give up on me……

I beg you……

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Be well in the future, Naranja.